之後的星期天,沒有收到若曦的任何消息。大概人還在澳門忙著,還沒回港開手機吧!45Please respect copyright.PENANAVO20Q6Kv4y
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女人都喜愛胡思亂想;我不想讓自己有這個空間,便把幾本如詞典般厚的教科書拿出來溫習了一遍,在網上找了點期刊文章來看,也開始構想著畢業論文的事。哎!這才想起來,還沒搞定論文導師的問題哩!糟糕!45Please respect copyright.PENANAhmxgDQSBcB
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於是,我發了一個我自認為平生最斗膽的電郵給康教授。而她竟然十數分鐘後便回覆,約好了明天詳談。直覺表示事情繼續朝著詭異的方向推演,簡直是步步驚心!45Please respect copyright.PENANAUsuQ3yUu92
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「我有那麼的恐怖嗎?」康教授笑著,托著腮,直往我的眼睛裡看。看得我心脈不整了!45Please respect copyright.PENANAPGxvIgtX7x
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「恐怖。」我在她面前就是說不了謊,「我怎麼知道你又會不會說或做些奇奇怪怪的事?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAkskAy6WELh
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「我做了什麼奇奇怪怪的事了呢?」她好像什麼都沒發生過一樣,一臉驚訝。哎!45Please respect copyright.PENANAFPJ3poxJto
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「哎!康教授就最愛耍我。」45Please respect copyright.PENANA0FtXvZXFEi
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「其實我真挺喜歡你的。」接著便憋不住了的在大笑。「你跟我的那個老相好真是完全不同的人兒,但都那麼可愛。」45Please respect copyright.PENANA5coLoTsjfv
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「你說的老相好,就是姓劉的那個學姐嗎?」45Please respect copyright.PENANABamZsy39PY
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「是啊!現在人家在投行發展的很不錯了!我愛她是愛得不能自拔了!」然後往天花板嘆了長長的一聲。45Please respect copyright.PENANArTHaYUKHSp
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「吓?真的嗎?」我是萬分驚訝,沒想過這突然就掉進這樣的話題裡...45Please respect copyright.PENANArakXjmWC06
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「假的!」她大聲說道,然後笑瘋了!我是被騙了!45Please respect copyright.PENANAU075523cV5
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接著,我們終於開始討論畢業論文的事。這彷彿是額外的導修課;康教授這神人是把我腦袋裡的構想完全的顛覆了又再顛覆一遍,直教我的腦前額葉在脹痛。痛起來我卻覺得很爽!這就是所謂的peak experience了嗎?還是單純的又愛又恨?45Please respect copyright.PENANAwx5rEDOGae
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「今年,其實我不打算收undergraduate。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAfAtTRU35Nb
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「康教授,你是又在耍我了嗎?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAUKBudmuvJq
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「本來我真打算給你來點學術指導就算了!不過,...」她仆身勾了我的下巴一下,「見是我的打令我就收了你吧!」45Please respect copyright.PENANAkAfAbAhI7D
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「哎!」心裡是既高興又擔心了!45Please respect copyright.PENANAYcGkCQZV51
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「不過,我可不是個容易應付的導師。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAC7idKbNd1W
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「這我當然知道了!」心裡是流著汗哩!誰不知道?跟你寫論文其實跟自盡分別不大。45Please respect copyright.PENANAdOUVlDJPkr
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「而且,你就不怕你的女朋友以為我們真有什麼姦情嗎?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAU8eVEo1rNP
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這我倒不怕。45Please respect copyright.PENANApPxLs0WKvb
本來,一段感情就是該建築在絕對的信任上,以誠實為政策去經營。如果若曦這麼天真地認為我跟康教授有姦情,這段感情也註定是失敗收場的吧!45Please respect copyright.PENANAG9kfpxrSvT
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但娘娘則持另一觀點。45Please respect copyright.PENANAkEJk3e6IlZ
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「尹若曦本身就是別扭,EQ低,一定會因此而讓你進退兩難。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAinnYLjWp6K
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「那沒,我該找另一個mentor?」我當然不認為這是個選擇。45Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ0v8hLQ8D
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「當然不是了!難得康教授首肯。你知道康教授上一回收的是哪個學生?就是那個劉卓凡,一級榮譽,N個A*畢業的!」45Please respect copyright.PENANA4PQwPgsI5N
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「哎!」45Please respect copyright.PENANAEAAJN2TH6H
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再度強調一次,我是相當地嚮往低調、平淡生活的,好不好?誰沒聽說過康教授跟那個劉卓凡的事?我就是不想自己成為像她們倆那麼惹人注目的人;這才是我思前想後那麼久的原因。45Please respect copyright.PENANAXr16YdJbKI
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「總之,」我學著康教授般喝沒下糖漿的檸檬茶。操!怎麼可以這麼難喝?「我選擇跟尹若曦在一起,是事實。我很單純,想不了那麼多,只想好好寫這篇論文,畢業,找一份好的工作。我現在該頭痛的是論文題材。我的構想被康教授狠狠地ban了!」她還讓我在兩個星期內提交一篇過得了她的study plan;我是想要跳樓了你知道嗎?45Please respect copyright.PENANABoHInYSCh4
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「那尹若曦呢?」娘娘問,還是像個師奶一樣。「她還沒跟劉少邦分手,今天晚上好像還會去Amigo吃燭光晚餐哩!」45Please respect copyright.PENANAAogOmPXMzN
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「我信任她。或許只是時機不對。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAgpyUotwVWs
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那刻,其實我也不知道這算不算是過分樂觀。45Please respect copyright.PENANATJgwVQhvY6