I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
This shouldn't be happening. This isn't happening. Right? These people only exist in my dreams and nothing more correct? I think I've gone crazy. Maybe I am crazy.
Or maybe I am just hallucinating. But how can anyone else see them? Maybe these freaks might be ghosts and they are haunting this ghetto school. Yeah, that's ghosts. Maybe my destiny is just to eliminate these pests for good.
This is what they were talking about, wasn't it?
'These people must be eliminated from earth and sent to hell.'
My train of thought was finally clear. I know what I have to do to be happy and in peace. I don't know why didn't see it before. Even though it was practically looking me right in the eye.
"I need to kill them. Every last one of them"
I mumbled to myself softly as I stood up from my desk. Everyone stared at me as soon as I got up. They looked at me like I was a serial killer ready to kick every last one of their asses. Heh. That would actually be nice considering how much noise they make daily.
I reached down to the pocket of my pants and took out a 1911 .45 ACP handgun. I grabbed their precious leader and stuck the gun right at her head. Everyone didn't seem fazed at all by my actions. They looked at me like I was just kidding around and too chicken to do things like that. Their laughing expressions enraged me, and I wrapped my other arm tightly around the girl's neck.
"Stand back or I will kill this bitch" I yelled out with anger and frustration.
I then pointed my gun at everyone as almost everyone in the classroom backed away in the far corner. That was, except for a couple of unwanted guests and idiots from this school. They must have wanted their precious leader to get shot in the head don't they? Well, that's honestly fine with me. I hate this girl anyway.
"Who do you think you are raiden?"
I turned my head over to the voice who called out my name. She was that gothic Lolita. Her name was touko I believe. I pointed the gun at her, she didn't looked fazed at all. She actually looked pissed off. I smirked as I saw that the other people of her group showed up.
They looked like they were going to rip me to shreds.
"Let her go raiden. You don't want to do this, trust me on that one"
Erin said as she glared at me menacingly.
I couldn't help but laugh at their determination. I mean honestly, do they think that they can do anything in this situation? Are they honestly that stupid or what?
"Hahaha! Who do I think I am? I think that I am? I'm pretty sure I am the person who is about to smear this girl's brain's across the wall."
I could hear my own laughter. I sounded just like a maniac. But that doesn't matter anyway. I think that hell will be nice as long as I don't see these demons down there. Oh wait, Hell doesn't even exist.
Silence crept in as soon as I stopped laughing my ass off. I don't really know what I was laughing at, but I do know that I wanted to see some blood over my body. I want it to go through my retarded uniform and touch my skin cells.
I would have thought that if someone else thought like this. That I would have thought it as being inhuman and disgusting. But now, I don't really care what happens next as long as I can take someone's life.
I guess I am insane after all aren't I? Well that's fine with me. I hate this world and everyone in it. I will gladly accept the darkness and the bloody path I drew for myself instead of a bright future. It's too late for that anyway.
"There is nothing that I can do to stop the darkness from completely consuming me." I whispered softly as I held the girl tighter.
There was slow clapping and I picked my head up to see who was doing it. It was no one other than Satan. He was smirking as he looked at me straight in the eye.
"Well done raiden. Wonderful performance indeed. You get an A for effort."
His calming voice erased any sadness I had left in me. He filled me with even more rage and I didn't know why he could easily manipulate me like that. His minions loosened up and smiled saying, "Oh? It was just a joke after all huh? He truly is a coward after all". They were all laughing at me again.
I pulled the handgun up and pointed it at his stupid face.
"Do you honestly think that I was joking? How stupid are you? I will blow your head up right here and right now! I always wanted to bow your head up anyway you annoying little fuckard
He didn't even blink an eye when I insulted him. He simply smiled fakely as his minions backed away showing fear in their eyes. Mr. Kurosawa looked at the students then back at me as he clapped he hands together.
"There is no need to fear Mr. Thomas class. He is just practicing for his future audition."
His tone of voice was very sinister and evil like.
If anyone was the true villain here, I'd say that it was him.
