這篇有不知道對讀者有用的說話?403Please respect copyright.PENANAPFOKv1zpLU
還有個人經歷吧。403Please respect copyright.PENANA3R6AClBVUC
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今天一個普通的電話讓我回顧了過去的一切403Please respect copyright.PENANADIJleYRuwn
其實只是一個社區中心的英文小組的邀請,403Please respect copyright.PENANAlTI2v73teI
我去這個小組真的為了玩,其次是學英文。403Please respect copyright.PENANAlcKx4MflNf
(今天剛巧社工打來我就在背詞語,403Please respect copyright.PENANAW7yZ6D3rQg
真有趣。)403Please respect copyright.PENANABa0n4jGp9k
在這言談之間,403Please respect copyright.PENANAioMVtTaFyN
這個社工還在電話邀請我去玩音樂小組,403Please respect copyright.PENANAq8pQI9ZdKH
老實我以前有學樂器的經驗,但有些黑歷史這樣403Please respect copyright.PENANAXh1qZ75qZ4
(後面會再說)403Please respect copyright.PENANA8SB06o8RmJ
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總之這個電話讓我想通了很多。403Please respect copyright.PENANAUlarCEBfCR
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老實說,我不算頭腦轉數快的人。(數學很差403Please respect copyright.PENANASw4QVNqiwo
但我記憶力相比普通人好,403Please respect copyright.PENANAjZdEbEw1xs
所以我語文能力很好?403Please respect copyright.PENANA5UU1w1yUt3
我一直認為自己多少有一些自閉症的要素,403Please respect copyright.PENANAbnshTRNxkn
但沒有人定義我是。403Please respect copyright.PENANAchECKtn0cO
為甚麼這樣說呢?403Please respect copyright.PENANANiD1MFMqPb
因為我和一般自閉症的人喜歡狹小的興趣,403Please respect copyright.PENANApv7CBQFR6l
有些人喜歡巴士站名。403Please respect copyright.PENANAm0KZyPWNit
我很喜歡世界地圖和首都和國旗403Please respect copyright.PENANAIOwqVu4OQL
小時候看很多遍地圖都不厭。403Please respect copyright.PENANAo2s4GZww3U
幾乎記住那些國家的位置首都國旗403Please respect copyright.PENANAa3pMdkHZf2
我現在覺得有點好笑的。403Please respect copyright.PENANAjbXs6gOaZB
同時我表達自己和溝通能力也很差,403Please respect copyright.PENANAMaI4E3tztq
我和同年齡層的同學朋友總是有隔膜。403Please respect copyright.PENANAIkQ4oBp64F
雖然老師說我很乖巧,但其實我溝通能力很有問題。403Please respect copyright.PENANAyl9WKOhSb5
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我現在想起其實我那時候真的大有問題呢。403Please respect copyright.PENANAse64madmTH
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由於上面的故事,因此有了後續。403Please respect copyright.PENANA190YESSkxo
加上我太喜歡答問題的緣故,記憶力奇好?403Please respect copyright.PENANAY3Tb1VLEMR
我經常搶答課堂的問題,被同學說閒話我為了老師擦鞋。403Please respect copyright.PENANAzRVLUCrXEN
我其實那時候已經受到很嚴重的心傷。403Please respect copyright.PENANA2Z8l5qKt82
漸漸形成了一個鬱結,壓抑在心裡。403Please respect copyright.PENANABs7MvOhQni
到學生時期完結前也是。403Please respect copyright.PENANA9JDHvzAeiy
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從此以後我都甚少主動答問題,盡量低調一點,403Please respect copyright.PENANAfbozwkbLMT
但怎樣說,其實老師都一直很關注我的這樣。403Please respect copyright.PENANAjPX3sQ7zGP
甚至特意為我補課,說一些考前注意的事項,所謂貼題。403Please respect copyright.PENANARUe9Mh4iqC
我只可以說我一生有遇到超多好老師。403Please respect copyright.PENANABtCspSGVcA
這是我的福氣。403Please respect copyright.PENANA9RwYzOYS5w
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回到現在我還是有少許心結在403Please respect copyright.PENANAp8snXg8NnL
某程度上我其實不懂拿捏自信心403Please respect copyright.PENANAAE5zh6Ywut
然後不介意別人眼光403Please respect copyright.PENANA1Lv9r5mNK0
因為這事令我困惑和傷心的地方太多。403Please respect copyright.PENANAue44w4xPX5
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我想很多人和有一樣的問題。403Please respect copyright.PENANANoJjKrOIok
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但我為甚麼說寫文章呢?403Please respect copyright.PENANADSi7EAIbr5
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這是因為我可以了解自己更多,抒發更多。403Please respect copyright.PENANAzn4pR4hoyO
讓更多面對困難的人明白不是自己一個。403Please respect copyright.PENANAFcIFNAY8Hw
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我現在明白自己為甚麼這鬱結積壓這麼久403Please respect copyright.PENANAmVvJiavaFE
因為我不懂表達自己的感受。403Please respect copyright.PENANALjeKADj94u
我如果會說,可能大家會立刻開解我403Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZkEohMBFk
這是我以前不知道的事403Please respect copyright.PENANA0dJl0O3TGl
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回到正題,403Please respect copyright.PENANAj7foWl0pN9
那個電話,403Please respect copyright.PENANAvr4aHc9rRA
我認為這個社區中心的難能可貴之處是403Please respect copyright.PENANAjclAT9q1VD
發揮自己長處。403Please respect copyright.PENANAtDqg8yaAjO
我負責的姑娘一直不要浪費自己。403Please respect copyright.PENANAwXiLlTnbDC
我不看到世界的廣闊(認識更多人),其實不知道自己寶貴的地方403Please respect copyright.PENANAgo7RiesBEy
同樣也明白自己的短絀之處。403Please respect copyright.PENANAeeX26TCESc
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以前我有中樂團的經歷,403Please respect copyright.PENANAwTTlgLrKTO
雖然我經常被罵,403Please respect copyright.PENANAonH48rLbEg
可是我明白自己不是合奏的材料。403Please respect copyright.PENANA087L22rfLU
以前我不可以說明自己為什麼不可以。403Please respect copyright.PENANACtOMgZHK5W
到現在我能解釋自己不能夠勝任的原因。403Please respect copyright.PENANAXVv9B6w8RI
我拍子和音樂感其實有所欠缺403Please respect copyright.PENANAVKlTEW93EA
所以沒人是完美的。403Please respect copyright.PENANAFMgSH8Tg9B
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我會很感謝閱讀和畫畫的美好403Please respect copyright.PENANAXzchxNVgo1
我已忘記為了文字流下多少感人的眼淚403Please respect copyright.PENANAoxXUAm9YsR
但我覺得我因為文字和圖畫思考403Please respect copyright.PENANAz9ZKaJlCeX
我學會怎樣表達自己403Please respect copyright.PENANAc8lojQJhtK
一年比一年進步403Please respect copyright.PENANA3y0XxnZFd3
藝術有需要存在。403Please respect copyright.PENANAjnoXPkDSGn
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謝謝看到最後403Please respect copyright.PENANAqhM0JsZ2lk
共勉之。403Please respect copyright.PENANAmNv6V4v6pT
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