第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢217Please respect copyright.PENANAf4DXvqPnE8
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記217Please respect copyright.PENANAM45ZxtZ1Rx
發現李湘渝這幾個月來217Please respect copyright.PENANAXWrjMtUR7r
都過度積極的控制情緒217Please respect copyright.PENANAaw2LCFklth
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少217Please respect copyright.PENANAA5HKmueziL
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂217Please respect copyright.PENANAJSiFx3BsMn
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAr3IcUY7eXG
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「每天都有…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAFXdq2sg8cL
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「比起剛出院217Please respect copyright.PENANASp7M4S40Ld
或上個月217Please respect copyright.PENANAJLXn81sTQB
有好轉嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAZK41ddNfS6
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「好像…差不多…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAJZhQhHIhD6
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「十級的話217Please respect copyright.PENANAQUS2qgpsM5
有多少級痛?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAjzexWhLeHe
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右217Please respect copyright.PENANAF1330jZYFO
試過幾次真的很痛…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAyVaSWZXlaE
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容217Please respect copyright.PENANAFUYNVhVce7
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神217Please respect copyright.PENANAKn4qMXuSmB
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「已持續兩個月了217Please respect copyright.PENANAE1HhKWHgiL
是吧?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAOY5MwwDT27
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「嗯…」217Please respect copyright.PENANA1fi1ZEwgY9
李湘渝點點頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAAyFWqLnEId
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小時候的事217Please respect copyright.PENANAKt64rxvbl7
實在記得太清楚217Please respect copyright.PENANAxN5Pvuhihg
印象太深刻217Please respect copyright.PENANARJQSPaq63o
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候217Please respect copyright.PENANAjptYnNtXoM
彷彿提醒著自己217Please respect copyright.PENANAAWjPDpokYq
不斷的重溫事發經過217Please respect copyright.PENANA3af8g49MR0
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇217Please respect copyright.PENANAy8OUgNKfDu
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態217Please respect copyright.PENANAAaXM2u7W58
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來217Please respect copyright.PENANApcPAJazuOM
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著217Please respect copyright.PENANAfRbBCFrJu6
自從幻聽出現後的日記217Please respect copyright.PENANA3uiVvxXOOy
看得出李湘渝心裡217Please respect copyright.PENANASVGtcYuNBA
是極度的恐慌217Please respect copyright.PENANAx3S80EgVKX
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從字裡行間裡217Please respect copyright.PENANAu9QUs9mhXp
李湘渝透露出的是217Please respect copyright.PENANA8UcRUx4VWW
逃避現實217Please respect copyright.PENANALjkeEjYEJO
置之不理217Please respect copyright.PENANA0JEoOfC4Zf
過份抑壓情緒217Please respect copyright.PENANA0rftw2Qjdb
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「湘渝217Please respect copyright.PENANAMNVyoEcoj3
欺騙誰也可以217Please respect copyright.PENANAnPI2rfDvYw
但就是不能欺騙自己217Please respect copyright.PENANACs8zsKuc0u
要對自己誠實」217Please respect copyright.PENANAddausKuRbF
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「嗯…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAvcslKxDVTW
李湘渝低著頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAybR0ymV8QT
點了一下頭217Please respect copyright.PENANABTzLTHLYYk
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?217Please respect copyright.PENANAwQfx9qGuUV
在逃避嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANALWHi8dbKXK
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李湘渝沉默著217Please respect copyright.PENANAavB35kno94
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情217Please respect copyright.PENANAqorUg4ESQB
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李湘渝思考了一會217Please respect copyright.PENANApescwPjARZ
點了點頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAPLRbQkZhtB
