從窗口跳入敏青房間，她或者MK明看來還沒有回家，看來香港的公營醫療系統即使在肺炎肆虐期間，輪候時間還是一如既往的長。有時覺得「急症室」這個詞語，聽起來真的很諷刺。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKFXkkJy1h
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沒事可幹，唯有在敏青房裡休息一下。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP2FQhrcIe
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房間裏除了書，還是書，書枱上添置了兩本貓奴的天書。《貓咪家庭醫學大百科》，聽起來很專業的樣子，如果我有幸可以變回人類，我應該可以寫本更加專業的。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnX0bfBm8pB
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現在對於如何在女神家中掙扎求存、以及怎樣避開有躁狂症的收費亭中年男人的攻擊都挺有研究。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMQHSAclRN
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我留意到敏青的書架上還剩下一本教科書，是高中中文科的範文集。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5MAjPsvME
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這本書不是她的，而是我的。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYlSeAuShm
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中六那年，Study Leave那段期間，我經常會去她的家溫習，那時候我們兩個的範文集不小心交換了。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQBwMXawxu
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「我拎錯咗你嗰本啊琴日。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yUm93WvPA
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「我知道啊。」敏青說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqIlXkwvHd
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「你唔係有打開嚟睇掛？」我問。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenwNyetp65
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「咁我每日都要背一陣範文㗎嘛！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UkFntvdha
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「快啲交換返啦咁，你自己嗰本寫咗好多notes，我乜都冇寫…」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn4JBmyJSr
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「唔緊要啦，我當重新溫過囉…你都可以對住我啲note溫書㗎嘛！你呀，中文要考好啲！咁先可以容易啲做到作家…」敏青笑着說，我分不清楚是甜笑還只是禮貌上的笑容。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7ad82E955
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「同埋呀，你入面都寫咗好多嘢！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXs9wpCAlK
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「頂，唔好睇啊。」
上課無聊得很，特別是有關範文的，我很討厭背誦的內容。我當然很欣賞這些前人寫的東西，但實在沒理由要把他們全都背起來吧，這樣又有甚麼意思呢？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguyTw7Ggg6
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現代人要讀古人的作品，古人要讀古古人的作品，凡人、學者、政權所犯的錯誤還不是不停的重複起來。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9vQSoXXFA
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老師教書的時間，我寫了很多詩。當然完全不能與李白、莊周、陶淵明這樣偉大的人比較，卻全都是我自己真實的想法和文字。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwv5RyXNbW
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「我鍾意呢篇《最最喜歡你》。」敏青說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h6UhHOHeD
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我喜歡與妳249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTdrlU2B1b
在新宿御苑的亭下偷懶249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ckiPSFDr3
雨滴答滴答249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCIorEkznE
還有蟬的叫聲249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZno3nZKQXJ
沒有蓋過我的心跳249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhz3YJ2xvx
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新海誠喜歡村上249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzD81xlTjI
村上喜歡川端249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6G7EKnUpA
大雄喜歡靜香249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQd7BaVNU2
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妳喜歡我寫的詩249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ991UqqpwI8
而我喜歡妳249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3nk2j8CXb
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「唔係我寫㗎。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVFXLj25Ze
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「真係？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqMBTbf5CK
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「嗯。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfNyOOVdWf
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「真～係？」敏青把臉哄過來，每次她漂亮的臉龐靠近我，我就會忍不住打乞嗤，大概是我害羞得有點本能上要避開。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAOQSMEfF8
「乞～嗤！」我別過臉掩著嘴。「真係呀。的確係我抄落嚟嘅，不過上網搵㗎咋。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIC0U8xjBv
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「白癡仔！」敏青開懷大笑：「好想知道係邊個寫啊，你唔覺得首詩好浪漫嘅咩？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXQW03ymH4
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「唔覺喎。」我說：「純粹上堂無聊冇嘢做。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOsXHTUUoo
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「不過我唔想做詩或者小說入面嘅女主角啊。因為通常都好慘。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbaxgeq1xA
