「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9glEnyyn9
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Myko4K5K7
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYn56WoFuI
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhBppm79mk
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabFfFuMwyl
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarRjc2UzCb
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0SCJHWQGY
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtwUJY8Gqr
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE95x7o2pht
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ezmnDTFxr
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1954sUVgbH
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzUfzuMAYk
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UeDZnBoa3
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fFEpcv61z
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkGLuni1h9
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oiHO6LCFZ
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsTXwBERAX
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbWxaLWF39
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBW5D6sT4O
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzZhMjwx73
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SLRsZsIdk
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmxhAaKD0v
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHaCmGmyGX
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MbU2l1DEM
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqWbDtTV4r
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF8kNdXEYl
全部都係女人。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zIKHyi9ws
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlTs7lvbfd
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uHI8TS611
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7Z4FwZrV6
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrwZtLaTfy
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5QiKzdvJV
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn345nkVXw6
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQUA8ZYFtz
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPLaJuddfP
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKJ0z2xvSv
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80f7fVXV5h
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqr7OTxVWG
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmynmc4DNe
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwc5yTkV2T
子瑜困惑。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW6J806BIg
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblwMahezR0
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYzzLkTvTS
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLeFkVqkmk
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEsdWSePBH
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZKj3bsdpW
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHp0rkqYSGf
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTis7vFBZX
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFBct5gekn
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy6ba1hsVu
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RU79aEZ4E
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxHUMd1GXv
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxCEtkj1Ru
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y7ZVrxLHW
原來友情可以咁脆弱。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedll3DALoT
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDbPUPFqak
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a1B3s8XAx
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqxMDtNoRj
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJdAAOQ4iE
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzscYpq33i
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypYhq7BhRW
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChWzOiSNi4
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHb6qj795i
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMKdivSsWj
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGRDJsMVmD
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MAI6wacPh
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYni01IDQDD
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIQ1jIZ6yU
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NAd4c8lR3
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQJnOYEMJT
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2qBZIFejg
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvDatNcphW
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx3GvxokRO
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7DfwgiwMO
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4N6EyTWFE
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRzAxZxWP0
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xxjnCBQMc
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBDmsz6QXJ
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTwpVRhhaS
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy7VY3gZC0
點解你會係到？389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEeFGHJiqJ
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZB7llYf1V
你憑乜係到？389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4QghG3VjR
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBi3bKHkUNE
無人鐘意你呀？389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIUJLw5ol9
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPukOCFfvEE
面皮咁厚都有。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTormB17ie
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6lb2FukgT
幻聽。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ4sMWwWcS
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMNO3agpgo
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlFpt69B9M
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJU25TBp70
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAk6ZqSubg
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs7sDcWhXc
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0cKIQaThT
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgr0SksBBt
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkmBztrqkq
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER2CGiAJVN
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmQfEt6vCd
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3QWCkjAFQ
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5xHShsBTn
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER4hsUmtTS
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllMi1opiWY
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2sitRYWy3
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T8FKbZbcU
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySVvmSS022
一切都係自己一個。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6JQ4KDd6Y
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRly3X8d2H
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdkMmM4r2D
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAKkP3FxrI
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbkym9udMq
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHzGzKif31
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfKaE4ecGF
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2wPu6786L
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc68PFcN7zf
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4xjrDAkqb
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPd1NfQE9J
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDENivnTRe
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhE9jiabUY
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZLhdcXuly
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZU3Sgz57L
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2RMaDZK0h
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxyiKACABm
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI15f1zFDkd
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD13drYy9C
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnGsFEY4nJ
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
