1月14日,凌晨5時多。820Please respect copyright.PENANASB9lr8qxnA
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。820Please respect copyright.PENANAZAnWmdA8Iz
大家都在熟睡中,820Please respect copyright.PENANAzIU1kIpalr
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,820Please respect copyright.PENANAxYNvkAVWEB
不自覺的再次想起她。820Please respect copyright.PENANA094x7Pa1wc
我,很想長睡下去,820Please respect copyright.PENANAK7OJy5NmzE
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。820Please respect copyright.PENANAwZBFgdOnGH
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。820Please respect copyright.PENANAfg22HzMYy0
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。820Please respect copyright.PENANApb0KGJqlfK
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,820Please respect copyright.PENANA8uKCsfMimf
血水慢慢的滲出。820Please respect copyright.PENANAqry0VROZcn
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。820Please respect copyright.PENANAAffiHUXsMA
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。820Please respect copyright.PENANA0RN7T54Php
起來梳洗,820Please respect copyright.PENANAXHosCioDs0
執拾行裝。820Please respect copyright.PENANAqTrqI58Ycq
準備與朋友集合。820Please respect copyright.PENANAtflNu2KwBy
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,820Please respect copyright.PENANAgGNxIku7nY
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。820Please respect copyright.PENANAYKkx25E2Zg
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。820Please respect copyright.PENANAUmKwWvbS2j
或者一切都因為我的被動,820Please respect copyright.PENANAn3MUJL1LC6
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,820Please respect copyright.PENANAY8Ny1HsQgm
導致我的失敗。820Please respect copyright.PENANA3saJBFBOfw
820Please respect copyright.PENANAqJtvttTx3A
若不是早已應邀,820Please respect copyright.PENANAvh9yZ3GvzF
我想,我還是留在家中,820Please respect copyright.PENANAm7ASaTAmgw
白白的消磨時間。820Please respect copyright.PENANA7Tx2ZN3sjg
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,820Please respect copyright.PENANAjkbumcAp00
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。820Please respect copyright.PENANAFGAPUU5Tkf
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,820Please respect copyright.PENANALN4R40PAda
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。820Please respect copyright.PENANAHA7Z3mHMK3
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我們乘坐慢船。820Please respect copyright.PENANAI06yv31oya
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,820Please respect copyright.PENANAQPYcQWNx8p
然後開展我們的「賭局」。820Please respect copyright.PENANAvfRGYYrcTP
我們玩得有說有笑,820Please respect copyright.PENANAu7lwJoUwnt
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。820Please respect copyright.PENANAmRt1oVW6aW
我內心的景象,也是如此。820Please respect copyright.PENANACD1zeXsrhP
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,820Please respect copyright.PENANAWQFlWBxjGz
尋得他們的燈光。820Please respect copyright.PENANAcW9Zmz6wGm
820Please respect copyright.PENANAzyr9CZAcq5
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。820Please respect copyright.PENANAsB0EZxyVAJ
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,820Please respect copyright.PENANAU05g4yuxLv
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,820Please respect copyright.PENANAaaobADo985
玩玩聊聊。820Please respect copyright.PENANAhlSrEozjQa
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說820Please respect copyright.PENANAi0musvXb98
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說820Please respect copyright.PENANAooTzACkiKL
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應820Please respect copyright.PENANAi6SzDi38Vw
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」820Please respect copyright.PENANAHdWnPxyeQ5
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。820Please respect copyright.PENANA6YVPwUJzXQ
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。820Please respect copyright.PENANA7z2imcBcft
記得,820Please respect copyright.PENANAMLzop4cTFO
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,820Please respect copyright.PENANAz30QRfAcol
四處找朋友拍照留念。820Please respect copyright.PENANA9qQFn9xfkF
我,只是一個留級的同學,820Please respect copyright.PENANAPe5j5eBwB5
又不主動認識其他人,820Please respect copyright.PENANAy6dThYAq5Y
沒有人找上,也正常不過。820Please respect copyright.PENANAiyv5x8XeTu
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。820Please respect copyright.PENANAW32Qj7rcWn
不過,820Please respect copyright.PENANAfRcj5C7qWv
她對我已經……820Please respect copyright.PENANAt5XMBDGxRh
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,820Please respect copyright.PENANAKXsnhW9STt
其實,820Please respect copyright.PENANAkdQ79UE67K
心裡還是渴望著。820Please respect copyright.PENANAk9E8aZAB12
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最終,都得到實現。820Please respect copyright.PENANAc9kCRkSYYJ
不過,820Please respect copyright.PENANAwpBgGG4iKZ
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。820Please respect copyright.PENANATe681k7ijY
我不喜在她這樣的態度,820Please respect copyright.PENANA61eKh85us1
不是想說她態度欠佳,820Please respect copyright.PENANAqqBBxtHUwE
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。820Please respect copyright.PENANAKzuxfJsovK
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眼見面前一班好友,820Please respect copyright.PENANALFTBnfywKh
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。820Please respect copyright.PENANAde1TguvZ3A
過了好一段時間,820Please respect copyright.PENANAMEz6BuUB9T
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。820Please respect copyright.PENANAwvqRS8ohNz
偏偏在上山的時候,820Please respect copyright.PENANAQIVbTD2ATu
我突然感到一陣納悶,820Please respect copyright.PENANAlL5AdKoXmr
那刻,我在想,820Please respect copyright.PENANAWHDZTFWe3E
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?820Please respect copyright.PENANAVl8RcqnHfE
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。820Please respect copyright.PENANAhPVo2KdocV
良久,終於下山,820Please respect copyright.PENANALnVAI0lR5V
時間來到下午五時多,820Please respect copyright.PENANASHlj9LPqYX
我不適的感覺重了,820Please respect copyright.PENANASALErnVH69
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,820Please respect copyright.PENANA4CKYsIvYZE
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。820Please respect copyright.PENANAegeZ5e05RU
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終於舒暢了,820Please respect copyright.PENANAmw7EgBHsFs
