第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢284Please respect copyright.PENANAH5TNHuvFHq
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記284Please respect copyright.PENANACgOUFR0iWc
發現李湘渝這幾個月來284Please respect copyright.PENANASrsq33KDq2
都過度積極的控制情緒284Please respect copyright.PENANAxOti5FymKL
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少284Please respect copyright.PENANACjC5VZ9lve
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂284Please respect copyright.PENANAkToHuV4yQi
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAvJDf5ocrY7
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「每天都有…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAW36ZJJcLKZ
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「比起剛出院284Please respect copyright.PENANAceiof7Dg1E
或上個月284Please respect copyright.PENANA6rvI3Sp5IP
有好轉嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAVnvLIaDZ1N
284Please respect copyright.PENANAjq3sgy13eo
「好像…差不多…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAfvvC0YgBsy
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「十級的話284Please respect copyright.PENANA08gKLUVlrl
有多少級痛?」284Please respect copyright.PENANABK5QZH9Knn
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右284Please respect copyright.PENANAtILPPK8rpp
試過幾次真的很痛…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAqkJmBhVAn5
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容284Please respect copyright.PENANAysnplZXUan
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神284Please respect copyright.PENANA2AZsgFJRvo
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「已持續兩個月了284Please respect copyright.PENANA59G1dQi9Dt
是吧?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA6ELuXzg7Qu
284Please respect copyright.PENANAgPYeN9M5tV
「嗯…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAe9wFQGC9LF
李湘渝點點頭284Please respect copyright.PENANARcAsghLHq7
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小時候的事284Please respect copyright.PENANAlcfTALZd8W
實在記得太清楚284Please respect copyright.PENANAHsziarr8Em
印象太深刻284Please respect copyright.PENANAJwi6qKw8iL
284Please respect copyright.PENANAncRaKjB5RL
而且幻覺痛發作的時候284Please respect copyright.PENANA0AeFBWGWrK
彷彿提醒著自己284Please respect copyright.PENANAaWkkpjL2vf
不斷的重溫事發經過284Please respect copyright.PENANARNDZwfpsHh
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇284Please respect copyright.PENANAadYmSOakJx
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態284Please respect copyright.PENANAArX5yCi8Wx
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來284Please respect copyright.PENANAIMRgyezNNk
284Please respect copyright.PENANAHrkCJjLop4
鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著284Please respect copyright.PENANA4CfP9dz5ZK
自從幻聽出現後的日記284Please respect copyright.PENANAIpCkZHah87
看得出李湘渝心裡284Please respect copyright.PENANAlzCwOjNABR
是極度的恐慌284Please respect copyright.PENANAOzxFSn4Ool
284Please respect copyright.PENANAvwW4YJZqQC
從字裡行間裡284Please respect copyright.PENANAqYtxBpEkzx
李湘渝透露出的是284Please respect copyright.PENANAW8PQFJ9xE5
逃避現實284Please respect copyright.PENANABiQYgkNZ1i
置之不理284Please respect copyright.PENANAatNy7Pyrrx
過份抑壓情緒284Please respect copyright.PENANAy8cS0801gz
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「湘渝284Please respect copyright.PENANAttBcpMRYqu
欺騙誰也可以284Please respect copyright.PENANALhVe7bgZv5
但就是不能欺騙自己284Please respect copyright.PENANAOt5JPxAdme
要對自己誠實」284Please respect copyright.PENANAgpdft2Aftk
284Please respect copyright.PENANAAtQa47WeC1
「嗯…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAea4oPOCXt5
李湘渝低著頭284Please respect copyright.PENANAbHAawW7Buz
點了一下頭284Please respect copyright.PENANANXa8Q39yiz
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?284Please respect copyright.PENANAVKyCdwXGdK
在逃避嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANArxZbmAAPl0
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李湘渝沉默著284Please respect copyright.PENANAFA8mQgMb43
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情284Please respect copyright.PENANAVvMTrOmevV
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李湘渝思考了一會284Please respect copyright.PENANAWS3eUMvgJh
點了點頭284Please respect copyright.PENANApqhkPAozZw
「嗯…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAD0YHN056RE
