買到假髮了!我感動地望着那束烏黑的長髮。713Please respect copyright.PENANAv8yXGRMVOT
713Please respect copyright.PENANAcyVrhwv1j4
在全屋只剩下自己的時候,我終於把它戴到頭上去。713Please respect copyright.PENANAOTUhILrJJs
713Please respect copyright.PENANAXc5XWW7GKX
趕緊看看鏡中的我。713Please respect copyright.PENANAABGhqy90Q9
713Please respect copyright.PENANAww3RKwkv4A
那感覺…………很差勁!713Please respect copyright.PENANAHDpLdY30qd
713Please respect copyright.PENANA0bJ9DtQbbo
頭髮跟面形完全不配合,看上去像位大嬸似的。713Please respect copyright.PENANAKQC8TZ2SOi
713Please respect copyright.PENANA14A3saw4DK
?!?!?!?!?!?!?!713Please respect copyright.PENANA05l7hQnw4w
713Please respect copyright.PENANACfctVXrlgL
難道我不適合留長髮?713Please respect copyright.PENANAZYoPnLG0kc
713Please respect copyright.PENANAadn3fe3cKz
所謂一做做到底,我把心一橫把妹妹的校服拿在手中。713Please respect copyright.PENANANanG3xZu3d
713Please respect copyright.PENANAmtRpBRp0AN
或許我穿了校服會有改善?713Please respect copyright.PENANAxdDrgURu61
713Please respect copyright.PENANAj6nrBGo5zU
總之我就很噁心地換上了妹妹的校服。713Please respect copyright.PENANAf6iNCgXS3G
713Please respect copyright.PENANATfqlGluzbB
我人生第一次穿上裙子。713Please respect copyright.PENANAm3Bh8sz7Af
713Please respect copyright.PENANAA7EqnRfflX
那感覺很特別,雙腳涼凉的,很没安全感。713Please respect copyright.PENANApwfPXH92hM
713Please respect copyright.PENANAdnKTLi7T8v
不過,穿上裙的我只是一個穿校服裙的大嬸。713Please respect copyright.PENANAxHyDXUs63m
713Please respect copyright.PENANADwGJt6xWm2
不可能的…………明明是很可愛,為什麼會變成這樣?713Please respect copyright.PENANAlQQkR7RHo6
713Please respect copyright.PENANA1JIusNcAtW
應該是漂亮的姐姐才對……713Please respect copyright.PENANAl8rjxbWa77
713Please respect copyright.PENANAe9S9lhLBXP
腦海萌生可怕的念頭。713Please respect copyright.PENANAEcx7qMv2k5
713Please respect copyright.PENANAyS22Lz3r2i
難不成我之前看到的全是幻覺?這是我一直害怕擔心的事情。現在終於出現了……713Please respect copyright.PENANAzE8WxSZoGl
713Please respect copyright.PENANAw3LnerbKFW
所謂情人眼裡出西施,會不會我只是一個普通的樣衰宅男,而她只是我想像出來的幻象?如果真的是這樣,我不就是思覺失調?!這樣一點意思也没有。為了証明由中三至今的一切不是主觀的幻想,而是客觀事實,只要我戴上假髮並進行拍照就可以了。713Please respect copyright.PENANAjmEQaXJFHA
713Please respect copyright.PENANAnmPWDVnRvf
但……此時此刻卻是殘酷的天使,不……是殘酷的現實。713Please respect copyright.PENANAs9D9e8Xdpo
713Please respect copyright.PENANA5i0dN71dOp
我失望透了。心似被鐵柱貫穿着,極度痛苦卻哭不出來。713Please respect copyright.PENANAWfDtjUWUfW
713Please respect copyright.PENANA3MYEOVSmyj
傷心的我把假髮除下來,將它藏入衣櫃深處。713Please respect copyright.PENANAKmG1k5Cm68
713Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qhz6AgLCW
就當我認為告一段落的時候,又有另一種衝擊出現了。713Please respect copyright.PENANAiYsqG68qME
713Please respect copyright.PENANAClNA8bFKMd
過了幾天,一位同班的朋友突然問我:你在扮女人嗎?713Please respect copyright.PENANA8fxVggIneD
713Please respect copyright.PENANAw7hTfjYL2t
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………713Please respect copyright.PENANAY3TQb7D5wH
713Please respect copyright.PENANAHYGQQ6i4iX
713Please respect copyright.PENANAXz7Q2n6AT6
我腦中一片空白,一時反應不來。713Please respect copyright.PENANA77DWwND0qh
713Please respect copyright.PENANAXbMSBQuasG
為什麼他會知道?還有其他人知道嗎?713Please respect copyright.PENANACSJfox1bRg
