I am dreading growing old.338Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2jG8zqLay
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,338Please respect copyright.PENANASQBegDy7QB
everyone asked for a young female.338Please respect copyright.PENANAe8FmllUiYZ
what happens when I grow old,338Please respect copyright.PENANAOWnkgzp4Hd
what happens when my tits sag 338Please respect copyright.PENANAPh6UQ5JxWn
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,338Please respect copyright.PENANAQzFkoP0v53
will I no longer be wanted?338Please respect copyright.PENANABadQN9WpY7
No longer desired or admired.338Please respect copyright.PENANAklKtKiAwOu
will I just be old?338Please respect copyright.PENANAbXz2k0xvyW
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 338Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2UetgsUXS
Just338Please respect copyright.PENANAd29YsTTV7k
Old.338Please respect copyright.PENANAUwYDLhmupb
338Please respect copyright.PENANAAcbByM3xPF
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?338Please respect copyright.PENANA6CtigPN58J
I'll have to be good at something,338Please respect copyright.PENANAEYSm5cI6uZ
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills338Please respect copyright.PENANAvwBySjGTho
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain338Please respect copyright.PENANAYwyMVruWCJ
I'll have to be somebody338Please respect copyright.PENANAOaygC36mTh
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth338Please respect copyright.PENANAc0lD2LlUHZ
but I know I can't keep it.338Please respect copyright.PENANAsjOarpFPPT
Good things never last.338Please respect copyright.PENANA2dhs1HZSh4
338Please respect copyright.PENANANr38QM9lgR
I don't know when youth became so important to me338Please respect copyright.PENANAkyLTpBMnA0
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail338Please respect copyright.PENANArrECZZXjGz
and why so many people died over it338Please respect copyright.PENANAJnXwDvAJTy
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,338Please respect copyright.PENANAxgSHr29RMF
I would.338Please respect copyright.PENANAoFz2KJfVSO
perhaps that makes me a bad human,338Please respect copyright.PENANAB9KYpxTrBP
a bad feminist338Please respect copyright.PENANAAFVDphoW5F
bad person,338Please respect copyright.PENANARLs8df18JW
but all I know is it's the truth338Please respect copyright.PENANAXe0RakEcmb
and I would do it,338Please respect copyright.PENANAVu9oHp92iK
338Please respect copyright.PENANAEE9rruNGiO
I would give up so much to stay desirable.338Please respect copyright.PENANAY6aeOsDHMi
Because I've never been desired before338Please respect copyright.PENANAZpcavmBqmg
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,338Please respect copyright.PENANAM8MsbIpBdg
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?338Please respect copyright.PENANAxB1aoqFdCU
and my skin sags from my bones338Please respect copyright.PENANAOrzbJB5Rfk
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach338Please respect copyright.PENANA1H4EkYfNAf
my neck doubling,338Please respect copyright.PENANA8mduBcNw3m
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad338Please respect copyright.PENANAJszLcubAPB
338Please respect copyright.PENANAvgcel0UXlo
some people think when you get older looks matter less338Please respect copyright.PENANA18THh5qSKA
But that's not true, nobody wants that338Please respect copyright.PENANAUJj6s2J3Ab
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.338Please respect copyright.PENANAUo2GsRL1sJ
What will I be?338Please respect copyright.PENANABYoF7v2rl5
Chopped liver I suppose.338Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7iQsN4cud
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools338Please respect copyright.PENANAkZ8Qrojf1b
338Please respect copyright.PENANAjfzlLwcPiP
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life338Please respect copyright.PENANAmTA3uJsz4P
I'm young338Please respect copyright.PENANAk8F8ms8GTW
I have done nothing time is flying by338Please respect copyright.PENANALgio7Yi0Ap
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast338Please respect copyright.PENANAOfyiTqrke2
Keeps slipping from my fists.338Please respect copyright.PENANAJeDQtHLl4U
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).338Please respect copyright.PENANA38GhB1FmGQ
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.338Please respect copyright.PENANAl4UNp8wLWL
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up338Please respect copyright.PENANAL86kzjzti1
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.338Please respect copyright.PENANA3JGVK4WrHQ
338Please respect copyright.PENANAEdwaVAn9iX
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity338Please respect copyright.PENANA2spUi43xbT
I feel it closing in on me338Please respect copyright.PENANAIhSsuy572o
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,338Please respect copyright.PENANAMdElz68S2I
looking in the mirror I see my painting.338Please respect copyright.PENANAqHHUXUIC4d
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,338Please respect copyright.PENANAljfZ7AeqiZ
I know they're going to be my demise.338Please respect copyright.PENANAY01uCVpEBG
338Please respect copyright.PENANAqA4wmQu5xq
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen338Please respect copyright.PENANAQboC2QVJdh
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.338Please respect copyright.PENANATJtqrhSbuI
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 338Please respect copyright.PENANAPa9fBLxx5c
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 338Please respect copyright.PENANAYyNxr0zuf3
338Please respect copyright.PENANALkcPlr0NZ4
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither338Please respect copyright.PENANAtpLwKvuOI1
because I know myself if not anyone else338Please respect copyright.PENANAz3maqToMWQ
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.338Please respect copyright.PENANAGpg4hO6uRo
338Please respect copyright.PENANA9nfHdaJGOA
