1月14日,凌晨5時多。565Please respect copyright.PENANA9EiuEfvdkF
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。565Please respect copyright.PENANAiz0lmBZrsg
大家都在熟睡中,565Please respect copyright.PENANAkXMaBWfHk6
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,565Please respect copyright.PENANAsuDwcTQh2A
不自覺的再次想起她。565Please respect copyright.PENANAjbXffRm87R
我,很想長睡下去,565Please respect copyright.PENANAF090GS0oP2
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。565Please respect copyright.PENANAq56fVtriRT
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。565Please respect copyright.PENANA1WCUHzi60i
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。565Please respect copyright.PENANAEPHqu010VR
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,565Please respect copyright.PENANABezkHrBIvV
血水慢慢的滲出。565Please respect copyright.PENANA0H6p7sQXtn
565Please respect copyright.PENANAncmTEyh1mu
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。565Please respect copyright.PENANApz6KHGNTES
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。565Please respect copyright.PENANAIHx4EIvXa2
起來梳洗,565Please respect copyright.PENANANnfkBZQ6fD
執拾行裝。565Please respect copyright.PENANArIh734cvqG
準備與朋友集合。565Please respect copyright.PENANAuTUcErxpME
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,565Please respect copyright.PENANAarseFcOS46
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。565Please respect copyright.PENANAIbYF4vrNBz
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。565Please respect copyright.PENANAs3Z1AUzaKx
或者一切都因為我的被動,565Please respect copyright.PENANAMwr9soMLf5
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,565Please respect copyright.PENANAodnSuM2tbl
導致我的失敗。565Please respect copyright.PENANAQm8hPPWTUh
565Please respect copyright.PENANAu3quOq1CA8
若不是早已應邀,565Please respect copyright.PENANAlYUwhdI098
我想,我還是留在家中,565Please respect copyright.PENANAJtIHWt9DvE
白白的消磨時間。565Please respect copyright.PENANAiTzfpmrPS9
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,565Please respect copyright.PENANAH5EqW5XHuq
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。565Please respect copyright.PENANA5OgsZv6pjB
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,565Please respect copyright.PENANABVypeb6LLv
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。565Please respect copyright.PENANAyHKAnDJlhK
565Please respect copyright.PENANAWyrWNRYa85
我們乘坐慢船。565Please respect copyright.PENANAcTKtpajT7G
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,565Please respect copyright.PENANAt1RuiZms7D
然後開展我們的「賭局」。565Please respect copyright.PENANANCCC5bzGp3
我們玩得有說有笑,565Please respect copyright.PENANAbwrP1ty94O
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。565Please respect copyright.PENANA1YYYfYTTXi
我內心的景象,也是如此。565Please respect copyright.PENANAdSw7lq88QZ
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,565Please respect copyright.PENANAaxwBeigZgk
尋得他們的燈光。565Please respect copyright.PENANAnFjuh0KO78
565Please respect copyright.PENANAe4nViLN0G8
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。565Please respect copyright.PENANAi3QOyK5QRL
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,565Please respect copyright.PENANAvoMYIRDHoz
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,565Please respect copyright.PENANAtj2tqUT0vQ
玩玩聊聊。565Please respect copyright.PENANAR29iUA6UrF
565Please respect copyright.PENANAyeiyv4yzaN
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說565Please respect copyright.PENANAoJ5NFzAQ2i
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說565Please respect copyright.PENANA7X96YAceE2
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應565Please respect copyright.PENANAdsfJXYhigv
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」565Please respect copyright.PENANA7oyMZqISRf
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。565Please respect copyright.PENANAFLaUWyj3uP
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。565Please respect copyright.PENANAUQ7w6l8rYr
記得,565Please respect copyright.PENANA68gyetWMp4
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,565Please respect copyright.PENANA9X0GXbUUQm
四處找朋友拍照留念。565Please respect copyright.PENANA7OVd0Ghmhp
我,只是一個留級的同學,565Please respect copyright.PENANANAbLwfighX
又不主動認識其他人,565Please respect copyright.PENANARJlgtURenW
沒有人找上,也正常不過。565Please respect copyright.PENANAeySaANRtml