「嗯…」217Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZotYtGx9w
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「有什麼原因217Please respect copyright.PENANAB5QExTFGQY
令你想逃避?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAdzCTBIWreN
鍾媽媽溫柔的說217Please respect copyright.PENANA3uNgrnyajh
「或者217Please respect copyright.PENANAAeeW1l7wmo
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAOVYry3HAex
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李湘渝低著頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAbgUiyYlz2z
手按在昨天傷口的位置上217Please respect copyright.PENANAr5JNQitELG
「我…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAIj9EYPI5YB
突然低壓情緒湧了上來217Please respect copyright.PENANA2TSxCBe4nn
「很…217Please respect copyright.PENANAYZ0rfqC7IY
累了…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAFm30tC7sih
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「所以昨天217Please respect copyright.PENANAZlyfRC9LBl
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAKGK3CSlw0r
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李湘渝點了點頭217Please respect copyright.PENANArnNaDyvxP5
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAd752xE0MjW
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了217Please respect copyright.PENANAE8avIIDYdX
抹著眼淚217Please respect copyright.PENANAjeXpIkW9Xm
搖著頭否認217Please respect copyright.PENANANanR0Ju9uU
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應217Please respect copyright.PENANAEHgI4UrCkj
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎217Please respect copyright.PENANAGsPEwpPq1Y
只不過在鍾天程面前217Please respect copyright.PENANAQweYrBlpTK
不適宜直接問他217Please respect copyright.PENANAntaTeWuGL1
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「在這裡說的話217Please respect copyright.PENANAhZJD6gopCp
我是不會跟天程說的」217Please respect copyright.PENANAao8XqedKVV
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題217Please respect copyright.PENANARat93Db4qs
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞217Please respect copyright.PENANAvNeOMHlFo8
「你可以放心的告訴我217Please respect copyright.PENANAJxBi5QPqLV
我有責任保障你的私隱217Please respect copyright.PENANArwLKLvU9wf
就算他是我的兒子217Please respect copyright.PENANAb0wq3LGCAz
我也不可以告訴他217Please respect copyright.PENANA72zkA4zwP5
這是我的專業操守」217Please respect copyright.PENANAmhnqMGuLzo
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李湘渝繼續低著頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAV3DsHoxMa0
「對不起…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAxOxlEpHAqU
為自己的撒謊而道歉217Please respect copyright.PENANAEwSPcjttmv
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「乖孩子217Please respect copyright.PENANAxnzzMYARxi
不要怕去面對217Please respect copyright.PENANAsNFKIY56Eq
要坦誠接受自己的情緒217Please respect copyright.PENANA5EYnDEq0Wx
知道嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAPwZ798yuv3
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李湘渝沉默了一會217Please respect copyright.PENANALKxOm8Kd4B
緩緩的說著217Please respect copyright.PENANAEPnWWo7jzW
「我…很怕…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAgOzq6rfEju
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「你在怕什麼?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAFouPCCREpy
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂217Please respect copyright.PENANA9BVppVRG3S
「不…不知道…217Please respect copyright.PENANAuKwrLNVnsR
就是…很怕…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAvMzm3wmXFq
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說217Please respect copyright.PENANAGX10GqRdXk
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「真的…很討厭自己…217Please respect copyright.PENANAZcjXRD2E5a
很麻煩…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAB5cdDVL8sY
李湘渝忍哭著說217Please respect copyright.PENANALggxwffNlA
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來217Please respect copyright.PENANAHI9ab1VqRQ
「我真的…217Please respect copyright.PENANA5ahal4U0Lc
一點用處也沒有…217Please respect copyright.PENANAsR0gQu4how
我是…一個負累…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAuVeOucKCKN
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來217Please respect copyright.PENANAgrIHcldOsP
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…217Please respect copyright.PENANAnE8I914Ycg
我也想…拋棄這個想法…217Please respect copyright.PENANAxQjxgDbfpM
可是…我…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAFRFEnKI22b
