第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢200Please respect copyright.PENANAvwII046ueR
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記200Please respect copyright.PENANAIrzIvcVvN9
發現李湘渝這幾個月來200Please respect copyright.PENANAXFxKy2fIse
都過度積極的控制情緒200Please respect copyright.PENANAajxu0QfGUs
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少200Please respect copyright.PENANAktQB2yaGnj
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂200Please respect copyright.PENANAMO57dSp6vH
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」200Please respect copyright.PENANAw4FvSJArIj
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「每天都有…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAH3PTH4qN47
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「比起剛出院200Please respect copyright.PENANA4L77JjqtQc
或上個月200Please respect copyright.PENANAoA8A7SGy5Z
有好轉嗎?」200Please respect copyright.PENANA6DHQMY1W0X
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「好像…差不多…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAoKtbh8VOTU
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「十級的話200Please respect copyright.PENANAC1fpbnELsE
有多少級痛?」200Please respect copyright.PENANAOBUAi5BAan
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右200Please respect copyright.PENANAED2T9nTWPd
試過幾次真的很痛…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAbLUaFCu7IK
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容200Please respect copyright.PENANAqkmwfigbKP
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神200Please respect copyright.PENANAotSIBaJy85
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「已持續兩個月了200Please respect copyright.PENANAMEAoZnAbES
是吧?」200Please respect copyright.PENANAOpZxLb0Gww
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「嗯…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAIFIhQkAuQI
李湘渝點點頭200Please respect copyright.PENANAZeUSpqI90m
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小時候的事200Please respect copyright.PENANAFEAWAW1fhn
實在記得太清楚200Please respect copyright.PENANAKaDC8FMQMM
印象太深刻200Please respect copyright.PENANARHlAEug5R1
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候200Please respect copyright.PENANAyLUIxOpCXw
彷彿提醒著自己200Please respect copyright.PENANAIj0LEuhWlU
不斷的重溫事發經過200Please respect copyright.PENANAyavK2ADBpz
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇200Please respect copyright.PENANAeqhSYufzS1
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態200Please respect copyright.PENANAzmprhUeMXu
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來200Please respect copyright.PENANAHOPpS9v8xV
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著200Please respect copyright.PENANAq7ElRgaG40
自從幻聽出現後的日記200Please respect copyright.PENANA3TGiSVJxTk
看得出李湘渝心裡200Please respect copyright.PENANAdnIt5oSeCT
是極度的恐慌200Please respect copyright.PENANAr7IHIfB4OR
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從字裡行間裡200Please respect copyright.PENANAPq7KSbSSAu
李湘渝透露出的是200Please respect copyright.PENANAO34AwUjkxX
逃避現實200Please respect copyright.PENANAM8J0Fc1gOg
置之不理200Please respect copyright.PENANAtLMx1wH7bV
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「湘渝200Please respect copyright.PENANAWNO0jyeKvF
欺騙誰也可以200Please respect copyright.PENANAvqElxemC81
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要對自己誠實」200Please respect copyright.PENANAmCWLo4EF9F
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「嗯…」200Please respect copyright.PENANALyS3wZj9Ao
李湘渝低著頭200Please respect copyright.PENANAnpCrGL2FeW
點了一下頭200Please respect copyright.PENANAUWW8wmXieK
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情200Please respect copyright.PENANAnDIiAL52dU
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李湘渝思考了一會200Please respect copyright.PENANAcog0dz2pDe
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鍾媽媽溫柔的說200Please respect copyright.PENANAvmbDV8raJr
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突然低壓情緒湧了上來200Please respect copyright.PENANAatRgmq6ikp
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累了…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAKZ3Gsnttbr
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「所以昨天200Please respect copyright.PENANA2XeVNmKKiH
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」200Please respect copyright.PENANA4xwT9P4FL5
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李湘渝點了點頭200Please respect copyright.PENANA50zfJOScqD
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」200Please respect copyright.PENANAJeBDHfC8Lu
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了200Please respect copyright.PENANACMJ6ewhhSR
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搖著頭否認200Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ2OfIIOtV
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應200Please respect copyright.PENANAMzAkp1nnNj
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只不過在鍾天程面前200Please respect copyright.PENANAsCaaepdwZp
不適宜直接問他200Please respect copyright.PENANAhvyxxCYP9H
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「在這裡說的話200Please respect copyright.PENANAcRrGDvd5bF
我是不會跟天程說的」200Please respect copyright.PENANAtfVpwJPjHM
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題200Please respect copyright.PENANARmSVlir4oN
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞200Please respect copyright.PENANAEawA1sm1na
「你可以放心的告訴我200Please respect copyright.PENANA9G0x1reBeK
我有責任保障你的私隱200Please respect copyright.PENANAHOZj1SObgQ
就算他是我的兒子200Please respect copyright.PENANAEvLGPGsBGr
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這是我的專業操守」200Please respect copyright.PENANAcVEQ68ysdS
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李湘渝繼續低著頭200Please respect copyright.PENANA1vyJUlWI17
「對不起…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAeszFPb0xOL
為自己的撒謊而道歉200Please respect copyright.PENANAHg2K8WN0oH
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「乖孩子200Please respect copyright.PENANA8q4kFhHZOj
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要坦誠接受自己的情緒200Please respect copyright.PENANAA9sKcUPpGv
知道嗎?」200Please respect copyright.PENANAOYqDPYiNsI
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李湘渝沉默了一會200Please respect copyright.PENANAqL74Q6AGzb
緩緩的說著200Please respect copyright.PENANAQg1jgj5LKZ
「我…很怕…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAcizSmabIyQ
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂200Please respect copyright.PENANAxOzUYIeGDk
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就是…很怕…」200Please respect copyright.PENANACBzn5FbkVf