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敏青說：「通常一係有絕症啦、一係有抑鬱症啦、一係相愛但係唔可以喺埋一齊。全部都係好難過嘅事，我一啲都唔想發生係我身上。如果呢啲係獲得浪漫要隨之而來嘅事，咁我寧願唔要浪漫。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxe94KPhng3
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「咁你想追求點樣嘅愛情？」我問。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLJZeuBvJr
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「簡單呀。就係簡單咁樣陪伴住對方。喺對方面前，係舒服同埋完全嘅自己，唔需要裝模作樣，但係都同樣可以分享自己嘅喜與樂同埋情感。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBT1RAIXYM
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「亦都唔可以嫌棄對方。」我補充。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEVTFPsanW
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「無錯！我會想帶我男朋友見我屋企人啦，我都會想佢可以帶我見佢屋企人、朋友。我哋會有各自嘅圈子，不過都有重疊嘅人生部份。冇重疊嘅時候，佢都唔介意會同我分享有關佢嘅事。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpcVv5CaXG
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敏青說，「唔單止大家喺大家既『現在』入面，仲係『未來』入面。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqlNhgVFGh
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「聽起嚟，唔算係好複雜嘅擇偶條件。」我說，我在想自己到底是否符合敏青的標準。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJubEm37TZK
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可是在喜歡的人面前原原本本的做自己，實在是太難了。因為我本來就是一個很差勁的人啊，也沒有厲害的長處，如果放咗一百個人裏面，我大約就是排第70位的那種人。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0UhHNIDvf
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如果在你面前，不裝模作樣，你大概不會跟我說話吧？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaKrkLhCTB
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「咁你呢？你想要點樣既愛情？」她問。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtNCIOJYXb
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「我無諗過。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HmiWW29R5
「我覺得我嘅愛情哲學唔複雜啊！兩個人可以遇見對方係緣份嚟嫁，世界咁大，幾十億人。幾生修來同船渡，就好似，如果你將來成為左一個好似海鳴威咁出名嘅作家，你大概就唔會坐喺呢度同我傾偈。但我哋可以成為朋友，係因為我哋住喺同一個社區，讀埋同一間學校，一齊成長，你唔覺得呢件事好神奇嘅咩？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CZ5wHzBLL
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「前年聖誕節你先話，做作家會乞食。」我說，心想着：咦，她是不是friend zone 了我？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aeJtTFpcE
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「可能唔會呢！同埋我覺得你嘅詩寫得好好呀！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLQORDxQHh
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「都話唔係我寫㗎咯。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gh4ho5RxF
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「咁『佢』真係寫得好好呀。呢首《夢》我都好鍾意，但係個故事真係好慘呀。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6hQOuK8Ko
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我還是會夢見你249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BrWPd6Y2S
即使過了很久249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bCxzTVxa2
在夢中的是以前的你249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF93ohrBWu6
還有以前的我249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec6tjqJ3OJ
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你跟我說你的夢想249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre8PYD2M03
你的煩惱249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwxVunoOfR
還有聆聽我的心聲249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuEarsscIm
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我們既不是朋友249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjx8qyYl31
也沒有成為戀人249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bvgLV0kg9
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在星宿下拖手閒聊249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk2qHQPrks
或者在海邊喝得爛醉 吃着茶餐廳的炒麵249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4JrjqLldW
或者在睡床上偷得浮生249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HpozrshJr
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這些事發生過249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgh5rpHwy7
或者沒有發生過249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToihzRfhVR
好像已經變得不再重要249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55VV50rdoB
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「我成日都會發夢。」我說。「千奇百怪既夢。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNYGqOsa0l
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「有無一個夢係好似而家咁樣嫁？」青問。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OCf2psRgr
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「吾…而家咁樣姐係點樣？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8HKTBBMRx
「姐係兩個人百無聊賴咁討論詩、同埋理想中既愛情。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOKuj93Fbw
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「印象中無。」倒是經常夢見你就是了。「仲要係考DSE前既一個月。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5veODIQ0bX
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「無錯啊，仲要係考DSE前既一個月！好奢侈啊！」敏青就，「噯，你唔覺得咁樣好幸福嘅咩？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTdZHUjOkh
