花語:在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱
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相遇的那天,是在晴空萬里的青空下。368Please respect copyright.PENANAw7mtOcDFa7
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一直無法出門的我,偶爾地發現她的存在。她總是獨自一人,靜靜地仰望天際。遠看就像是久被困住的鳥兒,突然被放生到世界,反而顯得不知所措。368Please respect copyright.PENANALkoaaY3bS7
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為何我會知道?我也不懂得。只知大家心中的聲音,也會流到我的耳內。即使我想聽,還是不希望知道的事,我都能夠接收到。368Please respect copyright.PENANApWvTfmeSrY
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籠外的她,與籠中的我,相似又不同。368Please respect copyright.PENANAhJpRMcaHFY
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我渴望天空的自由,同時又害怕未知的方向。不奢求得到翅膀飛翔,願能如蒲公英般隨風而去。相對在外面的她,我無法聽到其心底之言,唯一感受到的是「虛無」。368Please respect copyright.PENANASUj4jFmo0u
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為什麼?為什麼?疑惑的感覺在心中盤旋。368Please respect copyright.PENANAy1jsUYQr5s
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接著,我聽到她哼唱著一首歌。溫柔且堅強的歌聲,使我沉醉其中。368Please respect copyright.PENANAl7WTRCaDOS
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或許是想打發無盡的時間,我每天都來到窗前,注視著她佇足的位置。她的身影比任何事物更清晰,也更孤單。368Please respect copyright.PENANAWS5C57ismn
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不論晴雨,她還是一動不動地站在那兒。是在等人嗎?368Please respect copyright.PENANA1IxPLA5mll
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想要走近她,可是我不能離開這房間。368Please respect copyright.PENANALpkGDfhFz0
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聽!爸媽又在為我的事而吵架了……368Please respect copyright.PENANA9iy7lxViFn
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「——到底要我等多久?多少年了呀!」368Please respect copyright.PENANAr8VUHmkxs8
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「那又有什麼法子……」368Please respect copyright.PENANAoktJzFkTMy
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「夠了!」368Please respect copyright.PENANAlcK1oFaKPk
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沒有止境的爭吵,叫人感到煩擾。其實我也很希望制止他們,可是我始終沒法子踏出房間……而我的呼叫聲,也無法傳到他們的耳內。368Please respect copyright.PENANATHuvwlV7eU
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曾經想像這是幸福的家庭,能圍在一起吃飯,笑說每天發生的大小事情。然而不存在的東西,全都是空想,我只能在這裡慢慢枯萎。368Please respect copyright.PENANAGhXRot5hbF
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想到這點,我的心被刺得很痛。或許如母親所說,乾脆把生命之線切斷,還比較輕鬆。可惜這不是我能夠自主的選項,有時間儘管再努力,也不是能夠依從意願而行。368Please respect copyright.PENANAK5jfJIAvad
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沈甸甸的擠壓感,使我只想靜靜地沉眠,所以這天我沒有到窗前,等待她的到來。368Please respect copyright.PENANAJmj87V4mzq
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漫長的睡眠中,編織不出夢境,只有伸手不見五指的漆黑。沒有半點光華到訪,我的身體溶化其中。唯獨心臟依然在跳動,才證明我還是生存。368Please respect copyright.PENANABMhrbFBbKZ
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不知不覺間我再次醒來,慣性來到窗前眺望外界……咦?她去了哪兒?我看看時鐘,更是感到莫名。平常這個時間,她就會在那兒啊。368Please respect copyright.PENANAPI8uyNY8rW
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難道是生病了?我站在窗前一動不動,擔心錯過了她出現的時機。然,到了日落西山的時份,她還是沒有出現。368Please respect copyright.PENANAjvwIxkdAsW
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待在這牢籠中,被虛無所噬。眾多的線束縛著的軀殼,絲毫不能挪移的痛苦,有誰能夠援救如此的我?368Please respect copyright.PENANAdVFgBPDlfJ
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即使在窗前抬頭,天空還是離我很遠。368Please respect copyright.PENANAL8api9hNnj
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「為何還不起來?」368Please respect copyright.PENANAGZP6wzUwVj
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「我已受夠了!」368Please respect copyright.PENANAvlRPNHYnCS
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「住嘴!」368Please respect copyright.PENANAmWyfXcfTzd
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一天、兩天、三天、四天……時間變得比往常更漫長。吵耳的爭執持續,對她的思念,燃起了一份欲望——「我要出去」。368Please respect copyright.PENANAvoLuEWb9OM