He got closer to me. I tried to get out of his reach with the girl close to me. I threatened him, but it didn't seem like he cared for this girl's safety at all. He was face to face with me now. It felt like time stopped around the two of us.
"Now Mr. Thomas. I would advise you to settle down and relax for the time being. I think that you are just going through some hard times and need to talk it out with your mother."
He talked to me like I was a patient at an insane asylum. He was about to grab my handgun, but I stumbled to the ground right before he could. The girl fell down on me as I heard a 'bang' sound ring throughout the entire classroom.
I searched for the one person I wanted to hit. My eyes widened to see that the bullet was in between kiara's fingers. But I wasn't aiming for her stupid ass self, I was aiming for lea.
"It didn't hit lea?" I Mumbled as I stared at her in disbelief.
I felt someone uppercut me in my stomach. It hurt like hell. I closed my eyes slightly from the pain as I raised my head up to see who did it. It was the girl in the cloak. She was holding a huge wooden bat with nails jammed inside of it.
"What the hell?! Stop it!"
My outbursts didn't seem like they were going to reach her anytime soon since she swung the bat down on my head. That was when I felt crimson blood run down my head as I lost my consciousness soon afterwards.
"You made me do this raiden. I hope that you can open your eyes and see that you are not alone in this horrid world. I care about you."
Those were the last words I heard before all sounds faded from my eardrums.
I wanted to disappear from this world. I am no longer needed here. Can't I have a break once in a while? Why does everything bad happen to me anyway? Why do I keep trying? What am I worth anyway? I hate myself and many other people.
Once again, I am in the eternal darkness. Where will I wake up now? The other world or my world? Hah, I should be calling it spirit world, even though I know that spirits don't exist. There is no heaven or hell either. No one has proved that God exists or that the devil exists.
Why are there Christians anyway? I should say the same for Atheists two. Haha, such morons exists. They don't believe that gods or supernatural things exist. But they believe in happiness? Wow. Such idiocy. Call me an asshole all you want, it's the truth.
We're all going to die anyway.
I don't care if I am destined to be in the darkness or if I am just supposed to be tortured for someone's entertainment. Either way it went, I think that I am going to suffer anyway.
"There is no happiness. Only depression lies within the home us human specimens call earth."
I susurrate as I wrap both of my arms around my body.
There is a slight warmth around me as I feel two arms wrap around my torso. My eyelids slowly opened as the two arms start to wrap tightly around me. I could feel the person's body heat. Whoever it was felt so warm. It was a nice feeling, but it didn't last for too long.
"Raiden. Why did lose faith that quickly? You shouldn't give up just because life gets tough."
The voice sounded familiar. I brought my head up to the girl I met before in the black hole. She was holding my cheek in her hand. I didn't understand how she was able to get in front of me that quickly.
"You're that girl that was shining before aren't you?" I asked puzzled.
The question that I buried deep within my mind. Has finally revealed itself as she smiled softly. She leaned in to my ear and whispered.
"Yes I am raiden. I want to help you. But first you must help yourself."
She pulled away from me and turned away from my sight. I didn't know what she was talking about at all. I didn't even know who she was or what her name was for that matter. I heaved in a sigh as I straightened myself up and focused my attention on her.
"What is your name? Why do I keep seeing you in a dark abyss? Are you trying to 'help' me like everyone else?"
I tried not to sound too bored at the end of my sentence, but that was kind of impossible considering that I hear those exact words from everyone I come in contact to. She didn't turn around. I was guessing that she didn't hear me, so I spoke a little louder.
"I asked you what your name was, and why I kept seeing you in the darkness. What is your purpose for seeing me? Are you trying to 'help' me like the other people that tell me that?"
'When she turned around to face me. She didn't look upset. Yes I could see her face because she was practically glowing in the darkness. She actually looked beautiful. Wait, what am I thinking? I don't even consider any gender beautiful. So why is she different?'
I didn't know what I was thinking. My body felt like it was reacting on its own. Especially when she walked closer to me. My heart was beating so fast that it was crazy. She embraced me the second she was up against my chest.
