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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfReRG4JGEC
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uPJ2xz6eG
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1kHDrd07m
到了下個路口220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODLI6uG1cN
看見我一動也不動的站在原地220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbKpdIb6RD
走近才發現 我看到的景象，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooRCdYnh4A
那正是我暗戀的學長220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO5sKkoakx
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLyZIwwvPj
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泰亨大步地走向我，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OYTl2hl8o
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6O3MuMuNw
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4VAIXojqg
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGAVGWzpjy
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5GmFsEm9n
我將他的手慢慢移開220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfFCnwRPAX
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtjy4JZaM9
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsmLBixxZo
逞強地假裝好像沒事，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnfaydqBJI
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm2V3VLnuC
已經出賣了我...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9ekvmIL41
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我們站在冰櫃前，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IHVTtl3cO
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ele7onBD0
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV633tJvLt
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL5kxwAOWz
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXC8SoKFKh
忽然學長從門那走了進來，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi1smM8hSz
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBrmgZK0uj
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp8e6x2806
「學長好。」我說，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtimQ5YrIV
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfuOwGgRgW
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「共36塊。」店員說，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GDXaR0Aco
我打開錢包，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG5yjmIsSa
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1du8y3soX
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzXTLIj1OG
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LljOrR0Fw
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C3r02SrFB
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjwiIdyChm
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFuhnCUCdp
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLz5g5emEg
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsdZS9hBXS
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLir5bNLzEa
他也跟著看著前方220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nZ7kMSzr7
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當再次轉過來時220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsSCZqXhlT
我的眼淚已直直地落下，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXY7shDWLN
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8repMWn75
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HL9ln1XhV
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW20wCRpoKi
感覺平時不太會安慰人...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfktmq3QjR
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突然我拿起手機給他看220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGnybgVsVW
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7XQGsA3rM
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJd9boxcQS
我又哭得更大聲了......220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHcWkAsJTG
看到我哭到不能自己，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTCZP6owFw
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcFJk77eVg
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkn41CPeWb
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjDmcEbIry
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyh12l4p05
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjJyWoxE0S
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTITV5PhT58
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ7dyxg0vt
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECMSHYJOnq
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4faLdqdvVI
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8KR6dC03x
「我們都沒做錯什麼」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6KKacqZh0
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QfICYTwIC
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjhVxNsjqE
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpZdvdHHcA
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泰亨聽著我所說的，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobxnQGLdTj
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0hfKll21T
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTTMINT9Gs
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQENn7GSuF
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUndHRMaASX
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveAHIDuauD
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9umeEs1A3
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr0LriDSNS
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg1TYt8Y6k
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbSuSrHmMt
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSx4luJGNdZ
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eRvhhGUp9
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTgQfrKN7L
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlUlQLgnCw
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRNcef9bgn
「要不要我送你？」，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuerZa0dVoh
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qO55rpzEQ
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fP8hh26my
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNwUaT2odq
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ2frOvimQ
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回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l1NQgYXOz
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69ICxEsngZ
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeaU6IXO0V
他們倆不解地看向房那，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx63sk5RSos
二哥的房門 微微開了...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYMT4vtQPS
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaa7TIjF0j
哭累了就睡著了，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2c3UDbsd5
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBYkEImGno
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38fW2a0Who
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKchwuiuTU
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8juS6AWt4J
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5sycdMMVE
長大後 看不見黑影了，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRtKXEvbNL
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPhqPG7P4o
因為一直不知道是誰給的，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBtDphocpb
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajrf36Xf6F
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隨著年紀增長220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJEf4IggIN
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3bxab9NHi
假裝著自己沒事，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJzVluViPr
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKvxGJJLdf
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvvWFUgUXw
看著手中的棒棒糖，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZBskPyIix
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcpvtlMbbh
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0aCGBEGmL
就會看見他們在那放閃，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1zmRyaO39
對沒錯 是社對。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7ne8eDeeI
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1uyru7wAx
假裝著自己毫不在意，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIc9Rrepel
其實心裡破了一個洞...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzky3ungwc
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBYuriIwm5
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMet9lVZ1Yj
「哥，我想作曲」。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGT63aS3PU
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu2F7JEE5c
我點進去聽了，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYzaUC6Ej2
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToqPeeG0vt
閉上眼 靜靜地聽220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5Bv9QoJsS
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nQPDLgr62
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9c7iLXXiH
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lOzwHVIjK
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNIPFOwSeq
主詞人說道，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0bD0o6xfT
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Al0kqJ05p
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKY22IQoJO
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAgkt3l3sr
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTQrZV9cNk
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「另一個人呢？」主持人問，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfuQ0FW7sB
「我自己跳」我說，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pKZmPWI37
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Nozhrvalt
一個人也能做得很好...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkPGtWaI0A
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音樂即將播下，220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRuQcDmleS
我看著會場中央的大門220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tsnKWd6OA
有一絲光線射入......220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhDSrEfsFO
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-待續...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIsQuFgJU2