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無法與人接觸的我,對她生出單向的感情。這是妄想過渡,而在她顯出我的理想嗎?沒差,反正這份感情,只會存於我的幻想中。368Please respect copyright.PENANALFGthuirre
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第七天,我終於見到她了。368Please respect copyright.PENANALXwcjWgSD6
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她,看來比以前更雪白。白晢的皮膚,純白的裙子……還有將她雙眼擋住,那層層的繃帶與紗布。368Please respect copyright.PENANAsrLOpKASEY
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沒有半點生命氣色,如同人偶般冰冷的漂亮。只見她腳步躊躇,每步也戰戰兢兢。這時她被樹根摔倒,我即時伸出手想觸及她,想走在她身旁——368Please respect copyright.PENANAClSQI0HTtP
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「小心!」以為已枯乾的語言衝口而出,連自己也感到陌生。最奇妙是我竟然到了外面,而且就在她身旁,使我頓時緊張地困窘起來。368Please respect copyright.PENANA6UdbZCvVmU
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心跳微微地加速,全身上下有種刺痛感。第一次如此近距離地凝視她,感覺和平常完全不同。此般看來,她就猶如琉璃娃娃般易碎。368Please respect copyright.PENANA3KX5uF4cy0
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「呃、謝謝……」368Please respect copyright.PENANAdZUzbl13I2
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「不客氣。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAc7LUVjObyh
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很輕很輕的聲音從她唇間吐出,被拂過的風吹散,我只能勉強聽到一點。回以客套的說話,接下來又是陷入沉默。368Please respect copyright.PENANAR5d0iPLgoy
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刺骨的風再次拂面,路邊的蒲公英也跟著飛舞。既然我捨不下,就努力試試看吧。最壞的情況,也只是各自回到原點,所走的路不再相交。368Please respect copyright.PENANAzTHX0NoMf1
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「妳……這幾天沒有來這裡啊。」我盡量用輕柔的語調說話,深怕她會被我嚇倒。只見她的肩膀微抖一下,果然會害怕,始終我們只是陌路人。368Please respect copyright.PENANADuuhL0dy10
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「我房間的窗戶面對這裡,所以、總見到妳站在此……」368Please respect copyright.PENANAqATXeOrVj6
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說畢,我就即時後悔。聽起來不是滿像跟蹤狂嗎?368Please respect copyright.PENANAzhPB3eEEXU
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「這麼啊……」她的聲調依然偏低,只是比剛開始時鎮靜了不少。368Please respect copyright.PENANAA2LEdsBWSV
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氣氛稍稍緩和,我不禁舒一口氣。然而在挪移腳步之際,她再一次被地上的樹根摔到。現實與幻想是兩回事,還來不及伸手,她就一腦子跌倒在地上,弄得滿是泥巴。368Please respect copyright.PENANATTy3yJESot
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「沒受傷吧?」368Please respect copyright.PENANAGPwWEJRo7G
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「沒事沒事……看不見果然很不方便。」368Please respect copyright.PENANANRy8Dh6LTO
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「妳的眼睛怎麼了?」我跟著她一起坐下來,二人間保持著距離。不過原有的隔閡漸淡,連拂過的風也變得溫柔。368Please respect copyright.PENANA9KHrTlgyoa
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「最近剛做完手術……之前已失敗了一次,希望這次能夠成功。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAA7GuEBPkrp
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我靜靜地聽著,凝視她的側面,有種她正在哭泣的感覺。所以她平常來到這裡仰望天空,其實什麼也看不見……368Please respect copyright.PENANAIwzxI995Gu
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「妳一定會痊癒的。」368Please respect copyright.PENANATNCwFHHmPw
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「欸?」368Please respect copyright.PENANAnyb18D3Y5p
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「如果連自己也不相信,那麼還能相信誰?」想著自身長年的病,我把這話說出來。希望能安慰她的心,也願能說服自己能夠痊癒。368Please respect copyright.PENANA21i1Bw6XcF
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「也對。」她笑了,真的太好了。368Please respect copyright.PENANAf2Ytus32Cn
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二人再次靜靜地坐著,我仰望她所喜愛的天空,初次感到自由。只是身體很累,昏昏沉沉的……是又要回到房間休息。368Please respect copyright.PENANAWQmQNXKbTs
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「我要走了……明天、可以再來嗎?」368Please respect copyright.PENANAXLKggz6yaN
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注視她靦腆的笑臉,輕巧地點頭答應,使我更希望能夠靠近。368Please respect copyright.PENANA2xEoal6Cof
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然而,我不能。368Please respect copyright.PENANAY77weqYh8U