I felt uncomfortable, but at the same time I wanted to savor every moment with her. It was silent. The coldness around my body faded as I hugged her back. I don't know why I was having this strange feeling, but I wanted hold the girl even tighter.
She seemed precious to me.
After a few minutes. She finally stopped hugging me. It felt like we were embracing each other for decades. She raised her hand to my cheek as she looked up at my face. I had to look down at her considering how short she was compared to me.
"Raiden. I really like you. I will answer all your questions when we see each other again. Until then, I won't answer any."
I couldn't say anything after I heard her soft voice. I wanted to ask her so many questions but, the words seemed like they were caught in my throat and couldn't escape from my throat. I think that she saw my struggle because of the way she smiled at me.
She didn't look like she was pitying me. She felt bad that I was in the dark. I am always in the darkness so I guess I should get used to it right? I slapped her hand off of my face in irritation. The girl looked surprised and tried to reach out to me.
But I just pushed her away instead.
"Why can't you tell me? Above all others, I thought that you would at least tell me. But I guess I was wrong once again huh?"
I spat my words at her. The silence from before came back. But it wasn't comforting. It was rather deadly seeming.
"Raiden. I love you. I will tell you everything once it is safe to do so. But for now, your life is in danger and you need to escape your destiny. Please promise that you will trust someone. If not, then it will only cause you to feel pain yourself."
She was pleading again.
It was so sad that I could cry. But I needed to take her stupid advice for once. I sucked up all my complaints and stared at her. I grabbed her by the shoulders.
"Yes I understand. But can you tell me your name?" I asked her the main question I wanted to know.
A silent sigh pierced my ears as I heard her mumble.
"My name is Hoshizora"
Her name actually sounded quite beautiful. I was about to say something else but she leaned up to my face and kissed my straight on the lips. I was surprised by the sudden kiss but I didn't really do anything to stop her from I was too busy looking at her eyes, I don't know why I didn't notice them before now.
She has stars and a moon in her eyes.
The stars were sparkling so beautifully. I swear that I heard a piano playing in the background. I believe that it was best to ignore it for now. Just when she was about to pull away from my face she smiled at me. I couldn't help but want to kiss her back.
"I love you raiden. I hope that you can realize the right path instead of a bloody path"
As she whispered out these words I could tell that she was going to leave. I couldn't bear with her leaving so I grabbed her arm instead. She turned around to look at my serious expression.
"Raiden, what are you doi-"
Before she could finish her sentence. I pulled her arm so that she could fall into my chest. I instantly embraced her fragile body as she had a confused expression plastered on her face.
"I think I like you two Hoshi"
I responded as I slowly let go of her and leaned down to smash my lips on hers. I closed my eyes before I could see her eyes widen from even more shock.
I didn't understand why I was acting this way. It didn't feel like I had any control over my body at all. It felt like some unnatural force was making me act and talk so foolishly. It didn't seem to faze Hoshizora too long because she wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me back.
The distance between us faded as we shared a passionate kiss for a while. We both pulled away from each other because we needed to breathe. It was strange because I still didn't know what it was like to love someone. Hell, I still didn't have my first crush yet!
I turned around from her so that she wouldn't see my face. I was glad that she wasn't going to question my actions right now. That was the one thing that made me somewhat happy.
"Goodbye raiden. Please remember what I said before."
She leaned up to gently kiss my cheek. Her gentle low voice was the only thing I could hear before I felt like I was falling. Maybe I was falling. I felt cold once more because of the lack of her comforting body heat.
"I feel so lonely and I don't even know why."
Muttering out my thoughts I bring my right hand to my heart. 'My heart was still racing without me knowing. This was getting deeply and utterly depressing right now. There has to be some explanation to why I am feeling this way when I am around that girl.'
"Admit raiden. You like that nasty skank. It's probably depressing because you fell hard for an ugly girl".
That voice interrupts my train of thought. I was still falling but the scenery changed from a dark abyss a white and room. How did it change so fast anyway? I was looking around my surroundings until someone yanked my face in one direction.
"I'm right here raiden. I believe that you need to pay attention to me more".
