東風吹斜雨絲，淡粉色的櫻花花瓣隨風盤旋飄落，鋪於石磚小徑上。男人穿著藕粉色的尖領襯衫，幾乎要被整片同色調的花海吞沒。他低低打著傘，視線貼著傘緣投來。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBg750kBKd
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「嘉鈞哥哥，下雨了。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWUmDzJk8p
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8SAmslyFy
男人聲音低沉，身材也相比過往厚實，卻又用往昔的暱稱叫他。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2bGG5DdOi
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雨霧瀰漫的春。又是這樣的春日。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVffmMgYz1R
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCp1TewLss
「吳詠青，你過來。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQGiOelpZ6
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wl2OfxGXG
唐嘉鈞毫無緣由地害怕。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25jr7WsIg7
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZAYskbgah
一片沾著雨水的櫻花花瓣飄落，沾黏在唐嘉鈞的手背上。接著是第二片、第三片⋯⋯花瓣不斷落下，每當他伸手摘取，又有更多濕搭搭地貼著他不放。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadsf6imQtF
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41pa9IujLo
很快，唐嘉鈞便近乎看不見自己的膚色了。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoCOaaiDt1
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwfL7DnUDw
他心中頓感慌張，於是連忙朝吳詠青走近。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhSgsYz6Kt
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT4TZbSzyq
霎時，一陣狂風吹來，將吳詠青手上的傘吹落。他用傘遮著的上半張臉暴露在唐嘉鈞眼前，光潔飽滿的前額被一道醒目的傷口劃破，鮮紅的血液自裂縫湧出，啪嗒啪嗒地順著臉龐流下。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECZI3FwrLt
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxwAPMIE4T
他抬起雙手，手上濕潤的觸感不是什麼花瓣，而是滿手的血。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtKjoJABmZ
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「靠⋯⋯」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOFzNOtyKg
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床頭櫃上沒擰緊的保溫瓶傾倒，流出的水滴滴答答地弄濕枕頭，以及唐嘉鈞的頰側與掌心，他被驚醒，遂起身收拾水瓶和散落的安眠藥片。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8GgWwfc3M
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBdROhGd3G
恐懼自夢裡蔓生，身旁似乎還纏繞著驅之不散的雨霧。唐嘉鈞坐在床緣，發覺自己的衣服也被浸濕了，是後背的冷汗所致。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKnTllFODZ
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksguFLPSrY
他拉開窗簾，天色尚未飽和。他放輕腳步走進客廳裡，將電視打開，熟練地一口氣將音量調到最低，避免吵醒他的同居人。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF18TSOo9U
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWATZtuTmL
唐嘉鈞，二十八歲，單身，立法委員參選人。他的同居人仍然是兒時的玩伴、他的好朋友吳詠青。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD9FNuUWd2
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288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1f1JpWziO
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aRnQ8ouzF
「新換的安眠藥如何？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxgBVmQutk
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFGzMq0iEz
「很好，白天不再想睡了。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU47xFctNC
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「那這次就開一樣的喔。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLTtqZoFbs
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfz9rTHBWm
唐嘉鈞坐在診間的椅子上，眼神不經意投向手錶數次，長期看診的心理醫生注意到他異常的舉止，開口問道：288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmT22SQtIY
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIGl71Df0k
「唐先生今天趕時間嗎？後面還有行程？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadRKIlpitY
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「有，但是不趕，時間很充裕。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT0iwI4z11
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzQg7h7GFi
唐嘉鈞默默將雙手擺到桌下，克制著不再去看手錶。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfusLqWCPMT
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ty1rffB1X
「白天不再想睡了，但是經常做夢。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLayTkt6ZIl
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFB7r35Bgl
「做惡夢嗎？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3BkwxiGil
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp7WRCCnfS
「也不總是惡夢。」但是都關於同一個人——唐嘉鈞沒有說出口。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKputy6ZUq
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbfqtrPnvn
「這樣啊，有可能是藥物影響⋯⋯」醫生正思索著要不要再換藥，唐嘉鈞倒是先自己決定了：288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwV4ur5kqi
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssTUvZY6sh
「不是什麼大問題，請您照著上次的開就好了。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WjwwTiaQV
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4d6hRL35w
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FBHaQfCTX
