花語：遇見幸福
邂逅總是突如其來，防不勝防。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1lhOtS7Ev
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqa64Bwh0t
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqsleAQudh
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3TK2TUntU
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNmqXIvV90
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwTMhXxtpv
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaxRcnvfOx
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IUTQdRGij
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcyog8uhsM
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPhBpHjYYL
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實在太超現實啦！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTmvFdQ16y
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL4id92wJy
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真矛盾。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiouQR5JITx
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLgeuRJvZi
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa044R3wJeG
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很完美的人生吧？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsFrolptXG
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEL1p4Rvbq
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjS6Puw9kg
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr94JM5vri
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錯了。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjgWo9wyAa
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完全錯了。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3jl9JYIyC
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr99kaYMK7u
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7j8Q2OQ0h
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTMOxuBSee
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqvzMkfyTy
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsAG8QumAR
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會死掉嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vBDDMbQbW
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沒所謂。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvdxMdwAYD
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBg5k0bqYp
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaplZUBJ1CE
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvFfB0CH9L
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKNtD54sWQ
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54WRPyu4PK
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兩手是空空如也。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj5jTAPXp2
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS25hKrqtoA
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS8vUekgyM
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ6XN8DxWD
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOrR2VtCJX
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSFuar3xXV
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hNIGBUIGU
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxQU2ubAiF
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假如……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHsHp2CanX
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvHXbBK1zI
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGIpjz7lSV
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuJJfhTolX
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO7tR5Zz0O
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcs6e5aoQK
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcKQZTd5BL
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1BPlk6J1U
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaez9UiTiq
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我真的活著嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iqPUZM29g
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFEfy2NSEY
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdRBS5nNUn
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjIbm6LYHd
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB9PCEj3vP
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很可怕。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp8WjW0mSO
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E3cnqeaeD
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSumukcZxt
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1QqUZvu7W
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT50cA0EQO
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmptMkjeTSh
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9TVJe7HFj
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「妳怎麼了？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcq4g9mATg
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUbBYUetCa
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「看起來很痛……」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hYVps5sT1
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqyGquiY5X
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「來，打起精神吧！」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybTm42u1P6
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNhcm3vTBJ
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafkiRH3KJ8
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAhUOW0q9o
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到了哪兒去？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKqNDkjXJi
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayu69vjN7M
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItKsAMbnkw
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJQmqUF76q
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu74iPIZYLF
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MgMqygtp0
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為什麼呢？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTHWiEGXZc
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTuZzX5ufG
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1pvDELgX5
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vV8sGOC2q
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嗯……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxmnbddQZL
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBsZsitTrq
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1t88wJqVl
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmqDmMXQCn
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDcRPKnCqi
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYoOQ0UUjX
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47lM2aCiSz
不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNBdCFB3P9
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從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak53FohZ9N
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTSUFzHWxz
後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7NPyUfZLZ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WWQjzVMOk
少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8xjiFkGMp
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyqH6HELRa
「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVGYNDM4Jj
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxkmxAC9e7
「有很多東西。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TXBImCrg9
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi0DgC43ou
「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOHO0xzZUK
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I0oOx2CfJ
沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gh3OYlWLv
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB3dzcWTpE
沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz1IN8K60K
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8enS3ka276
「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9nNPWa7w5
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXnHKNi39b
「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlqmzQhn4x
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwS5ODoJOA
「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTINxWZsQX
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsnftKIpf6
微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0WmXZKVyc
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdYfJnqrzh
我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWDzTKKxJx
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIqE3HOR6U
「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLel0L2Z0Kn
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDCtIf34C7
見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkboghG9vaE
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNWwqiyMC0
這是我第一次自己作出決定。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB7NDoWqlo
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdzAT4Ia5M
由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmjS7aIAnJ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16XpHSjo3i
仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJeDhdkA2y
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAUUVDT6Z1
是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2CGpOVMqz
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGjmvzPntf
啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjWfYfSJ2f
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlOr3f1kBZ
嗚——631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQqG86NlGZ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaueXHBFu9x
警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVw5zSCALj
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGo9SzjK7E
開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrlHaXKSIb
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvh1MjTGfY
「妳還真是……」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6KRBp5r4e
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEXnL9qvnF
好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cGSquY3i0
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaxFDCp2pt
用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ihX9VUkeg
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViIloyIquC
「有想去的地方嗎？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaSSxb5ROA
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTt4OBeQdl
「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6MGZD3NBZ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7McrMqhGl
「沒問題。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiuyERRsNX
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDUJam6qCq
穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnxmQgXInY
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE0b4YRvPg
來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5A4OBKkYk
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoRNaYYSKn
凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkxS46ide5
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhZgB3Flve
「喂！」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xNyKhs9dH
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMJwodhaN5
正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WinjqvQs4
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy72sNr19AS
可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLXIAIl5uo
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYFgzzznpg
「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRTcl43iGu
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h4TiF7Lls
「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ2WTwTT1H
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj7EmxVeZC
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10IEWZpCqe
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU0RM3NKea
之後要如何是好？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVFd4RfyLn
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v9YUZjYs6
我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptiUUMzr0H
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iYps5xEsv
「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqbkXROtYE
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN4oeeBjwt
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3kI1rn3kV