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「有什麼原因284Please respect copyright.PENANApjV3OYPaT3
令你想逃避?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAHZwn076mQO
鍾媽媽溫柔的說284Please respect copyright.PENANAdnnbK5Z4Nm
「或者284Please respect copyright.PENANACEcnfKxpVq
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAe8D8EaG4YX
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李湘渝低著頭284Please respect copyright.PENANA57ljUaRzkT
手按在昨天傷口的位置上284Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ4OZDdnBA
「我…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAOei62PVepw
突然低壓情緒湧了上來284Please respect copyright.PENANALe0TJ69qTG
「很…284Please respect copyright.PENANAOayr4b3gjl
累了…」284Please respect copyright.PENANA1tSzyu7UKk
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「所以昨天284Please respect copyright.PENANAIUoghnIInO
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAh3LR9U5NHi
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李湘渝點了點頭284Please respect copyright.PENANALIAo6zqbaJ
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAoAI54IIXmY
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了284Please respect copyright.PENANAnVVh3AUdoe
抹著眼淚284Please respect copyright.PENANADXfNjhVOHX
搖著頭否認284Please respect copyright.PENANAITPGuMEDKq
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應284Please respect copyright.PENANAOGCadGPi9e
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎284Please respect copyright.PENANA2KBLRetvdf
只不過在鍾天程面前284Please respect copyright.PENANARIsxyGgaUk
不適宜直接問他284Please respect copyright.PENANAdGo167VNkN
284Please respect copyright.PENANAv1y3I7lNwS
「在這裡說的話284Please respect copyright.PENANAE0NBGwEhVH
我是不會跟天程說的」284Please respect copyright.PENANAXyXfjvSwlt
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題284Please respect copyright.PENANAJJobzIhIZ9
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞284Please respect copyright.PENANAcTOaTsjsXb
「你可以放心的告訴我284Please respect copyright.PENANAOEYuCTxRjz
我有責任保障你的私隱284Please respect copyright.PENANApgE48Jjm6p
就算他是我的兒子284Please respect copyright.PENANAcVnWvQxvNN
我也不可以告訴他284Please respect copyright.PENANAtRQlYUqJuf
這是我的專業操守」284Please respect copyright.PENANAYwsWsPY73F
284Please respect copyright.PENANAFtcULxjTbE
李湘渝繼續低著頭284Please respect copyright.PENANA9tsM8ILKwC
「對不起…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAK0pKcjjMo3
為自己的撒謊而道歉284Please respect copyright.PENANAjglS7oGpdz
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「乖孩子284Please respect copyright.PENANAbl9L5MueHM
不要怕去面對284Please respect copyright.PENANAb9hOEe3DGp
要坦誠接受自己的情緒284Please respect copyright.PENANA8kIWBOoG74
知道嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA09LrXennVR
284Please respect copyright.PENANA1aaQ8UAsSg
李湘渝沉默了一會284Please respect copyright.PENANAbQ44oVFzMb
緩緩的說著284Please respect copyright.PENANAg1QbGoQMEm
「我…很怕…」284Please respect copyright.PENANA5ERYrz7Iid
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「你在怕什麼?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAr5h4ez9pGA
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂284Please respect copyright.PENANAerAbpboNrA
「不…不知道…284Please respect copyright.PENANALEmcOZe2XT
就是…很怕…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAKo2ZpghI1g
284Please respect copyright.PENANA8S7f57JUAS
鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說284Please respect copyright.PENANAD4vmkAjm1Y
284Please respect copyright.PENANA4tZT3kqieh
「真的…很討厭自己…284Please respect copyright.PENANA2cfukO9ART
很麻煩…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAz2SrHodMLc
李湘渝忍哭著說284Please respect copyright.PENANASnT0viO6jK
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來284Please respect copyright.PENANArmojVDjRfy
「我真的…284Please respect copyright.PENANADyhlNmIEog
一點用處也沒有…284Please respect copyright.PENANAU1tvkJUqsi
我是…一個負累…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAAOxgX4Qc7O
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來284Please respect copyright.PENANAVAztiJXzd2
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…284Please respect copyright.PENANABpk8zCQWhC
我也想…拋棄這個想法…284Please respect copyright.PENANAlWPJEw0LcL
可是…我…」284Please respect copyright.PENANA18L9BPNVV9
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽284Please respect copyright.PENANAq0CxUHSA1S
