買到假髮了!我感動地望着那束烏黑的長髮。742Please respect copyright.PENANAiNmWbhNDyH
742Please respect copyright.PENANAgt09vksBhd
在全屋只剩下自己的時候,我終於把它戴到頭上去。742Please respect copyright.PENANAjytWoG0hBE
742Please respect copyright.PENANATa6dAGGLcV
趕緊看看鏡中的我。742Please respect copyright.PENANA8XYX9RjTic
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那感覺…………很差勁!742Please respect copyright.PENANAVZQAHcPLBl
742Please respect copyright.PENANANXZ34p9Jzt
頭髮跟面形完全不配合,看上去像位大嬸似的。742Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1y9tAPHP1
742Please respect copyright.PENANAlDEoqjxTod
?!?!?!?!?!?!?!742Please respect copyright.PENANA3uXilh3nhH
742Please respect copyright.PENANA0umaNp6cAs
難道我不適合留長髮?742Please respect copyright.PENANA4psMqOBH1y
742Please respect copyright.PENANAjz5Qr6VT31
所謂一做做到底,我把心一橫把妹妹的校服拿在手中。742Please respect copyright.PENANAN2XrOaECKs
742Please respect copyright.PENANAvmrQCeQHw0
或許我穿了校服會有改善?742Please respect copyright.PENANAYjm7lpW1ol
742Please respect copyright.PENANAnECTXTEBjR
總之我就很噁心地換上了妹妹的校服。742Please respect copyright.PENANA4R0Af28QpR
742Please respect copyright.PENANAHtLcpVu4HC
我人生第一次穿上裙子。742Please respect copyright.PENANAhbYF1QEUMo
742Please respect copyright.PENANAF8CzbsRace
那感覺很特別,雙腳涼凉的,很没安全感。742Please respect copyright.PENANANhDwVw36wM
742Please respect copyright.PENANAs5cbgOgcuV
不過,穿上裙的我只是一個穿校服裙的大嬸。742Please respect copyright.PENANAFZHkr94AWX
742Please respect copyright.PENANAf2UUzsopuh
不可能的…………明明是很可愛,為什麼會變成這樣?742Please respect copyright.PENANAr4ixLtGcap
742Please respect copyright.PENANApOlJNdgCP3
應該是漂亮的姐姐才對……742Please respect copyright.PENANAD7y2gdZa2I
742Please respect copyright.PENANAdbuTnV5oMC
腦海萌生可怕的念頭。742Please respect copyright.PENANAoPuK9bykT9
742Please respect copyright.PENANAbLiIM2zMrh
難不成我之前看到的全是幻覺?這是我一直害怕擔心的事情。現在終於出現了……742Please respect copyright.PENANABOF6vKEDSe
742Please respect copyright.PENANA6TD8LDuOCE
所謂情人眼裡出西施,會不會我只是一個普通的樣衰宅男,而她只是我想像出來的幻象?如果真的是這樣,我不就是思覺失調?!這樣一點意思也没有。為了証明由中三至今的一切不是主觀的幻想,而是客觀事實,只要我戴上假髮並進行拍照就可以了。742Please respect copyright.PENANAwLdWxuAL5s
742Please respect copyright.PENANAuLNZwrHcfd
但……此時此刻卻是殘酷的天使,不……是殘酷的現實。742Please respect copyright.PENANAiHhkFeSLcV
742Please respect copyright.PENANAjoNqR7Hpr0
我失望透了。心似被鐵柱貫穿着,極度痛苦卻哭不出來。742Please respect copyright.PENANAIXL96HQ3vF
742Please respect copyright.PENANAAVtjZmWDal
傷心的我把假髮除下來,將它藏入衣櫃深處。742Please respect copyright.PENANAnioq8JipwP
742Please respect copyright.PENANAIgsfT1zsFe
就當我認為告一段落的時候,又有另一種衝擊出現了。742Please respect copyright.PENANA4Rv1anMARG
742Please respect copyright.PENANARv2QAdwqWh
過了幾天,一位同班的朋友突然問我:你在扮女人嗎?742Please respect copyright.PENANA9fqMwOACqU
742Please respect copyright.PENANApkaCBxyohe
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………742Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ4bmX7e1U
742Please respect copyright.PENANAnf790C3J6r
742Please respect copyright.PENANA80s26A3txC
我腦中一片空白,一時反應不來。742Please respect copyright.PENANAVzGU8XXscb
742Please respect copyright.PENANAA25MU1DO5a
