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不知道夜蛾老師跟悟怎麼跟高層周旋的，但我的學籍問題總算是順利被解決。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ620OFIPd3d
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連明裡暗裡來試探我的人都沒見著，聽說才剛進高專就被悟打回去了。物理上的那種「打」。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dDVZKnoVl
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOlZzRTf4a
──這些消息都是硝子打聽來的。在完成例行性的生理檢查後，她像是想到什麼似的，問：你……打算怎麼辦？286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZM3ILqtRj
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翻身下床到一半的我停住動作。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8uC0qXxdT
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她看著我的眼睛，說，不想當咒術師了嗎？286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70FV00PzgG
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「硝子。」我猶豫著開口，「我不知道該不該放棄。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzMZEWzmET
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxynx174rjJ
「為什麼不？」理所當然地反問的同時，她也彎下身軀拉近我們的距離。茶褐色的眼眸仍然注視我，就像是想探究什麼似的。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmwVxdK921
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我注意到她微帶倦意的神情；於是幾欲吐出的話語停留在舌尖，最後又重新咽回腹中。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vOReWgcCG
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所有念想於此刻盡數消弭。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBbk0me8TM
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「……可能還要再想想吧。」我輕聲說。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wjG3TVOVO
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「是嗎。」硝子重新直起身體，雙手插進白大褂中。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXleDMjsqkS
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「反正我也只是個醫生而已。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBqIAXaDmf
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7syP5knSN
她又例行性地叮囑我幾句；態度平和，一切尋常，就好像什麼也沒發生過一樣──我卻直覺似乎有哪裡不太對勁。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IHXK2QOcy
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「硝子。」我叫住她。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsu4VZC08t
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaYB9vLU3M
即將離開醫療室的少女回頭看向我，視線於空氣中交會，表情是我見慣不驚的平淡。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbcWTX8wCD
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「你可以……抱抱我嗎？」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3n7tjTQnv
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不知道為什麼說出這七個字似乎變得很困難。以前總習慣跟她撒嬌，然而現在卻連話音都會不自覺顫抖。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBaPtAJFri
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVopkg2WJL
下一秒，熟悉的、夾帶著菸草氣味的，柔軟的身軀，緊緊地擁住我。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA2eY6eBqc
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下巴擱在我肩上，她什麼也沒說，只感受到帶著濕氣的呼息落在耳畔。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXnYzCZVtf
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我想起那天她濕潤的棕色眼睛。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LnQ5z2LgN
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「你是笨蛋。」她甕聲甕氣地說。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHoqd0RsHv
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「對，我是。」假裝沒聽出她在哭，我好脾氣地應和。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2eoSoJjNB
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「你們都是。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaBqhQ8jOr
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「……他們是，我不是。」我感覺自己似乎又要喘不過氣來，只能勉強開口否認。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iBT6hlutP
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「你前面才剛承認你是笨蛋。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjWAwPp8oi
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「……好吧，我是。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFhPHz4Gv4
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於是硝子不說話了。痛苦隨著她落在我背上的撫拍而緩和；我艱難地從她的懷抱中伸出手，試著學習硝子的動作，輕輕地、拍了拍她的背。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrHokRANzI
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懷中看似鎮定的身體也跟著顫慄。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjnN4HhVkQ
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偌大的醫療室裡，只餘她小小的啜泣聲，和衣肩上暈染的濕意。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKGakUj672
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硝子的情緒管理能力一向不錯，很快就止住眼淚。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHNWoYDV6h
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJwwnyBjn4
她沒過問我為何突然向她討抱的原因，反倒是我自己先按捺不住。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiOB85IXYS
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「你不問嗎？」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBABfn8h35E
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硝子盯著我幾秒之後扯扯嘴角，反正你自己會講原因。說這話的時候語氣裡還頗有幾分勝券在握的意味，一副「你看，這不就自己說了嗎？」的樣子。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooCfgQBcFa
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bJ6YpqyPr
真是被她捏得死死的。我心情微妙。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAB2g45sTE
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdfnTqb9gD
「好吧，我只是覺得……」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHElEIJiqub
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkhouAc2nI