「我…做不到…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAdnhx3Ui0RB
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白284Please respect copyright.PENANAG0OjBhTUh2
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「我…真的…284Please respect copyright.PENANAXht29lXj0U
很累…了啊…」284Please respect copyright.PENANATAwC0WEwYu
284Please respect copyright.PENANAdrxzCmZKCs
「可以告訴我嗎?284Please respect copyright.PENANAlAOwPMxjbY
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」284Please respect copyright.PENANACMQBvAQOph
284Please respect copyright.PENANAlmibsWwj3W
李湘渝愣了一下284Please respect copyright.PENANAKCS0SfRrkU
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他284Please respect copyright.PENANAjYKi2qz6K8
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAmafub1fwxe
284Please respect copyright.PENANAUGW8KVsu1y
「昨天…傷口很痛…284Please respect copyright.PENANAgCnEvwnWs7
痛了很久…284Please respect copyright.PENANAGaJ86y0Xy5
整個下午都在痛…284Please respect copyright.PENANAV6x5HzdRpW
痛得…284Please respect copyright.PENANAAfhU1E8awl
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAdVY4aNvYY5
李湘渝慢慢的說出來284Please respect copyright.PENANArm69Ff2iEL
哽咽著284Please respect copyright.PENANAaob57rTBGb
「我…真的…284Please respect copyright.PENANAiUh4qBe8aP
忍受不了…284Please respect copyright.PENANAJQHo2xfoyC
不想再忍受下去了…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAx2Bxl1tuq5
284Please respect copyright.PENANAdLqRueQyb5
「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAjrkojonSLc
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「我在書枱上284Please respect copyright.PENANASOi3DMV2Og
隨便拿起了鐵尺284Please respect copyright.PENANAMuVL9gRbyS
便開始…弄痛自己…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAi5lADDqYgn
李湘渝回想著昨晚284Please respect copyright.PENANAYLauDNdj4n
那種痛好像又要開始了284Please respect copyright.PENANAC4a7MtPWok
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAtcAaxO1jSU
284Please respect copyright.PENANA6BXQ8qKQZ6
鍾媽媽坐近一點284Please respect copyright.PENANA86JZjd06hZ
「然後?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA5hFMOxWrh5
284Please respect copyright.PENANAVat3NNrnby
「然後…又變得很痛…284Please respect copyright.PENANAG2TktOy4UM
全身也在痛…284Please respect copyright.PENANAfUyfuhVuO4
很辛苦…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAtIyxCKFF6b
李湘渝握緊了拳頭284Please respect copyright.PENANAhuEaBCIRxl
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「嗯」284Please respect copyright.PENANAeRKwELFf6x
284Please respect copyright.PENANA0awQ6Bu4Kr
「我想…用鎅刀…284Please respect copyright.PENANAmN1ozd3Jsa
在手腕上…割一下…」284Please respect copyright.PENANA4ySJOh2V69
李湘渝哭了出來284Please respect copyright.PENANAT1YwsPlix2
「那…我便…以後…284Please respect copyright.PENANAK1Jvny0gMR
都不用再痛了…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAeRI0xAH4ba
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜284Please respect copyright.PENANA6BmHEHaOzg
停頓一下284Please respect copyright.PENANAHNnlqyxcFQ
再續問284Please respect copyright.PENANAq468Rnlg3f
「是發生了什麼事284Please respect copyright.PENANAPp0Uk7MNbb
讓你停下來嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAWBOQeb1iD7
284Please respect copyright.PENANAyIcBtqzr7p
「我…在筆袋裡找著…284Please respect copyright.PENANAkMH8NuLg4y
看到了…284Please respect copyright.PENANACrtcBiRi0b
師兄…寫給我的信…」284Please respect copyright.PENANATRwFfY1nVJ
李湘渝激動的哭著284Please respect copyright.PENANARpNXeVBvdk
「是他…的…信…」284Please respect copyright.PENANATBvYiGB8sI
284Please respect copyright.PENANAWb0IGUTVfT
鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛284Please respect copyright.PENANAlArNnAxmQd
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾284Please respect copyright.PENANAA7sEqcfxsG
284Please respect copyright.PENANAPWqYzKrMpy
「你看到了天程給你的信284Please respect copyright.PENANAN9O3ncxVIk
然後便停了下來284Please respect copyright.PENANA09XEPlIE1O
對嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAMts9cz0Zsd
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李湘渝接過紙巾284Please respect copyright.PENANALyYkBuasJv
點著頭284Please respect copyright.PENANAwQEGvOFQm8
284Please respect copyright.PENANAyjktwY2hZP
「那封信令你想起了什麼?284Please respect copyright.PENANAyX66Gpo2h1
促使你停下來284Please respect copyright.PENANATRmfpieXiM
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」284Please respect copyright.PENANA1vQ1USk6I2
284Please respect copyright.PENANAlFrCbmFQX1
