I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyGEMsilcN
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM9lGyZ6r2
I sit around wishing you well360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EZvNSlCoY
How I'm craving you360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BgJkJ9YEu
Every time I'm near you360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiyvp6JXLU
I always wanna swallow you down360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sem8yR7qc
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh73CbZvfg9
I'll need you here360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtEtEfVxH7
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxTGo3Eorm
Why is it every day360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJeOOzbwKE
That I feel the pain?360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVURKKhkEDd
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdSFynNYtE
Where were you when I was down?360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgbTq4AAsX
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUjS2AmMfj
And my soul mate lives in your body360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMQFhm7z5a
I can't get you out of my head360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡophVFuvlKY
It never goes away
In my life,360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKsaLNphED
I'll need you here360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv37O5M5Oll
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO9DyI6DHk
In your eyes,360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHLCby7Lhv
You can bid me farewell360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WTuPAmlss
Don't ever try to understand my situation360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejMr9vhaHP
Why is it every day360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LJq8ozJIu
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb36A9gMmqv
When I'm looking for love360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFltKsLwyJ
Always seem to be regretting it360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmQhann2sg
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
ns216.73.216.176da2