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽217Please respect copyright.PENANAaWFDpSQ1cF
「我…做不到…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAkjQevTyMGq
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白217Please respect copyright.PENANAnRT1kfANpg
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「我…真的…217Please respect copyright.PENANAlMAfNaHj3F
很累…了啊…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAxuJQn4xEBt
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「可以告訴我嗎?217Please respect copyright.PENANAjAuJzj8PzJ
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAlmMaLkRD36
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李湘渝愣了一下217Please respect copyright.PENANAn7DYySG1eI
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他217Please respect copyright.PENANABK7d929PPW
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAaMsSRuqCkA
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「昨天…傷口很痛…217Please respect copyright.PENANAYbxIWPhedK
痛了很久…217Please respect copyright.PENANARy0FHvuEaq
整個下午都在痛…217Please respect copyright.PENANA159Io4ylRo
痛得…217Please respect copyright.PENANAN0pKE62mVI
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAt1a8Jb7KQc
李湘渝慢慢的說出來217Please respect copyright.PENANAaAk6zNk8hz
哽咽著217Please respect copyright.PENANAMEQcRdPrYE
「我…真的…217Please respect copyright.PENANAyXamafZOwq
忍受不了…217Please respect copyright.PENANAr0Aw9SgknB
不想再忍受下去了…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAxxTsXKd9EV
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAA2jxvFrBxP
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「我在書枱上217Please respect copyright.PENANAJnis0I71oy
隨便拿起了鐵尺217Please respect copyright.PENANAFGnjjAddxV
便開始…弄痛自己…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAjIX50n5Weq
李湘渝回想著昨晚217Please respect copyright.PENANArQ7bBfl14q
那種痛好像又要開始了217Please respect copyright.PENANALzbIkzUzXp
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAeWvlRUvQCI
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鍾媽媽坐近一點217Please respect copyright.PENANAVODSnYV3US
「然後?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAmEJaVdkFDl
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「然後…又變得很痛…217Please respect copyright.PENANA3qqs6t0Ss0
全身也在痛…217Please respect copyright.PENANAdYrqA0e7R0
很辛苦…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAkQXkq6EIw6
李湘渝握緊了拳頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAgwSUg2LyjP
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「嗯」217Please respect copyright.PENANA1p0xFdi9uq
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「我想…用鎅刀…217Please respect copyright.PENANAW0Pf9U9Gm1
在手腕上…割一下…」217Please respect copyright.PENANA8WfZ1MmLD7
李湘渝哭了出來217Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZjJsJ5WdY
「那…我便…以後…217Please respect copyright.PENANArj3VVPbILA
都不用再痛了…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAWYDQCkPmy1
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜217Please respect copyright.PENANAsEXRaJoFh8
停頓一下217Please respect copyright.PENANASznJwm6ChR
再續問217Please respect copyright.PENANAJcxiHYAF22
「是發生了什麼事217Please respect copyright.PENANAKG40gPuxBv
讓你停下來嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAdSFxHN4SaZ
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…217Please respect copyright.PENANAYFrQlr8P21
看到了…217Please respect copyright.PENANAEQzjQOtKEz
師兄…寫給我的信…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAwNPDrQi4we
李湘渝激動的哭著217Please respect copyright.PENANAhRYtn4HgpA
「是他…的…信…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAYCLrjkya3S
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛217Please respect copyright.PENANAPqZRWVODu6
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾217Please respect copyright.PENANAkFJpCH7CVk
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「你看到了天程給你的信217Please respect copyright.PENANAxx6Oa5TzTx
然後便停了下來217Please respect copyright.PENANAbp2yj0ZECi
對嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAN6RIJvdxKx
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李湘渝接過紙巾217Please respect copyright.PENANAFFG6htSAOP
點著頭217Please respect copyright.PENANA5OUn22ulij
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?217Please respect copyright.PENANAU7lFuo8m9l
促使你停下來217Please respect copyright.PENANAXFEg5DFT7m
