其實，冷名知道她在胡鬧，只是她不想停下來，也沒辦法停下來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8NVZcdS3y
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當她看見有誰被欺負了，會義不容辭的挺身而出，大家都以此稱讚她真的是當英雄的料。然而，事實並不是那樣的。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV92BLqaeA
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如往常般來到雄英建築的高處，冷名站在上頭，讓髮絲隨風飄蕩，就如同心一般不安定。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YYVGX87eG
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「完全不理解他的狀況，自以為是的是誰？擅自覺得自己比較高貴，做著同樣的事卻還要制裁他人，傲慢的又是誰？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8tto1Dn7k
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爆豪說話的模樣，在她的腦中揮之不去。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mvfaXpcwA
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他說得沒錯，她根本沒有顧慮綠谷的心情，只是因為自己「覺得」他需要被保護，所以她才積極的想去守護他，不要讓他受到傷害，特別是來自言語的。可結果，自己不但做了多餘的事，還多傷害了一個人。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ31WDI6Jt
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「『噁心的個性』？『欺凌他人凸顯自我價值』？妳難道忘了自己說過什麼嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6Nay0skRx
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爆豪的話再一次讓她意識到，她變回自己最討厭的那種人了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HLIRP9F8S
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掩著嘴，冷名閉上了眼睛。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNtp6l4lTA
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她討厭爆豪，因為她討厭跟過去的她如出一轍的樣子。可為什麼，明明同樣是被言語傷害著，綠谷卻依然這麼積極正向，為什麼沒有被打倒呢？445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9s0cglxXt
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是因為綠谷本來就是個正面的人嗎？還是因為有人救贖了他呢？又或是因為爆豪的心思夠細也夠了解綠谷，所以明白這些話對他還不構成傷害呢？445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkJ3zqoCJr
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無論是哪一個，都只讓冷名不禁覺得——真幸運。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUk6hsk6V4
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明明不可以這樣想的。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGWMNF6oim
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當爆豪說完那些話時，冷名腦中那成堆的記憶再次被攪起、翻騰，令她瞳孔一縮，呼吸一屏。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MHzlUtYG8
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那是小學五年級的夏日，被爽約了的冷名提前折返就為了看看到底發生什麼事時，她親眼目睹了曾經深愛著的青梅竹馬跳樓自殺。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwhMx8HsAJ
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就在她的眼前頭破血流。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwRJk59gw9
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在青梅竹馬的房間裡，找到了成堆的垃圾紙條。打開來看後，上頭寫的全都是「對不起，我是廢物。」的字眼。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyxluHrADH
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那個總是溫柔笑著的青梅竹馬，寫下的紅字字跡是如此潦草而用力，許多張紙都被劃破、撕裂。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3RrhqAVLD
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冷名記得很清楚，在他自殺的前一天，他曾問過她一句話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKT0ea9xSy
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「小冷，妳的個性果然很棒啊！跟妳比起來，我的個性……很沒用嗎？」他輕聲問著，口吻一如既往的柔和。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWX5LtyOnt
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微微張開眼，冷名不知何時已走到邊緣，腳底有一半已經懸空。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXduqbLItH
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi8pVBSETG
她當然也記得自己怎麼回答他的。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnefJzAR0Hb
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「當……當然！你的個性廢的簡直一點用處都沒有！」因為突然被喜歡的人誇了，所以緊張的胡亂脫口而出，還是小學生的冷名雙手抱起了胸來，「可是沒關係！你再怎麼沒用我都會保護你的！我說到做到！」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgDMGanIRt
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「是嗎……」微微一笑，他露出了完全看不出端倪的笑容，「謝謝妳。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBzU9Xyaxc
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那一聲謝謝，在日後回想起來格外的諷刺。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wekQN0gzi
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踮起的腳尖緩緩離開地面，騰空、下墜，伸出的手彷彿要抓住天空，卻只是離藍天越來越遠。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2PkiG14RZ
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「是我殺了你……夏季……」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAy8zocelI
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自高樓跳下，冷名背對著地面望著明明澄清但在此刻卻灰濛迷茫的天空，任憑自己的身體墜落。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffLLUcGfiA
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在向下跳之前，一道巨幅的水流包覆住了她，吸收了所有衝擊力。最終，她在自己個性聚集而來的流水緩衝下安全的落地了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHuqtB4aVv
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踉蹌的站起身並解除個性，冷名手一揮，將濕透的自己身上的水分抽離後，雙手掩住了臉。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BEBvnI5dK
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「即使如此我也沒有那個勇氣自殺啊……」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzooxuvx8cc
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跌跌撞撞的邁開步伐，冷名就這麼在路上慢慢的調整自己的心情，直到能恢復的像平常那般冷淡，她才回到了班上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQLxwyyfVH
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她一直都是這麼過的。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BrJpuHqR6
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每當夏季的死令她心裡痛苦難耐時，她就會試圖去感受當時他面對的死亡究竟是什麼感覺。可是，冷名總在半途因為害怕而卻步，因此她從來沒有成功過。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFVNuag6zW
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每一次躍下的時候，她都感到無比恐懼，所以她更無法想像夏季選擇墜樓的時候，是懷著怎樣的壓力與傷痛才能義無反顧的跳下去的。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uFnPuAPto
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夏季的死，讓冷名對他的感情從愛變成了愧疚。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO3z5lEB3d
