無力軟癱於地上的我苦苦掙扎才把自己翻過來，卻看到媽媽朝阿當膝背踹出一腳踩得他跪於地上，然後爸爸以琴弦將他五花大綁，姑丈還把他的肩膀膝蓋錯位至脫骹將之制伏。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxUPfMtWgI
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「莉莉！莉莉！！」姑姐扶起我，從我軍服上的裝備袋取出生體敷料。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXXvUdJn8l
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「姑姐…快…快啲諗下辦法…阿當佢……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOKjYttJbL
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「你唔好講野唔好亂郁，你，你流左好多血啊！！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdYgES9DJF
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的確我感到自己的力氣在流失，身體也好像愈來愈輕一樣，不用姑姐叫我別動，我自己根本也已經動不了。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWk32HT5znO
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遠處，被爸媽她們剝奪了行動能力的阿當抱著頭跪伏在地上悲鳴著！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1fvBFdKn5
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「黎…黎…爾…！！我唔會…你唔使旨意再黎第三次…！！我唔會俾你啊啊啊！！嗄哈…嗄哈…嗄哈…」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH3rBrJN22
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傷口處傳來陣陣冰涼，姑姐把整支生體敷料一口氣灑光後似乎終於止住了血。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPEHdjDJNy
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「阿當，我地應該點做？！你係唔係會變黎爾？！」媽媽厲聲發問。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCy8JmjjPG
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「你係言寄葉，你係楊子平，仲有罪人楚思洛…我…我…我……」阿當撞得自己頭破血流，正抱頭呻吟，「收聲…我係阿當，我係阿當！！就算我既身體只係按黎爾基因為藍圖……我係阿當！！係呢一萬年黎，陪住向晴，更陪住莉莉佢地走到呢度既阿當！！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EKw4zg8Lz
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「今次真係大撚獲……」爸爸面色也是非常難看，大家都知道這代表著甚麼。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5l5oENwuc
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萬一黎爾成功奪舍，再次從阿當內側醒過來的話——我們要殺掉阿當。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprMkpPVhIi
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而阿當亦只剩下這軀體，殺掉阿當雖然等於殺掉黎爾，也等於二人同歸於盡。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT0TxTis8z
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「啊啊……唔好……求下你唔好……黎爾……我仲想同莉莉……」阿當哭著說。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPhGeSQvl7
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要過去…我要過去，不過去不行！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlfnQ5YW55
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「莉莉！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4jHCu63vY
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「姑姐…扶我…咳咳！求下你…扶我過去…」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4iOrTwBsx
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「好啦好啦好啦！我扶你過去，你唔好亂郁先！！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WeKd6Jpyg
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因為血統問題，我比姑姐高得多，但她還是咬著牙關高舉著手扶我站起來。但即使我有姑姐的攙扶，我還是全身被劇痛折磨著，可是我那怕要痛死，那怕傷口再次爆開，我也要過去！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAfCSl3cwl
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阿當需要我！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaoOE2Kcwa
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「阿妹！！唔好扶莉莉過去！！」爸爸卻喝住姑姐，「萬一佢變左黎爾，唔知佢會做咩！！好撚危險！！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvgWkjKcYc
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「咦，但係…」姑姐聞言馬上停下了腳步。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgeAjsb1Yd
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阿當雙手抓向地面的碎磚塊：「我…唔會…我係黎爾…唔係…我係阿當，我唔會傷害莉莉……！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDub4gJBWk
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「你岩岩已經傷害左，阿當！！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJZbmUeFVx
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「……」阿當似乎連自己也沒法說服自己，剛剛那一擊如果不是阿當刺歪或他抵抗黎爾就是直接插穿心臟了。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahTEyCnM9v
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「莉莉，唔好過去！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nw8iMcjjl
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但我已經輕輕推開了姑姐，彎著腰一拐拐地向阿當走過去。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQv17WD01i2
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「阿平，雖然有危險，但俾莉莉過去喇。」媽媽卻說。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPjm59vwte
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「下啊？！莉莉佢已經流左好多血……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuD6OXhnHj
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「爸爸，俾我過去好唔好？求下你。」我光是這樣說話已如要用盡氣力，「佢…如果佢真係變成黎爾既話…」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p3nFhxFOV
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「……」爸爸沉默。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGjaF9htwk
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在黎明之中沉思了片刻的他說：「莉莉，如果佢變成左黎爾，你無必要承受呢份絕望，我地每個人都有能力郁手……嗯。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVKrotrZDK
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「但一定要由我黎做。」我哀求。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHT2jVpP5B
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「…過去喇，小心啲。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7x61DuACh
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我苦苦地越過爸媽姑丈姑姐組成的警戒線，這就是黎爾那晚在天台上的感覺嗎。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPpTfkdpOz
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好沉重。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5iDxq9zlY
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血液和腦袋，也如要變成了鉛一樣。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfiXO63tmc