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。565Please respect copyright.PENANA8Y58FAt8Je
不過,565Please respect copyright.PENANA0LfOEOukuF
她對我已經……565Please respect copyright.PENANAz4y0vrqTFM
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,565Please respect copyright.PENANAUUFu4DTvOn
其實,565Please respect copyright.PENANAFGQAqiJXLY
心裡還是渴望著。565Please respect copyright.PENANAJNCmqfSWGI
565Please respect copyright.PENANAMdqqiXsr4y
最終,都得到實現。565Please respect copyright.PENANAADllVfJM4s
不過,565Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8llrVquxK
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。565Please respect copyright.PENANANxgRTreAd0
我不喜在她這樣的態度,565Please respect copyright.PENANAON7PvesfI8
不是想說她態度欠佳,565Please respect copyright.PENANABCIvof1ctZ
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。565Please respect copyright.PENANAH1cNtD5Aro
565Please respect copyright.PENANATHkqDylkgt
眼見面前一班好友,565Please respect copyright.PENANAZqEzRDWiWl
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。565Please respect copyright.PENANAmJNYoMBDvL
過了好一段時間,565Please respect copyright.PENANABtRNX6MOaM
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。565Please respect copyright.PENANAxOqDpEFaOa
偏偏在上山的時候,565Please respect copyright.PENANASAH0hqeVjC
我突然感到一陣納悶,565Please respect copyright.PENANAyOoMNrRs3Y
那刻,我在想,565Please respect copyright.PENANAkN6Xr8ViOt
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?565Please respect copyright.PENANAZM9lzrrcrx
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。565Please respect copyright.PENANAbozkF3iFD8
良久,終於下山,565Please respect copyright.PENANAm8daWMR5YT
時間來到下午五時多,565Please respect copyright.PENANAsv4wiaUXJc
我不適的感覺重了,565Please respect copyright.PENANATewCSw2Il3
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,565Please respect copyright.PENANAQzlwmRcvYJ
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。565Please respect copyright.PENANABywrHcpPxz
565Please respect copyright.PENANA09r81oXefz
終於舒暢了,565Please respect copyright.PENANA0A2P0BXC9u
可惜,565Please respect copyright.PENANAvW3IDWC3NP
過了不足兩小時,565Please respect copyright.PENANAeNfzX8eVr3
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,565Please respect copyright.PENANAmyHSNqmURb
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。565Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6CmZ4BTQN
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。565Please respect copyright.PENANAiADx44YaoN
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。565Please respect copyright.PENANA7GInC03pj4
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。565Please respect copyright.PENANAMI0kOWEREA
565Please respect copyright.PENANAkTAQXTWUum
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲565Please respect copyright.PENANAdcOPjhZgHy
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」565Please respect copyright.PENANAIncDLgEgOW
「回去好好休息吧。」565Please respect copyright.PENANALUiHzunJW0
565Please respect copyright.PENANALOFdML8Yk3
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。565Please respect copyright.PENANAGOnJxvaQ2R
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。565Please respect copyright.PENANAlKWcAV01fu
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,565Please respect copyright.PENANAe6EUFxayRg
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,565Please respect copyright.PENANAiZUN7mSzua
無奈已經沒可能了。565Please respect copyright.PENANAlGcyproCN1
565Please respect copyright.PENANAtQeLSEnd1D
晚上十時多,565Please respect copyright.PENANAUc3q1JVAgT
終於回到家裡,565Please respect copyright.PENANAICr5etrB0v
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,565Please respect copyright.PENANAUGDkFAUEkl
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,565Please respect copyright.PENANAkCYvigI9NP
我,肚瀉了。565Please respect copyright.PENANAj4r70nJsHm
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,565Please respect copyright.PENANAXmCGZvzsii
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。565Please respect copyright.PENANAUPkSAELLA4
本打算藉今天散散心,565Please respect copyright.PENANAuLvomkBMz5
卻又嘔又瀉。565Please respect copyright.PENANAHWm6I8zihS
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。565Please respect copyright.PENANAJRLgDT1UQ9
閉起雙眼,565Please respect copyright.PENANA4MqKQFsbOi
更見黑暗,565Please respect copyright.PENANAsCM1lE1lqK
更感孤寂。565Please respect copyright.PENANAqIJnLcdPq1
我,很想很想...565Please respect copyright.PENANAsWAWRWishg