I couldn't believe who that voice belonged to. The person smirked at my puzzled expression and let my face drop downwards. I couldn't believe that she could come here as well.
It was fumiko.
'I wonder where her stupid brother was'. She must have read my mind considering what she said to me next.
"Oh, are you wondering where my brother fumio is? He's right here silly!"
Her tone of voice was cheerful. She raised her arm up and stuck it down her throat. I couldn't believe that she was still alive considered all the gagging noises she made. After a few seconds. She pulled out her bloody sibling. I puked at the sight.
He was covered in crimson blood and I was guessing that the moving intestines were his sister's. He was also holding a heart that was still beating as the veins were going down her throat. They were still moving and the sight made me sick to my stomach. I stared at fumiko in disbelief at how she was still breathing normally and moving. They both smiled in response of my horrid expression.
"We are both preparing for the festival raiden! We need a heart, liver, kidney and intestines!"
Their happy voices made no sense whatsoever. What I was hearing was basically these two saying 'Oh! I am going to sacrifice my other fraternal twin so we can go to some fucked up festival later. Oh yeah. The other twin will die anyway, so I guess it's just me going'.
Fumio and Fumiko suddenly stopped smiling. They were both giving me the evil eye. They actually looked scary considering that fumio was covered in blood and guts, while his sister had her heart in his hands. I really think that I needed a barf bag because I started to barf up chunks again.
"Raiden~ there is nothing to be afraid of. We can regenerate any of our human gastrointestinal tract! But, that doesn't mean that we can't have any fun with you raiden. You should join us."
Their tone of voice was malicious.
They were got closer to me. I couldn't exactly move away from them because I was literally in the air. Fumio was grabbing onto my torso when his crazy sister was holding my face upwards, so I could stare at her.
I couldn't stand to see her bloody face. Her heart was still hanging out of her mouth while it was beating near my face. I moved my eyeball so that I could look in the opposite direction.
"Get off me. You and your brother are disgusting monsters that need to be eliminated from this world."
As I threatened the two apes. They simply snickered in response. I felt that beating heart get even closer to my face. My face was yanked to the left side as I stared up at fumio and fumiko smiling down at me.
"Oh really? Shouldn't we be saying the same to you raiden? I mean, you did threaten to kill Mr. Kurosawa and that boy in the cloak. Then, above all. You sounded like you needed to be put in a mental hospital. You're the real monster here."
Their taunting voices render me speechless. I didn't really know what to say since all of that was true. Maybe I was the true monster here. I can't make up any excuses to defend how I was acting in that classroom. I was pretty sure that I snapped right then and there.
"I may be a monster. But I still wouldn't sell off my sibling's human gastrointestinal tract. I may have made a lot of mistakes in my life, but I am not as cruel as you two beasts."
Those words just ran out of my mouth. I'm not too sure if I intending to say that or if I was just joking. All I know is that it was the twins turn to be at a loss for words. Their silence actually felt refreshing to me. They both held astonishment in their faces, it didn't last too long because they looked pissed soon afterwards.
"Us?! Monsters?! Who the fuck do you think you're talking to raiden? You are like a three year old on a tantrum compared to us. You disgusting insect. Tch, you need to be taught on how to respect others more."
Fumiko sounded outraged.
I was trying to get away from them. But fumio was holding down my legs tightly. Moving my arms to punch him off me wasn't much of an option considering that they were tied together by plasma rope.
"What the hell?! Get this shitty thing off me!"
Hollering at fumio as he giggled. He didn't seem to let go anytime soon, so I started to move my legs in a crazy motion to see if the ugly little boy would fall off and bust his head wide open. He just held my legs even tighter in response to my constant struggle.
Fumiko leaned to my ear and whispered.
"There is no point in struggling raiden. You should just give in and join us. I'm sure that you would be happier with us than with any of those nuisances from that little group. You said so yourself, remember? You hate them. So why don't you come with us to eternal hell? It's actually much more fun than people make it out to be."
It was easy to tell that she was trying to seduce me. What the hell was she? A succubus? If she was, then that was a huge failure in attracting an asexual male such as myself.
"Get away from me you freak. I don't even really know who you are."
