第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢272Please respect copyright.PENANAU1Z3JIHcPK
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記272Please respect copyright.PENANArTRQF67kxm
發現李湘渝這幾個月來272Please respect copyright.PENANAns8jkRwXDa
都過度積極的控制情緒272Please respect copyright.PENANAoaM06yzxpj
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少272Please respect copyright.PENANAfTUCiug5Fm
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂272Please respect copyright.PENANA4cHOEFI0fR
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAmO7nhzH6EB
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「每天都有…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAh6xpLhzbWa
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「比起剛出院272Please respect copyright.PENANA2uVdLx07SZ
或上個月272Please respect copyright.PENANAliHsDGboZC
有好轉嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA2V3AtnAkYK
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「好像…差不多…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAJYzyMygLHE
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「十級的話272Please respect copyright.PENANABAjNUvsLeW
有多少級痛?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA4taLdaw3as
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右272Please respect copyright.PENANAp10qq6FFlj
試過幾次真的很痛…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAo7fDhdjP1N
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容272Please respect copyright.PENANAvCLifzOlxl
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神272Please respect copyright.PENANAD2kJ6Phqfl
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「已持續兩個月了272Please respect copyright.PENANAjXXGoAJQUH
是吧?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA7pXNL2tW2a
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「嗯…」272Please respect copyright.PENANArtZ3aYaI0w
李湘渝點點頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAikuHRb6L9j
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小時候的事272Please respect copyright.PENANAFJa4XuAipp
實在記得太清楚272Please respect copyright.PENANAeEQeYnDerw
印象太深刻272Please respect copyright.PENANA8ESD4yOjVn
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候272Please respect copyright.PENANAvg1mjobwCc
彷彿提醒著自己272Please respect copyright.PENANA2fO8PwKtq5
不斷的重溫事發經過272Please respect copyright.PENANA4GdT5xbfxF
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇272Please respect copyright.PENANA43QpK7mKmU
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態272Please respect copyright.PENANAsTI4y3OwpS
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來272Please respect copyright.PENANARQWJJWynn7
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著272Please respect copyright.PENANAxZ2Oe63zpD
自從幻聽出現後的日記272Please respect copyright.PENANA6kKK9ZIc91
看得出李湘渝心裡272Please respect copyright.PENANAUJsXy6oUY8
是極度的恐慌272Please respect copyright.PENANAk4xlosSKGK
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從字裡行間裡272Please respect copyright.PENANApI2QeZI7bk
李湘渝透露出的是272Please respect copyright.PENANAoRnd2PtiMj
逃避現實272Please respect copyright.PENANAGJWSLPiZjk
置之不理272Please respect copyright.PENANA0IoeBXIwet
過份抑壓情緒272Please respect copyright.PENANAa5eYr9vyjd
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「湘渝272Please respect copyright.PENANARJydJB9Bw3
欺騙誰也可以272Please respect copyright.PENANAyLn5Z0RoVF
但就是不能欺騙自己272Please respect copyright.PENANAcB9sPGJDTH
要對自己誠實」272Please respect copyright.PENANA0H6qcPx8jD
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「嗯…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAp4Vsg3u5M8
李湘渝低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAi5PhJLNLgt
點了一下頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAvfH7sEAXah
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?272Please respect copyright.PENANA1m2EoaEbAH
在逃避嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAGJKqm3cEzj
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李湘渝沉默著272Please respect copyright.PENANAbQRnG5s3h4
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情272Please respect copyright.PENANAn8f1HDYjaU
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李湘渝思考了一會272Please respect copyright.PENANA0MkiVCu90z
點了點頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAHVw9IuYxY9
「嗯…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAFZyErZ4ZwO
