第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢215Please respect copyright.PENANAM8UcYRnU6a
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記215Please respect copyright.PENANAgyQy53evW0
發現李湘渝這幾個月來215Please respect copyright.PENANAp9lj3cyFcb
都過度積極的控制情緒215Please respect copyright.PENANA7vbBkXTBX2
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少215Please respect copyright.PENANABb6X2vc5fB
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂215Please respect copyright.PENANANVKMfkvsv6
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAwrglWuu5it
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「每天都有…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAYnCAs3mDwP
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「比起剛出院215Please respect copyright.PENANAVpVPAyFEpk
或上個月215Please respect copyright.PENANAbyjB59lFRs
有好轉嗎?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAO6L3gF7uvr
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「好像…差不多…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAEqleXQY27j
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「十級的話215Please respect copyright.PENANAHSh9Ln0IY2
有多少級痛?」215Please respect copyright.PENANA7FvbA2cXNw
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右215Please respect copyright.PENANAlbDShDWJix
試過幾次真的很痛…」215Please respect copyright.PENANA6I7toyLc3I
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容215Please respect copyright.PENANA7W4523y6tj
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神215Please respect copyright.PENANA5xwToFTxAx
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「已持續兩個月了215Please respect copyright.PENANA2ykcYB3FZ2
是吧?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAQZaOWrwOnf
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「嗯…」215Please respect copyright.PENANANIH6x81PGX
李湘渝點點頭215Please respect copyright.PENANAFAlteuZeIk
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小時候的事215Please respect copyright.PENANAnU62h1Rf4k
實在記得太清楚215Please respect copyright.PENANAyIOaD5Kdfc
印象太深刻215Please respect copyright.PENANArz4GEAEEgO
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候215Please respect copyright.PENANAUMOTs50Z3O
彷彿提醒著自己215Please respect copyright.PENANARRKjGIqvZC
不斷的重溫事發經過215Please respect copyright.PENANAsXbwLsMj9e
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇215Please respect copyright.PENANAkE0NngaaHl
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態215Please respect copyright.PENANAWRrAo2earD
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來215Please respect copyright.PENANAJrfCrvtsn4
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著215Please respect copyright.PENANASJBsTt7DYo
自從幻聽出現後的日記215Please respect copyright.PENANApd3xOqn8lB
看得出李湘渝心裡215Please respect copyright.PENANAZZ2gYpDZ6l
是極度的恐慌215Please respect copyright.PENANAkPCCEaTdVB
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從字裡行間裡215Please respect copyright.PENANAyZYgKIQlBG
李湘渝透露出的是215Please respect copyright.PENANAZO0EdsOXFW
逃避現實215Please respect copyright.PENANAhmSJBWmxLd
置之不理215Please respect copyright.PENANAXw0pFlU2LL
過份抑壓情緒215Please respect copyright.PENANAQew3Jtmwen
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「湘渝215Please respect copyright.PENANADNoAqY9q0E
欺騙誰也可以215Please respect copyright.PENANANtoZ9zOWYF
但就是不能欺騙自己215Please respect copyright.PENANAam5eGIwUi7
要對自己誠實」215Please respect copyright.PENANAfNZws7icbl
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「嗯…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAF0JP3dTHvS
李湘渝低著頭215Please respect copyright.PENANAzmMk1rbt5a
點了一下頭215Please respect copyright.PENANAIWjuo2zJKZ
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?215Please respect copyright.PENANA0VGWykpJ3k
在逃避嗎?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAq3ImhQc76a
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李湘渝沉默著215Please respect copyright.PENANAuugMBYBmbb
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情215Please respect copyright.PENANAQu4kwbIciB
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李湘渝思考了一會215Please respect copyright.PENANAW0bLz26SaH
點了點頭215Please respect copyright.PENANAX0lp862HXO
「嗯…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAVI9qkK4b7f
