1月14日,凌晨5時多。772Please respect copyright.PENANArJqVJtc7Lv
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。772Please respect copyright.PENANAmSIppczt65
大家都在熟睡中,772Please respect copyright.PENANABDK2ocuFoz
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,772Please respect copyright.PENANAjEezUL6VlK
不自覺的再次想起她。772Please respect copyright.PENANAI0W4NoPagY
我,很想長睡下去,772Please respect copyright.PENANA87IcOkQ6tm
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。772Please respect copyright.PENANAUWX9hQQHkg
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。772Please respect copyright.PENANAMIOZLawJTM
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。772Please respect copyright.PENANAshQcK1VQEO
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,772Please respect copyright.PENANAbkx2yweDCy
血水慢慢的滲出。772Please respect copyright.PENANAjaRxwM4IAn
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。772Please respect copyright.PENANAxTgn2eWSlN
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。772Please respect copyright.PENANA9U141osOlE
起來梳洗,772Please respect copyright.PENANAuKAlvUNHy9
執拾行裝。772Please respect copyright.PENANAUysEMdNJTQ
準備與朋友集合。772Please respect copyright.PENANAt3lgSkEeFo
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,772Please respect copyright.PENANAcBlfYWqVxZ
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。772Please respect copyright.PENANAeEdzmQ6LAz
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。772Please respect copyright.PENANASbQW2jyW1d
或者一切都因為我的被動,772Please respect copyright.PENANAIPo4CZhvAs
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,772Please respect copyright.PENANAjfq7WhUF3p
導致我的失敗。772Please respect copyright.PENANAAMad82VE7x
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若不是早已應邀,772Please respect copyright.PENANA9zLEQvWl6r
我想,我還是留在家中,772Please respect copyright.PENANAdEk9lzDpOL
白白的消磨時間。772Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5iLjigh20
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,772Please respect copyright.PENANA4zwRw6It36
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。772Please respect copyright.PENANA0xVIGvQH37
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,772Please respect copyright.PENANAKhORoSgUqN
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。772Please respect copyright.PENANArzpw7d0Jip
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我們乘坐慢船。772Please respect copyright.PENANAcrIACEKCaa
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,772Please respect copyright.PENANA0pEExMBNrM
然後開展我們的「賭局」。772Please respect copyright.PENANAKqEyYKzfCP
我們玩得有說有笑,772Please respect copyright.PENANAfc9EcY8Vf6
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。772Please respect copyright.PENANArfEeCxkPWU
我內心的景象,也是如此。772Please respect copyright.PENANAnMShPII0JA
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,772Please respect copyright.PENANANzDxGc6PYs
尋得他們的燈光。772Please respect copyright.PENANAQAqW3pwh7F
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。772Please respect copyright.PENANATweMfHBOgp
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,772Please respect copyright.PENANA6hN5a3wx2d
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,772Please respect copyright.PENANAlrnxSlAj2j
玩玩聊聊。772Please respect copyright.PENANAJBXegnxinH
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說772Please respect copyright.PENANAr58DvMSjAU
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說772Please respect copyright.PENANAhEfaDvYAaf
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應772Please respect copyright.PENANA2eZAhGBvhc
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」772Please respect copyright.PENANA43ixoWwl8U
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。772Please respect copyright.PENANARGIFVUQNyB
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。772Please respect copyright.PENANAAOlIlyG8Y8
記得,772Please respect copyright.PENANAlDMggUM1ij
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,772Please respect copyright.PENANA9ITw6w6bgK
四處找朋友拍照留念。772Please respect copyright.PENANAj9ffGmnf1e
我,只是一個留級的同學,772Please respect copyright.PENANAVwHDEJMtMw
又不主動認識其他人,772Please respect copyright.PENANAHLZf5I125M
沒有人找上,也正常不過。772Please respect copyright.PENANAEbaOsVTviW
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。772Please respect copyright.PENANAroV5kJ8ImR
不過,772Please respect copyright.PENANAKe7RW2pW4F
她對我已經……772Please respect copyright.PENANABq69074A5O
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,772Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8yX7uQG8P
其實,772Please respect copyright.PENANAV0DHesLaMN
心裡還是渴望著。772Please respect copyright.PENANAebGN6xZE0b
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最終,都得到實現。772Please respect copyright.PENANA372QYv3amr
不過,772Please respect copyright.PENANATQC1xj6SRx
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。772Please respect copyright.PENANAKS6NouLSdH
我不喜在她這樣的態度,772Please respect copyright.PENANAP7g2fHE6Cu
不是想說她態度欠佳,772Please respect copyright.PENANAcXnYdNmBXW
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。772Please respect copyright.PENANAXMbcox063U
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眼見面前一班好友,772Please respect copyright.PENANA00enVr9c5l
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。772Please respect copyright.PENANASZNvMKtjUT
過了好一段時間,772Please respect copyright.PENANAKvRyM0WyVD
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。772Please respect copyright.PENANAQTTdotc38k
偏偏在上山的時候,772Please respect copyright.PENANA8jFKuM4HHS
我突然感到一陣納悶,772Please respect copyright.PENANAzIRrHH1ejn
那刻,我在想,772Please respect copyright.PENANASQNagPSKoa
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?772Please respect copyright.PENANAwc3VebKjNc
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。772Please respect copyright.PENANA2QSAI6k5H9
良久,終於下山,772Please respect copyright.PENANAWz7JP37J6o
時間來到下午五時多,772Please respect copyright.PENANAEYJ5W0uf9c
我不適的感覺重了,772Please respect copyright.PENANAJcsLSgAxQv
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,772Please respect copyright.PENANAgyOwkvVgZv
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。772Please respect copyright.PENANAGYJKObs5XA
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終於舒暢了,772Please respect copyright.PENANASodIcfKVEE
