第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢272Please respect copyright.PENANAaxRq9WMV64
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記272Please respect copyright.PENANA9U18W2Q9wV
發現李湘渝這幾個月來272Please respect copyright.PENANAU79WeykCWa
都過度積極的控制情緒272Please respect copyright.PENANAldo0OsROeD
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少272Please respect copyright.PENANAipTIftZ2MA
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂272Please respect copyright.PENANAfUCJaQK2JL
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」272Please respect copyright.PENANASBKvr7Q4no
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「每天都有…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAsrPeZtwMVr
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「比起剛出院272Please respect copyright.PENANAua6WnrKAEz
或上個月272Please respect copyright.PENANAP3xBaKsuKW
有好轉嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAjMiJaqc46k
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「好像…差不多…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAKisE4AS6kt
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「十級的話272Please respect copyright.PENANAQaC0FW2f3o
有多少級痛?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAcWXbkdmCs3
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右272Please respect copyright.PENANAp6JJwbvV59
試過幾次真的很痛…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA6t73FRcWbV
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容272Please respect copyright.PENANA49oa5fsZGx
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神272Please respect copyright.PENANAA1AiDmZAAS
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「已持續兩個月了272Please respect copyright.PENANAib4Sx7pmgj
是吧?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA8EjpknH1XZ
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「嗯…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAOMf6HhSzTE
李湘渝點點頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAjaTeGnmPmN
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小時候的事272Please respect copyright.PENANA8HMJda6Lh8
實在記得太清楚272Please respect copyright.PENANAnqiD3gZCtk
印象太深刻272Please respect copyright.PENANAp4TpXq8gYG
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候272Please respect copyright.PENANAmvI1avrSMm
彷彿提醒著自己272Please respect copyright.PENANArC6nDXpXhq
不斷的重溫事發經過272Please respect copyright.PENANAiVTS4epG9l
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇272Please respect copyright.PENANABCAxOUMLWI
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態272Please respect copyright.PENANAG4GGpjg7JG
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來272Please respect copyright.PENANACumakkTjwH
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著272Please respect copyright.PENANArUyUvI68vU
自從幻聽出現後的日記272Please respect copyright.PENANAlWJjLBD90u
看得出李湘渝心裡272Please respect copyright.PENANAlttCWPD7ch
是極度的恐慌272Please respect copyright.PENANABGAdAA5udC
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從字裡行間裡272Please respect copyright.PENANAbcfIkhbdTO
李湘渝透露出的是272Please respect copyright.PENANAhke1ZG8jRR
逃避現實272Please respect copyright.PENANATlApmn8dtq
置之不理272Please respect copyright.PENANAlKECwSp21T
過份抑壓情緒272Please respect copyright.PENANAfIVzEQOrXf
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「湘渝272Please respect copyright.PENANA4I6888VM0r
欺騙誰也可以272Please respect copyright.PENANAEi8ncILh43
但就是不能欺騙自己272Please respect copyright.PENANAwIvylNI6YT
要對自己誠實」272Please respect copyright.PENANASLehetLzLf
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「嗯…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAxJtJoVbvmZ
李湘渝低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAA4USGTVj2u
點了一下頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAaePaeEnGsg
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?272Please respect copyright.PENANAfxxC2W5vr3
在逃避嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA5sMZUgb12v
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李湘渝沉默著272Please respect copyright.PENANALH6341CMFq
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情272Please respect copyright.PENANAcIYWBon6Fi
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李湘渝思考了一會272Please respect copyright.PENANAHdxjmkdmqL
點了點頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAADDPYYGjNW
「嗯…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAvhvZKSX4Ds
