這篇有不知道對讀者有用的說話?401Please respect copyright.PENANAWC8Tw22NN8
還有個人經歷吧。401Please respect copyright.PENANAzIhMVZsrsn
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今天一個普通的電話讓我回顧了過去的一切401Please respect copyright.PENANA4AoYRjttJ2
其實只是一個社區中心的英文小組的邀請,401Please respect copyright.PENANAskR2MeqH45
我去這個小組真的為了玩,其次是學英文。401Please respect copyright.PENANADy1yp471FR
(今天剛巧社工打來我就在背詞語,401Please respect copyright.PENANAjkTyMkySKn
真有趣。)401Please respect copyright.PENANAK8j0TXbmSq
在這言談之間,401Please respect copyright.PENANAG6I1QTXkxT
這個社工還在電話邀請我去玩音樂小組,401Please respect copyright.PENANAoxDvoHP3EQ
老實我以前有學樂器的經驗,但有些黑歷史這樣401Please respect copyright.PENANAj3XRM9tACd
(後面會再說)401Please respect copyright.PENANAk8lqp7uXJi
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總之這個電話讓我想通了很多。401Please respect copyright.PENANAPW7V9OM6p9
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老實說,我不算頭腦轉數快的人。(數學很差401Please respect copyright.PENANAdMbZMEafuU
但我記憶力相比普通人好,401Please respect copyright.PENANAjzjhDtSQSQ
所以我語文能力很好?401Please respect copyright.PENANAtgzh3yvqIh
我一直認為自己多少有一些自閉症的要素,401Please respect copyright.PENANAniGYdC96su
但沒有人定義我是。401Please respect copyright.PENANAtnz4MtVI6M
為甚麼這樣說呢?401Please respect copyright.PENANA7oims2Bhxi
因為我和一般自閉症的人喜歡狹小的興趣,401Please respect copyright.PENANAkMVIgu6mi2
有些人喜歡巴士站名。401Please respect copyright.PENANAtuSicocdM9
我很喜歡世界地圖和首都和國旗401Please respect copyright.PENANAx98DN9Mus5
小時候看很多遍地圖都不厭。401Please respect copyright.PENANAJgKWaGP7j4
幾乎記住那些國家的位置首都國旗401Please respect copyright.PENANAiDxueiUNUb
我現在覺得有點好笑的。401Please respect copyright.PENANAibfZ088ntP
同時我表達自己和溝通能力也很差,401Please respect copyright.PENANAjzLwtKAQ9H
我和同年齡層的同學朋友總是有隔膜。401Please respect copyright.PENANA7n7wWgOuwu
雖然老師說我很乖巧,但其實我溝通能力很有問題。401Please respect copyright.PENANAOGs5S5JTpL
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我現在想起其實我那時候真的大有問題呢。401Please respect copyright.PENANAGgXX5trV5l
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由於上面的故事,因此有了後續。401Please respect copyright.PENANALzMZPX0Awm
加上我太喜歡答問題的緣故,記憶力奇好?401Please respect copyright.PENANA8REsAw0SJC
我經常搶答課堂的問題,被同學說閒話我為了老師擦鞋。401Please respect copyright.PENANAU9mTKSKfyJ
我其實那時候已經受到很嚴重的心傷。401Please respect copyright.PENANAV1sVzqZXWr
漸漸形成了一個鬱結,壓抑在心裡。401Please respect copyright.PENANAGuSmcWmLyN
到學生時期完結前也是。401Please respect copyright.PENANAGLTIYfyrjM
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從此以後我都甚少主動答問題,盡量低調一點,401Please respect copyright.PENANAgIhXgnSJ6E
但怎樣說,其實老師都一直很關注我的這樣。401Please respect copyright.PENANA0wCFSGS7ol
甚至特意為我補課,說一些考前注意的事項,所謂貼題。401Please respect copyright.PENANAe1RlFBncPd
我只可以說我一生有遇到超多好老師。401Please respect copyright.PENANADuO9B3tPCy
這是我的福氣。401Please respect copyright.PENANAovQ7IrSDya
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回到現在我還是有少許心結在401Please respect copyright.PENANA7i4klJnAWE
某程度上我其實不懂拿捏自信心401Please respect copyright.PENANA0qyWhTlAYb
然後不介意別人眼光401Please respect copyright.PENANAPvUICvUfLY
因為這事令我困惑和傷心的地方太多。401Please respect copyright.PENANA7ifYyhOuJT
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我想很多人和有一樣的問題。401Please respect copyright.PENANAPbTGDSv3ad
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但我為甚麼說寫文章呢?401Please respect copyright.PENANAAVaiNnao02
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這是因為我可以了解自己更多,抒發更多。401Please respect copyright.PENANAuEpIIRnxKs
讓更多面對困難的人明白不是自己一個。401Please respect copyright.PENANACGPROwJCTV
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我現在明白自己為甚麼這鬱結積壓這麼久401Please respect copyright.PENANARurKMCdIvR
因為我不懂表達自己的感受。401Please respect copyright.PENANAek7bVIzbur
我如果會說,可能大家會立刻開解我401Please respect copyright.PENANAtNsSEw39HC
這是我以前不知道的事401Please respect copyright.PENANAewtTjQbVB0
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回到正題,401Please respect copyright.PENANAkYS2qm2Y4z
那個電話,401Please respect copyright.PENANAoxNnZiwe0o
我認為這個社區中心的難能可貴之處是401Please respect copyright.PENANAFk3nuNXh5P
發揮自己長處。401Please respect copyright.PENANA6OfXCpMbYY
我負責的姑娘一直不要浪費自己。401Please respect copyright.PENANANZQEXBl16v
我不看到世界的廣闊(認識更多人),其實不知道自己寶貴的地方401Please respect copyright.PENANAsuQtCizEDO
同樣也明白自己的短絀之處。401Please respect copyright.PENANAPfRs8a1AjL
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以前我有中樂團的經歷,401Please respect copyright.PENANAHtGWDQh9Z6
雖然我經常被罵,401Please respect copyright.PENANAPw3OgNNGY5
可是我明白自己不是合奏的材料。401Please respect copyright.PENANAqkxzab6M1w
以前我不可以說明自己為什麼不可以。401Please respect copyright.PENANAWppc1TnGeN
到現在我能解釋自己不能夠勝任的原因。401Please respect copyright.PENANAm0qXmDYmgJ
我拍子和音樂感其實有所欠缺401Please respect copyright.PENANAgOdWsTDT1L
所以沒人是完美的。401Please respect copyright.PENANAgi9mgnHhxr
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我會很感謝閱讀和畫畫的美好401Please respect copyright.PENANA8hqZaD5rxl
我已忘記為了文字流下多少感人的眼淚401Please respect copyright.PENANA7NbXCjfeQ1
但我覺得我因為文字和圖畫思考401Please respect copyright.PENANAPEUUSJzGwk
我學會怎樣表達自己401Please respect copyright.PENANAh5DZJwUn4V
一年比一年進步401Please respect copyright.PENANAdAjmnrdAvI
藝術有需要存在。401Please respect copyright.PENANAdCzhSq2B55
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謝謝看到最後401Please respect copyright.PENANAimsvJ2Iiq0
共勉之。401Please respect copyright.PENANA67wa1YTbEN
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