很想痛哭一場。565Please respect copyright.PENANAR2mLbZmINQ
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。565Please respect copyright.PENANAIMgd2hUivw
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,565Please respect copyright.PENANA28vBSwg1ZP
但我卻無法哭一場。565Please respect copyright.PENANAMifbTJyjLb
味苦,565Please respect copyright.PENANATqJCpyZg3F
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,565Please respect copyright.PENANASvK5EZ35p5
辛苦。565Please respect copyright.PENANAXFf2hokK9C
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,565Please respect copyright.PENANA4U8nUqmWlE
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,565Please respect copyright.PENANAMBv6lGSZUI
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。565Please respect copyright.PENANAOY0J4khEde
565Please respect copyright.PENANAdRZLy63hWP
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。565Please respect copyright.PENANALfvnU8u0sE
其實,我想不出一位。565Please respect copyright.PENANAkJfo293KhU
其實,我身邊都沒有。565Please respect copyright.PENANAVcTfdxx1yw
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,565Please respect copyright.PENANAyi4l6dcO4d
減下痛苦。565Please respect copyright.PENANAUD3uT1Doaa
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色565Please respect copyright.PENANAUQ2FE4ndYt
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了565Please respect copyright.PENANApOZSwCssX7
你已經決定了 你已經決定了565Please respect copyright.PENANAsKPI3m9VsV
565Please respect copyright.PENANAadMbI5nnLE
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著565Please respect copyright.PENANAREOntJcyzq
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了565Please respect copyright.PENANA2aCa5mGTMT
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割565Please respect copyright.PENANAooCFjAjBRi
565Please respect copyright.PENANAZtqh5Hphqa
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色565Please respect copyright.PENANAA8MdF45Qwi
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了565Please respect copyright.PENANAN3KSfvLjZf
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼565Please respect copyright.PENANADLYe4nA7aU
565Please respect copyright.PENANAlTOoZ25fQp
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了565Please respect copyright.PENANAFxhl4sGDli
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇565Please respect copyright.PENANAyWvn7fZCxb
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著565Please respect copyright.PENANAXhBrVP66Nx
565Please respect copyright.PENANAyqIN0dUldn
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色565Please respect copyright.PENANAcfl4gSM1H1
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了565Please respect copyright.PENANAmoriP5oap5
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼565Please respect copyright.PENANA1zTbLS10Dq
565Please respect copyright.PENANAMo9FePhD62
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合565Please respect copyright.PENANA55T5iD4q5o
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河565Please respect copyright.PENANAJRPY7Vy7Wi
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了565Please respect copyright.PENANAuHJSS10dBB
然後才後悔著565Please respect copyright.PENANAeznpJWKkYb
565Please respect copyright.PENANAggSoB7go2T
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色565Please respect copyright.PENANA0m1LJpekPy
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了565Please respect copyright.PENANAL814xQCYcv
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼565Please respect copyright.PENANA8y1d8ksQYk
565Please respect copyright.PENANA3Yr97og0s4
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合565Please respect copyright.PENANAQQcDfDI1z0
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河565Please respect copyright.PENANAzy7WRWWtei
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了565Please respect copyright.PENANAET1uTzqHkx
565Please respect copyright.PENANAq4LqLzJ6F2
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色565Please respect copyright.PENANAdHdZrxRCyH
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢565Please respect copyright.PENANA5AcEJ1Gom9
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻565Please respect copyright.PENANA7ubovzzcnl
重新開始活著565Please respect copyright.PENANA1lyfwJcZzO
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《你,不是真正的快樂》565Please respect copyright.PENANAVVCTDLIpOD