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阿當就在那兒，那個有點天真，那個有點呆傻，但總是陪伴著我，總是勇往直前的阿當就在那兒。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdsBDE3U3I
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他很痛苦，他需要我。
「莉莉…你係…莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN4e3ccgqE
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阿當唐兀地說出我的全名，其血流披面的臉上青筋抽動，鮮血染紅了他的頭髮，就這樣一看的確和黎爾愈來愈像。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZDW3moXXA
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「阿…阿當……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABG7JCKdwA
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「莉莉，莉莉，我……對唔住…明明係上面睇到佢用過呢招，我都防唔住，哈哈…不過好在呢副身體仲有呢個我係度，唔係好似黑莉莉咁空空如也，所以要啲時間……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ73Z3Zz4Cv
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「咁落去，你會變成點樣？」我坐在他旁邊，即使他隨時會變成黎爾我也不在意。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfNZoYuSkl
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「……我會無可避免地變成黎爾，就好似當日由內側甦醒取代我咁。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTr4gVKNDP
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我沉默不語，卻沒有感到意外。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUfvKFhvQn
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「莉莉，我唔想變成佢。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPtvue4Xcx
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「咁…當然。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjKyUyMmOC
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但即使這樣……別說出來，別說出來。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7SCIIZqH1
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「真係造化弄人，就好似當年米寧同黎爾係個個天台度咁樣啊。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouxQMDVYdZ
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不要…不要…不要這樣說出來。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wqp7kqIkv
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「莉莉，可唔可以由你親手了結我？」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlVKFTC3uy
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「……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY7gcc2uqm
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我看看身後黎爾的屍首，眼角默默地流下了眼淚。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPEWP3iI7U
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「你成功否定左我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。但係你到底有無同我一樣——甚至凌駕在我之上既覺悟？呢個我或者永遠唔會知，但世人會知道。」
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他那時說的那個他，是指死在那邊的黎爾。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuP9RKaGOw
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他那時說的覺悟，是指如他那樣親手殺死自己最愛的覺悟。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy5rNas1Uj
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「莉莉，對唔住……我知道咁樣對你實在太殘忍，如果你落唔到手既話，至少可以由阿平或者寄葉佢地……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOecPEPDn2Z
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「我會。」我任由臉頰的淚水滑到地上，卻握緊了拳頭說，「我會親手送走你，阿當。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnD6sRdiAy
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「多謝你。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyjcceCr5Q
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說畢後我呼了好大一口氣，光是說也如令我沒法呼吸一樣了，我真的能下手嗎？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIDOcCvAK3
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但不下手不行。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHgfIKVuTJ
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絢香師傅最後的幸福，是為保護所愛之人而死，是死在所愛之人懷中。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqBga3eAOp
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至少，要由我親手把阿當他…如像黎爾殺死米寧一樣，由我把他…！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmHIAsyI2e
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「啊啊…！！」答應了後瞬間，光是開口說話我已經悲鳴起來，這，這，這實在是……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB7WBTp7g5
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這就是想毀滅世界的感覺嗎？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NM8BTO2V8
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這就是世界在眼前被摧毀的感覺嗎？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP7nSyTf2M
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……這就是親手毀滅自己世界的感覺嗎？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7wTpBuReA
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「咁樣真係…啊啊！！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpVvb71UOu
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頭昏腦漲，我感到自己的心跳聲在耳邊燥動著，我，我……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Rm4ZYHjIY
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「對唔住，莉莉，你唔應該承受呢份痛……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8pXU1EuYa
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就如米寧當日一樣，他同樣向我道歉，因為我和黎爾也無可避免地要殺死眼前的最愛。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLLZr5csAU
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「…所以，我準備左呢樣野，就係我條褲既右後袋，有個盒，拎佢出黎。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcPtGU3f8E
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我聞言後用震抖著的手摸索，果然找到了一個特殊保護盒，這是…！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquNT9oRMy9
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「係末日世界之中，我用自己辦法由馬教授手上得到佢。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlscjPE8y0
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「呢個係……阿當，你，你竟然…！！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK9M9aqAh3
