「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmovE2GqffZ
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWGWDPF8BD
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJJqANQeBW
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZjQgcmNPU
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrgn6EPRbU
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjoTQyBV5m
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Iu4Ny2Lnp
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlF6VaF7E0
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ84hvDYpZ
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMtdcmBl8Z
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDxdjJlZ4J
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Gcv5V5SVg
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPistphlwhl
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBK62e9BA5
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ooCIoIag1
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFA3OFGYfd
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwXIxlm7Wi
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXF35d0Kte
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTDUeR3abj
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EO8ee9zIx
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVHEWhGWtD
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TTxuapLzf
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahbjePRBOo
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwolzSpFMg
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEiVutKDIC
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8KdsdT1qa
全部都係女人。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI65fVjtTl
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKdz0w1cdu
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2rv8ILydn
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBA2RRtu2J
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksCRVieODf
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSKb1VHcql
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPGbCSADpy
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVunVVPTJj
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinQ1ec828k
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZDwELubaX
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NrVWTc6nI
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGK2fSpTcx
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb0496xWxl
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGNNNhjkoC
子瑜困惑。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqukC0vaclA
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzK0c6ZP0y
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2I1C0zzFRs
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauVmfRJnBP
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTIZVcoYhd
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaVQL5a5v3
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79QSDBsnZI
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQyQ8KcPHI
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLAZHEsgrz
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5h5LRVtoy
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM3fJlOs5S
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SeTCkNsN5
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp1x4ECYLu
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y2sH8DgwV
原來友情可以咁脆弱。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSxidugg7M
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OXEznVftm
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XhGlIm0VA
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1sJwMgO9m
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKjrw1KJLa
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fq9jWLxlZ
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6cJ95xekt
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGudl3spsN
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETOvykeeeo
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WouhTX98f
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIS1aSyqnL
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgdgDUgWyU
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkGaEocnzd
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbGWCsCXJs
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNeZShKk3p
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG9XaIL2Pb
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIL6oqylRe
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVPnJ548RK
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrhMUXeC7O
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK32hTarIZn
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivyYxU9ke6
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANGjzZk9lb
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l279o2i3Z
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2hXRfRv5W
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHQIVfOvem
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohBpUPdg4N
點解你會係到？412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJfGW9GMwG
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4Jy9zDidc
你憑乜係到？412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUNwss9IEn
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ps3stQ6Ub
無人鐘意你呀？412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv6HPZ8KeC
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXD8faAo0M
面皮咁厚都有。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP0Ujar3K2
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbWx0SWn2Q
幻聽。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquct61KlVj
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxRPE872Sx
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80QmAZlf5G
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79ZRcyAtuj
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49vvBcxD07
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz74c6UaPL6
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnhUuHL3Us
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy2zx0xAgJ
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhgXfI1Hnd
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZQpSKwsOd
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ieUR2bVVi
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwq8Ir0Qe5
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNmhGuC0uR
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSo0BFg2vQ
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyysQlnO5Sc
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSLeN3qMmz
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFf3Eytje1
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6j99h4qqG
一切都係自己一個。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5iPE2vA2e
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRiTzlSxY2
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvNaBF9XKP
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ15Q94fymt
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGK069SGsG
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QQatUEAHB
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpcqiBtV7l
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpE7ygKGCM
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV13wwTn3Bz
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NO0WJFwtS
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c2JbYqaHs
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjOs793H3F
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc35TC7fk4x
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcNU3z7JT9
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBZpoW98Ix
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFidldiALy
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiGGcZMpdH
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQkgV9NRkZ
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk6LAQPxYO
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIGhxwIH9s
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