可惜,772Please respect copyright.PENANARQmY61uqOJ
過了不足兩小時,772Please respect copyright.PENANAtwyiXvInXM
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,772Please respect copyright.PENANAcDndB6ZGO4
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。772Please respect copyright.PENANAKD5EJy1MOw
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。772Please respect copyright.PENANAYs1Zpo5JAk
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。772Please respect copyright.PENANALWQhQ5r01I
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。772Please respect copyright.PENANAsFZZGbJBtN
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲772Please respect copyright.PENANAVIBgUjiEF0
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」772Please respect copyright.PENANAKYHrGTbSOe
「回去好好休息吧。」772Please respect copyright.PENANA2eVbvZw2fJ
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。772Please respect copyright.PENANA9nYU5ukNKJ
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。772Please respect copyright.PENANA69OJ7yGKBq
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,772Please respect copyright.PENANABFxMiPgFfn
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,772Please respect copyright.PENANAjXWBlgGZv1
無奈已經沒可能了。772Please respect copyright.PENANAn8FUxclJeR
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晚上十時多,772Please respect copyright.PENANA1qYR1lnJJ7
終於回到家裡,772Please respect copyright.PENANAvkZDuGMKMv
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,772Please respect copyright.PENANAu99GCHkJsp
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,772Please respect copyright.PENANAGmFgPYkbxa
我,肚瀉了。772Please respect copyright.PENANA0K26nXjDZ5
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,772Please respect copyright.PENANASldpoLmpNS
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。772Please respect copyright.PENANAVXmt92KG8u
本打算藉今天散散心,772Please respect copyright.PENANApoBfov0yEE
卻又嘔又瀉。772Please respect copyright.PENANAl4uMcEaccB
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。772Please respect copyright.PENANAvGNls28pFT
閉起雙眼,772Please respect copyright.PENANAPsI3V9jQRs
更見黑暗,772Please respect copyright.PENANAXPxXv7QeZn
更感孤寂。772Please respect copyright.PENANA1F94ZC9pZs
我,很想很想...772Please respect copyright.PENANAPpFngM6jQj
很想痛哭一場。772Please respect copyright.PENANAft2yepEczD
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。772Please respect copyright.PENANAbLGCyMoZ3e
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,772Please respect copyright.PENANAiJv6xdK1Zl
但我卻無法哭一場。772Please respect copyright.PENANAlLyhzhLO7v
味苦,772Please respect copyright.PENANA2lR6nSMMWQ
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,772Please respect copyright.PENANAFYlVi7mACo
辛苦。772Please respect copyright.PENANAaFE37IgFWv
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,772Please respect copyright.PENANA0tDo3qLlO3
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,772Please respect copyright.PENANAEHzreg9QV2
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。772Please respect copyright.PENANA3cdGmg90eP
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。772Please respect copyright.PENANAat17HZOUZk
其實,我想不出一位。772Please respect copyright.PENANAN4jU4G4kZr
其實,我身邊都沒有。772Please respect copyright.PENANAXelPO5voJV
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,772Please respect copyright.PENANAbqFLICSZxR
減下痛苦。772Please respect copyright.PENANAu4kdIDUvl7
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色772Please respect copyright.PENANA7kldpu1xDf
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了772Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0O1ElGfcW
你已經決定了 你已經決定了772Please respect copyright.PENANAs01C7S5P6r
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著772Please respect copyright.PENANAZGiMjEwPeI
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了772Please respect copyright.PENANAf7ygDUT4ma
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割772Please respect copyright.PENANAy3Qw4huhRh
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色772Please respect copyright.PENANAve3NBcSGtD
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了772Please respect copyright.PENANAr60FhqLTwt
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼772Please respect copyright.PENANAzuJFrxrN7p
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了772Please respect copyright.PENANAP2JHJGhS7n
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇772Please respect copyright.PENANA3rLngXXbpl
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著772Please respect copyright.PENANAUSyKfhl2CT
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色772Please respect copyright.PENANAJP79Anl3CW
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了772Please respect copyright.PENANAxm1cZTvbKh
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼772Please respect copyright.PENANAAeWPtXMDOR
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合772Please respect copyright.PENANAT0W25biq7k
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河772Please respect copyright.PENANAodVhwPhkbl
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了772Please respect copyright.PENANAmyPJ9yHCup
然後才後悔著772Please respect copyright.PENANAoa2HfkTZGn
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色772Please respect copyright.PENANA2e36oIy3cb
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了772Please respect copyright.PENANAyYCH7nPUkf
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼772Please respect copyright.PENANAwzcSPaNEQn
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合772Please respect copyright.PENANAQ73UWmB7IB
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河772Please respect copyright.PENANAeeb8wIR05R
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了772Please respect copyright.PENANAc1rYMTHU7A
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色772Please respect copyright.PENANAFUIDqoriup
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢772Please respect copyright.PENANAKIgHOW9RtK
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻772Please respect copyright.PENANATJt9qUiLPr
重新開始活著772Please respect copyright.PENANAQkq8O6DgBF
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《你,不是真正的快樂》772Please respect copyright.PENANAUeTqMk9Mb2