聽到小莉這樣問，我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開：「我，我有咩辛苦？你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfwpYfeMS2
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「你講落去。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny1RuEYaQp
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她大概知道吧。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy5Cm4D4Dy
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「可能你唔知道，小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者，可以話好多人都識得我，甚至鐘…鐘意我？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYgB9vJ2MP
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她不為所動，同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBagsML6nQf
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「你正一死淨種啊莉莉！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTWRfejBTI
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「你地三個本來就無資格登艦，無資格生活係方舟城852！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv2w8U0LBu
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為甚麼？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS0bsSlu16
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為甚麼要做樣說我們？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dxDjcLKHY
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小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我：「咁仲有呢？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwFIzOgyQz
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRezsStMnI
「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳，嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係，隊長喔！方舟城既大家都鐘意我，信賴我——」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgvadTZs4N
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOicRT5KnXB
小莉同樣不為所動，而我腦中又再次……657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMErZ32gxX6
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9plpvRl0P2
「走狗！！你地先係文明癌，你地只係黨衛軍，蓋世太保，你地只係…！！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzacizyy5lU
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「歧種人根本唔存在，莉莉，星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDRMqICeuC
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOoaREkr6S
眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒，但馬上我發現原因不在她，而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影，那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRVKoAvQJx
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「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好，幾有地位同名譽，但係你個樣完全唔開心，亦唔自豪。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb326PZKjgD
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnq79Kw64Q
叫我心寒的，是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7Kp5LyhhA
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YFf7nPiWw
「個個叫向晴姐既人，個個叫喬大哥既人，仲有…絢香師傅，貝兒姐姐，舜兒哥哥……莉莉，你點可能無事？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzeNuy9ByG
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「收…收聲…」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn55HCagab
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「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己，但係佢地全部都……」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yQCiejYoD
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「收聲啊！！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtulyjQ75SW
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我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道，直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動，胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SDrtCwe10
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向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWpcniU25t
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喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbVGYHCg6C
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絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中，但卻絕不是甚麼善終。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSflKASPJ6
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貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動，而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghqoKXO1Eb
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所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人，盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來，我本來有機會救下來的…！！657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EgpwDz83c
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如果我真的如自己想像中強大—657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDl1zy8Qny
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「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtFm8WEQXn
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「……」我沉默不語，我無言以對。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrD9ssh7UU
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我是星軍的精銳皇牌，但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwiqvj18LX
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我是方舟城的守護者，但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlTyC0IOUV
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyYhc0nC9E
我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者，但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwhFCljZWy
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我是信徒們眼中的女神，但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdy34lKuM1
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FZvnukhPO
我……根本甚麼也不是，更加多次被黎爾打敗，只能逃往過去，只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸，媽媽，絢香師傅，舜兒哥哥，貝兒姐姐背後的小女生，躲在她們背後，永遠永遠地躲下去。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UcmjjGvU0
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGghH6abYq
永遠永遠地躲著，永遠永遠地不要變成大人。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcWRghyLeV
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「我改一個問法…莉莉，係未來，你過得開唔開心？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwJGlV1awr
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnyAEII6Wf
聽到她這樣問，我卻是鼻頭一酸，眼淚不受控制地流下來。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SsDaO7bWE
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7pTCZbYpo
明明方舟城852是千年之城，理想之國，我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ENMeIsT17
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我不能。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoVO4uRjjV
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我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子，成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw912evYXb
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTN8GRsUAP
「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上，「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFxhqY2KmA
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面對年幼的自己，我卻只能道歉。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc2pzesI5N
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因為我的現在就是她的未來，我卻完全搞砸了。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX9cGmQSRf
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSyeCEqwqM
被黎爾玩弄於股掌中，沒有令任何人引以為傲，曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕，我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5DS974gMp
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「但你知道自己要成為點既人，咁就夠。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43tdYrtK2a
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQATsxb52Aa
與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭，用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeRSTHp2Ov
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「成為…」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqkqOut7QV
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「至少咁樣，你就同黎爾係同一級數。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHRQRAh9Fu
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MkElo2u4N
「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkFC0kGk1p
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd35IrxXdh
「就好像向晴姐講既咁：自己存在既方式，要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說，「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8Lt6iEoP7
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「唔係咩？」我反問。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4hljKH5aX
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjNJXe6QF4
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的確是這樣。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3YJkQD739
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「所以……向晴姐個一句，係同緊你講啊，莉莉。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HcssCbOZD
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWSbaGJArl
我與小莉因為是同一個人，同一個大腦，所以她正共享著我的記憶。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXihHl2Rdo3
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但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEvz8e5ILy
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那時，自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍，向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nTigtjGzL
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujhj0pU9l6
那時，向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rRsAd9CXr
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那時，我的視野內是她。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKKX2DM0U3
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那時，她的視野內是我。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkHlI3iw9u
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而且我們根本還未到朱月基地，得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4cj75Pyvf
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHsdiftHiX
向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVno9OUEzyc
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIk84X2N6n
「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限，人工靈魂，而係自從米寧死後，我指米寧本人死後，佢一直都知道自己既存在方式，佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZY9EHWrQFH
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRNvRDMoaP
明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pOBynsHQx
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocyteDG8EQ
「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇，即使手段係毀滅一切，殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手，你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0agF97tI6
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「咁點先夠？」阿當問。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQifzl9DpKm
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「……答案唔可以由我講出黎，未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外，「好夜啦。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseGShFAEhn
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「嗯，咁今晚你就同我……」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrTpGr2pdA
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「既然咁夜，大家都應該訓晒。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOaWRLHWLm
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「嗄？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1BZAlD7m0
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「莉莉，你爸爸係文雀，你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a42ZdbqAv
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小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfSubjPfum
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