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「有什麼原因215Please respect copyright.PENANAWTINkLUNaR
令你想逃避?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAcmOyCG7jZ7
鍾媽媽溫柔的說215Please respect copyright.PENANABjMutktdyz
「或者215Please respect copyright.PENANAaqh9dDwrkA
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAXis8fCPy31
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李湘渝低著頭215Please respect copyright.PENANABP7ZawHawy
手按在昨天傷口的位置上215Please respect copyright.PENANASG6m2GgcX4
「我…」215Please respect copyright.PENANA2GtxVDPsxK
突然低壓情緒湧了上來215Please respect copyright.PENANAvNtyU8yKmP
「很…215Please respect copyright.PENANAxTzWISMTFF
累了…」215Please respect copyright.PENANArLb2MNRYKH
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「所以昨天215Please respect copyright.PENANAED6S2GIzEF
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAAicTiCURQi
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李湘渝點了點頭215Please respect copyright.PENANAYN50vQ6WFc
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAXW0Ysx2U3V
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了215Please respect copyright.PENANANi4MsssMkM
抹著眼淚215Please respect copyright.PENANA7bhiDfwSDb
搖著頭否認215Please respect copyright.PENANAPCPLKH0Lvt
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應215Please respect copyright.PENANAG9e1zdI3Zb
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎215Please respect copyright.PENANAv514XE0otG
只不過在鍾天程面前215Please respect copyright.PENANACyJc3hXrdJ
不適宜直接問他215Please respect copyright.PENANAPgABREb6Ly
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「在這裡說的話215Please respect copyright.PENANA23BEqowaxb
我是不會跟天程說的」215Please respect copyright.PENANAotumr1s6yt
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題215Please respect copyright.PENANAPdqdpVmHlk
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞215Please respect copyright.PENANAaQ2YZyxWmJ
「你可以放心的告訴我215Please respect copyright.PENANAbLIslvof0r
我有責任保障你的私隱215Please respect copyright.PENANACv8vOR6053
就算他是我的兒子215Please respect copyright.PENANAKLLEqHPv0u
我也不可以告訴他215Please respect copyright.PENANAiqr9YoFxYO
這是我的專業操守」215Please respect copyright.PENANA1N7Saj56UZ
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李湘渝繼續低著頭215Please respect copyright.PENANAMg3qFaGs9i
「對不起…」215Please respect copyright.PENANASAxdEb31ho
為自己的撒謊而道歉215Please respect copyright.PENANAFi0vx6MB1Q
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「乖孩子215Please respect copyright.PENANAzjnSBDGlC8
不要怕去面對215Please respect copyright.PENANA7uiZCJq8ck
要坦誠接受自己的情緒215Please respect copyright.PENANAUM9wBZULCb
知道嗎?」215Please respect copyright.PENANA2hmIB5ncsD
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李湘渝沉默了一會215Please respect copyright.PENANAgpw7wFiqqc
緩緩的說著215Please respect copyright.PENANAWQvNL1qglt
「我…很怕…」215Please respect copyright.PENANASbj1hlNzW9
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「你在怕什麼?」215Please respect copyright.PENANArIWKRc9Lmm
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂215Please respect copyright.PENANAIOKa9oy8WU
「不…不知道…215Please respect copyright.PENANAKScNcaHn4k
就是…很怕…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAiLcV46HymN
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說215Please respect copyright.PENANAKlUf09r7An
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「真的…很討厭自己…215Please respect copyright.PENANAjgavzpPXaG
很麻煩…」215Please respect copyright.PENANA8vGf5zysen
李湘渝忍哭著說215Please respect copyright.PENANAq5JTd8OYRo
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來215Please respect copyright.PENANAgwv4mMRX3D
「我真的…215Please respect copyright.PENANAgCjQ04R22m
一點用處也沒有…215Please respect copyright.PENANAGhdqM3woFg
我是…一個負累…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAUJOAbEfCrC
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來215Please respect copyright.PENANAsW7ygGyIt8
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…215Please respect copyright.PENANAb61HFwZpKw
我也想…拋棄這個想法…215Please respect copyright.PENANArNSB01uUHh
可是…我…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAQjNJDKKcwk
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽215Please respect copyright.PENANAUfHRjIExez
