1月14日,凌晨5時多。806Please respect copyright.PENANA5cgtPLfYMU
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。806Please respect copyright.PENANAf63P7BneeU
大家都在熟睡中,806Please respect copyright.PENANAWE5HckUgjZ
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不自覺的再次想起她。806Please respect copyright.PENANAutrBZz6o7A
我,很想長睡下去,806Please respect copyright.PENANAMCVpHw6LpI
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。806Please respect copyright.PENANAH6fODyr1Do
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。806Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5RqTykOUO
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。806Please respect copyright.PENANAJRHHtlxvee
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,806Please respect copyright.PENANA3lIxNgiNkW
血水慢慢的滲出。806Please respect copyright.PENANAP0Bdq7w8ZG
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。806Please respect copyright.PENANAHx1veTdqIw
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。806Please respect copyright.PENANAfitdQXJlHK
起來梳洗,806Please respect copyright.PENANAN6jglLqJsM
執拾行裝。806Please respect copyright.PENANAIx1ChoF1fx
準備與朋友集合。806Please respect copyright.PENANAiPePyY9PGW
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,806Please respect copyright.PENANAfmkZA9twZy
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。806Please respect copyright.PENANAPWfIoWQtpc
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。806Please respect copyright.PENANA8faJvRKffj
或者一切都因為我的被動,806Please respect copyright.PENANAO0YzXWNBD6
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,806Please respect copyright.PENANA35uhZ5OQmJ
導致我的失敗。806Please respect copyright.PENANAXgHOttce0V
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若不是早已應邀,806Please respect copyright.PENANAwXH6Gqguid
我想,我還是留在家中,806Please respect copyright.PENANAlLTFnY7wYp
白白的消磨時間。806Please respect copyright.PENANAKahfbPJUzx
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,806Please respect copyright.PENANAhSDpE6mZsV
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。806Please respect copyright.PENANAF5pBZSWM2C
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,806Please respect copyright.PENANAZjwCFMi7uX
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。806Please respect copyright.PENANA8e6qAv3kCf
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我們乘坐慢船。806Please respect copyright.PENANAC6r8ghnv3m
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,806Please respect copyright.PENANAmxBAxYtOv9
然後開展我們的「賭局」。806Please respect copyright.PENANAzTwCBLWsDL
我們玩得有說有笑,806Please respect copyright.PENANAV0n2cAgZ0k
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。806Please respect copyright.PENANAfzwI3rDhbn
我內心的景象,也是如此。806Please respect copyright.PENANAwYxw2wVKue
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,806Please respect copyright.PENANAIiREyGPtcB
尋得他們的燈光。806Please respect copyright.PENANA2oxW4nlfYN
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。806Please respect copyright.PENANAKiO7yDiMtZ
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,806Please respect copyright.PENANAjX5iJlAcZR
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,806Please respect copyright.PENANASQmYizOhhP
玩玩聊聊。806Please respect copyright.PENANAxXz0TQaznV
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說806Please respect copyright.PENANASHQwHPZo6d
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說806Please respect copyright.PENANAEAPk66BOBF
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應806Please respect copyright.PENANAkgnxh5vtYh
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」806Please respect copyright.PENANApOJVmotA4c
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。806Please respect copyright.PENANA83zKCx9dg8
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。806Please respect copyright.PENANAm8KWapUKP0
記得,806Please respect copyright.PENANAWKaisIwDLI
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,806Please respect copyright.PENANAtdVfyoHHCY
四處找朋友拍照留念。806Please respect copyright.PENANAQquKFG7u8x
我,只是一個留級的同學,806Please respect copyright.PENANAErEZZQGduC
又不主動認識其他人,806Please respect copyright.PENANAqsjfJhJk2A
沒有人找上,也正常不過。806Please respect copyright.PENANAhX6LVRLNzY
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。806Please respect copyright.PENANA9GaaLNJIit
不過,806Please respect copyright.PENANAg1dTTnAzye
她對我已經……806Please respect copyright.PENANAIO9N2BaY75
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,806Please respect copyright.PENANA5keyvgSppU
其實,806Please respect copyright.PENANA2oxGvkjj6D
心裡還是渴望著。806Please respect copyright.PENANAnjSvtb5w3L
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最終,都得到實現。806Please respect copyright.PENANA5wtTj0X5X7
不過,806Please respect copyright.PENANAf2Du66BwsF
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。806Please respect copyright.PENANA6GMZdCQbAT
我不喜在她這樣的態度,806Please respect copyright.PENANA4zOWuYYBjx
不是想說她態度欠佳,806Please respect copyright.PENANAmaoLFPBYFy
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。806Please respect copyright.PENANAK1CWXN1Lat
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眼見面前一班好友,806Please respect copyright.PENANAVViULjw9gq
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。806Please respect copyright.PENANAlBsdYGOdRM
過了好一段時間,806Please respect copyright.PENANA9Rdci6Pehv
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。806Please respect copyright.PENANApcHVL3DSc2
偏偏在上山的時候,806Please respect copyright.PENANAl2snrY38vJ
我突然感到一陣納悶,806Please respect copyright.PENANAc8Za9E01Mz
那刻,我在想,806Please respect copyright.PENANA6MjfsA6qX2
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?806Please respect copyright.PENANAYJSAXaZYYB
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。806Please respect copyright.PENANAQHRNXCw7fa
良久,終於下山,806Please respect copyright.PENANAK722bwwGw7
時間來到下午五時多,806Please respect copyright.PENANAKMxXC6hqRR
我不適的感覺重了,806Please respect copyright.PENANAbYvEuJ48eZ
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,806Please respect copyright.PENANAJbeVT1nz1K
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。806Please respect copyright.PENANA8bVKImjA7m
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終於舒暢了,806Please respect copyright.PENANA6D5O8La7YS