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「有什麼原因272Please respect copyright.PENANAD7Q4tGCY2W
令你想逃避?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAQuX4zhpBcu
鍾媽媽溫柔的說272Please respect copyright.PENANAWhUztAnV50
「或者272Please respect copyright.PENANAmVwXjYgVBo
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAqFotXpkUnt
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李湘渝低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAM9fo8z7GQU
手按在昨天傷口的位置上272Please respect copyright.PENANAuEnvQwRaHX
「我…」272Please respect copyright.PENANASC2B4UpFog
突然低壓情緒湧了上來272Please respect copyright.PENANAgvlHKm2Dlv
「很…272Please respect copyright.PENANAswxmyTi0hv
累了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAW2MwH3vbZ4
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「所以昨天272Please respect copyright.PENANA17RTDL17D2
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAqWBpPNrJ5Q
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李湘渝點了點頭272Please respect copyright.PENANA9rjB8UG2m9
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZIHGcfJUN
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了272Please respect copyright.PENANASkjeEMaGBy
抹著眼淚272Please respect copyright.PENANAL9kwZdRz6r
搖著頭否認272Please respect copyright.PENANArh8rlf13P8
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應272Please respect copyright.PENANABexH3zQJAB
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎272Please respect copyright.PENANArHdua9OzN5
只不過在鍾天程面前272Please respect copyright.PENANAFv8fSXQexX
不適宜直接問他272Please respect copyright.PENANAtIk0LJhNWo
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「在這裡說的話272Please respect copyright.PENANAFYDPb1DBiN
我是不會跟天程說的」272Please respect copyright.PENANANwuCeMWYds
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題272Please respect copyright.PENANAIqDFniX2q6
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞272Please respect copyright.PENANA8ScjhmBjxO
「你可以放心的告訴我272Please respect copyright.PENANAsuIcPniOAm
我有責任保障你的私隱272Please respect copyright.PENANAlXT3AjuUcP
就算他是我的兒子272Please respect copyright.PENANAGwaIRMOicf
我也不可以告訴他272Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ak9KbtDw6
這是我的專業操守」272Please respect copyright.PENANABfmvrLKxlh
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李湘渝繼續低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAJZnaH5TQD0
「對不起…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAEJYYGSLLXF
為自己的撒謊而道歉272Please respect copyright.PENANA1ba6kcALw3
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「乖孩子272Please respect copyright.PENANA4KdBTbE5Q4
不要怕去面對272Please respect copyright.PENANA6J6ZZ1dSy3
要坦誠接受自己的情緒272Please respect copyright.PENANAErNDxtoqmJ
知道嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAjCjvHcr8N7
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李湘渝沉默了一會272Please respect copyright.PENANAwZeCqqPkJK
緩緩的說著272Please respect copyright.PENANAXPQlEpCWMd
「我…很怕…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA2wFac0e4Y9
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「你在怕什麼?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAUCQmgMNOJ9
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂272Please respect copyright.PENANA2L4iVE8bGQ
「不…不知道…272Please respect copyright.PENANA6id4dTAaEA
就是…很怕…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAAU0zYm2muk
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說272Please respect copyright.PENANAXCeTweRpfy
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「真的…很討厭自己…272Please respect copyright.PENANAJCpuV4wKsV
很麻煩…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAUjRjlZMTrZ
李湘渝忍哭著說272Please respect copyright.PENANAltmv76vbTb
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來272Please respect copyright.PENANApbi33wSR9h
「我真的…272Please respect copyright.PENANAfvHH6tcWqe
一點用處也沒有…272Please respect copyright.PENANAZHtzOyzbUX
我是…一個負累…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAaxRAjGQxW0
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來272Please respect copyright.PENANA3MI7pLYqvw
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…272Please respect copyright.PENANAT1e603kc2J
我也想…拋棄這個想法…272Please respect copyright.PENANAvaPoXBeFLm
可是…我…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAk3opKc3gFE
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽272Please respect copyright.PENANA36mIW6lSPf
