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一九九三年，他六歲。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjpOaYMYDN
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJz3gZrHlO
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkxBjw9UT1
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh4cExVlnS
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看不見，聽得到。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pSH60CyQC
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尖叫，呼救。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75zl3OZBOQ
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心跳，鼻息。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcySWcxtq8
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人，車。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO6952r99w
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電車。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllrVDptjOG
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叮叮——叮叮——137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8rSFH3coe
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZptb5r9ue6
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhIIR3EiPJ
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfqfSJFj6r
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刻骨銘心。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ07mizxJL7
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叮叮——叮叮——137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWuAbut4lL
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（02）137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeviWx8EKm
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看得見，聽不到。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFetX2yqgb
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaClVvo5J7p
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdA5VgKYx8
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9lkCqfxTZ
聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu5ZMAMdam
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOXrTH8j7u
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgssdRGEJD6
絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmGkvYUzV5
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgPB2Idh4b
憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiI8NLkqyx
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yKODIYvWy
罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP00imznt4
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUUhYUY6W2
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIOlfctK1M
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV4xFU5iOE
爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s3UMXWWvW
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叮叮——叮叮——137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWilhAGJloo
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叮……137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDE6cBHnt0
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（03）137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWdloE8rQ8
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcM4iBt1pt
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIy61r0Tyu
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplGNQPFEX2
時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7Dcsl6XLa
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqKlIWPQr8
他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqc3E89Kyf
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTu45KjrDB
二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD07KqQeFst
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr5rNQPlSZ
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAYi2PErfj
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cZUXrO1Ee
常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXZKyyF10g
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgmqzP74AW
周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsQrJT3zfK
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy2Pl51wyk
一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cSKPZXrye
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi9s9fOZ3N
叮叮——叮叮——137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKveVwOilGn
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震驚。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWwAVAkLVf
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOZUAGCLnZ
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叮叮——叮叮——137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHTRJtlRu5
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpghfbcbJag
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBqiglFwfG
累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bRdJJKbiA
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdGP9vvtYF
他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbHkJ7tlQX
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF7JS7xquU
他不想再追。很累……137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4oBxe7snh
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFOWQmZhfO
叮叮——叮叮——137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynoH39ld08
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6wXkJ7z85
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5bqiCuSF0
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQ55RyQoOx
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZdcqchsQ3
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9PyRRhJA2
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOGtB8pfIS
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h3lFuzdtS
父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMMZ5uXOkb
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他接受不了。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdyo3x2d85
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叮叮——叮叮——137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXvBjVS8t4
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS9lGL7tJ6
電車準備靠站，他快要追到。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz4B5LZM3Y
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綠手開始氣化。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXUHjwajSy
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEfXDoFmtl
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mk7N955Sr
綠手在他眼前消散無痕。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsyM8NsMWC
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyfc0sgrBs
他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEbQOFcgZu
137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaFgU4Kj94
叮叮——叮叮——137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUX3kkiumM
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDip93jlWX
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緣盡。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNSG8zYuuf
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無謂執著。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJa3LWjX5k
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忽爾澄明。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokxeH64Sz9
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSGBKTfOHJ
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWiLFBE4gL
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排隊，付款，上車。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbgOjguS7Z
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如同其他乘客。137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUAEpbkgE4
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
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