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「謝謝。再見了。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAFJZtPEja9n
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轉眼間,我又回到床舖上,剛才猶如夢境般不真實。然而當我往窗外看,就見到她在朝我剛才所在的方向揮手。368Please respect copyright.PENANAXLQYjtFMBw
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「——看他這個的樣子,和死掉有什麼分別?」368Please respect copyright.PENANAoAGNWncQ1u
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「他可是你的兒子呀!」368Please respect copyright.PENANASgNA2q2F1d
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「又如何!」368Please respect copyright.PENANATvJyA8bhlM
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「那是殺人啊!殺人啊!」368Please respect copyright.PENANAgVoN1TEMr3
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「那麼——」368Please respect copyright.PENANAuKI2aCGqMg
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很討厭這些聲音,何時才能夠結束呢?368Please respect copyright.PENANAjpUTMUWPTF
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如果我能夠盡快痊癒就好了……368Please respect copyright.PENANAZpFVGnvDge
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心中多了份依靠,有了活下去的希望,人就能夠更是有動力前進。為了那短暫的時間,每天也把自己能夠使用的最大體力,費盡在她身上。368Please respect copyright.PENANA8tzbbkpmch
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沒有交換名字,因為這裡只有我和她。我代替她的眼睛,為她看盡世界。368Please respect copyright.PENANARsW9xQM0OR
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或許是同病相憐吧?368Please respect copyright.PENANA6fDLptmKvv
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只是,我們一直都在保持距離。368Please respect copyright.PENANA0yfzabw9zp
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二人之間,存在一線之隔。368Please respect copyright.PENANAAcspFiwJ5z
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這麼就足夠了。368Please respect copyright.PENANALyBLsG2W3u
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傾聽她說起回憶的往事,例如班上各同學畢業後的生活。368Please respect copyright.PENANAvmnTLOhJav
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其中我最深印象的,是她說起一位內向的同學的轉變。由躲在不起眼的一角,直至如今站在舞台上表演。對我來說是遙不可及的夢。368Please respect copyright.PENANAUV2Fqtdt6k
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不過只要是她的話,即使是開心的、痛苦的、幸福的、哀傷的,我全盤也會收藏在心裡。無法經歷的我,將之當成自己的過去。368Please respect copyright.PENANAshyMT0RUa8
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然而不變的未來沒有持續,人類的欲望不會輕易滿足。得一想二啊……貪婪終究會把平靜的幸福摧毀,是我親手把這時光終結。368Please respect copyright.PENANAH4EeWkd4y1
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傾聽她無意識地哼唱的小調,令我想起初次看到她時的情景。368Please respect copyright.PENANAWCRhBIXZpE
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「這支是什麼歌?」368Please respect copyright.PENANAB6tAVEu3Jx
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「啊?呀、就是之前說的那位歌手同作的曲。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAQllxtfpL97
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她的回憶流入我的腦海,這是我首次窺知別人的回憶。在音樂室中,周遭的同學一個接一個地上台,為了考試而演唱。368Please respect copyright.PENANAEOYG95i5YQ
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直到一名怯場的女同學上台,她兩手用力地抓住麥克風,全身都抖擻不已。良久,她依然唱不出半句。368Please respect copyright.PENANAwQThSbSh0R
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「妍同學,請問準備好了嗎?」老師彈了幾個音調,終於不耐住催促。368Please respect copyright.PENANAVNgQiJkKEO
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沒多久,那位同學深深吸了一口氣,就開始唱歌……是近似天籟的歌聲,使我也不禁恍神。368Please respect copyright.PENANAaZV5JiUjW6
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她從回憶中回神,再次揚起了微笑對我說。368Please respect copyright.PENANAw66wMt3Xo6
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「那位同學近年剛出道了!這支是她寫的歌,說是紀念一位影響她很深的人。歌名是《火焰百合》。」368Please respect copyright.PENANA6ank1yTZ81
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「啊,是『頑強』……」368Please respect copyright.PENANAd8G6ePYzFI
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會喜歡上這首歌,也許是渴望得到堅強吧?368Please respect copyright.PENANAQnyTwE6TNY
