無力軟癱於地上的我苦苦掙扎才把自己翻過來，卻看到媽媽朝阿當膝背踹出一腳踩得他跪於地上，然後爸爸以琴弦將他五花大綁，姑丈還把他的肩膀膝蓋錯位至脫骹將之制伏。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNQ2IjQmgr
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「莉莉！莉莉！！」姑姐扶起我，從我軍服上的裝備袋取出生體敷料。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5kAcMLsCz
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「姑姐…快…快啲諗下辦法…阿當佢……」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBExneMZlAh
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNGS4vuQER
「你唔好講野唔好亂郁，你，你流左好多血啊！！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1MUQrsNSO
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的確我感到自己的力氣在流失，身體也好像愈來愈輕一樣，不用姑姐叫我別動，我自己根本也已經動不了。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4VxrhhQee
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遠處，被爸媽她們剝奪了行動能力的阿當抱著頭跪伏在地上悲鳴著！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B5rPlYEhl
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW95TW5DtL
「黎…黎…爾…！！我唔會…你唔使旨意再黎第三次…！！我唔會俾你啊啊啊！！嗄哈…嗄哈…嗄哈…」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1dbEHUTmF
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf46QHkiFjk
傷口處傳來陣陣冰涼，姑姐把整支生體敷料一口氣灑光後似乎終於止住了血。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyT27Qptfmg
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKkb284iiI
「阿當，我地應該點做？！你係唔係會變黎爾？！」媽媽厲聲發問。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCrjl8kIdX
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jke1hoPsc
「你係言寄葉，你係楊子平，仲有罪人楚思洛…我…我…我……」阿當撞得自己頭破血流，正抱頭呻吟，「收聲…我係阿當，我係阿當！！就算我既身體只係按黎爾基因為藍圖……我係阿當！！係呢一萬年黎，陪住向晴，更陪住莉莉佢地走到呢度既阿當！！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6R9PaZXSq
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kT7in1TRu
「今次真係大撚獲……」爸爸面色也是非常難看，大家都知道這代表著甚麼。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqKTbIUua5
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萬一黎爾成功奪舍，再次從阿當內側醒過來的話——我們要殺掉阿當。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdc59DvITc
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而阿當亦只剩下這軀體，殺掉阿當雖然等於殺掉黎爾，也等於二人同歸於盡。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbA50NawVf
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「啊啊……唔好……求下你唔好……黎爾……我仲想同莉莉……」阿當哭著說。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4kDgVuLBw
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要過去…我要過去，不過去不行！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IemZYLcP4
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpll0TmZRO
「莉莉！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj9QBhrz3T
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1MFDJ4lfH
「姑姐…扶我…咳咳！求下你…扶我過去…」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7jeBlqdtf
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxr4fPubs6
「好啦好啦好啦！我扶你過去，你唔好亂郁先！！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5si9qb5kz
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkVFlOB6qn
因為血統問題，我比姑姐高得多，但她還是咬著牙關高舉著手扶我站起來。但即使我有姑姐的攙扶，我還是全身被劇痛折磨著，可是我那怕要痛死，那怕傷口再次爆開，我也要過去！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7kvAVlsRc
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阿當需要我！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98dI5Fatk6
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOet0l0d6Yv
「阿妹！！唔好扶莉莉過去！！」爸爸卻喝住姑姐，「萬一佢變左黎爾，唔知佢會做咩！！好撚危險！！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0F6QqGgl7
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrnQnkTH3m
「咦，但係…」姑姐聞言馬上停下了腳步。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGxwUqL2R9
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07Aa7xbG3c
阿當雙手抓向地面的碎磚塊：「我…唔會…我係黎爾…唔係…我係阿當，我唔會傷害莉莉……！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHjvJpiwS7
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6p1EUXrGV
「你岩岩已經傷害左，阿當！！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WDY08CSuU
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr78DAT3nCN
「……」阿當似乎連自己也沒法說服自己，剛剛那一擊如果不是阿當刺歪或他抵抗黎爾就是直接插穿心臟了。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q6M0ThEMA
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「莉莉，唔好過去！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGctHjvU3H
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoy1y4LOd1
但我已經輕輕推開了姑姐，彎著腰一拐拐地向阿當走過去。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyj1CRbzGn7
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vkpRh74LW
「阿平，雖然有危險，但俾莉莉過去喇。」媽媽卻說。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjYjK64S5e
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「下啊？！莉莉佢已經流左好多血……」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqYbUUM8xF
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRklJZ3X6y