「我…做不到…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAlS1L7JFJkj
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白215Please respect copyright.PENANAPDwfIHnUd5
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「我…真的…215Please respect copyright.PENANAICbH9izIIw
很累…了啊…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAzhonwPlQEo
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「可以告訴我嗎?215Please respect copyright.PENANAefjR34Zijx
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」215Please respect copyright.PENANATI6LEWLRqy
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李湘渝愣了一下215Please respect copyright.PENANAklbANaByjh
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他215Please respect copyright.PENANAqKyPy9CBAT
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAWvXwj5ucsU
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「昨天…傷口很痛…215Please respect copyright.PENANAFFFMWnpAGR
痛了很久…215Please respect copyright.PENANAHCzxoSWuOC
整個下午都在痛…215Please respect copyright.PENANAQVy1WPCCkw
痛得…215Please respect copyright.PENANA0oHopQ1XDj
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAWNqB0wMazo
李湘渝慢慢的說出來215Please respect copyright.PENANANOYhKstBfD
哽咽著215Please respect copyright.PENANALqFx2dth1z
「我…真的…215Please respect copyright.PENANAzmDJuZg5GM
忍受不了…215Please respect copyright.PENANAFsdCIZjXtO
不想再忍受下去了…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAWPTnmZGcNR
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAUomhJ1QONL
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「我在書枱上215Please respect copyright.PENANARMPzwymSwr
隨便拿起了鐵尺215Please respect copyright.PENANAfPqThV2rnt
便開始…弄痛自己…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAgTlQ7eVPFA
李湘渝回想著昨晚215Please respect copyright.PENANAhQgWxNmjYJ
那種痛好像又要開始了215Please respect copyright.PENANACtleVsPyVA
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAlsKIdMx6nC
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鍾媽媽坐近一點215Please respect copyright.PENANApASpsYhk9l
「然後?」215Please respect copyright.PENANA5gV8o5OqCe
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「然後…又變得很痛…215Please respect copyright.PENANAthvVVe6IGr
全身也在痛…215Please respect copyright.PENANADgg8rzlHeR
很辛苦…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAbjHA2MyxQt
李湘渝握緊了拳頭215Please respect copyright.PENANAcx9pW3ypLx
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「嗯」215Please respect copyright.PENANAaj4HlNuDq0
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「我想…用鎅刀…215Please respect copyright.PENANAtg655SQbah
在手腕上…割一下…」215Please respect copyright.PENANANJsnF8C4LF
李湘渝哭了出來215Please respect copyright.PENANAHEYWYyM1Gv
「那…我便…以後…215Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ4lElp4Ly
都不用再痛了…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAnSqgX8OJ1W
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜215Please respect copyright.PENANA1eEzAZbv00
停頓一下215Please respect copyright.PENANA1BaqfZHogy
再續問215Please respect copyright.PENANAku34ZrZ1gp
「是發生了什麼事215Please respect copyright.PENANAeXAk3WXGLu
讓你停下來嗎?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAiZYLUxR6oO
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…215Please respect copyright.PENANA6Xgvuzs94n
看到了…215Please respect copyright.PENANAyu36ClTunn
師兄…寫給我的信…」215Please respect copyright.PENANABkLSygGEFB
李湘渝激動的哭著215Please respect copyright.PENANABpCXrmKmt9
「是他…的…信…」215Please respect copyright.PENANA0VAEGrcgrf
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛215Please respect copyright.PENANAKwuqzWaCAB
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾215Please respect copyright.PENANA6OGhhX5hyQ
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「你看到了天程給你的信215Please respect copyright.PENANATfom5IxvLH
然後便停了下來215Please respect copyright.PENANABcq0xtfQED
對嗎?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAvCjLDBmpSk
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李湘渝接過紙巾215Please respect copyright.PENANAuTZBEsuUkP
點著頭215Please respect copyright.PENANAGTGQT93ufb
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?215Please respect copyright.PENANAsoMYJt77n5
促使你停下來215Please respect copyright.PENANAs4XL6uwE8X
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」215Please respect copyright.PENANA3gvwJvhEd2