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對話結束,我們再次享受平靜的沉默。她一腦子躺在草地上,蒲公英也飛起來了。不過因為沒有風,所以沒有吹走。368Please respect copyright.PENANA77DCOF6FNO
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四散的蒲公英靜靜地降落,落在她的身上。不過當風輕輕一吹,它就飛得很遠很遠。368Please respect copyright.PENANApawJk3YToL
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「妳很像蒲公英。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAdFTWXDuirP
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「呵,因為我都穿白色嗎?」368Please respect copyright.PENANAnLZeFCjiI6
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「也許。」368Please respect copyright.PENANApiTVmBchy7
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「真不肯定啦!」368Please respect copyright.PENANAhHSts9ofP2
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與初次見面相比,她笑得更甜美。距離她雙眼康復,應該所剩不多時間。如果她見到半死不活的我,會否像母親一樣感到厭惡呢?368Please respect copyright.PENANAbM9WATxqLf
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像我這麼的人……368Please respect copyright.PENANAWpH4rIsbYh
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「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAsDVa0e4Pl2
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「風?」我疑惑地反問。368Please respect copyright.PENANAwZBP1zyYJc
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「嗯嗯,因為你帶我去面對這個世界。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAKoOfqqBxQR
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凝視她認真的樣子,我初次感受到被肯定。瞄向她在我旁邊的手,渴望連接相繫。掌心中的暖意是如何呢?我沒有丁點記憶。368Please respect copyright.PENANAMiOGWjiljq
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我真的活著嗎?368Please respect copyright.PENANA8n2dnmdNdf
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「要不要到外面走走?」我不自覺吐出如此的話。越仰望天空,就越想要得到更多的自由。看那細小且不起眼的蒲公英,不是也能飛上天際?368Please respect copyright.PENANAbPycGzu3px
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「但你的身體……」她知道我體弱,所以多數都只坐在這裡。368Please respect copyright.PENANAMhL11lWlXV
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「沒關係。」368Please respect copyright.PENANA1WDDEN6Bt6
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「那麼不行時要說啊!」368Please respect copyright.PENANAlzV26s0H3H
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她接受了我的提議,臉頰泛著微紅地對我伸出手……可是我不能夠牽著她的手,所以唯有婉拒。368Please respect copyright.PENANAMGWGKgEzcS
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我們平肩而行,朝市區出發。中間隔著無形的牆壁,沒法子接近對方。如果我告訴她一切,就能輕鬆不少了。368Please respect copyright.PENANAhynOJQMUAz
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心跳加速,陣陣的不安感湧現。368Please respect copyright.PENANADLcoe6vNep
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「快點、回去吧。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAMjnmPcVO2C
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我停下腳步,聲音也開始難以擠出。她即時緊張起來,朝我的方向摸索,只是……不能!我縮身不讓她觸碰。368Please respect copyright.PENANAiLnQvgNnph
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「你怎麼了?讓我扶你——」368Please respect copyright.PENANA4p7noWEHxU
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「別過來!」我聲嘶力竭地大叫,打斷了她的話。眼見她僵硬的模樣,我更是難過。雙手慢慢如霧氣般慢慢消失,眼前的景象化開。368Please respect copyright.PENANA6wQekC2FLs
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我再次回到睡房中,看到睡在床上的自己……還有跌坐在一旁的母親。她的手拿著一把剪刀,地上則是被剪斷的喉管。那些維持生命的線斷開,我也將真真正正地死掉。368Please respect copyright.PENANAvfEz0x5ogJ
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恨嗎?見自己的母親淚流滿面,要我如何去恨。368Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZroNY2chT
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成為植物人的我,一直睡在這裡。她已照顧半死不活的我數年,沉睡越久,醒來的機會也越微。即使真的醒來,身體的機能也會衰退。368Please respect copyright.PENANAr3dVp3g4lR
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所以這樣子就是最好的決定。368Please respect copyright.PENANAIwQYjbpm7Z
