「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8ee4tfP0d
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「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YEgeOEOBQ
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「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05rnV3KdSa
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDegqs5hZM0
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq9ynyzkbF
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恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVzPDkk4Wk
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子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIovVXYzWyf
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU67VR2sL7
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JKo3CBYXM
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUpvzxKWtH
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujmq06W6FL
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV3lUDHdJX
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6PRJfZVyx
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbbyCuRL5w
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1svZIRhbL
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEps6BeAq5
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD3OIAMfRe
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxqqLCRjfH
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh9yLhNg63
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU38kDV6So9
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeF4EuaTRk
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L7q7N7JPw
全部都係女人。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RVkSMEoq0
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女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJgmBZIWMv
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHLrrYTQdi
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpcuSVAt1t
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0W0rMRIj8
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW653D67Fs
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTcRebW3v2
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AcmgXNDr2
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwtl3kdfMZ
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIR0CVmX5K
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRKykxPkUr
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUISK8TaEU
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTOhzBPJxM
子瑜困惑。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl1eWRXkq7
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi02k6qNcF3
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAXboCvWeI
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3RERTK4z9
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxbm1oATA0
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt16hDQJagm
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jq5W9Jaow
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkBM41Qoqu
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ7niV7sYs
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjImJlDmuc
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUQ3CCqfIL
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwoHuZSi06
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw2WArYof5
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原來友情可以咁脆弱。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh6Usbgq9h
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3KIZhcTYJ
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyceluLQ6o
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKVRfGAnCt
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc4CKlFTIJ
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKkhZ2jwwM
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPZaBoqnr9
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK598LQY8L
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStIODE4Nde
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVZeInJJjH
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBQeE0u6j8
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMlEGR2Brr
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzRHPaWPgO
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyzNIyR6QE
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4b7FNnsUN
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP7mUcw9Va
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVtBe521rC
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdpeXg3n8V
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPf0dQIxRP
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuZagqsqrU
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgVuTW1ghH
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcueyhBR2ZQ
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPgmEHpSDR
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGoDRFcmMk
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWqlJ9CC8w
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VUNwbQr51
點解你會係到？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnuCNtyoU6
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你憑乜係到？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1TEieWbcD
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5jrwWmD3N
無人鐘意你呀？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgkWHPKVBh
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5C7NygWp3
面皮咁厚都有。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFH4wEh5e2
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幻聽。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzctdQSPxC
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymYzb8cyu9
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOgDsqecDK
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0wN1NtppR
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaOCQL0sxD
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8f2Qb9mAF
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4IEywiKhc
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRPhgeSjmp
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PtgyVfzCY
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYKa8Drr5y
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoxWMRvSPa
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaNuANLN5A
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHONeuucGk
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNmLNkKOEJ
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rQvhNgASE
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUte7Ey9Y79
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yMwduvdUu
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqwAipo5YO
一切都係自己一個。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpoINg7KVO
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zFOn4B9Sn
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGyCRU6cwf
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XrOzvvKwZ
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96op0adaSr
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4bHg0gsXb
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXscsqeiyl
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgLcZ1fVuM
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9J9XufXt8
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKj3hp7ATp
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYHOWEJIbB
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEEMkCFW29
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NtXgBlipd
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0PBvJs9u4
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rtucWnzAz
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbTSlFrk4p
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnPlMd6iAf
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSRwxuZYLU
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwVnuoli5Q
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6GvlkKV3E
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