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「有什麼原因272Please respect copyright.PENANAQCU8o05vTD
令你想逃避?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAUfQTuZmxdu
鍾媽媽溫柔的說272Please respect copyright.PENANAx6U5AxkdOH
「或者272Please respect copyright.PENANA5SdlACiSHM
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAdamcVAHavs
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李湘渝低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAsMkRStbJby
手按在昨天傷口的位置上272Please respect copyright.PENANA4mFwl7RDW4
「我…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAPm7MLmyRx9
突然低壓情緒湧了上來272Please respect copyright.PENANAHYX1GOQqyd
「很…272Please respect copyright.PENANA3ypGYy114v
累了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAGUNJ0m9nin
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「所以昨天272Please respect copyright.PENANAmzI6JpfMM1
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA1dZOSpeotL
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李湘渝點了點頭272Please respect copyright.PENANADj4BiLve5L
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAepCsMS5P88
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了272Please respect copyright.PENANAi3MVJ92bzs
抹著眼淚272Please respect copyright.PENANAAD32gDY36j
搖著頭否認272Please respect copyright.PENANA374yiHo8Ds
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應272Please respect copyright.PENANAwjKPRBwHYz
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎272Please respect copyright.PENANAzsL3ZeWgDa
只不過在鍾天程面前272Please respect copyright.PENANA7UAroK34mc
不適宜直接問他272Please respect copyright.PENANAMymyaQokwk
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「在這裡說的話272Please respect copyright.PENANAXoXpDnUxhn
我是不會跟天程說的」272Please respect copyright.PENANAjj2fqH2NxR
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題272Please respect copyright.PENANAPgvZW4sAEw
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞272Please respect copyright.PENANATampv576z5
「你可以放心的告訴我272Please respect copyright.PENANASsEXSD8Nkj
我有責任保障你的私隱272Please respect copyright.PENANAvb553xyGyC
就算他是我的兒子272Please respect copyright.PENANA4GhVI6a3t1
我也不可以告訴他272Please respect copyright.PENANArNyldO2vuc
這是我的專業操守」272Please respect copyright.PENANAv25Okf4cb3
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李湘渝繼續低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAO9ABgFXCVD
「對不起…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAZO8Qbk8bxx
為自己的撒謊而道歉272Please respect copyright.PENANAV64Kp7SNgk
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「乖孩子272Please respect copyright.PENANAaKbfiT4l41
不要怕去面對272Please respect copyright.PENANAdABTS7KfA0
要坦誠接受自己的情緒272Please respect copyright.PENANArgiM6FOoUl
知道嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAMCFuwGkRb3
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李湘渝沉默了一會272Please respect copyright.PENANA32H2yWZVvc
緩緩的說著272Please respect copyright.PENANAdEhcz4RMt2
「我…很怕…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAmQfPf3GaBn
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「你在怕什麼?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA1y3w5fA1wn
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂272Please respect copyright.PENANAMomjwReASz
「不…不知道…272Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ei2SN4yeO
就是…很怕…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAPPEZvYqYzt
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說272Please respect copyright.PENANAn6o8IeY9rb
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「真的…很討厭自己…272Please respect copyright.PENANAiNSqzwvO7n
很麻煩…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA0snm9LUiDC
李湘渝忍哭著說272Please respect copyright.PENANAxrooSYSt9C
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來272Please respect copyright.PENANAuJXAjoYNhV
「我真的…272Please respect copyright.PENANA09EB68m3lJ
一點用處也沒有…272Please respect copyright.PENANAfGPgWWjDWO
我是…一個負累…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAcwI8BQFWG9
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來272Please respect copyright.PENANAVtqUu1OHiR
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…272Please respect copyright.PENANA3nnDNOVQhw
我也想…拋棄這個想法…272Please respect copyright.PENANAoe2w2nHrys
可是…我…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAIIlLwH2zXf
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽272Please respect copyright.PENANA4Nn8ihp47C