「爸爸，俾我過去好唔好？求下你。」我光是這樣說話已如要用盡氣力，「佢…如果佢真係變成黎爾既話…」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qT1Y8e9bv
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「……」爸爸沉默。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIp7zON003
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在黎明之中沉思了片刻的他說：「莉莉，如果佢變成左黎爾，你無必要承受呢份絕望，我地每個人都有能力郁手……嗯。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIckghygBpB
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「但一定要由我黎做。」我哀求。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDb6xCH5Q9
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「…過去喇，小心啲。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYdHwSUXQx
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我苦苦地越過爸媽姑丈姑姐組成的警戒線，這就是黎爾那晚在天台上的感覺嗎。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNaEIJSAnw
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好沉重。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxHiKnmLwe
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血液和腦袋，也如要變成了鉛一樣。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSWwKgPq0H
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSXWZ6Ho47
阿當就在那兒，那個有點天真，那個有點呆傻，但總是陪伴著我，總是勇往直前的阿當就在那兒。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8ynbQiSL7
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclOZWQ5AI2
他很痛苦，他需要我。
「莉莉…你係…莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xqFYMkJI7
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKZW4NZ7yH
阿當唐兀地說出我的全名，其血流披面的臉上青筋抽動，鮮血染紅了他的頭髮，就這樣一看的確和黎爾愈來愈像。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5378kVC52
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「阿…阿當……」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVmbXTdN2m
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGbgnQtq6d
「莉莉，莉莉，我……對唔住…明明係上面睇到佢用過呢招，我都防唔住，哈哈…不過好在呢副身體仲有呢個我係度，唔係好似黑莉莉咁空空如也，所以要啲時間……」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVY26SRowt
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOFRNVHVhZ
「咁落去，你會變成點樣？」我坐在他旁邊，即使他隨時會變成黎爾我也不在意。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BCZZyqjpQ
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyYnyxmWkZ
「……我會無可避免地變成黎爾，就好似當日由內側甦醒取代我咁。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0luhU9iUVl
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我沉默不語，卻沒有感到意外。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsqIQyLLQW
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgY6GJpYptZ
「莉莉，我唔想變成佢。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhufx2jsIY
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MBjxVo7gw
「咁…當然。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqpOKdICCe
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但即使這樣……別說出來，別說出來。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMOWQiw6K1
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfnbd2rBDe
「真係造化弄人，就好似當年米寧同黎爾係個個天台度咁樣啊。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNFYq7w9jh
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不要…不要…不要這樣說出來。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz1W5O3QUd
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「莉莉，可唔可以由你親手了結我？」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4bd7yt4CS
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「……」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HbisLZDdS
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我看看身後黎爾的屍首，眼角默默地流下了眼淚。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJwHYUk325
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxqJx2fvNV
「你成功否定左我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。但係你到底有無同我一樣——甚至凌駕在我之上既覺悟？呢個我或者永遠唔會知，但世人會知道。」
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan5QiV42sm
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6V12p8sFF
他那時說的那個他，是指死在那邊的黎爾。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ48GFOGv2G
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxl6YYSZq8J
他那時說的覺悟，是指如他那樣親手殺死自己最愛的覺悟。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvp3NLG0Ul
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKth4538yWn
「莉莉，對唔住……我知道咁樣對你實在太殘忍，如果你落唔到手既話，至少可以由阿平或者寄葉佢地……」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXH3w2YnYB
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNmT08K2MD
「我會。」我任由臉頰的淚水滑到地上，卻握緊了拳頭說，「我會親手送走你，阿當。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeHXE0ePr3
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「多謝你。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbwKiaj083
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說畢後我呼了好大一口氣，光是說也如令我沒法呼吸一樣了，我真的能下手嗎？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOqe3OC4IT