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可是,為何我會想哭?368Please respect copyright.PENANAg3lj7v7zNy
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——「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAW8CPO21tqr
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我想起那個她。368Please respect copyright.PENANABTC5BUQUqg
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對不起,我沒法子帶著妳去外面,也沒法子再與妳仰望天空,更沒法子成為妳的眼睛,看遍世間的風景。368Please respect copyright.PENANAeRwxyBV2bg
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不想讓妳知道,這般難看的模樣就是我。368Please respect copyright.PENANAAnBl8jyS3N
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沒有告訴妳我的名字真的太好了。368Please respect copyright.PENANAuPeJ2wqhIF
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回望短暫與之共渡的地方,我落下了久違的眼淚。死亡的期限逐秒迫近,我依然無法掙扎。現實是無奈的,再頑強地渴求生存,也不一定能夠成功。368Please respect copyright.PENANAAPpIzFO8Fc
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今天我終於死了。368Please respect copyright.PENANATxK5YdS9L9
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成為植物人至今多年,我本以為不會為失去從沒擁有的生活而悲哀。得到不一定是有形之物,即使如此的我,還是有珍貴重視之物。368Please respect copyright.PENANABoYZ0khlYg
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我不想死!我不想死!368Please respect copyright.PENANAelDGu0a7JR
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為何擁有一切的人,能夠輕生自殺?想要多活一陣子的我,只能這麼看著自己死去?眼巴巴地看著一切發生,無力的我只能佇足原地。368Please respect copyright.PENANA97jii1apZa
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我的屍體最終被送走,而殺害我的母親,則被送到精神病院。368Please respect copyright.PENANAC9QR8vp8IH
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只是這不是結束,我還是站在窗前,看著她所在的位置。每天、每天她如常地出現在那兒。如今紗布也拆下了,我能見到她美麗的雙瞳。368Please respect copyright.PENANAdhyQv7eVo1
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不過,為何她不再笑?368Please respect copyright.PENANA5WQo1Zxwtn
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她在等誰?是在等我嗎?明明連名字也沒有,連臉也未見過,她又怎會記得我?不過縱使如此……368Please respect copyright.PENANAWGxrLmH8CU
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青空中,飛舞著朵朵白毛傘。368Please respect copyright.PENANAht9kJK38bB
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如果能夠重來一次就好了。那麼我就能夠說實話,不用以欺騙作終結。願那柔弱的種子,能飛到彼方之人的手中。368Please respect copyright.PENANAe7EjdvbePp
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消逝而去的光景無法再現,只願平方的思念能隨風而至。正如蒲公英的花語——在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱。368Please respect copyright.PENANAW5BiBwcExz
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可惜,我要走了,已經有「人」來接我。368Please respect copyright.PENANAHHOBRax7YT
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回首望向在身後出現的男人,他冷冽的臉蛋叫人感到淒寒,雙瞳中彷彿藏有冰塊。他用不友善的目光瞪過來。368Please respect copyright.PENANAbnBo8mYed7
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現在的「人」耐性真差。368Please respect copyright.PENANAFPnLTcPS5F
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不捨地再次眺望不存在的彼方,我無聲地開閉雙唇——368Please respect copyright.PENANA5UvfeIqC2g
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永別了,請妳一定要幸福。368Please respect copyright.PENANAZlrUUk4pIx
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這時,本來在默默等待的男人,終究忍無可忍,一手抓住我的手腕離開。男人被男人手拉手,是多麼噁心的畫面。368Please respect copyright.PENANAwvQdkjqvgS
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「你是死神嗎?」368Please respect copyright.PENANAiHs4baJst1
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「……任何稱呼也不重要,職能上你可稱我為引渡者。」368Please respect copyright.PENANA3QJVmDgwgc
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「哦。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAYi0cEtfKex
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也對,什麼名稱根本沒意義。他見我願意合作,就鬆開了手指示我隨他而行。我們遠離溫暖的房間,走入黑暗陰森的道路。背後的光未有完全消失,使我有所依戀。368Please respect copyright.PENANARA5I3pSdhO
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每向前一步,就有一點點的光掉下融入黑暗中,如同把我的記憶漸漸吸收。368Please respect copyright.PENANA6Rq9E2SVOy