「我…做不到…」272Please respect copyright.PENANANr2W5IZGz3
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白272Please respect copyright.PENANARjvtoinMIz
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「我…真的…272Please respect copyright.PENANAopQvKFAWU7
很累…了啊…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAffE6X6mM0A
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「可以告訴我嗎?272Please respect copyright.PENANAOv0kNW3pEk
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAukDCge5fXf
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李湘渝愣了一下272Please respect copyright.PENANAIPOVTrqiVm
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他272Please respect copyright.PENANANU6yL8URYt
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAIBn91Uyl4w
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「昨天…傷口很痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANA8cYOs9M6rv
痛了很久…272Please respect copyright.PENANAk1JouBQ40g
整個下午都在痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANAJWQYbyCdJe
痛得…272Please respect copyright.PENANAplXkXbIFR0
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA49Sx3396jN
李湘渝慢慢的說出來272Please respect copyright.PENANA46tMfIJKw3
哽咽著272Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0rK6Z1caJ
「我…真的…272Please respect copyright.PENANAb8lTrJBp5f
忍受不了…272Please respect copyright.PENANA6W8g0zIyQg
不想再忍受下去了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAVQnKp40KIF
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAnFu3vnUw7m
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「我在書枱上272Please respect copyright.PENANA3SYsCMT6Ka
隨便拿起了鐵尺272Please respect copyright.PENANA51LI9I177U
便開始…弄痛自己…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAdytBdhWfF0
李湘渝回想著昨晚272Please respect copyright.PENANA3SdI9xsTnJ
那種痛好像又要開始了272Please respect copyright.PENANAmDfSGANEAo
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANACeNZ6HIAMT
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鍾媽媽坐近一點272Please respect copyright.PENANAa1nmNrFgx2
「然後?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAfUSDIwVTL2
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「然後…又變得很痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANAFA4HXWWRTz
全身也在痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANAx0yU4MjRmc
很辛苦…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAVwXOCzJk6o
李湘渝握緊了拳頭272Please respect copyright.PENANA2U55Qe7f6i
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「嗯」272Please respect copyright.PENANAqp00I5Aamq
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「我想…用鎅刀…272Please respect copyright.PENANANvDiPtgRHB
在手腕上…割一下…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAew53Orhmhe
李湘渝哭了出來272Please respect copyright.PENANAOdd4tuVKNK
「那…我便…以後…272Please respect copyright.PENANAvnY9QsTz4F
都不用再痛了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANASx2qArpfWj
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜272Please respect copyright.PENANAp3ONmudm3F
停頓一下272Please respect copyright.PENANAe3wQqf5YLo
再續問272Please respect copyright.PENANAT8grlfhlAW
「是發生了什麼事272Please respect copyright.PENANAVMVE9niiCr
讓你停下來嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANASeL6WKevCT
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…272Please respect copyright.PENANACsDwSbJEgy
看到了…272Please respect copyright.PENANAAm6w4ZAlTM
師兄…寫給我的信…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA501XdNwVuy
李湘渝激動的哭著272Please respect copyright.PENANA0YKwA5TTR6
「是他…的…信…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAx3hOSyLm4d
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛272Please respect copyright.PENANASHbYzN3ZBv
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾272Please respect copyright.PENANAQZmh0wEpEn
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「你看到了天程給你的信272Please respect copyright.PENANAiOhyIUXNJl
然後便停了下來272Please respect copyright.PENANAulfKKTNZlV
對嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANADnW3YnE4ge
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李湘渝接過紙巾272Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8e2MiU6Aj
點著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAaYVGPwdZ8e
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?272Please respect copyright.PENANA2GuMLJkmPX
促使你停下來272Please respect copyright.PENANAORIMFcWWu2
