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No Plagiarism!rQQTwxeKVCcNMAskGmbWposted on PENANA 雖然我,家姐同立仁哥哥都算三個一齊長大,但其實一直以黎我都覺得自己喺三個人當中係偏向一個外人。可能因為佢地同年同月同日生本身就有一個特別嘅bonding同connection,加上同年紀成日又返學放學都一齊,所以仁哥哥同家家嘅關係自然會比同我更加close。8964 copyright protection606PENANA7KUaIlfrjP 維尼
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同時間我亦好明白立仁哥哥一直都只係當我係半個阿妹,衣種感情同佢對家姐果種係唔同。當時細個嘅我唔識理解同表達,只係知道如果立仁哥哥將來要喺我同家姐兩個之間揀一個做老婆,咁佢一定會揀家姐。8964 copyright protection606PENANAlbUW8cxo8C 維尼
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隨住年紀漸大,我慢慢都終於意識到自己原來係鍾意左立仁哥哥。不過因為有以上嘅自知之明,我反而能夠調節好自己嘅心態同期望,唔會奢想有日佢會鍾意自己,而只要一直當我係佢半個親人就已經足夠。8964 copyright protection606PENANAygz1PjpeFr 維尼
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其實一直我都諗家姐同立仁哥哥最後會一齊,成為真正嘅一家人,但點知去到佢地高中果陣,家家卻竟然同左另一個男仔一齊。8964 copyright protection606PENANAHmA3E0m06T 維尼
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敵唔過心入面嘅好奇,我有日終於忍唔住問家家。8964 copyright protection606PENANA9FqKQypthC 維尼
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「家家,其實你之前有無諗過自己會同立仁哥哥一齊?」8964 copyright protection606PENANAMHupGpb1A1 維尼
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「點解突然咁問?」家家有d愕然,或者佢仲一直當我只係小妹妹啦。8964 copyright protection606PENANAuif9SV6gld 維尼
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「無呀,我無諗過你會同另一個男仔一齊咋嘛。你同立仁哥哥感情咁好,我一直以為你地最後會結埋婚做真正嘅一家人添~」我扮作小朋友好奇咁問。8964 copyright protection606PENANA7Ni05fdIPr 維尼
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「哈哈,咁衣家其實佢同真正嘅家人都無分別呀~ 由我出世果日開始佢就已經成為左我人生嘅一部份,係爹哋媽咪同你以外對我最重要嘅人,而佢仲要係一個異性,所以坦白講對佢嘅感情都真係幾複雜架… 8964 copyright protection606PENANABbEJZu6HYd 維尼
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不過感情可以有好多種,雖然我唔否認我唔係完全無諗過,但喺我心目中佢對我黎講唔會係一個好好嘅男朋友,如果同佢一齊,我地實會有拗撓實會唔開心,最後反而破壞左大家嘅關係,我唔想咁… 你明唔明?」家家諗左陣後就同我講。8964 copyright protection606PENANA0XcoAT0bc3 維尼
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「明… 就好似有時我地好珍惜一樣野果陣,就算幾鍾意佢都好,我地反而唔敢掂佢驚整污漕佢或者整爛佢,結果只係遠遠觀賞就好。」我好快就答左佢。8964 copyright protection606PENANAFDBQeH3UqY 維尼
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「潼潼真係好聰明喎!」家家有d驚訝我竟然遘得出衣d說話。8964 copyright protection606PENANAI3XPm57Vbu 維尼
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其實我明,係因為我對立仁哥哥何嘗唔係有衣種感覺呢?8964 copyright protection606PENANAxo6k5gfThY 維尼
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「咁點解你話覺得立仁哥哥唔係一個好嘅男朋友?」我再問。8964 copyright protection606PENANAZwFfQRjf8P 維尼
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「Um…因為佢比唔到種安全感我。」8964 copyright protection606PENANAIhYog4Mx0P 維尼
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「點解呀? 我覺得立仁哥哥好比到種安心嘅感覺我喎! 我有咩事佢實會即刻衝出黎保護我!」我唔認同家家所講嘅野立刻為立仁哥哥辯護。8964 copyright protection606PENANAFTw73KlSL9 維尼
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家家聽到我咁講有d驚奇,而我亦意識到自己有d失態。8964 copyright protection606PENANANLMc2zxKgT 維尼
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「咁我相信我有危險佢都會即刻出黎保護我~ 但咁又唔代表就一定係男女朋友之間果種安全感,而衣d都好個人嘅~ 8964 copyright protection606PENANALqyRk7nQ5h 維尼
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譬如有d人可能係需要對方緊張自己咩都以自己為先,有d 人係需要一個隨傳隨到唔可以失踪嘅人,有d人係鍾意自己可以好似小妹妹咁比對方錫同保護… 所以真係唔同人夾唔同人,無一個特定嘅答案。」不過隔左陣佢又笑笑口咁講。8964 copyright protection606PENANA6c3p8Yxa85 維尼
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「哦…」8964 copyright protection606PENANA2qnYAt2Z4l 維尼
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當時因為察覺到家家嘅笑容似乎有d奸,所以我唔敢再問落去驚佢會發現我鍾意立仁哥哥衣個驚天大秘密。8964 copyright protection606PENANAi8p3oQs3bd 維尼
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不過喺一段長時間之後,我最後都終於知道左背後嘅原因。8964 copyright protection606PENANAVd3nBIvaNi 維尼
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講到衣度善潼突然停左無再講落去。8964 copyright protection606PENANAYLb9g0sH9m 維尼
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其實聽到衣度,佢已經比左好多震憾嘅訊息我。8964 copyright protection606PENANAAyPKM4zvxO 維尼
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原來一直以黎善潼同善柔咁南轅北轍嘅性格同喜好,係佢專登扮出黎。8964 copyright protection606PENANARl2SXcmYnA 維尼
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原來早喺細細個果陣,佢就已經開始鍾意左我。8964 copyright protection606PENANALGvcc0n0im 維尼
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原來我真係衰喺”安全感”衣三個字上面。8964 copyright protection606PENANAieyw2Um3QQ 維尼
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