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很想回到過去。368Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7bUwU4DfJ
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如果可以……368Please respect copyright.PENANAidrXgr23zi
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再一次、再一次就可以了!368Please respect copyright.PENANAwLaDk9Vw8s
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請給我道別的時間!368Please respect copyright.PENANAGXIde3CF2l
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心生一念,我不顧後果地扭轉身,一口氣地朝原點跑去。後方的呼喊聲帶有怒意,可是我還是不予理會。368Please respect copyright.PENANAq4TUr9djhS
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直至跑到樹蔭下,在她面前我才止住腳步。我咬緊著牙關,決定儘管她能否聽到,也要說出來。368Please respect copyright.PENANALzfn3rlHUR
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「嗨。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAyDATr27i82
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「是你嗎?」她即時緊張地左顧右盼,拉高聲線地嚷道。她還能聽到我的聲音!只是轉了一個圈,依舊無法看見站在她面前的我。368Please respect copyright.PENANAiRlo2O7OXj
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「我就在妳的面前。」368Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6kWqnJ3qJ
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語畢,我伸出手欲撫摸她的臉頰,可惜沒有實體的我,只能穿過了她,什麼也感受不到。而她即使定眼注視我的方向,其瞳內始終不會有我的身影。368Please respect copyright.PENANAak2oUsxU0c
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「請妳不要害怕,雖然我已經不是人,但沒有加害妳的心。」我語氣放柔,希望盡量不要使她恐懼,留下不好的回憶。368Please respect copyright.PENANAG3eP96i7An
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在沉默中,她垂下頭緊握著拳,眉間擰住又有別於懼怕。368Please respect copyright.PENANAyAfigKz5uo
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「我知道的,怎可能不知道……」368Please respect copyright.PENANALEvuZEfKyp
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她這句話是什麼意思?368Please respect copyright.PENANAUS9EbItgnS
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「我、眼睛……在更早之前已經痊癒。從那時開始,我就發現根本看不到『你』。」她的聲音很淡很淡,近似哀傷的音調悄然流露。368Please respect copyright.PENANAameNf8eihB
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「因為在六年前,我在交通意外中陷入昏迷。直至聽到妳的聲音……」368Please respect copyright.PENANA1JwqsNFhgo
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說到這裡,我看到她的眼淚再次冒出,真是愛哭鬼。不過,我不是為了見她的哭臉而來。很希望拭去她的淚滴,只是我做不到。368Please respect copyright.PENANAH1OWbZWKWF
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「我……」368Please respect copyright.PENANADO2Wx92257
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「吶,你不是說等我痊癒後,就帶我去看看這個世界嗎?為何要撇下我?」368Please respect copyright.PENANAB9nr83I5eM
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語畢,她就伸出手,如同眼疾未癒時般,摸索著空氣尋找我的存在。本來逃到這裡,我是要對她說出自己的心意。368Please respect copyright.PENANAWpQMXH4MkT
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只是我發現,不說出口會更好。368Please respect copyright.PENANAoQmWZ9AtxN
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「傻瓜,我已經死了……」368Please respect copyright.PENANADjdCzU8TBE
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即使如何努力,即使咫尺相對,我倆的視線也無法接觸,生者與死者根本沒法子在一起。368Please respect copyright.PENANAGJ6tRnA4Ae
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「夠了吧!快點跟我走!」368Please respect copyright.PENANAOZcY3CpO3a
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冷淡的語氣從背後響起,其語音一結,我的身體就被綁住。身體漸漸被拉扯到黑暗之中,她與光明慢慢消失於視線內。我——368Please respect copyright.PENANArM8q5Nxde8
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「喜歡妳啊。」這句心底話,就永遠沉睡在我的靈魂中。368Please respect copyright.PENANAirVmcjT0r0
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風拂過這片大地,蒲公英在她身邊飄過。儘管短暫,卻是永恆。未盡的話語,願能隨風送到她的身邊。368Please respect copyright.PENANAiceGPdDo2E
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在彼岸之處,帶著這份思慕祈求。368Please respect copyright.PENANA5LnrGLI631
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願妳幸福。