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMs0KsLOH7
轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJPoWr6pLp
沒有要拆下的樣子。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41zCWQcsme
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYll8EQ3c5u
「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmrf3cUmVN
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD71gO55aS
藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA2rBVbFLN
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYNhNHlKll
「送給妳。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8VsGwyPdX
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXJqbijjA4
「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAwLrKVsQc
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvak7Ylvsc
不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4quvkSWNA
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlS86ZyYHo
我好像不太懂他……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq4q424AiD
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHULHoJ8NUS
接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT0wzpotxM
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16UPhwY9C0
「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVt25u93A5
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6x7wVtNOz
我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAotxO0STjc
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPffIPSGkO4
「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsEeLbXANh
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAt7RvYeYC
「戰爭？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3n8zWgpIS
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPVXlgyrJL
我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGiJ7IvL4S
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKkaM7NOU4
「其實我……」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLZRYcMwhx
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJqwg1wuuN
嘶——631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTvYkJTwV4
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIy0R9roYr
刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwmhRlZxQh
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGNH9l2RhJ
少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgFbg6AOsc
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ3vwERRah
「爸、爸爸……」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwsCpchtIu
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu1L6aHHIk
為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsp9PAiIkf
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGcWl2l86m
「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmpnX04At6
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmv923gbFox
「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFZFZJWthk
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEeufTdJPq
糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kRHtLmHk4
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWYxVfp4Ch
我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnqeclrj1x
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbSpGUPSKC
「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59DH8yz11B
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe54u3K90eL
或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZREYxOLY5q
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWP40Wbj4V
「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8nSqBTpNU
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5ikwIlnrG
順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIfGttS9FO
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVWV0YGKhU
我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIiZgCKjJs
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP0jjTXpi6
美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuafRGbMGZ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLMC0APAfH
那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9ZjMLsfZY
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8OdDIwELX
感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigRTp5FH7g
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uzncp2JAM
沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNLPadkfWS
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqQEKvG8FG
沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6PEuBsdtu
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqlqEBTygE
然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUuhb8q7QY
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BK00gtv9g
咚！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqmqMOQLGz
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf78WXXplTa
是什麼聲？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy6unZdq4n
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZmHnDvo7h
我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qA5baHK8y
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvvu45Nako
心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezel3kY50g
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlIDxlxC0c
「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb10J981p9f
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjDcrECpUE
看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqS3o0RmMw
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMcnvjQCyK
「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIq2abktUx
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiaogZ0Gxi
以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8m77eiUxc
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgFVeYN2hE
現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ9n7G3swO
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ospHsTjj3
盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j8936OHzR
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSpA6RDgEO
糟糕！被發現了吧！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSu3eQAFRv
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiljTAfoHa
「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjIvTzW0E6
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41kFXLJeoZ
「謝謝你，還有再見。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTyXjImsB1
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsZS4aCkMj
我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00d8H7Q6b4
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpsA2Dsu3C
我回望窗台，他已經不見了。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1pEkVAzgV
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRABK2lrf6a
這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4XDvYHJDU
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUdNJ70jYb
「不要上飛機」。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojAWHQ8BuG
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqOj9ngkVY
沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl26w29KvJ7
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHL2377Huj
是他寫的嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguvU9ZLJ0Y
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflvj00wHgf
將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmVyRmu9nf
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr4EXCZPTx
輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyPj1tX5xC
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ4zhA1ICn
沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznkm2aqs7v
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXZPAKAG91
將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMTGiTJrSQ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFjzHPYDIr
「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0IpiUXKKF
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyVCwPrRuD
「……那快點走。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2EWfnHn4W
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeoPyDjIxb
他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9V4HtsEIs
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPsGwiFPIB
我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xANrfNe79
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEI8a7SOOT
只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphKwQBGbe6
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9ON1YbQpC
緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVSDV0msdw
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zLJ2OSk1X
「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnOVoJkc3A
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOzR8kFGzd
爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c4eLikQox
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR68Xw48V13
「拿著。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4ithnChcb
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvObdjySSAi
「唔。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKviXxTWrc
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8eZjG6GY4
接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NxQaaHwRJ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL1I6hm1qN
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIql8L5jbSQ
我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yqi1EwTkl
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj23XoVO8o
只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gTvuEN0Gu
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSY5Tvk2Ou
爸媽真的不愛我嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmY5fvsq3u
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWTJJkynsh
踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMFDiApsEg
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbkKTEVPPh
很懷念。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZNyN9MANu
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtcIdrGH3Y
不過一切都要完結了。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKIRWudTX7
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO9pSaudfB
飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSzYwLAPUf
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBnpgifVdZ
在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj1juGza6U
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SzsDF8pG1
「不要上飛機」。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi2cwJvNw5
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y50g2EaXY
為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwgUtkCnqA
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEDhk2cRuT
轟！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ9YhpIip6
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga0JI5DFF9
忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKpIRWnZaD
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEPlDEVvcO
「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UfHNlSvBT
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PA7Kekdq3
「爸爸……」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZqfBShp5M
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DFVOG6Cj1
「什麼都別說。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorF496zNcA
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKG55bro9M
正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg2eSOgUUr
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0MHHmGxkp
只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwBVs4VrgJ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTapXO8Dy6s
爸爸？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoN9Kpzmw4
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujfTzW2R3T
爸爸在哪兒？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYonVo4Ppf
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWEMggj9Sn
很痛啊！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWxHbnqZXC
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fk8LKxIO9
我動不到，連指頭也動不了……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1K68xv5wx
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQCV70QO2B
意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh3obLswqp
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq49bMVBwZC
「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6I6bhJ72w
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiYUKZRFKJ
語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