My hateful words seem to make fumiko frown then heave a heavy sigh. I was glad that she finally knew when to back off me and find another male that would actually be interested in an ugly female as herself. Her desolate words proved me wrong once again.
"If you won't join us raiden. Then I will just have to force you to join us. You have no choice."
I felt a pair of hands force my mouth open as something was dropped down inside my body. Both fumio and fumiko separated themselves from me as I felt something beating within my stomach. I felt sick and hot at the same time. I wasn't sure what was happening to me, so I glowered at them.
"What did you do to me?"
I could barely speak since I had to hold both my chest and stomach tightly. My whole body felt like it was on fire. I don't think that I could stand it any longer because my vision was starting to blur.
"Tehe. Listen raiden. I just gifted you with the best thing in the world. You should be honored that someone like me would give you something as important as that to someone like you".
I don't like how that bitch fumiko was acting all high and mighty. It was actually starting to piss me off again since her stupid younger brother was mocking my situation.
"What the hell are you talking about you stupid bitch."
I said disgusted with her already.
She smirked and hugged her brother. As she twirled him around a bit she looked me in the eye and mouthed.
"My heart".
I clenched my stomach and heard the 'thump de thump' sound when I put my hand up to it. I started to uncontrollably puke up crimson blood. I couldn't stop because knowing that someone else's heart is inside of me makes me very uneasy.
"G-Get it out of me!" I screamed gagging.
I couldn't even talk for a good amount of time before I started to puke up some more blood. They smiled the same as the chesire cat from that book called alice in wonderland.
"Now you can be one of us raiden! We will tell the others about this amazing discovery. We just need one more thing to complete the ritual."
They wouldn't stop talking in unison. Everything was starting to spin around. There was noise all around me and I desperately wanted to escape from their grasp. I was going crazy again and I wanted everything to end. Everything needs to end.
"Stop it!"
I shouted so loudly that even I was starting to get a headache. I stopped falling and I was on the ground. I stopped shouting and realized that my right hand was glowing a neon yellow color. I waved my hand around to get it to stop glowing, but it just got brighter.
I knew I had to calm down.
It took a few big deep breathes, but I was able to finally settle down. There was nothing here. It was just an empty black and white room. I stopped in my tracks once I saw two people lunged into the wall. Once I got a closer look, I saw that it was the fraternal twins.
I brought my hand up to see that it has stopped glowing.
"Did I do that? But how? I'm not like those freaks."
My voice was shaking as I had a shred of doubt in my humanity. I couldn't bear to think that I was one of those creatures that attacked me before. What if I was like those people apart of the girl in the cloak's group. Maybe I was even a monster like fumio and fumiko?
But that can't be right. I was never a cannibal or a person ready to murder. Well, maybe a person that murders because I really wanted to spread that girls brains all over the walls. I guess I just couldn't face 'reality' huh?
"I'm so pathetic. Why can't I do anything right? No one can help me. I'm not able to be saved."
Hearing myself say the truth makes me feel depressed. I felt cold and lonely. I wrapped my arms around myself as I fooled myself in believing that it would make me feel warm. I know that the darkness will find me and consume until I accept it.
"Stop saying that raiden. You should know very well that you have potential. You need to accept that you are not like others though. You are here to save the world and you need to start trusting others to accomplish that goal."
I didn't notice that tears were starting to stream down my face. They were touching the power white ground as I clenched my hands to form fists. I was so sick and tired of people telling me about what I need to do and who I need to trust.
"Why can't I just decide what I can do in life myself?"
I wasn't exactly talking to the person who was talking to me. I was just questioning no one in particular. That question is one of the main questions I would like the answer to.
There was a slight peck on my forehead. I was bewildered by the sudden kiss on the forehead so I brought my head up to see the glowing female.
"Listen to me raiden. You can decide what your destiny is. No one decides for you. The only thing is that you could either go down the right path or the wrong path. You have either one of those choices."
Her way of speaking was very soft and delicate. It wasn't Hoshizora, but she looked as beautiful as her.She seemed to be holding a clarinet as well. Several for that matter. I tilted my head puzzled with the amount of instruments she had.