「我記得…284Please respect copyright.PENANATvXjdzzTHW
無論我怎樣放棄自己…284Please respect copyright.PENANAZTlH9vSe86
他都會…在我的身邊…284Please respect copyright.PENANACmrtMTBiS5
不會離棄我…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAgXv8tUKsGz
李湘渝痛哭著說284Please respect copyright.PENANAOXkTjWeXpS
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…284Please respect copyright.PENANAV9J8tmJ393
是他說…284Please respect copyright.PENANANqqqgosIZ1
明明知道了…看到了…284Please respect copyright.PENANAuhkWxQ61QD
不能什麼也不做…284Please respect copyright.PENANAzA0GvBQbWl
便讓我回家去…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAGMwfth4br3
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩284Please respect copyright.PENANAD7t1GkBIDy
感歎著愛情的力量284Please respect copyright.PENANAt1opD5wmtC
影響力實在很大284Please respect copyright.PENANAtWTcXdvnQ1
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幸而鍾天程的愛284Please respect copyright.PENANAQZIqwhzaOU
能夠承載著這個重擔284Please respect copyright.PENANA5PlovtpkY1
分擔著李湘渝的壓力284Please respect copyright.PENANAAX80gdjbq5
284Please respect copyright.PENANATJov4k9v0e
而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡284Please respect copyright.PENANAjntZ0MZomX
得到了很強的力量284Please respect copyright.PENANAksxrrpFwgi
有了寄託284Please respect copyright.PENANAvP998NuKHv
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要不然284Please respect copyright.PENANA6YqfjqZvel
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前284Please respect copyright.PENANANDNOluPMpq
已經離開了這個世界284Please respect copyright.PENANAnXBx1SJWZu
284Please respect copyright.PENANAdM5kdiBqlP
「我知道…如果那個時候…284Please respect copyright.PENANAXqsSGqUFV5
他在我的旁邊的話…284Please respect copyright.PENANAaaZR0fgQ1J
他會毫不猶豫的…284Please respect copyright.PENANAIuJ0EAebW9
抱著我…284Please respect copyright.PENANAM4cik9ior1
不讓我傷害自己…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAlL9TROVzFF
李湘渝仍在痛哭著284Please respect copyright.PENANAIWVvfrA5eV
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊284Please respect copyright.PENANAxVvD4Tehld
握著他的手284Please respect copyright.PENANAAU1ZjyUKvh
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「我還記得…284Please respect copyright.PENANA5hNGlxZohf
在天台那時…284Please respect copyright.PENANA5sEONDuCSt
他…284Please respect copyright.PENANAYlHAGa3Zfz
他……」284Please respect copyright.PENANAlCZCxxIJL6
李湘渝泣不成聲284Please respect copyright.PENANAXnH5XIIRKM
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程284Please respect copyright.PENANAjtFl4sSFyg
不斷的哭著284Please respect copyright.PENANAO4aJrfZDbg
哭得難以呼吸284Please respect copyright.PENANAUSZWzQT8hW
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛284Please respect copyright.PENANAb2y6awZFeK
輕掃著他的背284Please respect copyright.PENANA1595Ea8ewr
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一會284Please respect copyright.PENANAT6zxajgpcS
待李湘渝情緒平伏後284Please respect copyright.PENANAmkIA6wzJw7
鍾媽媽溫柔的說284Please respect copyright.PENANATvxpmkTfIb
「謝謝你對我誠實284Please respect copyright.PENANAnT6GzRD9R2
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」284Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7LqodDqZR
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李湘渝低著頭284Please respect copyright.PENANAc7FCBMLrC1
擦著眼睛284Please respect copyright.PENANA9qeDwpL0Rc
「不…我…284Please respect copyright.PENANAWNkvV14Sio
很沒用…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAUeUOEpKPBC
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「湘渝284Please respect copyright.PENANA7SPbJ5ayfA
你真的很勇敢284Please respect copyright.PENANAfJvrBIWjkJ
而且284Please respect copyright.PENANAMGqcm5fuAA
你也有很堅強的信念284Please respect copyright.PENANAxfIl5iSpZr
只是一時有點迷失284Please respect copyright.PENANA9YCYqrv9RT
加上幻覺痛284Please respect copyright.PENANAJbbVQED8jP
令你軟弱了」284Please respect copyright.PENANAUHYEmF7SrI
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭284Please respect copyright.PENANASv8Uq0t6rY
「我非常欣賞你的堅強284Please respect copyright.PENANAtbPtqu9dK0
因為這是真的不容易啊」284Please respect copyright.PENANAdEo2n7qS4M
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣284Please respect copyright.PENANANFG7f3udNw
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「這件事284Please respect copyright.PENANAd2xdia5KuF
你有跟天程說嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAcgh59dgJUj
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