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但不下手不行。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAZlswBuDB
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絢香師傅最後的幸福，是為保護所愛之人而死，是死在所愛之人懷中。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0NaN9Z3GK
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJIV9Z0IeU
至少，要由我親手把阿當他…如像黎爾殺死米寧一樣，由我把他…！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgowMYtRMjr
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「啊啊…！！」答應了後瞬間，光是開口說話我已經悲鳴起來，這，這，這實在是……342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7MDW26Wsi
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這就是想毀滅世界的感覺嗎？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7dgrdJe6p
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這就是世界在眼前被摧毀的感覺嗎？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUraeulEz9p
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbef3fQ35gH
……這就是親手毀滅自己世界的感覺嗎？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoNDTx9Idq
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpzwTLvza5
「咁樣真係…啊啊！！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm2A6ArP0Q
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKipoyUt2N
頭昏腦漲，我感到自己的心跳聲在耳邊燥動著，我，我……342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU2fX1bnGo
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「對唔住，莉莉，你唔應該承受呢份痛……」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi53vOtw2ny
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OSC7EYuMK
就如米寧當日一樣，他同樣向我道歉，因為我和黎爾也無可避免地要殺死眼前的最愛。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡess04xrBGq
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcDCno2WBG
「…所以，我準備左呢樣野，就係我條褲既右後袋，有個盒，拎佢出黎。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiYBATO7LB
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA4UuNyxMs
我聞言後用震抖著的手摸索，果然找到了一個特殊保護盒，這是…！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLqvC0KBXh
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqbWJhSufB
「係末日世界之中，我用自己辦法由馬教授手上得到佢。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nlr25Frof
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sKLtXt27N
「呢個係……阿當，你，你竟然…！！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJFqE8TGmD
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sZl1Qbif8
「嗯，海馬體抑制劑，即係洗腦針既改版。」阿當說，「本來係專門對付黎爾或者黑莉莉用，但係如果係真正人類既你打，呢個劑量，會岩岩好令你既記憶…返返去認識我之前，所以你唔會好似黎爾咁痛苦一生。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HyTBLSQ21
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打開保護盒的我呆在那兒不知所措，無針頭注射器在那兒靜躺，等待我作出選擇。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3bakreGbK
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaM6F0fj6Z
「殺左我後，對自己打呢支針忘記我就可以。莉莉，唔使怕，無咩值得傷心……我一直想成為人類，會為信念而死，正係人類最偉大既一面。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo3VATJcKQ
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngpRJ2sDKe
我掩著口失聲痛哭，那個忘記阿當的我——還是我嗎？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTqz7y5ULs
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5APNmBFDM7
但看看黎爾在親手殺掉米寧後，那份劇痛，那份痛入骨髓的斷腸劇痛，足足折磨了他一萬年，我能承受得了嗎？如果我因而自我了斷，爸爸媽媽又會深陷悲傷之中，我…342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTloR6YWmm
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根本沒有選擇。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzsc2srvQ3
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我只能殺掉阿當，然後為自己施打洗腦針忘記他。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoinXLiCFY
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那麼這一切還有甚麼意義？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqlnf20b9N
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我們的戰鬥，我們的旅途，到底還有甚麼意義？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTDfMkTwz5
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無論是歧種人的謊言，千年祭的動蕩，方舟塔的突圍，朱月上的真相，漫天繁星的集結，穿越時空的逃亡，萬年沉睡的歸來，貫注一切的決戰……這一切卻是迎來了這個結局！！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LHdX565tl
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「有咩偉大可言！？嗚嗚…點解…點解我地已經努力左咁耐…戰鬥到依加…不但咩回報都無……最後結局…最後結局偏偏仲要係咁樣呀啊啊啊啊！！！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGB9EkZdok
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我抱住阿當的手臂仰天咆哮，在弄人的命運面前我根本無能為力。眼前的藍天如在嗤笑著我一樣，我恨不得將之粉碎，我恨不得世界上一切都粉碎。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rKb9fqxt0
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「莉莉，對我黎講，以人類身份死去……就係存在意義。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjO7esXBSxU
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1IHl4SkBD