可惜,806Please respect copyright.PENANA0it7YJnnox
過了不足兩小時,806Please respect copyright.PENANAbrHc265MY3
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,806Please respect copyright.PENANA05JCepC11q
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。806Please respect copyright.PENANALQpJTlLL5z
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。806Please respect copyright.PENANAMm9OH2QUCQ
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。806Please respect copyright.PENANA5E7gCXS6pQ
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。806Please respect copyright.PENANAILkN0pK8X9
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲806Please respect copyright.PENANAI8Phl0fPi9
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」806Please respect copyright.PENANAFBqz8K2Fp2
「回去好好休息吧。」806Please respect copyright.PENANAH2ZRUlHpFp
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。806Please respect copyright.PENANAj4dz10niOA
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。806Please respect copyright.PENANAxmTcYr9jdM
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,806Please respect copyright.PENANAVOGVQUuXVu
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,806Please respect copyright.PENANA3iGvBQeobx
無奈已經沒可能了。806Please respect copyright.PENANA0WMWUM7ldK
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晚上十時多,806Please respect copyright.PENANAP83E5KKtVm
終於回到家裡,806Please respect copyright.PENANAunCPDkOw8E
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,806Please respect copyright.PENANARFX5mcs9Rq
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,806Please respect copyright.PENANAN01a4cAEGo
我,肚瀉了。806Please respect copyright.PENANAmxYZlyEzfg
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,806Please respect copyright.PENANAIuF6vkI80P
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。806Please respect copyright.PENANA1cLG9OO81m
本打算藉今天散散心,806Please respect copyright.PENANAZhBwL9agWc
卻又嘔又瀉。806Please respect copyright.PENANAebjyRTroZ0
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。806Please respect copyright.PENANAjpDBOUeniw
閉起雙眼,806Please respect copyright.PENANA5rAogYBBfk
更見黑暗,806Please respect copyright.PENANAgPoEanhi1Y
更感孤寂。806Please respect copyright.PENANAEdGqp3MqF5
我,很想很想...806Please respect copyright.PENANAtYod17mgk7
很想痛哭一場。806Please respect copyright.PENANAdiovdr5c25
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。806Please respect copyright.PENANAwAu6mE2P4j
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,806Please respect copyright.PENANAZr8hSm4hKH
但我卻無法哭一場。806Please respect copyright.PENANApbWNHRcwSc
味苦,806Please respect copyright.PENANAgIKcAkxmd5
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,806Please respect copyright.PENANAVcqW5tGHAn
辛苦。806Please respect copyright.PENANAaqpq32tkvJ
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,806Please respect copyright.PENANApgAjuwZ6Ci
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,806Please respect copyright.PENANATYqLeaV5W1
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。806Please respect copyright.PENANAXY1KaoLD2N
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。806Please respect copyright.PENANAB4ua4eMhlI
其實,我想不出一位。806Please respect copyright.PENANAB2Lz0lYSzt
其實,我身邊都沒有。806Please respect copyright.PENANA4FUzhhdQ5z
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,806Please respect copyright.PENANAg4TSjGwTkN
減下痛苦。806Please respect copyright.PENANAnLu9WEiiz5
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色806Please respect copyright.PENANAz4ToWIOuoE
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了806Please respect copyright.PENANAvucn72imGo
你已經決定了 你已經決定了806Please respect copyright.PENANAcppiIcXeq7
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著806Please respect copyright.PENANAID497yaW7P
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了806Please respect copyright.PENANAYFuy9Z1ri3
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割806Please respect copyright.PENANALLpXi6yLxz
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色806Please respect copyright.PENANAX8lgK3XGBk
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了806Please respect copyright.PENANA9Lzgei0n4g
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼806Please respect copyright.PENANAhyzUzMYmtI
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了806Please respect copyright.PENANATnubv2h1Ph
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇806Please respect copyright.PENANABu5iU1u4Da
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著806Please respect copyright.PENANApUEqzLSs9G
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色806Please respect copyright.PENANAoYapKobx5H
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了806Please respect copyright.PENANAGC046iGf71
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼806Please respect copyright.PENANAONuEfIiOsw
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合806Please respect copyright.PENANAf6E0Z9Vz1b
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河806Please respect copyright.PENANAZAcilQ2KDF
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了806Please respect copyright.PENANA52YN9hIh4L
然後才後悔著806Please respect copyright.PENANA6wptwOXXTx
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色806Please respect copyright.PENANAIdMM4IW10y
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了806Please respect copyright.PENANAIwWxOwvYaZ
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼806Please respect copyright.PENANAOJ1r3467CJ
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合806Please respect copyright.PENANAzfxIALg7LU
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河806Please respect copyright.PENANAJv36TxKBWF
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了806Please respect copyright.PENANAX6SzI1tBQP
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色806Please respect copyright.PENANAEt0VBdMKbK
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢806Please respect copyright.PENANAVzM6DAua5r
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻806Please respect copyright.PENANAPYeL89ITW1
重新開始活著806Please respect copyright.PENANAt51mxVv7Nh
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《你,不是真正的快樂》806Please respect copyright.PENANAN7idbfITbG