1月14日,凌晨5時多。564Please respect copyright.PENANAMxheaLWNNJ
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。564Please respect copyright.PENANAe60LmOtU4h
大家都在熟睡中,564Please respect copyright.PENANAgkj9AkDzVb
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,564Please respect copyright.PENANAx0eQWHWvC6
不自覺的再次想起她。564Please respect copyright.PENANAvDY5j2EolU
我,很想長睡下去,564Please respect copyright.PENANACY3cjO0oE3
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。564Please respect copyright.PENANAUVvYcVDNAS
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。564Please respect copyright.PENANAV4Fk8IEOk4
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。564Please respect copyright.PENANAIhvgPfmEDs
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,564Please respect copyright.PENANAwLYNd5gatV
血水慢慢的滲出。564Please respect copyright.PENANAKT5WzuL7UJ
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。564Please respect copyright.PENANARP1IeTk2C2
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。564Please respect copyright.PENANAg3Mm0WkXsF
起來梳洗,564Please respect copyright.PENANAtxmp6hMtqn
執拾行裝。564Please respect copyright.PENANAu3nxX1SHhP
準備與朋友集合。564Please respect copyright.PENANA1CFGRbFV4t
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,564Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6h4IOL3B1
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。564Please respect copyright.PENANAJhVHI7xkJJ
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。564Please respect copyright.PENANAk6UupuUbke
或者一切都因為我的被動,564Please respect copyright.PENANAXlVV4HS1fT
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,564Please respect copyright.PENANAGuR8HSwG0N
導致我的失敗。564Please respect copyright.PENANAHZJSXSfW2M
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若不是早已應邀,564Please respect copyright.PENANAbahXXf1pgk
我想,我還是留在家中,564Please respect copyright.PENANAegmZKaeFxY
白白的消磨時間。564Please respect copyright.PENANALSlpwkqWPF
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,564Please respect copyright.PENANAR2ihPutKUX
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。564Please respect copyright.PENANAxGb4fMthGS
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,564Please respect copyright.PENANArrUUttQeux
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。564Please respect copyright.PENANAcBdpEItHzm
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我們乘坐慢船。564Please respect copyright.PENANA8HRQ7vOaOo
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,564Please respect copyright.PENANABRq7T66fMh
然後開展我們的「賭局」。564Please respect copyright.PENANAIErnLHUrzF
我們玩得有說有笑,564Please respect copyright.PENANAoVVhxP9Gmm
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。564Please respect copyright.PENANAvw25sSbNCe
我內心的景象,也是如此。564Please respect copyright.PENANAwA6KomnqBJ
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,564Please respect copyright.PENANA2p3oZInW2E
尋得他們的燈光。564Please respect copyright.PENANAz3ArM6sn3P
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。564Please respect copyright.PENANAzvVLQKKO0F
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,564Please respect copyright.PENANA8oZeRIkQ9Y
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,564Please respect copyright.PENANA4VL1C7m0vd
玩玩聊聊。564Please respect copyright.PENANAbJPzK9cEzx
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說564Please respect copyright.PENANAyLvfXOfCla
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說564Please respect copyright.PENANAVK2kr6MytL
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應564Please respect copyright.PENANAYS3HgbqRPD
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」564Please respect copyright.PENANAVNhGrIBRC1
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。564Please respect copyright.PENANACc4jLtQNHG
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。564Please respect copyright.PENANAv5twZuVN3U
記得,564Please respect copyright.PENANAZRZ8Gk8e49
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,564Please respect copyright.PENANAA1GFb5AezC
四處找朋友拍照留念。564Please respect copyright.PENANA2JSCGgXwdo
我,只是一個留級的同學,564Please respect copyright.PENANAR76CAF7UDh
又不主動認識其他人,564Please respect copyright.PENANAYegQ1YmKGN
沒有人找上,也正常不過。564Please respect copyright.PENANAS1FgUt3nzB
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。564Please respect copyright.PENANA0RCJkSZMPY
不過,564Please respect copyright.PENANAQQh0vgVPLT
她對我已經……564Please respect copyright.PENANAVmau87FotY
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,564Please respect copyright.PENANAp62KEfcUVR
其實,564Please respect copyright.PENANAbEM1PJzfxV
心裡還是渴望著。564Please respect copyright.PENANA6jKPoCll2j
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最終,都得到實現。564Please respect copyright.PENANAsNKo7TjH6i
不過,564Please respect copyright.PENANANdFe7MYWY5
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。564Please respect copyright.PENANAc6IveZcqIR
我不喜在她這樣的態度,564Please respect copyright.PENANAfkF3Z2CkSu
不是想說她態度欠佳,564Please respect copyright.PENANAcFK6rYsVs4
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。564Please respect copyright.PENANAyumf2varVq
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眼見面前一班好友,564Please respect copyright.PENANAk8VCViktyu
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。564Please respect copyright.PENANAirPa1axP1A
過了好一段時間,564Please respect copyright.PENANAnxuKjnMCUj
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。564Please respect copyright.PENANAmEWBlw3avU
偏偏在上山的時候,564Please respect copyright.PENANAsnaXaAqinC
我突然感到一陣納悶,564Please respect copyright.PENANACShl1W3HSU
那刻,我在想,564Please respect copyright.PENANA1ganYg6fZF
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?564Please respect copyright.PENANAJ931bCCD2v
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。564Please respect copyright.PENANA2zYoVSeReA
良久,終於下山,564Please respect copyright.PENANAKpWhGvcGmq
時間來到下午五時多,564Please respect copyright.PENANA3LGlNmDJdd
我不適的感覺重了,564Please respect copyright.PENANAKzqy0jKaBe
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,564Please respect copyright.PENANAUckGi1fbw2
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。564Please respect copyright.PENANAG8JQCVnfN5
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終於舒暢了,564Please respect copyright.PENANAATq0kTgtyU
