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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEpuXHQUvB
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc9YyuPNqU
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ImpNBymIj
到了下個路口238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgae4pwSUdO
看見我一動也不動的站在原地238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ59ztI3E3
走近才發現 我看到的景象，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpu0JGAKpE
那正是我暗戀的學長238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVLmSTTdwZ
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jGibtxj8x
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泰亨大步地走向我，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87soQ4qLwq
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTRNFa6jXh
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgktEO7RwKl
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2dFLkEAEq
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIdFZPoOvF
我將他的手慢慢移開238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy2aoYC2Kp
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN7RQlgkbG
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr9r6qqbzp
逞強地假裝好像沒事，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBrR1Oa3zI
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIzssFaK1F
已經出賣了我...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbJG9Gwkcb
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjWwRR0aB8
我們站在冰櫃前，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5YYqZEnez
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaGE4lJ7qT
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD4IlUEbLL
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8zVNcAUwc
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY6VLWu0FQ
忽然學長從門那走了進來，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO23AOWCIfy
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBqIkjajKf
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaAzueiNNe
「學長好。」我說，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmML8ZYpfQ6
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZPh2GUTFp
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknQWAMNErN
「共36塊。」店員說，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiHwuttx9C
我打開錢包，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbpvc2seLL
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JxFFEQ2XD
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWF6ZLz7Q3
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHxKZ2pRrv
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52SYHxTvWj
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerkP8guGZx
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyfAAELd77
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TQt6Lwfz6
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUjEgfyQq4
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoj5KtsVWv
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChyaJy2a0k
他也跟著看著前方238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tZypWZdzM
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當再次轉過來時238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupTqH5rn1e
我的眼淚已直直地落下，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPvvbuZVSA
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMDFauRlhR
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTYiiALyfr
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu87FqSFb6
感覺平時不太會安慰人...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABErgVsdZb
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh4GaI0Njh
突然我拿起手機給他看238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb9xpq6dEm
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO9xrJq2Va
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKchAx0xmf
我又哭得更大聲了......238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw5OpCPPqb
看到我哭到不能自己，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRYgiThLX5
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1Y5jhDdB5
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFs61cL6wZ
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppMmghVKdB
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSTmve9Gg7
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCMCH66XxQ
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7PPWRKCO7
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18Ac78bTgt
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCHi6g0bzO
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xbD0RuW1f
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxvtcxyaAu
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YhZTDaPeY
「我們都沒做錯什麼」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclYo726YXt
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC82LFxIIe
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4ME74hulZ
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT8vHHYYOf
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjACU4dwjRA
泰亨聽著我所說的，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizi7ypnxI4
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OXDXxL6mD
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyE75ytwIn
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SPZEX2dwi
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0S2FAYJOPE
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cIfAe189g
我又再次哭紅了雙眼238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkjphRvPnd
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUblpM43Rk
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpnlDfEOXQ
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm2aovdrKN
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOVnVgIKVg
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqQaup5JJY
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXI8481lMc
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWkcXb0Jmn
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeBmzak64c
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqpcVrh9zI
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiQp9MtQsx
「要不要我送你？」，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xnFZofWU6
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLf7CZocZe
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yjEvIzvHy
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6Q8ghwCEb
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjaoODVX1q
- - ->238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jplNuKaG8
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRQRD9StXh
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKHpcYaJay
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRmMtV4mpo
他們倆不解地看向房那，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex3zVxxg8B
二哥的房門 微微開了...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtBnUXvFj2
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDspoArI7L
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbsV8Oxxqh
哭累了就睡著了，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aFLwOS5Re
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYM3EaG7dK
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAyHmhYvyB
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvU0u42dSZ
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXQFzjYQZH
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HhLFbdoEB
長大後 看不見黑影了，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z37zJK1eU
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAsuElf45N
因為一直不知道是誰給的，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkbbBOrkHw
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IIibHD0BK
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAe55o5mJQ
隨著年紀增長238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40iSH3FSYs
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaQ3qjb7ah
假裝著自己沒事，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmmOXTJkBs
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ493FZYmxWL
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDeqdaqjDI
看著手中的棒棒糖，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyiiYN3xgn
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pHFMsoQuf
- - ->238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmjyNmnLtq
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2pFozc3cQ
就會看見他們在那放閃，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrZQvcmkSR
對沒錯 是社對。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54zXKZphtu
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWMqEEk1XV
假裝著自己毫不在意，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3FJMcUhBz
其實心裡破了一個洞...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiTiiYSTme
- - ->238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpnjWDiWT2
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty1rMr3PLS
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr1Mhsm026
「哥，我想作曲」。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7c8lVGHeb
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObTq9djyHs
我點進去聽了，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkBBgs3ryA
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhMHi4rKd4
閉上眼 靜靜地聽238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PO9lOTu2P
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9rx59LObT
- - ->238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1XrTb4mBp
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIfP4OHSfH
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUgrmuvtM5
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLQbI8PMZO
主詞人說道，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnk3w34OgD
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1vLzku6WC
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w2wnTWhYS
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSS8GCHz7d
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWyIaLdwsk
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf1TM99Qqm
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VwuEqeSSV
「我自己跳」我說，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKv3H9WZ80
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42JvoZAtKO
一個人也能做得很好...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8paDzLRwdY
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvKVrjdE0z
音樂即將播下，238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWSXyibOgh
我看著會場中央的大門238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOggXcf7Gb
有一絲光線射入......238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXop9PQaxT
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9Tg1GUC0i
-238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qzUMrriod
-待續...238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf1RG6wC5Z