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我當然覺得啊。我喜歡你。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzAEjRxOfd
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「還可以啦。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FAKbSpiXW
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「搞錯啊！還可以喳？」敏青把筆指向我的鼻尖，「如果你做到作家，你筆名會叫做咩啊？我要識得買先得架！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbxSu74lXr
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「啊，咁你問我未得囉。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtln4J6cbP
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「萬一我地鬧翻左呢？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddWvdrNWhN
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「咁鬧翻左你仲要買我既書？」我笑著說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDNzEOXeQc
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「唔知㗎，可能想買嚟撕爛佢。」敏青把手中的筆放在唇上思考著。「或者因為一啲原因，我唔記得左你，咁點算啊？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4M5BUEhLe
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「咁如果你唔記得左我，大概你唔會想買我既書。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFBHVBduEQ
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「喂啊！唔好駁嘴啦！快啲快啲講…你會叫咩名啊？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CbkGsLcNa
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「吾…唔知啊。『海邊的卡夫卡』掛？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitHD7qrLJd
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「嘰！」敏青發自內心的笑了出來。「唔得啊，好中二病！點解唔叫類似…嗯…『陸上的夫卡夫』？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QRCi8pGxL
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「小學雞。《海邊的卡夫卡》係村上春樹嘅書名。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApc0B83p3F
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「我知道啊～咁不如叫《尋羊冒險記》～」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWu81revpPI
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「唔要，好奇怪。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPNvAea8Sw
「筆名一於就叫尋羊冒險記啦！你出既詩集同埋小說我都會買㗎！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtwIRPpVo1
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「超奇怪。同埋都話啲詩唔係我寫！」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSiD0Rda7K
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「係啦～係啦～上網抄㗎嘛～『佢寫㗎嘛』～」敏青托着頭，笑着回應。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppHWixPJ7S
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那陣時我沒有發覺，那段日子原來美好得很。與心宜的女孩子一起準備公開考試，除了有對方的陪伴外，目標也很明確及惟一，世界依舊的美好。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmreKrQV8u
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社會運動爆發的日子，跟放榜來得很貼近。運動的開始，揭露了原來世界沒有我們想像的那麼美好，只是年青的我們天真。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosMCWnjdE3
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放榜的那天，就如宣告了我們的死刑一樣，世界原來很大，有時不是你誠心許願，願望就會成真，就算有如貓神般強大的力量，夢想和現實間，仿佛無論如何也是有段距離。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDALACOAin2
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「喂？」電話傳來敏青溫柔的聲音。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9t99pOlbUI
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「喂。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCQUSFuNke
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運動的期間，我和敏青，除了放榜那兩天以外，都沒有見過面，只是通過幾次電話。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4cDXL1hj8
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「你要小心，要保重。知道嗎？」敏青說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tp1n50pkL
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「我知道嫁啦。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHthZch7VOQ
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「不如你比我同你一齊去啦，我想睇住你。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdDxPF7y7t
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「吾，唔可以啊。我知道你都會喺到，只不過係喺唔同既位置。」我拒絕了她。這大概是我生平惟一一次拒絕她吧。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhdQsCS3p8
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「我好擔心你。」敏青的聲音嗚咽起來。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡET9sUvHWk3
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「我知道。謝謝你。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAyMwo0pUm
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「萬事小心…」青說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YmNMArl2A
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「萬事小心。」我回應。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5YwlUeN33
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後來的我們，血流了、汗流了，淚也流了。世界有因此而變得更好嗎？我不知道。但我的世界和很多香港人一樣，變得愈來愈差，和女神的世界，也拉得愈來愈遠。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw0YHQ33rC
回憶的片段太美好也太難過。回憶不美好，自然不會難過。有時我寧願所有事情也從來沒有發生過，那麼做人也好、做貓也好，也不會覺得痛苦。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNln8hrxWnp
