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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEefUEP4cx
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwcJBLdgtN
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ym0tYFMT1
到了下個路口243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBra0i8ru8
看見我一動也不動的站在原地243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vQ21JcvmE
走近才發現 我看到的景象，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFCbNCM8O6
那正是我暗戀的學長243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38PjGSnKHP
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SSZ2zWeKp
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泰亨大步地走向我，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOO42vw5gA
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEYlwHcc6R
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVURp5AzYs1
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRobaseI9xg
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLOya3P5eY
我將他的手慢慢移開243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkubclBlph
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXCQB5c7EV
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03jbvSD3ma
逞強地假裝好像沒事，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f1ApqiIow
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHjZM5qhid
已經出賣了我...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfcWYemPdV
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我們站在冰櫃前，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiACOw1lYJ
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHbyMmYPbs
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnKzI23HdH
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3NITsfvB1
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcCIe7MZGg
忽然學長從門那走了進來，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qEj7qYF81
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEquybs0hmX
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvcykTkNW5
「學長好。」我說，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAOSZ3Zz6h
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5suuCaAum
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「共36塊。」店員說，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnc1uxxk5i
我打開錢包，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvX8MvQGSD
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2RuK5eszg
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXHKyyFxfB
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDtFGIKPvT
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry3VRCjqwN
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW23Z468tyR
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcpPDddj8A
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOCt7WPk17
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVvGws3tY0
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G6GqUzfVp
他也跟著看著前方243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31g3TCeQho
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當再次轉過來時243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JiPN0pl08
我的眼淚已直直地落下，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tJvqD3YNi
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE1f4sk2Sg
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgEw0qiQT6
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP3MCjgq6U
感覺平時不太會安慰人...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixng25CQ8O
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突然我拿起手機給他看243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxXXaEal3U
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1q5ajDRDm
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIZnqoY6Np
我又哭得更大聲了......243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS78HHLCPp
看到我哭到不能自己，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrJmrSbOYw
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ix2qkzHfv
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88IhimyaG1
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BV6ZFUOwS
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJqeZiGV29
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIIgPXv0Fc
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kicSY9xjE
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSZNKOOsRT
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6OqwJWC4W
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktxK4VQlSR
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PiFwQbYWo
「我們都沒做錯什麼」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNE9VWIUFg
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglNDK96qSK
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPaCuWl3Ti
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sgVlUC6IX
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泰亨聽著我所說的，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1Ctwa0Aa4
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2o6bwQuYI
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4PDPIdRDb
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTJuBzBBNF
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfted1JpgKJ
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKadi3Uuzs
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmuVtdg15v
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8PUBU8SLh
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRkM91eB4W
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8n2wss2gu
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD9Pisr9fR
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwOT5jvr1k
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTiCtLfGjY
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtEmX8xUXB
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTkdy264ju
「要不要我送你？」，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvauAXywmG
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrgRjPLfBa
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB3hymC0ww
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cLHNogha7
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv92yu1dNf
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回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SawKY3Odg
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAMT72Isph
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry9rh5szbC
他們倆不解地看向房那，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuNoLWDxLc
二哥的房門 微微開了...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2iZ7PUsMI
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGX5kEF1Qvq
哭累了就睡著了，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRqi8Nvdki
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPedy7KZ5P
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5XRo3g8eF
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lLICBoyFX
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngfDMRBZj8
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84KKPjwiwz
長大後 看不見黑影了，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHs92QQmme
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuTHeCsR0S
因為一直不知道是誰給的，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiOBMXxuw4
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrkfCU5Ycd
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隨著年紀增長243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjhLKLH7gR
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMomZ3P5AJN
假裝著自己沒事，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmRY3XjHzd
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG3kM7NrUl
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQXRZXCd2X
看著手中的棒棒糖，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4TIBHQfED
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SDjO9bdKB
- - ->243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsO0L5xrx46
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVL8TjFN9tK
就會看見他們在那放閃，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBunuDvD2J
對沒錯 是社對。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6wsxmEVfe
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxLDHKE85F
假裝著自己毫不在意，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJUzw0RUbe
其實心裡破了一個洞...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3y6UXC0Yk
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaRfAveU5u
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCctdKuA9g
「哥，我想作曲」。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFRTnPm7mG
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIjcwSYbVD
我點進去聽了，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP643WPfs5D
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHlC8Zg2Vl
閉上眼 靜靜地聽243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJJRmvqWXm
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu0QuzPPO3
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGt4guCp9z
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNj9FFNb9W
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84gxMTXHcq
主詞人說道，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9eVaSJ0bV
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbt6luUEQr
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFE4LGa1rN
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLtCcanUF6
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixavL04v9B
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「另一個人呢？」主持人問，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddu8aPpqp2
「我自己跳」我說，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMrzEOVEmD
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPVHaEd0au
一個人也能做得很好...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrbM9M9KKr
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音樂即將播下，243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIMhmpmRrq
我看著會場中央的大門243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekmp9HI4Zc
有一絲光線射入......243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFThU69iMGk
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-待續...243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM57zLYZn4
