花語：遇見幸福
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrYXxDaTqt
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZCjZB3JCi
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxooCdcPsQX
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWgtVZpExR
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQb4qKI70J
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5YphglE4F
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYfvFtIwOB
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM2yQSTGRU
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVInbKobMl
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實在太超現實啦！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR4bFHAqHS
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcJvUXad8z
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真矛盾。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gKX78JYuT
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjvpgOrtq7
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NxheTcfH2
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很完美的人生吧？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngxRr6VTtW
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoibX1w5nsx
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRUgxBftku
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xA8zYKmUd
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錯了。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHeSvnZ5Wf
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完全錯了。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdan0hjl2km
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIA5N8eWw4
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrCw9V8gjg
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBBfKDlBeJ
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GDex1oNwc
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDO8EefxD3
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會死掉嗎？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRHMyO98fv
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沒所謂。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwRqhHEZ9M
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSunx4I0n8Y
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY7qsirbbb
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwqe6SwqNQ
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvZS8Wd91T
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5Zasnk1ej
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兩手是空空如也。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA8IG2FrN4
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJskthrorV
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvXzEOiC0T
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHsrRDLoGS
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aY9EzxbSi
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczqmmp98Oj
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ipyP5R9dt
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx6hWZdB9J
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假如……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QmYB5JKCd
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h9jEmkuyi
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkseg4nTIom
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrntCgynx3H
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCublYuJsH
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROm2UO5aMS
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKy39ifxwl
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug3JWpBglA
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqiP4UzQz1
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我真的活著嗎？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOelIwYR66
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JpKgIGs17
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKLJIbnHjV
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGhbo0Joks
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcMmFyFHKi
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很可怕。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid9JgNUww1
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYfWZzWJGq
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kHA2f2XE0
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkcCq2BXAl
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKWBtF6BZc
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamrxIXBXUi
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQlg3DjW2O
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「妳怎麼了？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwtgnUVKqr
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4fLnR6YPa
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「看起來很痛……」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOOEGXOXEd
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyKzcHg1RW
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「來，打起精神吧！」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRFt3O13Ca
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhxbvp3YOV
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty30TaK3hq
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJi9KoGzRh
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到了哪兒去？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiloQSwbzA7
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F063U3aNX
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X2quv5lzh
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrplwWS77I1
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriQBfLS5WN
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeIdnfPNXX
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為什麼呢？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH1BBFMsQu
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCfitnG147
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzeTDPVQXT
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaScZRBdDJ5
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嗯……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4JErhjojS
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uMv7O4gKd
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp5dJE7jbk
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCL84odVpC
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAApkqeViQ
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNDM6L0Mlo
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不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8rn9xXARe
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從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqReR7gQw9X
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xzDHx7trY
後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzEaHByP0G
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CP4dhKsi2
少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwBLK4Ks8J
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs1SBogpX8
「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzttUb18sSS
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCWf74XijX
「有很多東西。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nRDVbVKI4
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZCsXODsT2
「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2XwQfMV54
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbFpYE0OT2
沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg7nRXLhQL
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXbTTPZu4r
沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxxAa0rS0K
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BI7Essj0z
「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTlOlIJiYS
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXR0QIB18M1
「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C9qSIdPIx
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16l9mwNJS3
「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK9j8Vtyc3
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhzhjbCGsI
微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPlfkBuJHQ
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMqEGLtKr8
我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDndHK7Ukbp
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeQfUFVuPQ
「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNOULcH3A8
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3iFs39NwQ
見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WrBvU0Fsj
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMWR3tqp55
這是我第一次自己作出決定。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vVb5yWBCZ
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYU8eJdxhd
由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q2IHaKdEJ
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pHZa2lrNB
仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEWqx5Bkdz
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWFColX0uP
是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhOvIahOSe
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2cE081JYZ
啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHv8c7A2nl
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCOycmWyaL
嗚——641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI1sxVOFwf
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixoQmDRnsm
警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazrRKe70YN
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE12OTvOCLx
開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5R5SuVyy2
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9Vg5T0wZM
「妳還真是……」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4J3Yv8uiY
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX77jltZojZ
好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4FyNCkBhc
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u7ICllzPS
用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlu8GtyMhF
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQIqaXbnEF
「有想去的地方嗎？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOJhrjIfOB
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdT8bEviq5
「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX9X8l4Emv
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWCgmSXndC
「沒問題。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMtHBoNSzA
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtSXQBWbBY
穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DZkNtQS4X
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xnQLOC3NT
來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExMBW3vRVz
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcJkZVbq4A
凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLQMkWgbt1
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl4fI1dCHx
「喂！」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJznW8LWrC
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTWOOi2RHr
正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZSgttcfHM
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWQpObPaqN
可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMKBPX3lrX
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsi5aPbSDT
「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcTg4T3CPg
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u5YccpHQb
「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVBC3FhKND
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxOEjQIHaI
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsyz6cwM1H
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznlC6eQ0D8
之後要如何是好？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYvX5YfEpB
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeCyRAd4Ty
我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvSZnnC7Pv
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM7IFk8ifu