713Please respect copyright.PENANAHdPcpw7A6q
“我……只是玩玩下,開玩笑的,哈哈!”我勉強糊混過去。“你是聽誰說的?”713Please respect copyright.PENANAt8Y05iqMhk
713Please respect copyright.PENANAh8r9qyx0cT
“是XXX和我講的。他說你找他幫忙買假髮。”713Please respect copyright.PENANAH6xrJrPXLm
713Please respect copyright.PENANAghraHNB4qb
“啊!是呀!…………”我心裡實在氣得爆炸。713Please respect copyright.PENANAvj5ChtMSZ7
713Please respect copyright.PENANAHxgbSxi8Cx
XXX即是我當時最要好的朋友。713Please respect copyright.PENANAaMWLhxW6vV
713Please respect copyright.PENANAUpVYlcyIBq
我被出賣了。713Please respect copyright.PENANACIXcGeQ9KX
713Please respect copyright.PENANA7lgHW0Ya1J
那一刻我很想親手殺了他。713Please respect copyright.PENANA1aoBRRTPzf
713Please respect copyright.PENANAz7w25x245n
他將我人生中最大的秘密當成茶餘飯後的話題,隨便跟別人說。713Please respect copyright.PENANA4UVnBMp4dc
713Please respect copyright.PENANAKHKaxjTudi
此人不可再相信。713Please respect copyright.PENANAKoiVID3n9F
713Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0I5zSXl2u
在雙重打擊後,我深深感到她的存在將會把我的生活搞得一團糟。713Please respect copyright.PENANAHOtgp5pRcU
713Please respect copyright.PENANAXzvMoY81iF
是以,我做了一個決定。713Please respect copyright.PENANA6epoDu88tX
713Please respect copyright.PENANAOC8dZFAT4p
一切要重回正軌。713Please respect copyright.PENANAxvTk2ecIBO
713Please respect copyright.PENANAUXhg1Tt423
“你只會令我帶來混亂,不幸。請你不要再出來了。我要做回一個正常人。”我對她說。713Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y6yq5NbTJ
713Please respect copyright.PENANAcKOdzfdfR5
我將她封印在內心的最深處。713Please respect copyright.PENANAgnXRNS0Hkq
713Please respect copyright.PENANATKlwHtgCfl
被關在牢中,再也沒機會出來。713Please respect copyright.PENANAq3fVlhfKwx
713Please respect copyright.PENANAQHts6BhkaB
如果可以,我希望完全抹殺她的意識。713Please respect copyright.PENANA6HxeZA4DQH
713Please respect copyright.PENANAolSn1lLsTt
但我發覺這是没有可能的,她已是我的一部分了……713Please respect copyright.PENANAPkyXzlJjLV
713Please respect copyright.PENANA9hDywKZ9gm
自此以後,我都刻意避開鏡中的自己。我很怕再次看見她。而假髮也被我狠心丢了。713Please respect copyright.PENANAnG4bhfO55F
713Please respect copyright.PENANAfjZEa3tqyf
至於那個出賣我的朋友,我總算是看清楚他的真面目。雖然我沒有和他絕交,但以後我都不找他了。713Please respect copyright.PENANAipTTIMmFTB
713Please respect copyright.PENANA1syGXscjkq
而我扮女人的事朋友們都當我在說笑,並没有認真看待。713Please respect copyright.PENANAOVbt9yV6u3
713Please respect copyright.PENANAWTCJW94Pw6
事件真的告一段落。713Please respect copyright.PENANAovEgrFvJ1K
713Please respect copyright.PENANAClUxjBz6S1
時值深秋,其實我也不記得那是不是秋天了,畢竟已經是九年前的事……713Please respect copyright.PENANAI9qbDzixrt
但當時心情確是如秋天一樣,時冷時暖,百般滋味在心頭。713Please respect copyright.PENANAJOuIyOLPxp
713Please respect copyright.PENANAb7uL0n3UjT
幸好有預科在大量消耗精神,我總算可以忘掉過去,專心應付考試。713Please respect copyright.PENANA2FCdoTJdfa
713Please respect copyright.PENANAkxu32hmD1A
在中學至現在,我連一個女朋友也識不到。原因是在女生面前我緊張得失去肌肉協調能力,只會一聲不響地站着。我真的很不懂得和異性相處。713Please respect copyright.PENANA4OYdVUE4el
713Please respect copyright.PENANAM12aFq288Z
我常常希望自己是女生,這樣就算怕羞也没問題了。因為男生是會主動出擊呀!713Please respect copyright.PENANARQcxv8GXzO
713Please respect copyright.PENANAcucItopIjg
待續713Please respect copyright.PENANAFeaalTbULs