Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY4a0LZwOF
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aartyF5bp
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH9l62er4D
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJaj3rQOdL
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbycC1s3NG
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpquZd0asn
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5ngEdYiWB
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3VXc5dw8F
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQS58z2XmUi
Fake.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye8RK27QA3
Not myself.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wW987cnyi
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn66DYlHkP
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlBirjvCyV
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscgP0UzVsT
Help me, Ray! Help me!965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYLDz9jIEG
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavaLrtmim9
Voice mail.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNubEvWu9Zi
I try again.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTZAKcMFYv
No answer.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOuCG5HJ8g
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp6e6fNoRd
I can't. I must stay strong.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ094Ke9DjpM
My tears come faster.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrP9TMk43y
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujBG6Mal0u
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOffRckPHfr
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EuRX3R4UA
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs2DemlZXn
Is it really that high?965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRFX9fobEP
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkiXdPe5lD
I must move… I need to move.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoevFr7jR5
I eye the door.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3QxIbUrVO
I will myself to sit up.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7UGOJ5K6P
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10KyOPbnl9
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhvgC4zHaR
I focus on the door.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U6YdsnUnC
I crawl forward.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM7TDaPdEO
I need to get there.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeE8Fm57N4
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bpIlbkRk7
My legs are wobbly, broken.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSAI4lcteV
Just a few more feet…965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HdbXARpRj
I reach out my hand and take another step-965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewVhdlcosX
and collapse to the ground.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bUelgKU4I
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2UOhfXa8k
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1KkMYv1LL
I suck in a breath.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtabgzs0aF
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpBUinNh8B
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm3raGQjEf
Just once.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKiYLYSCT7
"Promise me."965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMZQqybmRf
"I promise, Ray."965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RFTgw582Q
No, I can't. I promised him.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQP13BrQJk
But it'll feel so good…965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6BZqNetGJ
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hkbTc1mk7
It'll be quick. Just one cut.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXxZhUhFba
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahyGPp7U8H
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDZR0JkP2H
Anytime, now…965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBvLTqeWiv
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJP9LU8M2D
Is it raining?965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ606BH6rONC
No, that’s impossible.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwTPZvmnJF
I can't see.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaKfvfgsHQ
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNJAqfvYVf
I can't breathe.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpYYxXPrpJ
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgREYZJQpB
What's poking my leg…?965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj7DnEuMcI
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL9sTHnF11
How did it get there?965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsJEc5mXhG
I take it and hold it closely to myself.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF1BiJKaCj
How can something so evil look so beautiful?965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5hYf2i3LD
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPV4HQUBX6
So cold.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnH6PyK6kO
I press down and drive it across my skin.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG1P0N0iCY
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwCsXNjSnw
I take another breath.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT9DISdbR7
Another.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53SHVWGOdm
My breathing comes harder, faster.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9ozGkUUSF
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFIehtO4JC
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjKATeTG2X
I shut my eyes tightly.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeihlLMi8G
I should not have done that.
Penana
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