I hate remembering what he did to me. What he attempted on me…I trusted his as my cousin. The universe just makes everyone suffer now, huh? Mommy issues, old daddy issues, family issues, mental problems, etc. how beautiful is the world! I know what my mom went through, he left money in her hands and “tried” to be a good father. Don’t get me wrong, I love my dad, but back then he wasn’t the best person. Left the moment I was born, came back when I had barely turned five…I do love him, I do. But that was messed up, my mom made a bad decision of coming here. My closet cousin did that to me…he attempted on me…I hate him…I hate everything…I hate everyone. I’m disappointing God by saying this but, I wish that he would take my soul back and erase everyone’s memories of my existence. It would be for the best, everyone hates me…my friends, everyone! I……I don’t think I’m the only one with problems, WHY DOES EVERYBODY THINK I’M AN ATTENTION SEEKER?! I’m just trying to find someone that will hear me out……why is everyone that “hears me out” always betray me, I guess now I know how trust issues build up. I’m so done with everything, the people I hold dear to me are the only thing keeping me from committing…215Please respect copyright.PENANAhXY66OoS8k