1月14日,凌晨5時多。539Please respect copyright.PENANA4CvP8u6uIl
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。539Please respect copyright.PENANAYjDKXBhM0G
大家都在熟睡中,539Please respect copyright.PENANAdTavtBFkAh
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,539Please respect copyright.PENANAJhE4nlJv1r
不自覺的再次想起她。539Please respect copyright.PENANAC8AbG4PLur
我,很想長睡下去,539Please respect copyright.PENANAiiv2fNWVze
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。539Please respect copyright.PENANAR3pULzykHz
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。539Please respect copyright.PENANAp4ylxGpB9b
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。539Please respect copyright.PENANA1whLlHCG3h
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,539Please respect copyright.PENANA094gfmTyCP
血水慢慢的滲出。539Please respect copyright.PENANAcWgAnP9oio
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。539Please respect copyright.PENANA938XgndOU2
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。539Please respect copyright.PENANAde2BkuKnOY
起來梳洗,539Please respect copyright.PENANAyFy5wTmeK8
執拾行裝。539Please respect copyright.PENANARZIBvDmm8y
準備與朋友集合。539Please respect copyright.PENANAW7IvFtguDS
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,539Please respect copyright.PENANAKxukUPV3hz
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。539Please respect copyright.PENANAogR0d4wzec
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。539Please respect copyright.PENANAjlgO1wvzXK
或者一切都因為我的被動,539Please respect copyright.PENANABJqlVlm02z
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,539Please respect copyright.PENANA7GfOljbjO9
導致我的失敗。539Please respect copyright.PENANAGAsoUnkN7S
539Please respect copyright.PENANARYNf3eRNAN
若不是早已應邀,539Please respect copyright.PENANA8CkZv6IiiK
我想,我還是留在家中,539Please respect copyright.PENANAqymXAOOGrs
白白的消磨時間。539Please respect copyright.PENANAWdv69GcBWY
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,539Please respect copyright.PENANAwUMApyfltL
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。539Please respect copyright.PENANAg71MctFuLQ
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,539Please respect copyright.PENANA6fQ6SqDlfQ
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。539Please respect copyright.PENANAqRcLLd5AvK
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我們乘坐慢船。539Please respect copyright.PENANAMprcGKeciR
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,539Please respect copyright.PENANAxMg4afluEf
然後開展我們的「賭局」。539Please respect copyright.PENANAhcrTse9ob6
我們玩得有說有笑,539Please respect copyright.PENANAq3oZr6PiZl
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。539Please respect copyright.PENANAVFz5rpzYQb
我內心的景象,也是如此。539Please respect copyright.PENANAkqMqbPlCeV
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,539Please respect copyright.PENANAPyAinMyhFL
尋得他們的燈光。539Please respect copyright.PENANA5AtuKUBT4L
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。539Please respect copyright.PENANADiTGvrCOCI
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,539Please respect copyright.PENANAAkXRbyGXwT
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,539Please respect copyright.PENANA9KRTeGZ8Wp
玩玩聊聊。539Please respect copyright.PENANAtpORDtEZvV
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說539Please respect copyright.PENANAbirBDuCD7L
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說539Please respect copyright.PENANAeSVxDEyFuB
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應539Please respect copyright.PENANAc0tirS9R84
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」539Please respect copyright.PENANAnHYM5Wq3AZ
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。539Please respect copyright.PENANA6dLAy601hw
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。539Please respect copyright.PENANAmoBB9m4SFz
記得,539Please respect copyright.PENANAc7FbQRMWtX
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,539Please respect copyright.PENANA4S0zU2hiD6
四處找朋友拍照留念。539Please respect copyright.PENANARZWZ33ng6h
我,只是一個留級的同學,539Please respect copyright.PENANALqU2Ph9nCl
又不主動認識其他人,539Please respect copyright.PENANAY0GhtIRleq
沒有人找上,也正常不過。539Please respect copyright.PENANAVztJBmnHU8
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。539Please respect copyright.PENANAZwZyGgj252