我只是覺得你看起來很失望，我說。感覺如果那時候真的就這樣放你離開的話，大概就要變成陌生人了。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KZ0vVntYM
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2aUEsWycf
她離開的背影和方向與少年重疊而合，而同樣的錯誤不能再犯第二次。我不能放她走。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGZaXZC68T
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「──我不接受。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbqlK94BSh
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硝子沉默幾秒，無奈地笑了笑。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95sL1gPdkG
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoo1u1wBXU
「你要是對待五條也這麼坦率就好了。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWkS7cmsPc
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaoM8wcICp
「欸……欸？」什麼意思？為什麼突然扯到他？286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaLj6RQ3dX
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS02ta3FVR
人對夢遊時做的事情不會有印象，這你清楚吧？硝子問。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVQ6oSA98p
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchztICN6pr
我點頭，疑惑地反問，「所以我夢遊的時候都做了什麼？」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0IYG5eiSw
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fSpUB0L0t
「是也沒什麼，都是些常見的而已。」她含糊地帶過，「不過你前陣子倒是做了件事，把五條嚇壞了。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuT2xrms9c
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……我突然有種不好的預感。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakBXBczWiu
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「硝子，等──」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExytpeSJHs
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「──你在夢遊的時候對著五條告白。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscmtW71SiF
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我搖搖晃晃地從病床上起身。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq7lwVSkAG
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「你幹麼？」硝子問。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lnUEyOJao
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「退學。」我要退學，就現在，立刻，馬上。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdiVYpAPF2
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「可是我還沒講完。」她憋笑。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YX1BX3hhg
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「你別──」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZBArPryT6
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她把我按在床上坐好，強迫我繼續聽。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPr6gPtg2Hn
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我好想逃。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyDo2j5faR
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「你抱著人家堅持不鬆手，說『好可愛的貓！』，然後準備親他臉頰──別這麼緊張啦，他頭一歪閃掉了，變成親頭髮；還有一次是抱住他，用撒嬌的語氣說『硝子──我好想你』……」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR5yHQEHDg
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw4WG3OEI3
她數了一堆我做過的丟臉事，最後如此總結：「你把人家嚇到現在看到你都會想跑。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9CSqCycM4
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WOdJ1ctOh
語氣裡倒是聽不出指控的味道，感覺更像是看好戲。我的腦袋還轉不大過來，聽見這話直接反射性問：那他幹麼不跑？286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTguKW6jeiI
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……問完的時候才意識到，這種事情好像也不是他要跑，是我要離他遠點才對吧？哪有檢討受害者的道理。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNvTuYl6Qp
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想到這裡，我站起身。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFk2qrAiIgh
286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Uad6OR5mP
「你要退學了嗎？」硝子饒有興致地問。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbB9rscDqYH
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「對──不對、不對。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw45P0ST7O
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面對她疑惑的表情，我語氣平靜地說──286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASqOloh2sS
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「我要讓自己消失在這世界上。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5YPwXNubi
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是速速寫出的摸魚產物。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtALIVAw9Ps
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很想大修，但是這篇已經兩萬多字了，不太好改，大概要等之後比較有空吧（還在忙考試ing）……唉再放下去都要瘋狂被芥見打臉了。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6t6aIQDxR
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總之希望這篇可以順利在今年完結（好難），可以的話還滿想印一本給自己當紀念的。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVF7U04wyz
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祝閱讀愉快。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbXGClsD4W
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240306 梔涼｜匿名交流單
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（一個後續）286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7uVYy7Pd7
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問題：請問兩位現在的感想是？（高舉麥克風）286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAI8FaBaTL
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主角（臉上打馬賽克＋變聲處理）：不想活了。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRQ9P310Lw
五條悟（離線中）：（還在躲貓貓）286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyT0eP7V5D
路過的家入硝子：沒差吧反正是夢遊啊（無情嘲笑）286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwWXd2uU06
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夏油傑……夏油傑持續離線中。