"Now, I need to show you one more thing before I will send you back to your world raiden. Be warned that it will change considering the path you will choose to go down."
I could tell that she was very serious now. I shook my head to confirm that I was okay with her showing me something. She held her hand out for me to take, as soon as I grabbed her hand. It felt like she was running fast. She wasn't actually running at all, she was playing her clarinet fast and it was starting to give me a headache.
When she finally stopped playing her horrid fast music. She pointed up, after my headache passed. I saw that there was two wide screens right in front of my face. She walked up to them and mumbled some words in another language. I didn't recognize the language at all since I only knew japanese, a small portion of russian and a few words in english thanks to our retarded english class.
The screens were turned on and I couldn't watch them both at once. The only thing I saw from the first screen was a bunch of chaos with a showing of the world ending or something of that sort. The second screen was a boy that looked like me. He was killing a whole bunch of disgusting monsters and saving people.
He also had glowing eyes. One was Gray and the other was red.
As two of the screens turned off. My brain was filled with newfound confusion. I didn't understand what any of that meant. Was that guy supposed to be me or something? Is that what everyone meant by destiny? I just couldn't wrap my head around this situation no matter how many times I tried to.
"We will give you time to think about this raiden. For now, you must decide on what you want to do for the future. We are hoping that you will remember something from this but we will just have to wait for a little while longer."
The girl picked my head up and kissed me on the forehead again. I snapped out of my complicated thoughts and contemplate at her face. Her eyes were shining as well. But instead, they had musical notes inside of them. I was guessing that she was a musician.
"Goodbye raiden. Help yourself before you can help others."
Those were the only words I heard out of her until she started to turn into sparkling marticals. She faded within thin air. Out of curiosity. I tried to touch them. Instead, I was pulled back by some unnatural force and was sent up into a bright light.
I breathed in as I opened my eyelids. I looked around a bit to see where I had ended up this time. I wasn't too happy to be in the white room again.
I was in the hospital.
I was surprised that I wasn't sent to some mental hospital when I was passed out. Or at least prison for that matter. Both of those options seemed so bad that I actually would have rather went home when my stepfather was home.
"So you're finally awake raiden? That's good."
The sudden voice made me tense up. I slowly turned my head to the right side of the room to see that the girl in the cloak was sitting in a chair close to my bed. I couldn't see her expression at all. It was way too dark to see anything.
"Your power is finally awakening"
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"Ahem" I say trying to catch the audience's attention. "My idiotic friend erin told me to talk to the character's of my book so I am doing-"
"Hey, can you shut up" Raiden says interrupting me.
"Excuse me?" I say getting annoyed.
"You heard me. And why did you make me a wimpy character." Raiden says sitting on a couch.
"Wimpy?! Do you want me to kill you?! I am your creator!" I yell out getting frustrated with raiden.
"Can you shut the fuck up shorty?" Raiden says annoyed with Shontae.
"Don't curse on here idiot! This is my narrating! And shorty?!" I say with my eyes twitching.
"You're the one typing this shit, genius" Raiden says mocking Shontae.
"Guys calm down! This isn't what I meant by this!" Erin says trying to calm raiden and Shontae down.
"Butt out of it Idiot!" Raiden and Shontae say in unison to erin as they continue to fight.
"Hey! I am a Straight A student!" Erin says pouting.
"Can you guys be quiet? I am trying to read a book." Kiara whispers irritated.
Raiden and Shontae continue to fight as they gather their weapons.
"Jeez, are they still going at it? I mean I knew the author hated raiden and raiden hated the author but jeez. This is too much." Midnight Says with a blank face.
"She only created me to torture me! That's why I hate her!" Raiden shouted out as he begins to throw things at Shontae.
"Grr. Be happy I even thought of you! You are so annoying!" I say grabbing my katana.
"This is getting out of control. Just imagine how the manga will look like with these scenes. We are all going to be chibi's." Masahi says exhausted.
"This might drag on forever guys! So we will see you in the next chapter! Bye!" Shion say cheerfully while closing the curtains.
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