「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7O9iaRhYo
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hDliLPX0G
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwNgsiGLJ8
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZg8EspT0J
轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3an2GNRQH3
沒有要拆下的樣子。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwynxO671xj
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAd2oKfvij
「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh21b1cgCZi
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmOGlcmOis
藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAlEoGYVsE
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu6PpJEQj6
「送給妳。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCiyortqI7
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVfdDs4JXm
「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNlrQwjL7d
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmhYUL12RE
不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA71YnHZSRY
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnX3CAgIx0
我好像不太懂他……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjURLgziqP
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ2CsZDpEq
接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4rCWtiWJr
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02Ol83ixvs
「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReUppT1mC3
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8rJBlIz3M
我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjP2GM9wRF
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3rit8lg9G
「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZngNL1OZ3o
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs5hIcafZ8
「戰爭？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeY2GzXUIB
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCDd0FBjF1
我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUdku2QvUg
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiHBWYl21y
「其實我……」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMEr98PpkV
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwdPhSMA6X
嘶——641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhE2dx96I5
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3isf93tc4
刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaafSnsIwex
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9tvyCSkx9
少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAX9R1CQMcY
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKdEg0RmGH
「爸、爸爸……」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGphLBgb48m
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為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYyu5vb6hC
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzcgmrLVx9
「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJXIMZniF9
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1Ow4mTk9B
「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRjW5NtJIk
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpl5yym94Y
糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZceva4gTvZ
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU12S54wq66
我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcTZ1q2vks
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSKfp9OGBK
「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6HsRILRFo
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkiVFp44hg
或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiur1MyKv3t
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2w55vGBV2
「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5LYoY2etY
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZOYLmNNxp
順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaCwq1yT8o
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzSfKeDC8z
我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXIjYQYbTF
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4aVbhqZkp
美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJCrdFPz5H
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX82NY93zE
那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuDomYGl1k
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2V2inyMoZ
感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ESVWkrinP
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x0gcoNPxw
沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9f3m0eI9a
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgGC9AXVSk
沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iLjjom5tW
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然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3qKJRWF1T
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZcmGYIIuu
咚！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX2JUWQNe1
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhosBGAVSt
是什麼聲？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6tcNhx6oS
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh7Sz6Ed5h
我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1qoVdK592
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLGsFwfaKA
心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO061pgKag
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「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruRTi7yXxE
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看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyTxwRlg5p
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「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScPPbJXpsA
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以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWwVfOAsQk
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現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNLBALkJ63
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyn7rKtq7w
盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ997A0invMQ
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糟糕！被發現了吧！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0stysdWOn
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「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86Ts6jO7ru
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「謝謝你，還有再見。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjovFOn0Psg
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTYmpNgnp5
我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAHtvuNRet
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs56ao3C77m
我回望窗台，他已經不見了。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hlu579KPU
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUzndXtmn5
這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyGahYno0f
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「不要上飛機」。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVNSpKhQ4J
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBhwzDNZ2N
沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2TeAhLaiK
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是他寫的嗎？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMOSzTAuWU
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4DQJnz8SP
將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlV9c7wiYN0
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IhQC8NFsD
輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9TUulLanE
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沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwJkRpVuNm
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將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oqSPzLjJC
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「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA7OvzmQOa
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「……那快點走。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73QIRhcTZN
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他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAahVB4bb6D
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我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyMA9BcZ3M
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只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCz3UMIh4f
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緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwyBGxy4wI
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「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfXZUPBSbR
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTB0AzrvRi
爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj5jckwc7V
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「拿著。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AwEiPtALj
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「唔。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgt22xgRSX
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接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxynBM4p0Z
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我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrTwPGDYl2
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只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtYqdaagCa
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爸媽真的不愛我嗎？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqiBs5vrKX
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踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2INwdBfQD
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很懷念。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKlRQeRkDY
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不過一切都要完結了。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9BIMZgTHa
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飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYhZsYdrcK
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在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRhYqy2Rk8
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「不要上飛機」。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8ShSXSXG8
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為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ922yNHvU8N
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轟！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM8jfHWido
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忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h5GzN3N6W
641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNgLFwc9TE
「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxPx2H1RJ5
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「爸爸……」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ITlGtww3O
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「什麼都別說。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqX46obTEY
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正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIl1kysrXF
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只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZRt8tIoBV
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爸爸？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtQfvmadzT
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爸爸在哪兒？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQd2D5cjUv
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很痛啊！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPY3oFjQml
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我動不到，連指頭也動不了……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWZgf4sOw6
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意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdRmmgjUVE
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「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqZoSdpzC7
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語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