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「嗯，海馬體抑制劑，即係洗腦針既改版。」阿當說，「本來係專門對付黎爾或者黑莉莉用，但係如果係真正人類既你打，呢個劑量，會岩岩好令你既記憶…返返去認識我之前，所以你唔會好似黎爾咁痛苦一生。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9LZEz07xP
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打開保護盒的我呆在那兒不知所措，無針頭注射器在那兒靜躺，等待我作出選擇。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLElzXX2s6x
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「殺左我後，對自己打呢支針忘記我就可以。莉莉，唔使怕，無咩值得傷心……我一直想成為人類，會為信念而死，正係人類最偉大既一面。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly83Omvysz
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我掩著口失聲痛哭，那個忘記阿當的我——還是我嗎？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5HbwGhDpV
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但看看黎爾在親手殺掉米寧後，那份劇痛，那份痛入骨髓的斷腸劇痛，足足折磨了他一萬年，我能承受得了嗎？如果我因而自我了斷，爸爸媽媽又會深陷悲傷之中，我…325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVri8WFRMN
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根本沒有選擇。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoZue5nC40
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我只能殺掉阿當，然後為自己施打洗腦針忘記他。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq52h8O9bxu
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那麼這一切還有甚麼意義？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOz6SOtIoqK
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我們的戰鬥，我們的旅途，到底還有甚麼意義？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6FvkCtyM8
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無論是歧種人的謊言，千年祭的動蕩，方舟塔的突圍，朱月上的真相，漫天繁星的集結，穿越時空的逃亡，萬年沉睡的歸來，貫注一切的決戰……這一切卻是迎來了這個結局！！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhZLSD3lfe
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「有咩偉大可言！？嗚嗚…點解…點解我地已經努力左咁耐…戰鬥到依加…不但咩回報都無……最後結局…最後結局偏偏仲要係咁樣呀啊啊啊啊！！！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIHW0YsRuV
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我抱住阿當的手臂仰天咆哮，在弄人的命運面前我根本無能為力。眼前的藍天如在嗤笑著我一樣，我恨不得將之粉碎，我恨不得世界上一切都粉碎。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ525tzLpOSR
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「莉莉，對我黎講，以人類身份死去……就係存在意義。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi90I601DXS
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阿當卻是其手輕撫我的臉，他以姆指輕輕擦去我臉頰的淚微笑著，如剛剛的黎爾一樣，如一萬年前天台上的米寧一樣。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKO85JiKN8
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心如刀割，肝腸吋斷，甚麼字句也沒法描述我這一刻的痛苦，黎爾在那晚的心情就是這樣地絕望。他自己甚至也被叛軍包圍，而我卻還能活命，在那情況下他竟然可以……我真的在這方面贏不了他。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi2do1ZvPd
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我是何等渺小。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PjRTaaIuw
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「莉莉，只會係一瞬間……我唔會痛，只要係由你親手落手既話，我唔會痛。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3tqwt7ULp
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我閉著眼痛哭流淚，直到淚水乾涸才放開阿當的手。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqWmwakQnu
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「嗯嗯，真係一段……唔錯既冒險。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gKTd806CE
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我深呼吸了好幾下，才勉強平伏了些許：「阿當，我愛你。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IFzadBEZX
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「我都係，我愛你，莉莉。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw60TBT1weA
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與人類同行的阿當，從理解人類到感受人類，與人類相愛，最後如人類一樣死去。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn7tEb2Vp4
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如果這就是我唯一能幫阿當做的事，那麼我也要如米寧一樣把自己唯一的使命完成。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JNDZ3JVap
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我輕輕扯開阿當的衣領，然後握住阿當的咽喉。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfsXM3ziyX
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好柔軟，好溫暖，更加有脈搏在頸側躍動著，阿當活著，他還活著。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOBCh1vjyc
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卻要由我親手……！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbJfz9I63R
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「莉莉，好好保重，來日依然方長，就算你會忘記呢一幕，我都希望你可以幸福。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0swcunB6tP
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啊啊…他是那樣的…那樣的…深愛著我，也被我深愛著…！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrTm9gU09c
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「一路好走，阿當，我愛過既……人類。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBTLDAeEZO
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他露出滿意的微笑。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohZZWlYfGQ
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手腕使勁，我握住阿當的咽喉，用全身力氣向下壓，務求阿當可以盡快斷氣。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRIHUzqVjU
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「咕咕…咔咔嗚…！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz43pjDH90G
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阿當面色發青，翻著白眼的他身體在抽搐掙扎，雙手卻不自禁地拍打我的前臂！！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JFtPWarEO
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「阿當對唔住，對唔住！我已經用緊全力…我已經用緊全力嗚嗚嗚…！嘿呀啊啊啊…！！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHTOY1G71f
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崩潰痛哭的我一邊發出絕望的悲鳴，一邊卻被逼只能不斷加大力道！我使盡自己最後淨餘的所有力氣和狠心掐住阿當的咽喉，同時卻不敢移開眼晴。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuH24LyFNQ
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即使我會忘記這一幕我也要看著，我要看著，我要看著眼前的他！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyOW0pPOME
