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一九九三年，他六歲。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmRdJVD0P8
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeCGSScBL7
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsaAslCJzU
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcXGKBIFsy
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看不見，聽得到。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkBfyEbRYW
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尖叫，呼救。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo1rV1hdzo
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心跳，鼻息。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LTI97nufe
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人，車。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iq6VeHzc7
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電車。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Mda8C6s84
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叮叮——叮叮——291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3VwiOIgVI
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hJhLRPulL
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgT7p1yknP
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwU8QH7XO3
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刻骨銘心。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg530WeiIf
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叮叮——叮叮——291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiQZ2DjN5r
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（02）291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcn2yjcU0S
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看得見，聽不到。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL8L8pynkM
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6dvVZVsqD
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2COGTC1RmA
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjuYV43CcS
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd4xvh3hmt
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9cRd2FDo9
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LFxzu0H6H
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXFO9ephD9
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknrWfNpyQg
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwixjHcFgFW
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MANDVV0vk
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叮叮——叮叮——291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O9mG72nz5
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叮……291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjpN5gsGpT
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（03）291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2UnNeYkox
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cI8f0tJJJ
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡma5mnoHD4Q
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUZ5DodkjO
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PoRZOC1kb
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiieDnFwIpt
291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh7Q7P6vhc
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn7Hjb3CwC
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGCtuFzl7H
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbxO1Fpx8r
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPBEA0FXoc
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震驚。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnev5sPjvPJ
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1yLUnm8Ej
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH9Mii0CKC
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKocjmyNuJo
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtwPIruNGw
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他不想再追。很累……291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ066ir3OM7s
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叮叮——叮叮——291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUXLYUG6he
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXSc1eVHCp
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vH0Wt6Qrh
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhKpdyQ05X
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bn35miGrr
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeFKtfs6EU
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEObfuk5ayl
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他接受不了。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDFxm3U4iI
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叮叮——叮叮——291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi27uFu8ked
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mZ4xonhGY
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綠手開始氣化。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXGpmZtLpi
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7OsYxYkKp
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaQcnzzoDx
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUh6uPXYIR4
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叮叮——叮叮——291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ0nlx47vJ
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjBCr7NxS3
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緣盡。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYo8dfFK0S
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無謂執著。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA5Ukxo7ai
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忽爾澄明。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6G69pda18
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0yYRViui5
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty54kseR1l
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排隊，付款，上車。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aOjg1hWGK
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如同其他乘客。291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNpSTntanB
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
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