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說200Please respect copyright.PENANAgGUSrJUIBK
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「真的…很討厭自己…200Please respect copyright.PENANAVZL2vIxVU1
很麻煩…」200Please respect copyright.PENANApnnFxtMr0Q
李湘渝忍哭著說200Please respect copyright.PENANA3MjKpiNdQX
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來200Please respect copyright.PENANApraNnCWuBq
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一點用處也沒有…200Please respect copyright.PENANAAGEL7gQbwj
我是…一個負累…」200Please respect copyright.PENANA6Mzr8tY7X1
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來200Please respect copyright.PENANAzRmrflGk9h
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…200Please respect copyright.PENANAAsy4mv9noc
我也想…拋棄這個想法…200Please respect copyright.PENANAHWa7P73lSf
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李湘渝看著鍾媽媽200Please respect copyright.PENANAjMUnyjqpOR
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昨天的經過是怎樣的?」200Please respect copyright.PENANA4nZhi69Le6
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李湘渝愣了一下200Please respect copyright.PENANAFsN1zxi92K
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他200Please respect copyright.PENANApquffCeATb
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」200Please respect copyright.PENANAeLyD0MlOMD
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「昨天…傷口很痛…200Please respect copyright.PENANArroPjGr0Mn
痛了很久…200Please respect copyright.PENANA0SYxyF0y46
整個下午都在痛…200Please respect copyright.PENANA4rIEvh1gWR
痛得…200Please respect copyright.PENANAPNrsZYsTuz
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAjBeVOfF3VF
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「我在書枱上200Please respect copyright.PENANAUqUbrfSJ6S
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便開始…弄痛自己…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAeqX9parXhj
李湘渝回想著昨晚200Please respect copyright.PENANAF6Sf9fUI51
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「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAWYc0OziWHX
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「然後…又變得很痛…200Please respect copyright.PENANAHJMeISRAZ5
全身也在痛…200Please respect copyright.PENANA5yrv2LY6TD
很辛苦…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAEUFZyTwLpH
李湘渝握緊了拳頭200Please respect copyright.PENANAP3a8MaLZ0m
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在手腕上…割一下…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAk0umT72mXH
李湘渝哭了出來200Please respect copyright.PENANA7uXTcWazzJ
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都不用再痛了…」200Please respect copyright.PENANA8IbaPVwOu3
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜200Please respect copyright.PENANALVUL61Ze8b
停頓一下200Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZQdIT8XFn
再續問200Please respect copyright.PENANAt3BYdFNANu
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讓你停下來嗎?」200Please respect copyright.PENANAyzbMKyk0eP
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…200Please respect copyright.PENANAoY2ou7akWI
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師兄…寫給我的信…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAiWWJueCOjK
李湘渝激動的哭著200Please respect copyright.PENANAiuoArKyNl9
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛200Please respect copyright.PENANA2w1E3QxSEt
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾200Please respect copyright.PENANAdhgy2Kkd8B
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對嗎?」200Please respect copyright.PENANAZXtA8SQu3V
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點著頭200Please respect copyright.PENANAYgK8i209Yl
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令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」200Please respect copyright.PENANA1FXlgTGtNg
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李湘渝痛哭著說200Please respect copyright.PENANASnVCcW4cuz
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便讓我回家去…」200Please respect copyright.PENANAuqehQmRA0t
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩200Please respect copyright.PENANAG07lVs6Yxh
感歎著愛情的力量200Please respect copyright.PENANAGqgfkc0QZ6
影響力實在很大200Please respect copyright.PENANA94JQeVAuq1
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幸而鍾天程的愛200Please respect copyright.PENANARUCEYiR1TT
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分擔著李湘渝的壓力200Please respect copyright.PENANAXQ3RoeKduw
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡200Please respect copyright.PENANAtVjmH2S1nJ
得到了很強的力量200Please respect copyright.PENANALoUHEl4mkw
有了寄託200Please respect copyright.PENANA0cVKV1333d
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要不然200Please respect copyright.PENANA3u16uKx7Qy
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前200Please respect copyright.PENANABjnTVNW6wV
已經離開了這個世界200Please respect copyright.PENANAuhbKqYwz7b
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他會毫不猶豫的…200Please respect copyright.PENANAlA7BEGYAcP
抱著我…200Please respect copyright.PENANAd4ckTCslSo
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李湘渝仍在痛哭著200Please respect copyright.PENANAQZszSqmjym
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊200Please respect copyright.PENANA83Wmw8USTr
握著他的手200Please respect copyright.PENANAxlaQhZsFDh
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他…200Please respect copyright.PENANAuWBj9mX8wS
他……」200Please respect copyright.PENANAw5Qd5wsa5L
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛200Please respect copyright.PENANAURb3NwTv6W
輕掃著他的背200Please respect copyright.PENANAZH8JzKprhl
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一會200Please respect copyright.PENANAv7NmV1gDQI
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亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」200Please respect copyright.PENANAiUc7HKfO1v
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李湘渝低著頭200Please respect copyright.PENANAp7zv1talIp
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「湘渝200Please respect copyright.PENANAl6fbyU144C
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你也有很堅強的信念200Please respect copyright.PENANAQrp7sdzsy1
只是一時有點迷失200Please respect copyright.PENANAQE7NnVRuHD
加上幻覺痛200Please respect copyright.PENANAWvky83N5nl
令你軟弱了」200Please respect copyright.PENANAvLP8BVmP1H
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭200Please respect copyright.PENANAa62YR6wb5i
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因為這是真的不容易啊」200Please respect copyright.PENANAdS51nF4QMq
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣200Please respect copyright.PENANAOWuffXC31y
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