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」272Please respect copyright.PENANAUkw2Xcrsdm
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「我記得…272Please respect copyright.PENANAQ631IRtDwC
無論我怎樣放棄自己…272Please respect copyright.PENANAe6rkVkBGj5
他都會…在我的身邊…272Please respect copyright.PENANADPFBoh6Wm6
不會離棄我…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAphrF7FRESc
李湘渝痛哭著說272Please respect copyright.PENANAuXKFKIKkJ8
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…272Please respect copyright.PENANALFpxGoLgEw
是他說…272Please respect copyright.PENANAL0M3MPcpOx
明明知道了…看到了…272Please respect copyright.PENANAT77SB5GiOu
不能什麼也不做…272Please respect copyright.PENANA2jWW9PSgLi
便讓我回家去…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA9bi4WQ8QD1
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩272Please respect copyright.PENANAWMVQ6gqZ8Q
感歎著愛情的力量272Please respect copyright.PENANAN3F8SDgk5s
影響力實在很大272Please respect copyright.PENANAn9mfCc9eVy
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幸而鍾天程的愛272Please respect copyright.PENANAF0JAZmptJM
能夠承載著這個重擔272Please respect copyright.PENANAMiqaL9XwWO
分擔著李湘渝的壓力272Please respect copyright.PENANAKzqOIpmr0T
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡272Please respect copyright.PENANAUkD2TtOMzE
得到了很強的力量272Please respect copyright.PENANAfKsNhOPovI
有了寄託272Please respect copyright.PENANApn0YK2azpO
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要不然272Please respect copyright.PENANAAw1F4UuDPK
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前272Please respect copyright.PENANAtTpCI3gGJ4
已經離開了這個世界272Please respect copyright.PENANAwVocRHTzXI
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「我知道…如果那個時候…272Please respect copyright.PENANARiLh1kl4Lf
他在我的旁邊的話…272Please respect copyright.PENANAeJfsqT5C8i
他會毫不猶豫的…272Please respect copyright.PENANAg5ITyv4XJq
抱著我…272Please respect copyright.PENANASgCdtVHovJ
不讓我傷害自己…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA93Y7m5a1sH
李湘渝仍在痛哭著272Please respect copyright.PENANAMyiXtgC10b
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊272Please respect copyright.PENANAZl2rgjPhsV
握著他的手272Please respect copyright.PENANAHNX6RyirXM
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「我還記得…272Please respect copyright.PENANABPa3H66Jf2
在天台那時…272Please respect copyright.PENANA2YT0ousmyv
他…272Please respect copyright.PENANA1nf7u829kU
他……」272Please respect copyright.PENANAUeWEHMoxL3
李湘渝泣不成聲272Please respect copyright.PENANA3MKFXtbuwN
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程272Please respect copyright.PENANAzpDkT4GXhW
不斷的哭著272Please respect copyright.PENANAS3H1cXvhTU
哭得難以呼吸272Please respect copyright.PENANAwCqbYu4AH1
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛272Please respect copyright.PENANAUrVxSHRzID
輕掃著他的背272Please respect copyright.PENANAzY5401w1WG
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一會272Please respect copyright.PENANArnYZcwMWmH
待李湘渝情緒平伏後272Please respect copyright.PENANAYwci02AjFf
鍾媽媽溫柔的說272Please respect copyright.PENANA3alkNTJIGt
「謝謝你對我誠實272Please respect copyright.PENANA4o1VTJE1xt
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」272Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZSZ5dGbGN
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李湘渝低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANA8Dc0x2mrH3
擦著眼睛272Please respect copyright.PENANAgg8Rr7FWCk
「不…我…272Please respect copyright.PENANA9kr0LUQ1uH
很沒用…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAraCp6IjPWA
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「湘渝272Please respect copyright.PENANAisb8EaIBui
你真的很勇敢272Please respect copyright.PENANA42sBxtsvzu
而且272Please respect copyright.PENANAwjsmdWubJI
你也有很堅強的信念272Please respect copyright.PENANA4ThUfWq2GG
只是一時有點迷失272Please respect copyright.PENANARYYUdeFRBR
加上幻覺痛272Please respect copyright.PENANAbCCXivqlx8
令你軟弱了」272Please respect copyright.PENANATzdMTV1KMz
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭272Please respect copyright.PENANALSIAc6zilQ
「我非常欣賞你的堅強272Please respect copyright.PENANA1D0tkyssdv
因為這是真的不容易啊」272Please respect copyright.PENANAdllNX7UOcG
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣272Please respect copyright.PENANAu80Qs9Wn8v
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「這件事272Please respect copyright.PENANAPGsGsQSymt
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