「我…做不到…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAN7Zh1aTsM6
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白272Please respect copyright.PENANA5RyaVgyP5V
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「我…真的…272Please respect copyright.PENANAAC39CCt48t
很累…了啊…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA7iGQHxdYPX
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「可以告訴我嗎?272Please respect copyright.PENANA4WaDnW7Rn2
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAZGfADkGObL
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李湘渝愣了一下272Please respect copyright.PENANAzySuhhI8g5
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他272Please respect copyright.PENANAilNCGeiIIs
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAmh6yyFSnut
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「昨天…傷口很痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANA7T74toW6wZ
痛了很久…272Please respect copyright.PENANAieUUkMzVpF
整個下午都在痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANADA7Byq5dqV
痛得…272Please respect copyright.PENANAll7PSAbP7L
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA2JGSg2vE9i
李湘渝慢慢的說出來272Please respect copyright.PENANAVXsdYZZO5O
哽咽著272Please respect copyright.PENANAPf2EgWrYmI
「我…真的…272Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q4Xi9D9fJ
忍受不了…272Please respect copyright.PENANAPek506KtYY
不想再忍受下去了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAykYShs6osU
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」272Please respect copyright.PENANANadz0S6dpQ
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「我在書枱上272Please respect copyright.PENANADoC2Ct34MP
隨便拿起了鐵尺272Please respect copyright.PENANANdwNkj6ugM
便開始…弄痛自己…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAzWi58OyHqT
李湘渝回想著昨晚272Please respect copyright.PENANA5Rk66G73WD
那種痛好像又要開始了272Please respect copyright.PENANAKJUVm2Ogsf
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAXgJlaky3Ns
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鍾媽媽坐近一點272Please respect copyright.PENANAz5AOUd14hd
「然後?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAbITUxaB0dm
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「然後…又變得很痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANAPHO3gCg6mr
全身也在痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANAMZEH1JidKg
很辛苦…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAwlOduKwJXy
李湘渝握緊了拳頭272Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xs60GTqFI
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「嗯」272Please respect copyright.PENANAJZU83qvExI
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「我想…用鎅刀…272Please respect copyright.PENANAlnmhU3Q8eM
在手腕上…割一下…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAuNXcOSsPfg
李湘渝哭了出來272Please respect copyright.PENANAWIgeeQOaMg
「那…我便…以後…272Please respect copyright.PENANAML7GhErDuz
都不用再痛了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA33R2b0OgZx
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜272Please respect copyright.PENANAHws1AWxYQ4
停頓一下272Please respect copyright.PENANAxHsGPAmShN
再續問272Please respect copyright.PENANAEWEXJOIASs
「是發生了什麼事272Please respect copyright.PENANArCEMQaiPLu
讓你停下來嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAX2tvRBYQmz
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…272Please respect copyright.PENANAhHy8DxOUi2
看到了…272Please respect copyright.PENANAW1cgn0RLzg
師兄…寫給我的信…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAiHEhGNFiVE
李湘渝激動的哭著272Please respect copyright.PENANAmewgnPucc4
「是他…的…信…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAO4oM5vjuZZ
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛272Please respect copyright.PENANAEOggOC0ZdB
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾272Please respect copyright.PENANAK4HAZoDoGD
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「你看到了天程給你的信272Please respect copyright.PENANAI1yPayYsYm
然後便停了下來272Please respect copyright.PENANAMZWjhBTjtQ
對嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAAEWhOvNL56
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李湘渝接過紙巾272Please respect copyright.PENANAn6SxprnuVS
點著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAms1wVffMdV
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?272Please respect copyright.PENANAHznfjP1aEN
促使你停下來272Please respect copyright.PENANA8OT3n0uZRI