可惜,820Please respect copyright.PENANAWUa41D2bd3
過了不足兩小時,820Please respect copyright.PENANAbo9gk8uhyJ
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,820Please respect copyright.PENANAhSzqTVuxQ6
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。820Please respect copyright.PENANAf5fjFFKpvr
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。820Please respect copyright.PENANA4rbZXVEDfr
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。820Please respect copyright.PENANAW0Nlvwvebo
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。820Please respect copyright.PENANAiYOnMHp4iC
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲820Please respect copyright.PENANAbq8dsYNi9p
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」820Please respect copyright.PENANAYcS7s5b7wT
「回去好好休息吧。」820Please respect copyright.PENANAXKipcTBhiP
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。820Please respect copyright.PENANAwL7VZQ3gqi
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。820Please respect copyright.PENANA9d4JMTo8Xe
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,820Please respect copyright.PENANAiWeGKIsJYH
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,820Please respect copyright.PENANAkwtbccbacr
無奈已經沒可能了。820Please respect copyright.PENANACHJyJH15W8
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晚上十時多,820Please respect copyright.PENANABcecXIk3Ga
終於回到家裡,820Please respect copyright.PENANAeyuyJqki0q
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,820Please respect copyright.PENANA2u5xYvCUON
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,820Please respect copyright.PENANAJzhDbRfvhQ
我,肚瀉了。820Please respect copyright.PENANAU7GSgI3A6S
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,820Please respect copyright.PENANAylODXWr9kr
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。820Please respect copyright.PENANArPtSksG0JK
本打算藉今天散散心,820Please respect copyright.PENANAq2RdmwGOMD
卻又嘔又瀉。820Please respect copyright.PENANAwOrTZQWn4C
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。820Please respect copyright.PENANAf5g5L2pHWx
閉起雙眼,820Please respect copyright.PENANAU3MuQiuK8U
更見黑暗,820Please respect copyright.PENANAWK7hkmf0KR
更感孤寂。820Please respect copyright.PENANAqlnMT6iK2x
我,很想很想...820Please respect copyright.PENANAUtiqcy8qCa
很想痛哭一場。820Please respect copyright.PENANAnTntNZU1bg
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。820Please respect copyright.PENANA885n9L7rOJ
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,820Please respect copyright.PENANAz7DZSwOID5
但我卻無法哭一場。820Please respect copyright.PENANAfhUz5T3D3l
味苦,820Please respect copyright.PENANAUelo7qzM3z
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,820Please respect copyright.PENANA6jZvweOjCi
辛苦。820Please respect copyright.PENANA3KbpN0iwOY
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,820Please respect copyright.PENANAs4anJsZxHV
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,820Please respect copyright.PENANA4tb7twEuFW
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。820Please respect copyright.PENANAAox2Vkr10X
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。820Please respect copyright.PENANAo9BkSV90fo
其實,我想不出一位。820Please respect copyright.PENANAGtGsZdB6Z9
其實,我身邊都沒有。820Please respect copyright.PENANABDPM3jPbCR
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,820Please respect copyright.PENANArhnZ0KrfY4
減下痛苦。820Please respect copyright.PENANAQZBY2R5urm
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色820Please respect copyright.PENANAau7prSts4U
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了820Please respect copyright.PENANAuZOYvcSRpK
你已經決定了 你已經決定了820Please respect copyright.PENANAc28L48ALH2
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著820Please respect copyright.PENANAH1eFktLnA3
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了820Please respect copyright.PENANAw99SCvAdol
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割820Please respect copyright.PENANAQcL8HcgFjB
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色820Please respect copyright.PENANAVDqXmGOnuX
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了820Please respect copyright.PENANA9hM2ND6X42
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼820Please respect copyright.PENANADQtYfroAGl
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了820Please respect copyright.PENANA7mF2n4vER8
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇820Please respect copyright.PENANA5xRUg28XQY
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著820Please respect copyright.PENANAv6juqosoAp
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色820Please respect copyright.PENANAqim13Yfha3
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了820Please respect copyright.PENANA39zhsdDyvE
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼820Please respect copyright.PENANABPNbhJFaGH
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合820Please respect copyright.PENANAoebUrBmX89
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河820Please respect copyright.PENANAQz6dn0h1pf
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了820Please respect copyright.PENANAOanscpWqES
然後才後悔著820Please respect copyright.PENANA6tTv2HaVRC
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色820Please respect copyright.PENANARwf39DMpBR
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了820Please respect copyright.PENANArY36F7JxqW
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼820Please respect copyright.PENANAFofPTcKcmn
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合820Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9ObOBZeX8
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河820Please respect copyright.PENANA172ctgO5hA
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了820Please respect copyright.PENANAucSkR5SGjo
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色820Please respect copyright.PENANAL25jyimR07
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢820Please respect copyright.PENANAPwB3JH8jgR
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻820Please respect copyright.PENANA8kOKtX4ovQ
重新開始活著820Please respect copyright.PENANAEYM7mkq9Bp
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《你,不是真正的快樂》820Please respect copyright.PENANALTiDwG0idt