可惜,564Please respect copyright.PENANAu3hlO3ECCD
過了不足兩小時,564Please respect copyright.PENANAWLxgNkWXAW
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,564Please respect copyright.PENANA42YFyA0S2a
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。564Please respect copyright.PENANAZBd32LTcuc
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。564Please respect copyright.PENANA5tRVqVjToA
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。564Please respect copyright.PENANAzeQUcSTd4H
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。564Please respect copyright.PENANA5GtqRhDC2n
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲564Please respect copyright.PENANAPBVgE4iaEW
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」564Please respect copyright.PENANAtKQ78UfQXd
「回去好好休息吧。」564Please respect copyright.PENANALI6WOHbGGx
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。564Please respect copyright.PENANAJCMWe8Hcfu
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。564Please respect copyright.PENANAq4Gsr29FNu
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,564Please respect copyright.PENANAfleYfn3AvI
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,564Please respect copyright.PENANATYC4ROIkae
無奈已經沒可能了。564Please respect copyright.PENANAkptPGpqWhH
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晚上十時多,564Please respect copyright.PENANAgoc2YGSX8l
終於回到家裡,564Please respect copyright.PENANAEIlXmgIEts
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,564Please respect copyright.PENANAU6RLo88Lr5
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,564Please respect copyright.PENANAJAYNMtLRwY
我,肚瀉了。564Please respect copyright.PENANAo3oi3Ftnfo
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,564Please respect copyright.PENANAh7u3Rugqle
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。564Please respect copyright.PENANA2FUsQe5plQ
本打算藉今天散散心,564Please respect copyright.PENANAebcx2Lnowa
卻又嘔又瀉。564Please respect copyright.PENANArHW4hgAUaf
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。564Please respect copyright.PENANATv4hmk37vO
閉起雙眼,564Please respect copyright.PENANAPbw08D2jYU
更見黑暗,564Please respect copyright.PENANAv4zWvRuU2c
更感孤寂。564Please respect copyright.PENANAEAYtNdCUhh
我,很想很想...564Please respect copyright.PENANApo11H2xSIP
很想痛哭一場。564Please respect copyright.PENANAIH5HgKalFj
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。564Please respect copyright.PENANAeetMfjg68A
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,564Please respect copyright.PENANAmNATexeanp
但我卻無法哭一場。564Please respect copyright.PENANA9OQ4tMKUGz
味苦,564Please respect copyright.PENANANDD1EHuVxq
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,564Please respect copyright.PENANAgt8cDEqlft
辛苦。564Please respect copyright.PENANAnotQZ78fd0
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,564Please respect copyright.PENANAhIotvXDV1m
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,564Please respect copyright.PENANAV4VVlBbrw0
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。564Please respect copyright.PENANAGXTpny5oU5
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。564Please respect copyright.PENANAZO5KpTlsgk
其實,我想不出一位。564Please respect copyright.PENANAi335kTfar5
其實,我身邊都沒有。564Please respect copyright.PENANAHyT8XTt4p8
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,564Please respect copyright.PENANA5OsVDd7dTM
減下痛苦。564Please respect copyright.PENANAmzUUTvOuNi
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色564Please respect copyright.PENANA6pMn3uL1sp
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了564Please respect copyright.PENANAk9zZSJaoJn
你已經決定了 你已經決定了564Please respect copyright.PENANAifm5VZ2JV7
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著564Please respect copyright.PENANAHydudWuLB8
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了564Please respect copyright.PENANAS6vzX5DBRr
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割564Please respect copyright.PENANA8YCma7F4qp
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色564Please respect copyright.PENANAQn7KmplBcu
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了564Please respect copyright.PENANA2M9K43LjAZ
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼564Please respect copyright.PENANAAsXn2txC0N
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了564Please respect copyright.PENANALV3z05fxAC
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇564Please respect copyright.PENANAwjHELDL0yA
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著564Please respect copyright.PENANAoDlBlGvduL
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色564Please respect copyright.PENANA4TZZ6DkvEM
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了564Please respect copyright.PENANAmBdonbfPHC
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼564Please respect copyright.PENANAgeGc41wBST
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合564Please respect copyright.PENANA7mCpFocUWM
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河564Please respect copyright.PENANAprJTn1CKIB
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了564Please respect copyright.PENANAOJFkC0FG08
然後才後悔著564Please respect copyright.PENANAd2Gg9dNcKy
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色564Please respect copyright.PENANAyV7tueIA6D
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了564Please respect copyright.PENANAwNf4Z3Wl3s
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼564Please respect copyright.PENANAsPV5gHTYWm
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合564Please respect copyright.PENANATGKxGq4NTt
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河564Please respect copyright.PENANAKFfxq9F7MN
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了564Please respect copyright.PENANAMM4OMLNQPL
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色564Please respect copyright.PENANANKQrPG3lnx
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢564Please respect copyright.PENANAhDFmFxgBpK
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻564Please respect copyright.PENANAgqxKywnItS
重新開始活著564Please respect copyright.PENANAtZQyHS5a0t
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《你,不是真正的快樂》564Please respect copyright.PENANAOHdGgaG7SS