「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6JK2Qb5Cr
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBsYbFFlCs
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBkxvk8VUy
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幼小我的父母就離異，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCPJwsMFYK
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKcavXwTGq
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對母親的記憶還是有，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XcQqt5ldU
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記得她很常酗酒，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SD7d5wsRJ
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後來的日子，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5RgWNp7rb
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwvJ7wac5Y
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忙於工作的他，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35HVupOcaF
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnXjQ23UYn
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到了上課時間再直接上課，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z9Ys94JHa
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawQWeIivDO
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmn8n2e6oi
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jVW0GPfK9
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOAxSA7Iir
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4pVO3gOOZ
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父親工作的地方不一定，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXMZ0HDfmT
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輾轉的換了三所小學，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf6KtlUuNu
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaIrjb0CSR
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他開始會喜怒無常，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx0rFj5jQp
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhtRwrT3GO
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXclCoJX5cV
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很小我就與異性交往，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP1VqWm1Gi
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzBZBI09Im
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnSioNN0FA
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfQIrPySNw
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我會睡在工地，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGZG6S8Nry
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRirifC3dg
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhnXmq3enQ
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mJBuwWJ4g
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他開始會講貶低的話語，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiuWia8ej3
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那些原本用來工作的用具，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJdFLlg7B9
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NtnGdX5J4
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD0yhXJ5KQ
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z9Su1MSsi
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBfXGMwTYp
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要我轉告給老師，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJMYdVT7pI
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjokpjyHsD
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhg5QIAa0o
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q9iKtZeVQ
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCvpiIBpBP
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細細去回想每個片段，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoS6ErctGW
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI2rOVaBQ3
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby6VKpUR9I
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa7T2UZEl6
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jytPcV2X7
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tYmOzkwmU
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrbJCrBLII
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeVbAsQJac
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDykbGTKuC
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn2kQiUWXf
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3V6MHYsFg
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nuqVLUhoP
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正準備吃下第一口時，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywLrEbcisU
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUteujEOitu
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdRikRnzc1