不過,539Please respect copyright.PENANASunafK5vPX
她對我已經……539Please respect copyright.PENANAgYZkC5R60u
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,539Please respect copyright.PENANANEe9vgs6vh
其實,539Please respect copyright.PENANAgoKVi0Wklg
心裡還是渴望著。539Please respect copyright.PENANAqWrWXAAD8Q
539Please respect copyright.PENANAWIf3buzn4h
最終,都得到實現。539Please respect copyright.PENANAPCSCiHzcTN
不過,539Please respect copyright.PENANAVnK5SJRMjM
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。539Please respect copyright.PENANAP08E7AZc3W
我不喜在她這樣的態度,539Please respect copyright.PENANADFsrR0Q0ex
不是想說她態度欠佳,539Please respect copyright.PENANA91VmM2o1lx
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。539Please respect copyright.PENANAw1Z66v5CnR
539Please respect copyright.PENANA7RQuYKXaDn
眼見面前一班好友,539Please respect copyright.PENANAB6vMFUPaZE
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。539Please respect copyright.PENANA23DpRzTf0s
過了好一段時間,539Please respect copyright.PENANAaWwgAjUyT0
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。539Please respect copyright.PENANAc5TewK2Rnb
偏偏在上山的時候,539Please respect copyright.PENANASxfejBifYU
我突然感到一陣納悶,539Please respect copyright.PENANA1PZVIlXn29
那刻,我在想,539Please respect copyright.PENANAlrzJBuktj4
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?539Please respect copyright.PENANAU99KdCpmDG
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。539Please respect copyright.PENANAyowGZZFgBF
良久,終於下山,539Please respect copyright.PENANAIkSFKVjbxv
時間來到下午五時多,539Please respect copyright.PENANAsL7wuE8Tmi
我不適的感覺重了,539Please respect copyright.PENANAlwUwt9eBuq
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,539Please respect copyright.PENANAw8lPZYvVYl
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。539Please respect copyright.PENANAeD718vWag0
539Please respect copyright.PENANAoioEMZFvfq
終於舒暢了,539Please respect copyright.PENANA9KjhyaG3IU
可惜,539Please respect copyright.PENANAsyrxTRFfDc
過了不足兩小時,539Please respect copyright.PENANABMS8dzdrQN
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,539Please respect copyright.PENANAVb7Az15eN8
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。539Please respect copyright.PENANABM5P2J1LyL
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。539Please respect copyright.PENANAxl1ZEdeCTp
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。539Please respect copyright.PENANAoOttpqOEiF
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。539Please respect copyright.PENANAz7zjhMidIn
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲539Please respect copyright.PENANAsdQv91z4in
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」539Please respect copyright.PENANAlFVlJ8dVXU
「回去好好休息吧。」539Please respect copyright.PENANAD7z7926y1G
539Please respect copyright.PENANAaDXtXd02pt
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。539Please respect copyright.PENANAt0knEvPJww
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。539Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5ZmTl7gx3
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,539Please respect copyright.PENANAuRMY02eDZS
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,539Please respect copyright.PENANAeSFH8ZZ5WG
無奈已經沒可能了。539Please respect copyright.PENANAuOGrIzSVED
539Please respect copyright.PENANASZ4DGfveOC
晚上十時多,539Please respect copyright.PENANAxiFXlyOdjV
終於回到家裡,539Please respect copyright.PENANA99HyOMSp0x
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,539Please respect copyright.PENANA7vagYfIaTU
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,539Please respect copyright.PENANACrZhyuZRzF
我,肚瀉了。539Please respect copyright.PENANAFOlLFDCK5j
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,539Please respect copyright.PENANAaBPqI7yPyb
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。539Please respect copyright.PENANA0EehXbnrNi
本打算藉今天散散心,539Please respect copyright.PENANAKn70tauNuo
卻又嘔又瀉。539Please respect copyright.PENANAOoU84kXDpf
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。539Please respect copyright.PENANAmpUuZLaBiV
閉起雙眼,539Please respect copyright.PENANA5GIavZXwL6
更見黑暗,539Please respect copyright.PENANAFfk4hPhhu7
更感孤寂。539Please respect copyright.PENANAAbJWuRYeup
我,很想很想...539Please respect copyright.PENANAwHzgdYelO2
