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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAJVvpzDld
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLuNHImUxZ
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw8ESuHQpn
到了下個路口231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA9kaM74As
看見我一動也不動的站在原地231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ5Qlz38lK
走近才發現 我看到的景象，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo1GXgt1y7
那正是我暗戀的學長231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs58i2EelHW
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrbWx0GQA9
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泰亨大步地走向我，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpikUPfVcJ
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu7eZVOjhY
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Lb4Ha7614
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv2xq1wlT3
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyvyrZUmiw
我將他的手慢慢移開231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGngdbT2cO
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZU8CzuZXC
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUyS8Kthwf
逞強地假裝好像沒事，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVRPrCNuyb
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpPtHMm42k
已經出賣了我...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX8t3ZLqoN
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我們站在冰櫃前，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURyAY4kbGo
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xwpo3V3g0
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMlKEGZHyh
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Od5PWruBD
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jTpl7O8sU
忽然學長從門那走了進來，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zkpYI4VQp
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6Eu4chhb3
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0c7F93ZlN
「學長好。」我說，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDg3Gqd1qP
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ522fXsoIEr
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「共36塊。」店員說，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbp9VdTqSN
我打開錢包，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhWyPjvZBt
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iADL8MwlU
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq40WWfoRm
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qxMzqSGYL
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbMMJEN3GC
-231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8gLINeodk
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLKpG7neSU
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWAoOTudjt
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr4Siauqz3
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3EyuDtdl2
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae9WNPVVFh
他也跟著看著前方231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50G97johoG
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當再次轉過來時231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9Zj73LKJD
我的眼淚已直直地落下，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1GbtZyRmW
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY0MQPYWHA
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW3qV9CCqR
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqt5h1RISv
感覺平時不太會安慰人...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xEkbI0RSB
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突然我拿起手機給他看231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqsoHU0x3r
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrrdrk7K94
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Wx6U1JBrc
我又哭得更大聲了......231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhyfZEjpx4
看到我哭到不能自己，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67LF0oUEV9
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6KW52jQvl
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH50rfjrtOM
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymQI07KZvl
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmhwVfVzOL
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddxypnlDgj
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu8qTo8vt7
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Vm2DjEUQT
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrTAQegFjF
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOvwj6B7bJ
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh06zxCGSa
「我們都沒做錯什麼」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9Bd13hezC
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRweEUEVEJi
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86TMZXYR2i
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFIl4KGy73
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泰亨聽著我所說的，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHC2cm0muK
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOSv09HYgL
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97b4J1Cxtb
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgr0cyGOQt
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ16IMYNkq3
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSKn3AVE6A
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV5jBbtWuB
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKIwGpi6q1
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1RBWY9x74
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MAFucrj6z
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGi3da7SFf
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEI1IW7kG7
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCZr6Gav8g
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiXwfEPPUN
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcVh1m64Wz
「要不要我送你？」，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67sQKux9SN
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLwDcwAmep
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIVTZCo3Ga
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvK14jrab3
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPm0SMwlLf
- - ->231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpnzUy4ARv
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL1TMsMJ8z
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOMIr3e7Nz
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaPZkVx9iy
他們倆不解地看向房那，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdMPcSCWNp
二哥的房門 微微開了...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbgdpAdrTx
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsT4eJcWYi
哭累了就睡著了，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSaR50EaQd
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xma0wcpnd
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtOtbUbdmT
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTylyUmMEG
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyt0EBDA9EK
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8bhzmezVJ
長大後 看不見黑影了，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUdxgrGv5L
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJgky7ffNu
因為一直不知道是誰給的，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i1kXekOIc
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwntBLClhb
-231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BS48XHjZK
隨著年紀增長231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUTHMOgrQs
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYO00hFgZer
假裝著自己沒事，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4kp2bzDz8
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JbdA2fUqs
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVSBvpAZH0
看著手中的棒棒糖，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcSk44Df4Y
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww7IAVXoO3
- - ->231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GP7FCJxbM
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChyiaKQTlW
就會看見他們在那放閃，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ055mHSqenJ
對沒錯 是社對。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkIBHyEIfR
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHzAYTU0BE
假裝著自己毫不在意，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOC2DtvNbc
其實心裡破了一個洞...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTgIvIDIUs
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmME41BwqqD
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Syty08NFC
「哥，我想作曲」。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH7km9Xxug
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7ZqGfb7Ie
我點進去聽了，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsw8zDWrzM
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8fa57qQoa
閉上眼 靜靜地聽231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOHmPsc0W2
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4IhOraXej
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwHATxrcgY
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsKWb5KA0P
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H29LPbGFw
主詞人說道，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uZiQUJRk5
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRyHagNjik
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuR4uOl7QT
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp1E9YbbTM
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSBydSYpm7
-231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rTxcxPa77
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVpV7gzLr7
「我自己跳」我說，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqsHB10eJ1
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcldIUtuXc
一個人也能做得很好...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7zD64qlKE
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音樂即將播下，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzImT1ttZFb
我看著會場中央的大門231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S5dU1zuhE
有一絲光線射入......231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO03cQcJYFF
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-待續...231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2FU6eqLCX