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.338Please respect copyright.PENANAZZ756Ja8I1
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,338Please respect copyright.PENANAytCtpFeiPM
everyone asked for a young female.338Please respect copyright.PENANAKAyY2Kal6J
what happens when I grow old,338Please respect copyright.PENANAGu3u4cgw8V
what happens when my tits sag 338Please respect copyright.PENANAXdLEEXwVyn
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,338Please respect copyright.PENANAEAFr8lwPAw
will I no longer be wanted?338Please respect copyright.PENANAvHNaIelaZc
No longer desired or admired.338Please respect copyright.PENANAJYdhuz7zK4
will I just be old?338Please respect copyright.PENANAfJ56AkjKsL
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 338Please respect copyright.PENANAhx3FZLSrbS
Just338Please respect copyright.PENANAN8X6OPbLnA
Old.338Please respect copyright.PENANApehUMn8ZLX
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?338Please respect copyright.PENANAjdOZsTZkhf
I'll have to be good at something,338Please respect copyright.PENANAO6Mws6Lgcm
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills338Please respect copyright.PENANA4FJAa03pqP
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain338Please respect copyright.PENANAYdKnalWH3j
I'll have to be somebody338Please respect copyright.PENANA2uP4FVMYEL
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth338Please respect copyright.PENANA6IyXljZuP2
but I know I can't keep it.338Please respect copyright.PENANAgYEssdgT6Q
Good things never last.338Please respect copyright.PENANApu8JW7y5fQ
338Please respect copyright.PENANAmDlQKYozgE
I don't know when youth became so important to me338Please respect copyright.PENANAOpjXaPTJKn
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail338Please respect copyright.PENANABkAswH2Gdx
and why so many people died over it338Please respect copyright.PENANAqFbuw0aPk6
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,338Please respect copyright.PENANA963jSoZ87V
I would.338Please respect copyright.PENANANAPq0xCA2a
perhaps that makes me a bad human,338Please respect copyright.PENANA56izw7EvVx
a bad feminist338Please respect copyright.PENANAgiAP1Bszdi
bad person,338Please respect copyright.PENANAtTqQDCq5XO
but all I know is it's the truth338Please respect copyright.PENANAFMpGE5EvVu
and I would do it,338Please respect copyright.PENANAI83iHFua16
338Please respect copyright.PENANAXapsLLNh2g
I would give up so much to stay desirable.338Please respect copyright.PENANA1lPQ55XV0D
Because I've never been desired before338Please respect copyright.PENANADFTN2QsK3S
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,338Please respect copyright.PENANA7LCEnUcANq
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?338Please respect copyright.PENANABiDQp9csfQ
and my skin sags from my bones338Please respect copyright.PENANAW29XJhsKKI
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach338Please respect copyright.PENANAOc27GIWy11
my neck doubling,338Please respect copyright.PENANAZZpzLe8WPT
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad338Please respect copyright.PENANAjg4BqYoV7b
338Please respect copyright.PENANAycCRIUpeUI
some people think when you get older looks matter less338Please respect copyright.PENANA4xZPlt0J3l
But that's not true, nobody wants that338Please respect copyright.PENANAgHxr8oucTJ
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.338Please respect copyright.PENANAXymYzShFmf
What will I be?338Please respect copyright.PENANACwuYv1DWZj
Chopped liver I suppose.338Please respect copyright.PENANAlTZGnRHO1M
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools338Please respect copyright.PENANA8q2rg6MwIm
338Please respect copyright.PENANAvdyTho4BGV
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life338Please respect copyright.PENANA5VJll0PIEj
I'm 20338Please respect copyright.PENANA26K2XJGC0j
I have done nothing time is flying by338Please respect copyright.PENANAEMHVJ3nV9q
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast338Please respect copyright.PENANAAqjfugKlNg
Keeps slipping from my fists.338Please respect copyright.PENANACpYXrYXHMI
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).338Please respect copyright.PENANA6i6lw8XNTD
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.338Please respect copyright.PENANAmfUUXWWBGQ
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up338Please respect copyright.PENANAxHVqEmHTu4
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.338Please respect copyright.PENANAp7FG6L4hiF
338Please respect copyright.PENANAfa0e5tWkGa
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity338Please respect copyright.PENANAQOa4cALKM7
I feel it closing in on me338Please respect copyright.PENANAvCqcjBJIY8
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,338Please respect copyright.PENANA1NPaB0pCj2
looking in the mirror I see my painting.338Please respect copyright.PENANAPuk5awaRu8
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,338Please respect copyright.PENANATPGKf7aWw8
I know they're going to be my demise.338Please respect copyright.PENANA82O3iiYZYP
338Please respect copyright.PENANAnsshTdFx7z
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen338Please respect copyright.PENANAwmZbYUHhas
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.338Please respect copyright.PENANAZKSZZ3xsvk
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 338Please respect copyright.PENANASvSs1eJh20
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 338Please respect copyright.PENANAuy2MYkNP7P
338Please respect copyright.PENANAPseCw6IOOP
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither338Please respect copyright.PENANA4rbMnNZShD
because I know myself if not anyone else338Please respect copyright.PENANA7vWRsDovwF
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.338Please respect copyright.PENANAVPA4QZHFGA
338Please respect copyright.PENANAw0O0Wc5Rfz
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old