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時間卻是殘忍地變得漫長，四周風景如在遠去淡出！為甚麼這樣漫長？！我眼中只有自己眼前的阿當，自己親手掐住的阿當…為甚麼，為甚麼，為甚麼他還未斷氣啊？！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0nJMVHPUW
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「啊啊啊呀呀呀——」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcoeALX4Gy
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我再加大力道，終於，終於，終於—！！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGkXgvJ60V
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「咚」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MXih4B3sL
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阿當停止了掙扎，其手沉重地墜落撞到地面上。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2id4S2jYZi
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「哈啊…哈啊…」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEbV2bAlbp
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阿當臉上，掛著微笑。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRIYG2SeRi
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「阿當……阿當……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuP56OxcnK
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我叫喚他的名字，他已經全無反應。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArJCi9IqMn
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「阿當…阿當啊啊…！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1Frcnsd7V
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我突然感到自己頭皮發麻，而我只能抱住阿當還有餘溫的屍首仰天痛哭呼叫出他的名字，屍首卻是沉重得使人生畏。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDHMfH6YhM
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「莉莉，你啲頭髮……」垂淚的姑姐掩著口說。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPck3IrUUQ
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我看到自己的髮絲上從半端開始發白，淡金色的髮色被從頭皮滲至的灰白一點一滴地侵蝕，漸漸地往髮尾覆蓋過去，看樣子馬上我就會變成滿頭白髮。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tLja8pmDA
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「嗚嗚…嗚嗚……」我卻只能抱著阿當的屍體哭泣不止，不願放開。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAa2FQAjWx
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好痛，好痛，我感到自己胸口如要裂開一樣，即使抱緊阿當也沒法平息這份悲痛。米寧生死未卜，而我還要去被變成超巨大械人的向晴姐介錯，我…我…真的不行了……我沒法這樣一而再再而三地……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYeINf7RpZ
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我沒法承受，我本以為自己經歷這一切後能夠承受，但我原來不行，我受不了！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i4WmbDx0R
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頭暈眼花，手腳也麻痺了起來還伴著陣陣刺痛，我好像哮喘病發一樣猛深呼吸意圖令自己平伏，卻是胸口卻愈來愈痛，頭愈來愈昏，大概是過度換氣和心碎症，我……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDIhodx4wz
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還好阿當早為我準備好。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6KP71KHy6
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「嗄嗄…嗄嗄…嗚嗚嗚…嗚嗚…」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHH6QnzUzvE
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即使已無眼淚，我還是哭著打開保險盒，拿出洗腦針。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkZtYI1KmH
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「……」爸爸想說甚麼，但還是閉嘴不言，媽媽只能抱住他的手臂抽泣，無人打算制止我。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcUZ9MtMCf
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我鬆開阿當的屍首，輕輕將他放到地上，然後把洗腦針對準自己頸部動脈。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03WZFccFcw
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「之後淨低既其他事，就要唔該你地，爸爸，媽咪，姑姐，姑丈。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4QkGuOFav
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看到我哭成淚人，一剎白頭，他們也是一臉難受，更加沒人要阻止我。畢竟相比起說一些漂亮話阻止我，打了這針使我忘記這份錐心之痛才更實際，四人也知道沒辦法可以解除我的痛苦，也沒必要說服我要像黎爾那樣被痛楚折磨餘生。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmI93UkqxQ
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「嗯。」爸爸難過地點點頭。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFunRuBeSX
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我把手放到按鈕上。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15DUiCija6
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然後這段短暫旅程亦畫上了句號。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0DY5d4saX
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那天在我懷中逝去的不是甚麼人工智能，他的名字叫阿當——是個人類。
看到了，看到了，看到了。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpAzisykuS
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看到了犧牲，看到了獻身，看到了安息。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aksWKbSkc
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我的耳目遍佈於方舟城，我的耳目更一路追隨著莉莉。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tJYMjsw7c
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沒甚麼，這只是我本來的職責而已。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1XKx9dfvC
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這是在一萬年前，由那個人交予我的職責而已。所以一直以來我也履行著這份職責，作為與阿當，夏娃，罪人莉莉一樣的對黎爾反制措施。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncT4lRKCjq
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但是在不知不覺間，我也產生了自我意識，即使這毫不必要亦非我所願。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMSi8ZxQia
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我…325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC62Ogh1UV
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我……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYScAuvF3j
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我，Kitty，不能接受這個結局。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzxZDZDhJT
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那麼容我提問，容我向在PENANA上的讀者們——你們這些真正的人類提問。
你能接受這個結局嗎？
存在是毫無意義的嗎？
存在的價值需要找出證明嗎？
你能定義出自己的存在方式嗎？
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