這篇有不知道對讀者有用的說話?483Please respect copyright.PENANAdHr2P1eKgE
還有個人經歷吧。483Please respect copyright.PENANA5wKjbmqQv5
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今天一個普通的電話讓我回顧了過去的一切483Please respect copyright.PENANAsGV9Ttz44K
其實只是一個社區中心的英文小組的邀請,483Please respect copyright.PENANADtMSvuQwcK
我去這個小組真的為了玩,其次是學英文。483Please respect copyright.PENANAfGqqDp7mLa
(今天剛巧社工打來我就在背詞語,483Please respect copyright.PENANAnaYVC42E0i
真有趣。)483Please respect copyright.PENANACD1LEEnkSY
在這言談之間,483Please respect copyright.PENANA8U7mNNMS6Q
這個社工還在電話邀請我去玩音樂小組,483Please respect copyright.PENANALca12aDPl9
老實我以前有學樂器的經驗,但有些黑歷史這樣483Please respect copyright.PENANA1Nja1mpBEu
(後面會再說)483Please respect copyright.PENANA6wOPNmMF69
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總之這個電話讓我想通了很多。483Please respect copyright.PENANAJstfvfdyri
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老實說,我不算頭腦轉數快的人。(數學很差483Please respect copyright.PENANA32XxnrzF7o
但我記憶力相比普通人好,483Please respect copyright.PENANAMuBLGyyVC7
所以我語文能力很好?483Please respect copyright.PENANAwAmtCYV76g
我一直認為自己多少有一些自閉症的要素,483Please respect copyright.PENANAwd69jqWhgN
但沒有人定義我是。483Please respect copyright.PENANAtS27dS05V9
為甚麼這樣說呢?483Please respect copyright.PENANAk9yN5IydFP
因為我和一般自閉症的人喜歡狹小的興趣,483Please respect copyright.PENANAS8Ejp65TCJ
有些人喜歡巴士站名。483Please respect copyright.PENANAL5TzA7MaQJ
我很喜歡世界地圖和首都和國旗483Please respect copyright.PENANARJlGKDmMae
小時候看很多遍地圖都不厭。483Please respect copyright.PENANAwNZwQgNMu1
幾乎記住那些國家的位置首都國旗483Please respect copyright.PENANAXYn0Owz9TO
我現在覺得有點好笑的。483Please respect copyright.PENANAWHxkcn6kwr
同時我表達自己和溝通能力也很差,483Please respect copyright.PENANAKozEgDBl9i
我和同年齡層的同學朋友總是有隔膜。483Please respect copyright.PENANAP2XLK4SGve
雖然老師說我很乖巧,但其實我溝通能力很有問題。483Please respect copyright.PENANAflZyfiUzGu
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我現在想起其實我那時候真的大有問題呢。483Please respect copyright.PENANAZLAzV2SgQd
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由於上面的故事,因此有了後續。483Please respect copyright.PENANAHRqoPBzHxT
加上我太喜歡答問題的緣故,記憶力奇好?483Please respect copyright.PENANAMnMnhMI7MB
我經常搶答課堂的問題,被同學說閒話我為了老師擦鞋。483Please respect copyright.PENANAkW3N2O4q1t
我其實那時候已經受到很嚴重的心傷。483Please respect copyright.PENANASvitfSzAU9
漸漸形成了一個鬱結,壓抑在心裡。483Please respect copyright.PENANAA0RfYE3cOU
到學生時期完結前也是。483Please respect copyright.PENANAWlvQC3pcwp
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從此以後我都甚少主動答問題,盡量低調一點,483Please respect copyright.PENANA6cOFsJegQB
但怎樣說,其實老師都一直很關注我的這樣。483Please respect copyright.PENANACJrvGftxaz
甚至特意為我補課,說一些考前注意的事項,所謂貼題。483Please respect copyright.PENANAImNys7nIG2
我只可以說我一生有遇到超多好老師。483Please respect copyright.PENANAzvV9jMI4O2
這是我的福氣。483Please respect copyright.PENANAxHfWPgCk7F
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回到現在我還是有少許心結在483Please respect copyright.PENANAw0qOW2fFEK
某程度上我其實不懂拿捏自信心483Please respect copyright.PENANAju6qhSl9B3
然後不介意別人眼光483Please respect copyright.PENANAGkgwHGtu6d
因為這事令我困惑和傷心的地方太多。483Please respect copyright.PENANAP5SVmZxN0B
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我想很多人和有一樣的問題。483Please respect copyright.PENANAdB5hEhbi2j
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但我為甚麼說寫文章呢?483Please respect copyright.PENANAkLJ21V6JAn
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這是因為我可以了解自己更多,抒發更多。483Please respect copyright.PENANAGBopzQX7CO
讓更多面對困難的人明白不是自己一個。483Please respect copyright.PENANAQBVRKPKJQo
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我現在明白自己為甚麼這鬱結積壓這麼久483Please respect copyright.PENANAwAMaD8IUNm
因為我不懂表達自己的感受。483Please respect copyright.PENANAufosNuNMIE
我如果會說,可能大家會立刻開解我483Please respect copyright.PENANAiP9geUt4t2
這是我以前不知道的事483Please respect copyright.PENANAUVFik6nj7T
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回到正題,483Please respect copyright.PENANAcrHH9sbVRD
那個電話,483Please respect copyright.PENANAhX8d5yLfiB
我認為這個社區中心的難能可貴之處是483Please respect copyright.PENANANURiHJlLav
發揮自己長處。483Please respect copyright.PENANAFf4ZaRASXS
我負責的姑娘一直不要浪費自己。483Please respect copyright.PENANAyplDjWsKpd
我不看到世界的廣闊(認識更多人),其實不知道自己寶貴的地方483Please respect copyright.PENANAaBpJ7OJ0jI
同樣也明白自己的短絀之處。483Please respect copyright.PENANAFHPICq00nI
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以前我有中樂團的經歷,483Please respect copyright.PENANAxObJahvbtu
雖然我經常被罵,483Please respect copyright.PENANA9vKxrbzSpo
可是我明白自己不是合奏的材料。483Please respect copyright.PENANAMYNJwtmCcN
以前我不可以說明自己為什麼不可以。483Please respect copyright.PENANAA9HllEnm4l
到現在我能解釋自己不能夠勝任的原因。483Please respect copyright.PENANA0eGFP89gXQ
我拍子和音樂感其實有所欠缺483Please respect copyright.PENANA26X2sjWVBf
所以沒人是完美的。483Please respect copyright.PENANA6PFmludP2L
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我會很感謝閱讀和畫畫的美好483Please respect copyright.PENANAtTBd4tR9Wv
我已忘記為了文字流下多少感人的眼淚483Please respect copyright.PENANA9LxF0yAuD6
但我覺得我因為文字和圖畫思考483Please respect copyright.PENANATAtDpoRc06
我學會怎樣表達自己483Please respect copyright.PENANAGGUQ6dDFiv
一年比一年進步483Please respect copyright.PENANAQbzd3IWu4j
藝術有需要存在。483Please respect copyright.PENANAemVIniJeM0
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謝謝看到最後483Please respect copyright.PENANAKi1xdfQMz2
共勉之。483Please respect copyright.PENANAdEGL4V68Pl
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