第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢238Please respect copyright.PENANAsWkjGgCdfZ
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記238Please respect copyright.PENANAanAKxH0wMf
發現李湘渝這幾個月來238Please respect copyright.PENANAZa43PSrjMS
都過度積極的控制情緒238Please respect copyright.PENANA9oOd7IXhJt
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少238Please respect copyright.PENANAVZum7BWdcD
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂238Please respect copyright.PENANA3V40zxn6gb
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAkIO0wWUHvl
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「每天都有…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAGfGTL8yHqu
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「比起剛出院238Please respect copyright.PENANAtqH79WyWHD
或上個月238Please respect copyright.PENANA80x3ST3LsY
有好轉嗎?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAWerDds7Apx
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「好像…差不多…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAMftmNJtPHY
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「十級的話238Please respect copyright.PENANA4ScjDKzN1K
有多少級痛?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAJMVm2bueQ6
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右238Please respect copyright.PENANAhoSTnoCX1I
試過幾次真的很痛…」238Please respect copyright.PENANASVXkWZK3It
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容238Please respect copyright.PENANAIyspPlTzB8
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神238Please respect copyright.PENANAgp91NvFV9Q
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「已持續兩個月了238Please respect copyright.PENANA6cx4qwQvoJ
是吧?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAAJjn6ceHdP
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「嗯…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAdfgF3zwI0B
李湘渝點點頭238Please respect copyright.PENANAiW6ywxkaBi
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小時候的事238Please respect copyright.PENANAR5QDeBFibc
實在記得太清楚238Please respect copyright.PENANAv4kkJFCRqQ
印象太深刻238Please respect copyright.PENANATQUN6Z7jaD
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候238Please respect copyright.PENANADAIQx36zHQ
彷彿提醒著自己238Please respect copyright.PENANAz7TRBUCade
不斷的重溫事發經過238Please respect copyright.PENANAjSQA56NEIm
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇238Please respect copyright.PENANANG5A6i5rMr
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態238Please respect copyright.PENANAV876uNNKkG
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來238Please respect copyright.PENANAZwcMDHQwlH
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著238Please respect copyright.PENANAmRexztdM97
自從幻聽出現後的日記238Please respect copyright.PENANAbzDbrxWGLl
看得出李湘渝心裡238Please respect copyright.PENANAl0sDOLoeva
是極度的恐慌238Please respect copyright.PENANA5PRiuC0pjJ
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從字裡行間裡238Please respect copyright.PENANA4TxUX1HP2i
李湘渝透露出的是238Please respect copyright.PENANAW55gan1so1
逃避現實238Please respect copyright.PENANAgnmLNUhvxH
置之不理238Please respect copyright.PENANAMXWaAQdjVk
過份抑壓情緒238Please respect copyright.PENANAYECfyHVqe9
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「湘渝238Please respect copyright.PENANAvqBkGJcPf3
欺騙誰也可以238Please respect copyright.PENANAUZgU9yqO1Q
但就是不能欺騙自己238Please respect copyright.PENANAFWvXijVfkj
要對自己誠實」238Please respect copyright.PENANAjNtAVGJP1t
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「嗯…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAfP1OhuuP7M
李湘渝低著頭238Please respect copyright.PENANAmIjzhBZJgQ
點了一下頭238Please respect copyright.PENANAATuF2khvO7
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?238Please respect copyright.PENANAwwwu4pTo70
在逃避嗎?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAzqNXs2klD1
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李湘渝沉默著238Please respect copyright.PENANA0aPHf0OKYP
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情238Please respect copyright.PENANAOm1cUzUuXB
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李湘渝思考了一會238Please respect copyright.PENANAlO0iHBIIYc
點了點頭238Please respect copyright.PENANA02UtohjT29
「嗯…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAyVO0YPSN4f