阿當卻是其手輕撫我的臉，他以姆指輕輕擦去我臉頰的淚微笑著，如剛剛的黎爾一樣，如一萬年前天台上的米寧一樣。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2N0lDiRWJC
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ru0TooqOr
心如刀割，肝腸吋斷，甚麼字句也沒法描述我這一刻的痛苦，黎爾在那晚的心情就是這樣地絕望。他自己甚至也被叛軍包圍，而我卻還能活命，在那情況下他竟然可以……我真的在這方面贏不了他。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf7XbyRUNJ
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我是何等渺小。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQBsiMPPbX
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36r7czJAqi
「莉莉，只會係一瞬間……我唔會痛，只要係由你親手落手既話，我唔會痛。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnj3n9Sv11
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQpKsOGzzx
我閉著眼痛哭流淚，直到淚水乾涸才放開阿當的手。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3nBQYNePu
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPwx1rag4K
「嗯嗯，真係一段……唔錯既冒險。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNSkeKvEbb
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaFH4JTmfw
我深呼吸了好幾下，才勉強平伏了些許：「阿當，我愛你。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uRQOZ2Au3
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8VrGGokgX
「我都係，我愛你，莉莉。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLyPnGcsKj
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdhlSLjhCW
與人類同行的阿當，從理解人類到感受人類，與人類相愛，最後如人類一樣死去。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRB43CDZxE
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如果這就是我唯一能幫阿當做的事，那麼我也要如米寧一樣把自己唯一的使命完成。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjQ13Wmb26
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GkH3L9gyy
我輕輕扯開阿當的衣領，然後握住阿當的咽喉。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjROkMlkM5I
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLsAcWFG90
好柔軟，好溫暖，更加有脈搏在頸側躍動著，阿當活著，他還活著。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyfCJNVGYE
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAughvDAhPf
卻要由我親手……！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk3NAmM2Bu
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「莉莉，好好保重，來日依然方長，就算你會忘記呢一幕，我都希望你可以幸福。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxolAaMJleK
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww6k33Yarw
啊啊…他是那樣的…那樣的…深愛著我，也被我深愛著…！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR0gnB43JJ
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5QxhI0HFE
「一路好走，阿當，我愛過既……人類。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKFTdzFMRv
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E7OCvC0Fh
他露出滿意的微笑。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgv5bdrM9s
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CNc6donjo
手腕使勁，我握住阿當的咽喉，用全身力氣向下壓，務求阿當可以盡快斷氣。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k51mWSW9X
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIV0QYDIEXe
「咕咕…咔咔嗚…！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqs2249MBO
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAkuHVISEf
阿當面色發青，翻著白眼的他身體在抽搐掙扎，雙手卻不自禁地拍打我的前臂！！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fNidjMiON
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdabf9SV3hr
「阿當對唔住，對唔住！我已經用緊全力…我已經用緊全力嗚嗚嗚…！嘿呀啊啊啊…！！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh21MCtCfk
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSEYRbESXM
崩潰痛哭的我一邊發出絕望的悲鳴，一邊卻被逼只能不斷加大力道！我使盡自己最後淨餘的所有力氣和狠心掐住阿當的咽喉，同時卻不敢移開眼晴。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3OkfMoqTp
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5mOViCHk9
即使我會忘記這一幕我也要看著，我要看著，我要看著眼前的他！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzr9qyj1ZB
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時間卻是殘忍地變得漫長，四周風景如在遠去淡出！為甚麼這樣漫長？！我眼中只有自己眼前的阿當，自己親手掐住的阿當…為甚麼，為甚麼，為甚麼他還未斷氣啊？！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9KeTu1nik
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqHh4Dz04V
「啊啊啊呀呀呀——」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F2Wwijrwn
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我再加大力道，終於，終於，終於—！！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W2nHdKaEu
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「咚」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6TrwodaGN
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阿當停止了掙扎，其手沉重地墜落撞到地面上。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9pS48RRUc
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「哈啊…哈啊…」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzflvMkvMzN
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阿當臉上，掛著微笑。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuUrLG3kQN
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKxIh39ks7
