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d男同學無再好似中小學雞咁成日笑我,表面上開始會願意同我正常講下野,8964 copyright protection121PENANA0nETUz6Mx4 維尼
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不過一直都活係極度自卑當中嘅我當時感覺到佢地其實都只係想be polite,8964 copyright protection121PENANAHWzeI6aXPu 維尼
唔想做得太難睇先會扮唔嫌棄我。8964 copyright protection121PENANAKbrYOAGgxO 維尼
喺佢地心底入面,對我始終會築起一道圍牆,將我拒諸牆外。8964 copyright protection121PENANA5OjJ173PCX 維尼
所以心入面我其實仍然係好唔開心,感覺自己被孤立,亦唔相信衣個世界會有人鍾意自己。8964 copyright protection121PENANAzQ2V7zqNiP 維尼
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而當別人會築起道圍牆防止自己進入時,因為唔想受傷,自己其實亦都同時會築起左一道圍牆防止其他人進入。8964 copyright protection121PENANA3r4aY524v8 維尼
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不過雖然係咁,但我知我心入面仍然一直都期待緊有個人可以將衣幅牆打爛,然後大家可以進入彼此嘅心入面。8964 copyright protection121PENANAvXLKsAIA8S 維尼
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我一直等一直等8964 copyright protection121PENANABd5BAL9Ykp 維尼
直至有日, 衣個人終於出現咗...8964 copyright protection121PENANA7cnu5tDeQV 維尼
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「你…你好呀,請問介唔介意我坐你側邊?」8964 copyright protection121PENANAwd0vl6hndU 維尼
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有日,慣常坐我側邊嘅女同學因為唔知醒走左堂,然後當時完全唔熟嘅Jason見我側邊有位就突然走左過黎問我。8964 copyright protection121PENANA1smFE7aUtn 維尼
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「唔…唔介意…」因為有d意外所以我都有少少口齒不清。8964 copyright protection121PENANA8NKnyjx23w 維尼
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「你… 係咪叫Winnie?」不過我發現除左我,Jason好似都有d怕醜講野唔太流暢。8964 copyright protection121PENANAc15pMTJ798 維尼
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「係…呀…」我答。8964 copyright protection121PENANAm0XinfUE4h 維尼
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「Winnie你好…我…我… 我叫Jason呀~」8964 copyright protection121PENANAP25R9Mcibq 維尼
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雖然從未傾過偈,但因為始終大家係讀同一科成日都會見到,開學前又會有d ice breaking活動,所以我地都會記得大家叫咩名。8964 copyright protection121PENANAEtRq4KYFkR 維尼
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「我知,我都認得你…」我胡亂應左句。8964 copyright protection121PENANAKSazDo6xW6 維尼
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「唔好意思,同班左咁耐都好似無同你講過野…係呢… 我岩岩買咖啡今日買一送一多左杯,我…我可唔可以請你飲? 唔飲早堂好易訓著架~」然後佢就遞左左手拎住嘅一杯咖啡比我。8964 copyright protection121PENANA4zCSw8VmvY 維尼
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「哦…多謝你…」本身都真係有d眼訓,所以我都接受左佢杯咖啡。8964 copyright protection121PENANAA6n18qWH3A 維尼
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「係呢,唔見平時坐你隔黎個同學仔嘅?」大家飲左啖咖啡後隔左陣佢又問。8964 copyright protection121PENANAB5Uzcp7jZv 維尼
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「佢訓到唔知醒索性今日走堂呀…」8964 copyright protection121PENANAue8P9ccUcZ 維尼
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果陣因為有少少驚所以無多諗d咩就答。不過事後諗返,Jason衣個問題咪即係話左比我聽原來佢之前已經一直有留意我? 唔係佢點會知平時邊個同我一齊坐?8964 copyright protection121PENANAGwlkohvmt0 維尼
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「原來係咁… 咁點解你會讀衣科嘅?」佢一副”原來如此”嘅樣,有d開心然後又繼續問。8964 copyright protection121PENANAfzTQkAMmCM 維尼
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於是我同Jason就開始左你一句我一句嘅交談,慢慢大家習慣左後就再無初初果種怕醜同拘謹嘅感覺,然後果日一整天嘅堂佢都坐左係我側邊。8964 copyright protection121PENANAKfe3PY1nhN 維尼
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我好懷疑果一日同Jason講嘅野已經多過我之前二十年同男仔講野嘅總和,最後佢仲問我拎左電話號碼。8964 copyright protection121PENANAXjWgWXsNZw 維尼
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其實當果日最後果課落堂果陣我係有d失落,因為我知過左果日後我地又會變返以前咁做返兩個陌生人再無機會傾偈,就算佢問我拎電話都係出於禮貌而唔會真係主動搵我。8964 copyright protection121PENANAd9rciQVgbO 維尼
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點知8964 copyright protection121PENANAXYwFCwVbUB 維尼
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「聽日我再幫你買咖啡呀~」8964 copyright protection121PENANAjYYlmol9Nl 維尼
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果晚我就收到佢嘅whatsapp。8964 copyright protection121PENANA8sotonINBf 維尼
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「唔駛啦…唔係幾好意思嘅…」8964 copyright protection121PENANAQraNJmRWO9 維尼
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對於Jason突如其來嘅熱情同接近,我有d不知所措亦有d害怕,因為我真係未試過遇過一個會主動同自己傾偈嘅男仔,潛意式我想將佢推開。8964 copyright protection121PENANAk8MEtohWct 維尼
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「唔緊要喎,反正順手咋嘛,就咁話啦~」但Jason就堅持。8964 copyright protection121PENANAicLavOrILx 維尼
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「咁…咁作為交換我幫你買早餐呀~」雖然一開始我就好自動咁築起左道牆,但心底入面其實我好想留一個窿等其他人可以偷偷入到黎,於是我諗左陣就忍唔住咁覆左。8964 copyright protection121PENANAdxkCDmd2Oc 維尼
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就係咁,我同Jason慢慢開始接近大家,不時會whatsapp傾偈。而一星期後佢仲主動約我出去食晚飯。8964 copyright protection121PENANAyJAPsuM97A 維尼
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其實咁快可以接受同Jason嘅親近,某程度上係因為我覺得佢同我都幾似。8964 copyright protection121PENANAfrb6d5fyAw 維尼
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除左大家都有個比較龐大嘅身型外,我感受到佢同我一樣都係唔太識同異性相處,顯得有d笨拙。亦因為咁,我覺得佢唔係想玩我或者為左d咩先對我好,所以對佢放低左戒心。8964 copyright protection121PENANAi8ND8O3YMT 維尼
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最重要係從佢對我嘅眼神同態度,我完全感受唔到任何嫌棄、排斥、厭惡或者嘲諷嘅成份,我好似真係搵到一個肯真心接納自己嘅人。8964 copyright protection121PENANAonfyDQQEPN 維尼
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