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「有什麼原因238Please respect copyright.PENANAZw5ZZ2pwGn
令你想逃避?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAiVPhe6z85L
鍾媽媽溫柔的說238Please respect copyright.PENANAjofbTCBz3r
「或者238Please respect copyright.PENANAotrul1Vovp
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2AndlemUo
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李湘渝低著頭238Please respect copyright.PENANAkCJs9NTCGb
手按在昨天傷口的位置上238Please respect copyright.PENANApI8YLgdyL0
「我…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAXwbO73dI1V
突然低壓情緒湧了上來238Please respect copyright.PENANAM0RJnLJtXt
「很…238Please respect copyright.PENANA1Twm9mSPxk
累了…」238Please respect copyright.PENANA1LnT2NBk7A
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「所以昨天238Please respect copyright.PENANAz6Qr0qAZk4
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9X4apnByw
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李湘渝點了點頭238Please respect copyright.PENANA3xTMY6xQ6F
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」238Please respect copyright.PENANA49EsU5aLGR
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了238Please respect copyright.PENANA7t5iTz5LwW
抹著眼淚238Please respect copyright.PENANApqQ13oMeqe
搖著頭否認238Please respect copyright.PENANAwTtClq2lZL
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應238Please respect copyright.PENANAFMvf7rTU73
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎238Please respect copyright.PENANAf4G0yX4v0h
只不過在鍾天程面前238Please respect copyright.PENANAh2OMAvRCOk
不適宜直接問他238Please respect copyright.PENANAyN9DK3Rqag
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「在這裡說的話238Please respect copyright.PENANA9IkN40B9Bg
我是不會跟天程說的」238Please respect copyright.PENANACcceNpgBDh
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題238Please respect copyright.PENANAHggGOZIHv1
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞238Please respect copyright.PENANAYsIvo2a03c
「你可以放心的告訴我238Please respect copyright.PENANAuyGUa87iZz
我有責任保障你的私隱238Please respect copyright.PENANAhsMHio1HNd
就算他是我的兒子238Please respect copyright.PENANABHeBm8UGrC
我也不可以告訴他238Please respect copyright.PENANAAyrQRgWScm
這是我的專業操守」238Please respect copyright.PENANAVbO3HI3qhZ
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李湘渝繼續低著頭238Please respect copyright.PENANAsLqSleqWEo
「對不起…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAOlrZAesQmC
為自己的撒謊而道歉238Please respect copyright.PENANACsQFKAnmHh
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「乖孩子238Please respect copyright.PENANAZrSA3SSogx
不要怕去面對238Please respect copyright.PENANAxlvdV9gMfc
要坦誠接受自己的情緒238Please respect copyright.PENANAE43T0c7z8K
知道嗎?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAqd4UghvrAQ
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李湘渝沉默了一會238Please respect copyright.PENANANBDANawUHs
緩緩的說著238Please respect copyright.PENANAuqJ3tE5C4j
「我…很怕…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAOlh3rYe0nd
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「你在怕什麼?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAHbCeFxLU8h
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂238Please respect copyright.PENANAoaPACeuYHP
「不…不知道…238Please respect copyright.PENANAK3hIt2drRE
就是…很怕…」238Please respect copyright.PENANA237oml4XBq
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說238Please respect copyright.PENANACjDmEpBJXW
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「真的…很討厭自己…238Please respect copyright.PENANAbZD0QzXvC9
很麻煩…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAyZVCMeGnrU
李湘渝忍哭著說238Please respect copyright.PENANAjIPylasY1y
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來238Please respect copyright.PENANAdb5cfpvDhA
「我真的…238Please respect copyright.PENANAh205jXcIlO
一點用處也沒有…238Please respect copyright.PENANA8CVY3kZ7lZ
我是…一個負累…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAIc9nSvn1qN
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來238Please respect copyright.PENANA86ozpRsBWv
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…238Please respect copyright.PENANAtkYE4SpxqF
我也想…拋棄這個想法…238Please respect copyright.PENANAoqA2MpzaFQ
可是…我…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAvy3R0J1o2h