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」217Please respect copyright.PENANAMsU8ukciRF
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「我記得…217Please respect copyright.PENANAAh9zeRYhuY
無論我怎樣放棄自己…217Please respect copyright.PENANAhG7syhyVSC
他都會…在我的身邊…217Please respect copyright.PENANAAOptDc9hTq
不會離棄我…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAFvJ4BJDqE8
李湘渝痛哭著說217Please respect copyright.PENANAddsmnSZieD
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…217Please respect copyright.PENANAscJJ2tli94
是他說…217Please respect copyright.PENANAqMXe3GOUGH
明明知道了…看到了…217Please respect copyright.PENANAKFiFmdtElT
不能什麼也不做…217Please respect copyright.PENANAKyJBIknPlG
便讓我回家去…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAlSNDydHR6U
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩217Please respect copyright.PENANACqF77cqC07
感歎著愛情的力量217Please respect copyright.PENANAyb6kzbaicX
影響力實在很大217Please respect copyright.PENANAStRLND4ym6
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幸而鍾天程的愛217Please respect copyright.PENANAAA5ISzztLw
能夠承載著這個重擔217Please respect copyright.PENANANbzRPx2xg9
分擔著李湘渝的壓力217Please respect copyright.PENANAm1d08lylbJ
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡217Please respect copyright.PENANAxbvB2J0Qno
得到了很強的力量217Please respect copyright.PENANALt1Ohxu7p1
有了寄託217Please respect copyright.PENANAld25Mp7uzl
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要不然217Please respect copyright.PENANAyNnxFJVzcW
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前217Please respect copyright.PENANATCCEkCQWfD
已經離開了這個世界217Please respect copyright.PENANA7KaNqttoYk
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「我知道…如果那個時候…217Please respect copyright.PENANA7qRQijFmNY
他在我的旁邊的話…217Please respect copyright.PENANAv8whg4ijIo
他會毫不猶豫的…217Please respect copyright.PENANADgBG1iaVgW
抱著我…217Please respect copyright.PENANAY9W91azE4h
不讓我傷害自己…」217Please respect copyright.PENANACDuEIp0olo
李湘渝仍在痛哭著217Please respect copyright.PENANAUlrmg9N0X8
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊217Please respect copyright.PENANAqFuDHVki9P
握著他的手217Please respect copyright.PENANA8Pt3eX2YWT
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「我還記得…217Please respect copyright.PENANADfkPURBI1p
在天台那時…217Please respect copyright.PENANAIGU0zjXIOA
他…217Please respect copyright.PENANABzC2fUuUid
他……」217Please respect copyright.PENANAvNBkiZZaI6
李湘渝泣不成聲217Please respect copyright.PENANAWwaH4HpkEo
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程217Please respect copyright.PENANAp05Er9yrZh
不斷的哭著217Please respect copyright.PENANAu7TwDWejwm
哭得難以呼吸217Please respect copyright.PENANAkbUnfl0OOB
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛217Please respect copyright.PENANAkf7mADBVsJ
輕掃著他的背217Please respect copyright.PENANA8KxhHmXNNg
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一會217Please respect copyright.PENANAE8OUCbJVlb
待李湘渝情緒平伏後217Please respect copyright.PENANA1is1zfbgNg
鍾媽媽溫柔的說217Please respect copyright.PENANAQqgG33rzFn
「謝謝你對我誠實217Please respect copyright.PENANAL7MzLyCkcv
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」217Please respect copyright.PENANAf9DG91ZTNX
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李湘渝低著頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAc91BUD4YQL
擦著眼睛217Please respect copyright.PENANAHyQhghffJZ
「不…我…217Please respect copyright.PENANAySZrE71Cmx
很沒用…」217Please respect copyright.PENANALkKnrnVxtf
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「湘渝217Please respect copyright.PENANA7Oq6ZxaWhR
你真的很勇敢217Please respect copyright.PENANAhOAd2oeNHt
而且217Please respect copyright.PENANAT1dXyB2t6h
你也有很堅強的信念217Please respect copyright.PENANAH17c4CQl4X
只是一時有點迷失217Please respect copyright.PENANA5iNkSs6JxP
加上幻覺痛217Please respect copyright.PENANAVkjleTBoLJ
令你軟弱了」217Please respect copyright.PENANABis43p3w4d
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAU3bt11AkYz
「我非常欣賞你的堅強217Please respect copyright.PENANAOxf2pQklkU
因為這是真的不容易啊」217Please respect copyright.PENANACNRYfCsXf1
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣217Please respect copyright.PENANAwmG7zLNnLi
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「這件事217Please respect copyright.PENANApNDLIbhNd7
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