「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF8aSgFh03
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「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd5FhyZ20b
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「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWXfPdWFL0
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「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZX8Sr2yh0
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恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEJ67ATKEc
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子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuCxy55emL
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只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4l5DTLkss
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TVvdrT2jJ
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNuKtnlHtl
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如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YvhYllzPp
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但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGjGQF8A5n
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhybESFPfEY
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss3TkfSE5T
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當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRKFSkIamz
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當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOZKISRHSG
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全部都係女人。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAr1YOiTxk
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女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5k8DZR3wWJ
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本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0C2FKrGYh
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoiU8ord5d
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPkxO7Ttzp
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「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfEp7ZKZeo
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsp6e9r5WP
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP6qz4TacY
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqWAa00N7L
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5E9qgaFvd
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFx1DW5qZ8
子瑜困惑。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOounGH4Z0
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子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkZNUIy66N
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul7XV8qat9
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMlYXe0XsM
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO30I3MHqN
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUftxF2lYq
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRA6gqApG3
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarMUslLmD1
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9LLHUCF84
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxca5MYPym
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0feXZ4bZa
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8FXAMYoRr
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原來友情可以咁脆弱。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ladQ3vDIc
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比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfTVEVSVju
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子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0SvJS5xYA
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTplzPYh4k
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrTTxdV4GS
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被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqptzxa5L8
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWPwtfYGSK
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdXWgouYrQ
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因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWTHHmT3df
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihmjYhApn8
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWSDhnfXmN
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03mzpVUBya
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY5VqON6xV
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG18tlnscy
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYjl7pR7Iy
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7TlU9Dpc3
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5pkHbOH6j
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR5ci9uIpo
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrGhLazHmp
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子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMh27qDLPt
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點解你會係到？430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ854uqpU1zS
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你憑乜係到？430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdLH4lP1Ws
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無人鐘意你呀？430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBmrasJdEg
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面皮咁厚都有。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWINropisC
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幻聽。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKur6QqpdRc
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無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9d3yKlB6R
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxgSHx6UXa
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgg4BI6AqCt
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnYgVqvZC6
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3P3wN1GNq
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5EVcw5CcL
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrggBkshV99
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自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK2VxivU3p
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMkRBNnzrV
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yZJK4CFHh
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDzbPrxK41
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkwRvbnk7e
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYCgtCpTx3
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVO51fYvNe
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWppRsdiE89
一切都係自己一個。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohF95vRYia
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBhHZvJJOm
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvxougkJjt
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvzdmEUDMy
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT7jJFYXHf
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM4Mm3367U
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAX62HiSve
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或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUHQF0CxoF
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8l5Pt8nsB
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwTj6LDBqa
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGHfAf7qRb
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzJT5fEDBa
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所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k74rlydAH
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所以恆樂決定踏出一步。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5WDcuqjzd
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9f2uk6RvD
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVG4d62nLN
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dj2ukh2Tb
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