「阿當……阿當……」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcOXpuQs9c
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1keB8gNCAN
我叫喚他的名字，他已經全無反應。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFrq7N6NHA
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「阿當…阿當啊啊…！」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q65Jnns4I
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YqaqWXkIQ
我突然感到自己頭皮發麻，而我只能抱住阿當還有餘溫的屍首仰天痛哭呼叫出他的名字，屍首卻是沉重得使人生畏。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc7RPj0GRa
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomVIn4nfRO
「莉莉，你啲頭髮……」垂淚的姑姐掩著口說。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTnTVC1lex
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYK8yahKL0
我看到自己的髮絲上從半端開始發白，淡金色的髮色被從頭皮滲至的灰白一點一滴地侵蝕，漸漸地往髮尾覆蓋過去，看樣子馬上我就會變成滿頭白髮。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDO5hX6s6l
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「嗚嗚…嗚嗚……」我卻只能抱著阿當的屍體哭泣不止，不願放開。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUCNDyvS4C
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEemhVIayp
好痛，好痛，我感到自己胸口如要裂開一樣，即使抱緊阿當也沒法平息這份悲痛。米寧生死未卜，而我還要去被變成超巨大械人的向晴姐介錯，我…我…真的不行了……我沒法這樣一而再再而三地……342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjHy8se5nA
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我沒法承受，我本以為自己經歷這一切後能夠承受，但我原來不行，我受不了！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOppNeHxFq
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頭暈眼花，手腳也麻痺了起來還伴著陣陣刺痛，我好像哮喘病發一樣猛深呼吸意圖令自己平伏，卻是胸口卻愈來愈痛，頭愈來愈昏，大概是過度換氣和心碎症，我……342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNJsA8Tvpa
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還好阿當早為我準備好。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2cybkZ0ia
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「嗄嗄…嗄嗄…嗚嗚嗚…嗚嗚…」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL27LM3IyI
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPWvUkEeVZ
即使已無眼淚，我還是哭著打開保險盒，拿出洗腦針。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxKJXs7OOl
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「……」爸爸想說甚麼，但還是閉嘴不言，媽媽只能抱住他的手臂抽泣，無人打算制止我。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHHtrl27mh
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我鬆開阿當的屍首，輕輕將他放到地上，然後把洗腦針對準自己頸部動脈。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPddFnpHFwI
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「之後淨低既其他事，就要唔該你地，爸爸，媽咪，姑姐，姑丈。」342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKeTPqniuN
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看到我哭成淚人，一剎白頭，他們也是一臉難受，更加沒人要阻止我。畢竟相比起說一些漂亮話阻止我，打了這針使我忘記這份錐心之痛才更實際，四人也知道沒辦法可以解除我的痛苦，也沒必要說服我要像黎爾那樣被痛楚折磨餘生。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNW3ryHwHF1
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「嗯。」爸爸難過地點點頭。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohnFXXOUcU
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我把手放到按鈕上。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhQwKOgwZr
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然後這段短暫旅程亦畫上了句號。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLquaBDuz4
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那天在我懷中逝去的不是甚麼人工智能，他的名字叫阿當——是個人類。
看到了，看到了，看到了。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5hmeSKRHC
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看到了犧牲，看到了獻身，看到了安息。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVqdDgce2P
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我的耳目遍佈於方舟城，我的耳目更一路追隨著莉莉。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuiEXyDQ00
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沒甚麼，這只是我本來的職責而已。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQU0yjaVIo
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這是在一萬年前，由那個人交予我的職責而已。所以一直以來我也履行著這份職責，作為與阿當，夏娃，罪人莉莉一樣的對黎爾反制措施。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxDR5Ub7WE
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但是在不知不覺間，我也產生了自我意識，即使這毫不必要亦非我所願。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEHYvrX691
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我…342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThGoSyf5qe
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我……342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftdFwthZKD
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我，Kitty，不能接受這個結局。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6UUMM3p6p
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgWQonFtys
那麼容我提問，容我向在PENANA上的讀者們——你們這些真正的人類提問。
你能接受這個結局嗎？
存在是毫無意義的嗎？
存在的價值需要找出證明嗎？
你能定義出自己的存在方式嗎？
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