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但時光不能倒退，過去不會變成現在，更不會變成未來，發生的事情已經發生了，這是無可挽回的。無論如何，我們每一個也好，也得為自己作出的選擇承擔後果，無論有多後悔也好。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEAeUcVI29
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我或許錯過了很多很多的時機，只能許願希望敏青可以回來我的身邊，最後變成一隻黑貓。綠同樣的希望追回失去的時光，同樣的變成貓。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLwd929HEq
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無論如何，即使發生這麼多事都好，還是總要信、總要信。我和綠一定可以找到變回人的方法，況且在貓神那邊還有兩個願望…249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgOrmmPxki
「我返嚟啦，月月。」敏青推開房門，疲憊的說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2gmQxTHRk
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「喵～」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4L3G2GH4H7
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「對唔住啦貓仔，我知道唔應該困住你，不過你真係好唔啱啊！阿明要留院啊…你真係唔准再咁啦！唔可以亂咁攻擊人嫁！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xVqHgJSps
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說真的，敏青，我不是胡亂攻擊的。這樣會比較好嗎？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVKUfVJoC3
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「知錯未！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rRSGaPNHa
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「喵！」我回應。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7UR20q5oZ
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「乖。」敏青用手背掃著我的頭頂。「你今日過成點啊貓仔？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM6YDFOhID
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「過得去啦，除左差啲俾人亂棍打死之外，總算幫部電話叉到電。」我說，沒有說出有關綠的部分。雖然我知道，就算全盤托出，敏青也不會聽懂。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnIHZTlHvi
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「唉。最近都好攰啊。完左Sem之後，都好似無好好咁休息過咁，一波未平，一波又起咁。接左你返屋企，好似係最近發生過惟一既好事咁。」敏青說，「貓仔，你本身係咪住喺附近嫁？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qPWONGy8G
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「係啊，住你對面。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANOdFoxvh4
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「你有無聽過啊，我地呢到要拆啦。」敏青說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLChZHIoXuO
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「拆？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtGpmfRiCB
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「清拆重建啊，好似話政府想發展呢個區域。其實都預左嫁啦，只係無諗過件事嚟得咁快。老竇佢地無同我講啊，但我偷聽到佢同媽咪既對話。遇見你既前兩日，我仲見到政府既人嚟過，傾賠償既問題。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnBmRdSrZa
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這種事，我從來沒有聽娘親和父親說過呢…249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2lnsKaVkk
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我和敏青的家人都並非原居民，只是爺爺那輩就買了這幅地，但說到重建…實在是牽連甚廣，那些原居民怎會不反抗呢？不是都跟政府有親嗎？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf9t6GUYZI
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「我唔想搬啊。雖然家姐好討厭，細佬好煩，廁所好逼，但屋企就係屋企。我邊到都唔想去。朋友、屋企人全部都住喺附近，搬左之後會去邊，我真係幻想唔到…」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQlvSa52YP
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我會一直待在你身邊啊。我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxTCnGZcYp
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我會嗎？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI14jkbzo10
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如果我變回人形，那麼我和敏青大概就得分開了，但我繼續做貓，就得跟父母分開。當然，我跟敏青本來就沒有在一起，但…這可是很難得的機會。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vRpFPCF4l
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對了，是貓神的話，大概可以幫得上忙…可是這隻弱智貓好像有點讀寫障礙，跟他說正常的願望好像都沒有用的。而且，我也沒有召喚貓神的方法。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKYzW2c4LP
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「無論如何，我們都唔會分開嫁，係咪啊月月？」敏青把頭哄到我臉旁，我一如以往的有那種害羞的感覺。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJXRNcDumb
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「乞嗤！！！」我別過臉，沒有手掩著嘴。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF135V0Azh
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「傻瓜！」敏青笑著說，用手輕撫我的下巴。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjjChKQQdp
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「你好似一個我好熟悉嘅人啊。每次我哄埋佢度，佢都會打乞嗤嫁！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwVgXcKDih
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我是那個熟悉的人嗎？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1lrtQ4fxa
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「佢同你一樣都好得意嫁。」敏青用手碰了我的鼻一下，「有機會一定要介紹你地識！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DNR3Kufz0
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「噓，咁你鐘唔鐘意佢先得㗎？」我問。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURYAVdcla0
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「係啦、係啦，係咪肚仔餓啦？」敏青問非所答。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDdiqN32NW
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「如果你有小綠既讀貓能力就好啦。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhswj75b1c