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她後悔所有對夏季說過的話。當她以為自己是世上最了解他的人時，她才知道自己是離他最遠的人。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL8Unj8tIh
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開始不怎麼說話，也不與他人交心，儘管渴望著，但冷名不想再害任何人變得跟夏季一樣了。她寧願讓自己冷的像塊冰，也不希望自己再去傷害他人了，她只是想保護所有可能會受傷的人們。正因為如此，她才無法對爆豪的所作所為視而不見。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk3dGmqb3M
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萬一綠谷總有一天變得跟夏季一樣怎麼辦？萬一爆豪就是下一個她又該怎麼辦？萬一悲劇一再上演該怎麼辦？445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbXimC6n9C
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那她該做的並不是厭惡爆豪，更不是像傷害夏季那樣去批評他，而是了解前因後果之後去引導他才對。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYX7fJjFLV
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「在那之前……先道歉吧……」閉上了眼睛，冷名的思考慢了下來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMGH4SkToc
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她累了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWgy98ah6O
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黃昏時分，雄英的學生一個個都離開了學校，一年級生當然也不例外。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFprCt1IfWy
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一如往常獨自拎起書包離去，在爆豪走出了建築以後，一個身影映入他的眼簾，令他停下了腳步。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBIVJJYaNl
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「讓開，『前輩』，妳擋到我的路了。」臉色沉了下來，爆豪對於她的印象一直都很差，完全不打算給她好臉色看。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXLOYrdH7Q
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但冷名可沒有要移動的意思。她望著爆豪，接著低下了頭來，無法好好正視他。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsWwJJK89P
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好好道歉……和他好好道歉……445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HRMJYgI9A
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擰起了眉，雙手抱起胸來，冷名的唇在顫抖，根本沒辦法好好說話。跟被她傷害的人道歉這種事，她根本沒有做過。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vt8KyT3iY
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因為夏季在她能對他道歉之前就已經過世了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdJqGpT3hX
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同樣蹙起了眉，爆豪見她一直不打算說話，不耐煩的打算直接越過她。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkIku6Fnkj
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然而當他與冷名擦肩而過之際，他聽見了她向他開了口。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD7PdU9Ju8
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「對不起……」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wMJbiN3S7
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在她身旁停下了腳步，但爆豪並沒有看向她。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7o9tzOouM
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「對不起……用水潑你……說你的個性噁心……是我太過分了……」別過頭去，冷名抱著手臂的手指掐緊，「你說的對……我太自以為是了……綠谷出久並不需要我保護……而且辱罵你的我也沒資格說話……」垂下眼簾，冷名的眸子閃動著，「讓你受到傷害了吧……對不……」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBCycgSogD
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「呿……所以我說妳自以為是不是嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUU6I7Eta3B
「……什麼？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS69LPlBuzu
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側過頭來，爆豪看向了冷名那滿是愧疚的低落表情。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rDteGiZfg
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「誰說我會因為那些話就受傷的？我可是要成為第一的人，這點話我根本不痛不癢啦！」瞇起眼睛盯著冷名，他低沉的說著，「倒是妳，不是被叫做什麼女王嗎？別開玩笑了啊！看看妳這副落魄的蠢樣！」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGxyPmYTGP
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自己突然開始被訓了一頓，冷名眨了眨眼，但也說不出什麼，只覺得自己應該要好好聽完。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXO4jjvHeo
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「女王這種東西是站在頂端的人用的吧？妳根本不配！」別過了頭，爆豪邁開了步伐，「要站在頂點的人會是我！不會是妳這種像是喪家犬的包子頭！如果妳還想成為英雄的話，就別老擺出那副快哭的混帳樣子！看了很煩啊！」本來是要就這麼離去，但他忽然又想到什麼似的回過了頭，「還有，我討厭在體育祭上放水的傢伙！不出全力的傢伙都去死吧！」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVixbMhhOt
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冷名看著手比倒讚的少年兇巴巴的又對她吼了幾句以後，才甘願離開，她低下了頭來，看著自己空無一物的手掌，而後又望向那逐漸遠去的背影。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPzX11PVbi
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「……好粗暴的原諒方式啊。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KR40FkwWy
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她感覺到，爆豪勝己這個人，比她想得更加觀察敏銳、心思細膩。但他的應對態度讓她產生了個疑惑，因此她決定採取行動。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgYdRAq7ul
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之前在角色介紹那裡寫的危險習慣445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmymVKM7pK6
指的就是跳樓這件事445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWMBD6bagm
好孩子請不要模仿( ﾟдﾟ)445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefarRxtBKm
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老是很想把爆豪的經典台詞「去死」塞進情節裡445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyimDnXfuI3
今天終於有機會啦！445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A6MRpuimF
結果因為是硬塞的那句害我修改了好多次XDD445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJVUHLPFSx
不加個罵人嗆人的話445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp7nSDh0Vm
整個句子都有種不是爆豪說的感覺445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnCr3VicHI
翻漫畫的時候還有看到他說渣滓445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpBDGijOw4
但之前有描寫過爆豪看體育祭影片這件事445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPebICybKsk
也把冷名的實力描寫的不俗445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhxNN7k9h1
所以在這邊不讓爆豪對冷名這麼說445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoc7aOvvfr
算是實力上的認可吧
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQgTs2lgUu
那麼今天就到這裡了445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyx4hlIPBA
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