很想痛哭一場。539Please respect copyright.PENANAVI8C64rbqK
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。539Please respect copyright.PENANAmrl8paCdsZ
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,539Please respect copyright.PENANA7wlClnJ8ao
但我卻無法哭一場。539Please respect copyright.PENANAICf92t5wdf
味苦,539Please respect copyright.PENANAtzMQLWh60M
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,539Please respect copyright.PENANAxCxFBV6NkU
辛苦。539Please respect copyright.PENANAoqTFTQfbiW
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,539Please respect copyright.PENANACijunXMLsb
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,539Please respect copyright.PENANAxe90wRF0Or
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。539Please respect copyright.PENANAyRPF2L762B
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。539Please respect copyright.PENANA2mSgsWAMPQ
其實,我想不出一位。539Please respect copyright.PENANALPVqXN1XZR
其實,我身邊都沒有。539Please respect copyright.PENANAEhOROUpL0z
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,539Please respect copyright.PENANAFJd5Bfw1i6
減下痛苦。539Please respect copyright.PENANASyV61jTIrx
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色539Please respect copyright.PENANATzZR5E2J0s
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了539Please respect copyright.PENANAMz4qVnFp5H
你已經決定了 你已經決定了539Please respect copyright.PENANAtd0dUYnnQB
539Please respect copyright.PENANAzUo7aXgLf1
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著539Please respect copyright.PENANAVvW5b7vs02
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了539Please respect copyright.PENANA6o3VCgtWl8
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割539Please respect copyright.PENANAzCHytq49yG
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色539Please respect copyright.PENANAozuH2piV3s
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了539Please respect copyright.PENANAGDbcsN7C8l
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼539Please respect copyright.PENANA0JyXZc7Pcu
539Please respect copyright.PENANAVA5yPbfvMe
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了539Please respect copyright.PENANAQiwxdyHBXY
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇539Please respect copyright.PENANA9XmDDDQ1YZ
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著539Please respect copyright.PENANAW03u8lSXc0
539Please respect copyright.PENANAQSCVqaCGOI
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色539Please respect copyright.PENANAK8CGvy2QnA
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了539Please respect copyright.PENANAZb4FAo24nU
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼539Please respect copyright.PENANA10cTh5BTJI
539Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8E3dnZaJE
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合539Please respect copyright.PENANAWe9cPKA7OV
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河539Please respect copyright.PENANAehRBOgEqeu
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了539Please respect copyright.PENANAdUW9QjQL9Z
然後才後悔著539Please respect copyright.PENANAxVqLZVoZ8p
539Please respect copyright.PENANAeMKmftEKmZ
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色539Please respect copyright.PENANAjV9cW9WMTf
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了539Please respect copyright.PENANAH8wxGrW1sz
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼539Please respect copyright.PENANAe2peKCsZcW
539Please respect copyright.PENANAZb7zjHQ3FW
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合539Please respect copyright.PENANA2nNqsWaDoF
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河539Please respect copyright.PENANAjSHaZCx1hZ
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了539Please respect copyright.PENANArwNZgfG2ZR
539Please respect copyright.PENANA2bfXdQR4Ye
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色539Please respect copyright.PENANASpVhkwpCDi
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢539Please respect copyright.PENANAPZfAZ6XcO9
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻539Please respect copyright.PENANA0IIkMTxAbF
重新開始活著539Please respect copyright.PENANAf7AcMoVlzb
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《你,不是真正的快樂》539Please respect copyright.PENANAhNHKUXvzno