為什麼他會知道?還有其他人知道嗎?742Please respect copyright.PENANAhf7xzGE9Jy
742Please respect copyright.PENANAl1o4b5Meir
“我……只是玩玩下,開玩笑的,哈哈!”我勉強糊混過去。“你是聽誰說的?”742Please respect copyright.PENANARiBFtV01Fg
742Please respect copyright.PENANAK6i1Vzgdpz
“是XXX和我講的。他說你找他幫忙買假髮。”742Please respect copyright.PENANAqbhNide2nG
742Please respect copyright.PENANA06Pk1G1gyi
“啊!是呀!…………”我心裡實在氣得爆炸。742Please respect copyright.PENANAr2VdKQOwla
742Please respect copyright.PENANAqZXue1JgXQ
XXX即是我當時最要好的朋友。742Please respect copyright.PENANA7MgAseTxUU
742Please respect copyright.PENANAfPX3Ayo1SI
我被出賣了。742Please respect copyright.PENANAkYJBXihTos
742Please respect copyright.PENANAhht3keSQj6
那一刻我很想親手殺了他。742Please respect copyright.PENANATxVoWWL3h1
742Please respect copyright.PENANALFBG3Bw7Hk
他將我人生中最大的秘密當成茶餘飯後的話題,隨便跟別人說。742Please respect copyright.PENANANdBjbLOPbr
742Please respect copyright.PENANAR52M3TlLYx
此人不可再相信。742Please respect copyright.PENANAXUaXovNUUe
742Please respect copyright.PENANAumNvvIDOrP
在雙重打擊後,我深深感到她的存在將會把我的生活搞得一團糟。742Please respect copyright.PENANAyjmQPFa1PG
742Please respect copyright.PENANA7VZFFSuHkF
是以,我做了一個決定。742Please respect copyright.PENANAvl9P4onvQY
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一切要重回正軌。742Please respect copyright.PENANAsV3fsSqeld
742Please respect copyright.PENANAyB12t0kbBf
“你只會令我帶來混亂,不幸。請你不要再出來了。我要做回一個正常人。”我對她說。742Please respect copyright.PENANA6EM7ihVN8Q
742Please respect copyright.PENANAQFrU7aGest
我將她封印在內心的最深處。742Please respect copyright.PENANAkjirA0HDoX
742Please respect copyright.PENANAcrlzZWkQhA
被關在牢中,再也沒機會出來。742Please respect copyright.PENANAEExsEzq3Wk
742Please respect copyright.PENANA2LV7ukE2E4
如果可以,我希望完全抹殺她的意識。742Please respect copyright.PENANA0enplQx6FF
742Please respect copyright.PENANAEsPnU9v0Dh
但我發覺這是没有可能的,她已是我的一部分了……742Please respect copyright.PENANAx1WtDFE1Ix
742Please respect copyright.PENANA6uaG66nhOZ
自此以後,我都刻意避開鏡中的自己。我很怕再次看見她。而假髮也被我狠心丢了。742Please respect copyright.PENANAD9ixL335sn
742Please respect copyright.PENANAbjHQtUwKmr
至於那個出賣我的朋友,我總算是看清楚他的真面目。雖然我沒有和他絕交,但以後我都不找他了。742Please respect copyright.PENANACx1KOtD7pt
742Please respect copyright.PENANABnlPq8W1i3
而我扮女人的事朋友們都當我在說笑,並没有認真看待。742Please respect copyright.PENANAOSBBQTKUmX
742Please respect copyright.PENANAJM4K5bkV9t
事件真的告一段落。742Please respect copyright.PENANAjrYQSSF8y2
742Please respect copyright.PENANA2j3alx0p41
時值深秋,其實我也不記得那是不是秋天了,畢竟已經是九年前的事……742Please respect copyright.PENANA1Q1J8dFG3Q
但當時心情確是如秋天一樣,時冷時暖,百般滋味在心頭。742Please respect copyright.PENANA6n9gzGfcvC
742Please respect copyright.PENANAiK01PQkFH3
幸好有預科在大量消耗精神,我總算可以忘掉過去,專心應付考試。742Please respect copyright.PENANAj17588W6pL
742Please respect copyright.PENANAvorSeptW0F
在中學至現在,我連一個女朋友也識不到。原因是在女生面前我緊張得失去肌肉協調能力,只會一聲不響地站着。我真的很不懂得和異性相處。742Please respect copyright.PENANAQDzJhgRuQO
742Please respect copyright.PENANAbsyVz93LgQ
我常常希望自己是女生,這樣就算怕羞也没問題了。因為男生是會主動出擊呀!742Please respect copyright.PENANAvZbBFDvmlZ
742Please respect copyright.PENANABBCt0B7gyD
待續742Please respect copyright.PENANAx45wARlXB5