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「我記得…215Please respect copyright.PENANAMDPNRDhYu8
無論我怎樣放棄自己…215Please respect copyright.PENANA95JY2Mbsi3
他都會…在我的身邊…215Please respect copyright.PENANAhvW6pr0xCz
不會離棄我…」215Please respect copyright.PENANA3ePiTymBoa
李湘渝痛哭著說215Please respect copyright.PENANAsar6RHOuTG
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…215Please respect copyright.PENANApdOy3TPBTt
是他說…215Please respect copyright.PENANAR4sgeatUaZ
明明知道了…看到了…215Please respect copyright.PENANANi0c0jJNGl
不能什麼也不做…215Please respect copyright.PENANAS51ZJpkSYD
便讓我回家去…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAZxd4totzFE
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩215Please respect copyright.PENANAtFo4yv9BG1
感歎著愛情的力量215Please respect copyright.PENANAjfF61xziSV
影響力實在很大215Please respect copyright.PENANAipWW9FE3S0
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幸而鍾天程的愛215Please respect copyright.PENANAxpwfKZENtj
能夠承載著這個重擔215Please respect copyright.PENANArhOl479aJ6
分擔著李湘渝的壓力215Please respect copyright.PENANAacIPB5x9Xw
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡215Please respect copyright.PENANAT62AiBZcPf
得到了很強的力量215Please respect copyright.PENANAYSPwMe90Zb
有了寄託215Please respect copyright.PENANAUk94wXuDhi
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要不然215Please respect copyright.PENANAEtR8gQ8n4i
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前215Please respect copyright.PENANAWfgFJVsycH
已經離開了這個世界215Please respect copyright.PENANA26LdX1E32X
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「我知道…如果那個時候…215Please respect copyright.PENANA6W3xFeY9of
他在我的旁邊的話…215Please respect copyright.PENANAWkFmo1t1j4
他會毫不猶豫的…215Please respect copyright.PENANAFAMAkUq6Ko
抱著我…215Please respect copyright.PENANAtcQpqQK0mj
不讓我傷害自己…」215Please respect copyright.PENANAfQnctpgi6G
李湘渝仍在痛哭著215Please respect copyright.PENANABdlCbTrPbl
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊215Please respect copyright.PENANAzSEtFN3fme
握著他的手215Please respect copyright.PENANAlKl7FLQLe9
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「我還記得…215Please respect copyright.PENANApKkExUEX1H
在天台那時…215Please respect copyright.PENANAQEpfp7EF0C
他…215Please respect copyright.PENANAFSxQNI906B
他……」215Please respect copyright.PENANAOu01NiWcOz
李湘渝泣不成聲215Please respect copyright.PENANACDegV8MvUA
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程215Please respect copyright.PENANAy1bybC5xGU
不斷的哭著215Please respect copyright.PENANAEPe74AoxgZ
哭得難以呼吸215Please respect copyright.PENANAcuE2X34YU3
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛215Please respect copyright.PENANAPKh694ReHa
輕掃著他的背215Please respect copyright.PENANA9KBnPsMj79
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一會215Please respect copyright.PENANA5gaWv7Nyrb
待李湘渝情緒平伏後215Please respect copyright.PENANAGEqKe9X9Dn
鍾媽媽溫柔的說215Please respect copyright.PENANA2lrCIROvD3
「謝謝你對我誠實215Please respect copyright.PENANAiySDdqxeBt
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」215Please respect copyright.PENANAxOZfFnH1vl
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李湘渝低著頭215Please respect copyright.PENANAlCtdyYb21S
擦著眼睛215Please respect copyright.PENANA0yja45dB1d
「不…我…215Please respect copyright.PENANAOdqmL5UjFX
很沒用…」215Please respect copyright.PENANArsHB25zRkk
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「湘渝215Please respect copyright.PENANAIU52Cldwzg
你真的很勇敢215Please respect copyright.PENANAjbHvfEOmCP
而且215Please respect copyright.PENANAPWN3hDpp9I
你也有很堅強的信念215Please respect copyright.PENANA8H16krVBuP
只是一時有點迷失215Please respect copyright.PENANA7Vlj07JFoF
加上幻覺痛215Please respect copyright.PENANA4czVU8V2HN
令你軟弱了」215Please respect copyright.PENANAgha0KuNMeK
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭215Please respect copyright.PENANAKnKmAkTPYi
「我非常欣賞你的堅強215Please respect copyright.PENANA78a1BBX0Hd
因為這是真的不容易啊」215Please respect copyright.PENANAFgcc0K7u7o
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣215Please respect copyright.PENANADlMbs2fE6J
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「這件事215Please respect copyright.PENANAmOmjgMXm48
你有跟天程說嗎?」215Please respect copyright.PENANAmeioB7Jpnt
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