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽238Please respect copyright.PENANAkOEi1o6YCg
「我…做不到…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAyVl21K4rhJ
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白238Please respect copyright.PENANAoajp5qRanU
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「我…真的…238Please respect copyright.PENANACsO3exMjG1
很累…了啊…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAAP7KcZzQqT
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「可以告訴我嗎?238Please respect copyright.PENANARf20kpw4ba
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAwN4F0a1Ty3
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李湘渝愣了一下238Please respect copyright.PENANAZiadyDuiUi
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他238Please respect copyright.PENANAGWiIqPqngt
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」238Please respect copyright.PENANA96CTa3C6QS
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「昨天…傷口很痛…238Please respect copyright.PENANAgDaWP2mJUn
痛了很久…238Please respect copyright.PENANAviwM1K4Aov
整個下午都在痛…238Please respect copyright.PENANApREmKiUFgD
痛得…238Please respect copyright.PENANAaN7igwtskZ
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAzcob7QUi5b
李湘渝慢慢的說出來238Please respect copyright.PENANAi7qP6wLu3G
哽咽著238Please respect copyright.PENANAb7Q4noq7Yk
「我…真的…238Please respect copyright.PENANA4CYTKmEOri
忍受不了…238Please respect copyright.PENANAJbsrT0FoBj
不想再忍受下去了…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAef9kBsCNY4
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAupdyYZEjN5
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「我在書枱上238Please respect copyright.PENANAu15vx8Jpyq
隨便拿起了鐵尺238Please respect copyright.PENANA2dFj7w6r06
便開始…弄痛自己…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAB34gyAsg9S
李湘渝回想著昨晚238Please respect copyright.PENANAYHKDmDejM9
那種痛好像又要開始了238Please respect copyright.PENANAwbQRaGY1Nh
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」238Please respect copyright.PENANA9XUrsP6FRY
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鍾媽媽坐近一點238Please respect copyright.PENANAUwop9phfWm
「然後?」238Please respect copyright.PENANApYQagYm6c8
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「然後…又變得很痛…238Please respect copyright.PENANARlipZx57I9
全身也在痛…238Please respect copyright.PENANAYkZh36EJOm
很辛苦…」238Please respect copyright.PENANATKXBE5ubYz
李湘渝握緊了拳頭238Please respect copyright.PENANAaWHAWDlQih
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「嗯」238Please respect copyright.PENANAgIRzKPBwYR
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「我想…用鎅刀…238Please respect copyright.PENANArcDfppvoaw
在手腕上…割一下…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAsGy0bB03IZ
李湘渝哭了出來238Please respect copyright.PENANAVyBIOmwwcL
「那…我便…以後…238Please respect copyright.PENANARxSRTgCMj3
都不用再痛了…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAaPHswWZ7OA
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜238Please respect copyright.PENANAY3uZCqdblW
停頓一下238Please respect copyright.PENANAahDhEY7FzF
再續問238Please respect copyright.PENANAN1Vk679G2E
「是發生了什麼事238Please respect copyright.PENANARdC6XTTCRf
讓你停下來嗎?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAcq29hWPcg0
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…238Please respect copyright.PENANAmejRrUwqal
看到了…238Please respect copyright.PENANAObZkggVtcn
師兄…寫給我的信…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAtuRyejriLZ
李湘渝激動的哭著238Please respect copyright.PENANAcUdPkWiEcl
「是他…的…信…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAVBGC1o1VqG
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛238Please respect copyright.PENANAYHQcYxupj2
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾238Please respect copyright.PENANAg0142TAFb9
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「你看到了天程給你的信238Please respect copyright.PENANAftXvWwhivM
然後便停了下來238Please respect copyright.PENANAzGCfmGKkG5
對嗎?」238Please respect copyright.PENANANVisUSIZ6Q
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李湘渝接過紙巾238Please respect copyright.PENANABTxLHMXySN
點著頭238Please respect copyright.PENANAAPZro0RUSC
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?238Please respect copyright.PENANAVlpni9rQZZ
促使你停下來238Please respect copyright.PENANAFBEd2GQJPA