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」272Please respect copyright.PENANAu97XxfZOaR
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「我記得…272Please respect copyright.PENANAqKJE2Yk5nx
無論我怎樣放棄自己…272Please respect copyright.PENANACq5DfP0sW3
他都會…在我的身邊…272Please respect copyright.PENANAB3JJmw0d1Y
不會離棄我…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAgOAuIcS6P1
李湘渝痛哭著說272Please respect copyright.PENANA6YPRV10E5f
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…272Please respect copyright.PENANAnf6mN3JhzA
是他說…272Please respect copyright.PENANA6zKVBvw3Ia
明明知道了…看到了…272Please respect copyright.PENANAFzL0CZOuSF
不能什麼也不做…272Please respect copyright.PENANAaWK6o9GcTa
便讓我回家去…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAu09mEaQdVE
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩272Please respect copyright.PENANA4T8oodcFnm
感歎著愛情的力量272Please respect copyright.PENANAqN20Np4Ro5
影響力實在很大272Please respect copyright.PENANAfDi2MMYdhK
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幸而鍾天程的愛272Please respect copyright.PENANA3NsJA935Yr
能夠承載著這個重擔272Please respect copyright.PENANA81MQyPR12k
分擔著李湘渝的壓力272Please respect copyright.PENANASpZIVregxj
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡272Please respect copyright.PENANA75g28AmY60
得到了很強的力量272Please respect copyright.PENANAZnYHjjRxNA
有了寄託272Please respect copyright.PENANAixzLFizCtS
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要不然272Please respect copyright.PENANA7ES19LBXA4
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前272Please respect copyright.PENANAN7y5W1EpSS
已經離開了這個世界272Please respect copyright.PENANA2Q8DMGtsj2
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「我知道…如果那個時候…272Please respect copyright.PENANAocguUbq54i
他在我的旁邊的話…272Please respect copyright.PENANAT5Fky4s3UC
他會毫不猶豫的…272Please respect copyright.PENANAruBAKZNOIo
抱著我…272Please respect copyright.PENANA2dqMSRBymX
不讓我傷害自己…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAIXN69o9drf
李湘渝仍在痛哭著272Please respect copyright.PENANAC614keaVLk
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊272Please respect copyright.PENANAPyDdcK4LN8
握著他的手272Please respect copyright.PENANA9tPcdse7DR
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「我還記得…272Please respect copyright.PENANAAnqyso1kdq
在天台那時…272Please respect copyright.PENANACKtcognmiR
他…272Please respect copyright.PENANANSpDAr1TuT
他……」272Please respect copyright.PENANAH5mksGdINR
李湘渝泣不成聲272Please respect copyright.PENANA4VcvWE4t01
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程272Please respect copyright.PENANAfNknRnkKiG
不斷的哭著272Please respect copyright.PENANAqnH4lMdDkA
哭得難以呼吸272Please respect copyright.PENANAI4qrhsWKUP
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛272Please respect copyright.PENANAzfv3Pp3AZl
輕掃著他的背272Please respect copyright.PENANA36RfEcuYvL
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一會272Please respect copyright.PENANAyVmUP8ovgk
待李湘渝情緒平伏後272Please respect copyright.PENANAac16fsrr9v
鍾媽媽溫柔的說272Please respect copyright.PENANAH0vbDtT6hF
「謝謝你對我誠實272Please respect copyright.PENANAoie5QYTyTe
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」272Please respect copyright.PENANAe3MS7oPJzP
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李湘渝低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANA3zXCEejF8F
擦著眼睛272Please respect copyright.PENANANEOHJK8J5E
「不…我…272Please respect copyright.PENANARqrjiiwwqu
很沒用…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAmfMTPbwbVA
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「湘渝272Please respect copyright.PENANAax6uoq5PqB
你真的很勇敢272Please respect copyright.PENANAaQZNRJPvqA
而且272Please respect copyright.PENANAOijHnd0WdL
你也有很堅強的信念272Please respect copyright.PENANAIu4IzjkWFv
只是一時有點迷失272Please respect copyright.PENANA7newee576b
加上幻覺痛272Please respect copyright.PENANAOQENZW10NJ
令你軟弱了」272Please respect copyright.PENANAgUEwFoFsNu
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAFvtyQpWQel
「我非常欣賞你的堅強272Please respect copyright.PENANAvHyxlprkOi
因為這是真的不容易啊」272Please respect copyright.PENANAwsmvSDLvmT
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣272Please respect copyright.PENANA6U0URg9EBI
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「這件事272Please respect copyright.PENANAr6RrXQyVRI
你有跟天程說嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAknbHG0kkU3
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