青沒有回應，只是走去廚房，我聽到罐頭碰撞的聲音後，也像著了魔一樣跟着去。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorGQHfUQY2
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「今晚食呑拿魚溝袋鼠肉罐罐！」她說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EUDtIJNbs
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「袋鼠肉真係人食嫁咩…」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtmTJChlZX
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「你慢慢乖乖食，我去沖涼～」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi4rDP5QUr
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我努力試着用肉球分開那堆混在一起的袋鼠肉和呑拿魚𦞳，但這個任務…用人手也做不了吧！249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0wlwBG4rU
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算了，不吃了。也不太肚餓。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ1ea0h86q
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我抬頭看見敏青的弟弟阿靖從門縫偷偷摸摸的走了出去室外，好奇的我在他輕力關門之際也偷走了出去。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspmS3YLzCZ
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靖從褲袋拿出一包蜜瓜味的萬事發香煙，新手似的把一枝煙含在口內，然後拿出火機一直「噠、噠、噠」的點火，點了大概20次才點著。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreJsiT0CCA
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「咳、咳、咳」他一邊吸一邊咳。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYkvUGT3uq
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「喂𡃁仔，你好似未夠稱。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkaXV3vVgK
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「你都覺食煙好型？」靖看著我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwn6in11oVU
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「我無咁講。係咪唔識聽貓話？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8h3AvSLmh
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「我鐘意左個女仔，隔離班，其實只係間唔中走廊會見到對方，有時眼神會對望，我知，佢對我都係唔簡單。」靖說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqd6Vkpwtb
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毒撚真係恐怖，我想。然後想起自己。嗯。還是情有可原吧？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALKAXqKpZ4
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「我同佢好少講野，可能佢怕羞啦。不過我見會有個男仔接佢放學，年紀大啲，會食住煙等佢。」他續說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKtOZSLLWS
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「…」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjNiZFkHeb
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「佢可能鍾意人食煙啦，咳咳咳。」他一邊吸著他的萬事發一邊說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTB9GX5fo3
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「佢可能係真係鍾意人食煙，不過我都幾肯定佢唔會因為你食煙食到弱智咁而鍾意你。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEqHFTAN5n
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「月仔，你覺得我應該點做？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74nDQkiDEt
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「放膽去追求啊，好似我對你家姐咁。錯過左就無。就算將來再有既機會，大概都只係假既機會。」我說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH3utYuebj
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「所以你都覺得我應該去馬？」靖回應，我呆了一呆，他好像聽得懂我說話似的。不，只是我說了他心中所想而已。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRpA1Crvz8
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「去馬啦。無害的。大不了未追唔到。」我也好像說給自己聽一樣。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPwFcpTVrc
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「喂，過嚟。」靖揮揮手叫我過去。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwwSLqKkdV
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「喵？」（做乜鳩啊？）249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyttazDF01
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「過嚟先啦。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzk93f4AGC
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「喵。」（哦。）249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV4EfWmfBr
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我向他走過去，停在他的腳邊，他彎腰摸摸我的頭。靖是這家人除了敏青以外，第一個摸我的人。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwYbhtg0g3
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「月仔，以後就係一家人了。」他說。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2NL5NbqDG
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以後就是一家人了。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyumnttJKX
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「多多指教。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFjgLQK4OR
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多多指教。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DxelUF3CY
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靖的手指逗得我很舒服，無論他會否追到那個喜歡吃煙男孩的MK妹，他的手無可否認的非常溫柔，只用來抽煙實在太浪費了吧。請問這裡有管理員嗎？到底這本是不是同性戀小說？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpoB14FpWu
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想着想着，我便在這種舒適的感覺下睡着了。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRxrCewQpk