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」238Please respect copyright.PENANABE8lCoMO1p
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「我記得…238Please respect copyright.PENANAA6oZxlKGT8
無論我怎樣放棄自己…238Please respect copyright.PENANAo0apM4poJx
他都會…在我的身邊…238Please respect copyright.PENANA9Knjd3SBEx
不會離棄我…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAWOQ78Yb4P8
李湘渝痛哭著說238Please respect copyright.PENANAB5TjJZQNVf
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…238Please respect copyright.PENANAzYNB0owYSB
是他說…238Please respect copyright.PENANAT926AHBCb9
明明知道了…看到了…238Please respect copyright.PENANABBYUQxikXR
不能什麼也不做…238Please respect copyright.PENANAFEnQW0ahOa
便讓我回家去…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAaGYt2Hf9Co
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩238Please respect copyright.PENANAXm0oF31D3T
感歎著愛情的力量238Please respect copyright.PENANAHju4HwteaQ
影響力實在很大238Please respect copyright.PENANAEqrOv3T9XH
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幸而鍾天程的愛238Please respect copyright.PENANAhp88Y2ClCT
能夠承載著這個重擔238Please respect copyright.PENANAt3jkziEfoF
分擔著李湘渝的壓力238Please respect copyright.PENANAvulqmfqDEr
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡238Please respect copyright.PENANA5j9QQ7z1TS
得到了很強的力量238Please respect copyright.PENANAESr36X8XU0
有了寄託238Please respect copyright.PENANAJVYL6Fz5YQ
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要不然238Please respect copyright.PENANAvHpMHB1DRF
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前238Please respect copyright.PENANA758XiTEohy
已經離開了這個世界238Please respect copyright.PENANADgTxTcCioh
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「我知道…如果那個時候…238Please respect copyright.PENANAJIn9A3y6zU
他在我的旁邊的話…238Please respect copyright.PENANACFpho1TSuF
他會毫不猶豫的…238Please respect copyright.PENANAnmi7Vq0TfL
抱著我…238Please respect copyright.PENANA4r2yGkYSif
不讓我傷害自己…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAS9t0QRojCm
李湘渝仍在痛哭著238Please respect copyright.PENANAEKF6g6kMcZ
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊238Please respect copyright.PENANA1Z2eHL6vS5
握著他的手238Please respect copyright.PENANANDKzG1uX0u
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「我還記得…238Please respect copyright.PENANA31jS8VrGAd
在天台那時…238Please respect copyright.PENANAhS4KhEmlua
他…238Please respect copyright.PENANAc5hweOGkRt
他……」238Please respect copyright.PENANAlM5z1KixAi
李湘渝泣不成聲238Please respect copyright.PENANAWENCqbC5mF
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程238Please respect copyright.PENANAjat6yHWk2D
不斷的哭著238Please respect copyright.PENANAVQzwVbrc4D
哭得難以呼吸238Please respect copyright.PENANAemsZpPVfqc
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛238Please respect copyright.PENANAjBhhc2AjzE
輕掃著他的背238Please respect copyright.PENANAyjD7gB7vat
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一會238Please respect copyright.PENANA5xPTf6HDWk
待李湘渝情緒平伏後238Please respect copyright.PENANAeeFahKFddI
鍾媽媽溫柔的說238Please respect copyright.PENANAnRcwd5L23W
「謝謝你對我誠實238Please respect copyright.PENANAm97KpstQy1
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」238Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2ssEjiYpp
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李湘渝低著頭238Please respect copyright.PENANAwCYQ6LZ5Hi
擦著眼睛238Please respect copyright.PENANAPberH0WtRu
「不…我…238Please respect copyright.PENANAh6XA6a2Xgc
很沒用…」238Please respect copyright.PENANAWWE3wJrdtm
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「湘渝238Please respect copyright.PENANAdSwKUB9zpd
你真的很勇敢238Please respect copyright.PENANASb4Ezgh9rl
而且238Please respect copyright.PENANApfeU5uJSi9
你也有很堅強的信念238Please respect copyright.PENANAqeaL3VJfhj
只是一時有點迷失238Please respect copyright.PENANAsivGJ865IP
加上幻覺痛238Please respect copyright.PENANAFuBhoR0DUT
令你軟弱了」238Please respect copyright.PENANA2TH186CcUx
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭238Please respect copyright.PENANAY9WqVMCpYO
「我非常欣賞你的堅強238Please respect copyright.PENANAI5AGqHPs83
因為這是真的不容易啊」238Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1EsW2yvnq
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣238Please respect copyright.PENANA901ibmMmAv
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