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RX7MpEgH3
這房子裡住著兩個睡眠障礙患者，吳詠青是從小就有這老問題，唐嘉鈞則是從參選開始壓力遽增，而開始出現失眠的症狀。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKgDi5t7ss
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoPdhjbuWE
根據醫囑，要改善睡眠障礙，必須養成規律的生活作息，規律地每天在同一個時段就寢。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJwhOACptN
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1yxdNP2Yk
一點了，唐嘉鈞拆封剛拿到的藥袋，卻遲遲不服下安眠藥，只是坐在沙發上心不在焉地看著電視上重播的政論節目。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN4BID4fjE
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因為吳詠青還沒回家，也不接電話。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLR0S76BXK
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDdnKKgeKO
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Oa5PTEqsL
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17Af9YsVYe
直到一點半，門鈴響了。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zQsrtEC4Y
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfzskEjnL7
門鈴？吳詠青是忘了帶鑰匙才按門鈴嗎？唐嘉鈞奇怪地想。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0HHw3hr8s
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzIXZmhGu4
「打擾了，唐先生您好。我是吳董的助理洪銘安，我送吳董回來，可以請您幫忙開個門嗎？」對講機裡陌生男人的聲音著急地說道。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2NqHOQrDM
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNYmBHIju0
對講機裡傳來另一個氣急敗壞的聲音。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe76JcvdmB
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuXXmyrl3A
「唐嘉鈞這時間都睡了，我就跟你說我有鑰匙！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXaoVa6j4F
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOxEm3AoQX
「吳董，這是車鑰匙啊⋯⋯插不進去的⋯⋯」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4uvKTw2Od
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8KiYqDDyZ
唐嘉鈞急忙開了門，長相老實的陌生男人正聽話地用車鑰匙嘗試打開唐嘉鈞的家門，吳詠青滿臉通紅，站也站不直，只能勾著男人的肩膀，將整個人的重量倚靠於對方，臉則埋在對方肩上。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVxPu5MXCd
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE1e0IfJwj
門一開，唐嘉鈞黑了臉，但是洪銘安卻好像看到救星一般，雙眼發光。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvEQWoxHiB
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYOIhMY8g0
「唐先生⋯⋯」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3LcTLMpS5
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlREVLAePES
「交給我吧。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA8grOpQEj
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBH4fK4a6E
「銘安，我真的想吐⋯⋯」吳詠青還賴在洪銘安身上，睡眼惺忪地揉著眼睛，看到唐嘉鈞，居然變得橫眉豎目：288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXYSjRL4hj
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34KA4yAllb
「唐嘉鈞，都一點多了為什麼你還沒睡覺？你要學著規律作息啊！」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLcLNybpRf
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv5oJNo9TW
唐嘉鈞的太陽穴猛然一抽，他忍住揍吳詠青一頓的衝動，轉向洪銘安問話。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkil3mFcm9
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmnj0VArmD
「他吐了？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gSsSLwjXk
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnzp5MnTDD
「沒吐，就是一直喊想吐。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMRPAom6cG
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rtZUyV66S
洪銘安趕緊抽身，讓唐嘉鈞接手無法獨立站穩的吳詠青。唐嘉鈞雖然有禮貌地向他道謝數次，但眼神完全沒有笑意。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaojV5zusl
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrNVwZF9ZP
助理小洪好擔心吳董被家暴。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClgnjGA1jQ
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事實上，唐嘉鈞並沒有家暴他的竹馬，反而小心地攙扶他坐到沙發上，再脫去他的鞋襪和西裝外套。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnm7KKeRW4
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBj2DhUrZg4
「我去給你泡蜂蜜水。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpFDSuHWkz
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSTFVxnoCf
「等等，我想吐⋯⋯」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1598gm4ajL
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGaqN1IDls
「要不要我幫你催吐？吐出來會舒服一點。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCzz6HGilY
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjmCyhhq5d
「好。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCU0PdJoGU
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBS0L8yvAV
他倆剛移動到浴室，不必唐嘉鈞幫忙，吳詠青便自己爬到馬桶前，唏哩嘩啦地吐了。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhbqJfneRg
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKiU8ywiIl
「應酬需要喝那麼醉？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3qJzr4Umw
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJh0UfV0ih
吳詠青手腳癱軟，倚靠在浴室冰冷的磁磚上，顯然很不舒服，眼框都紅了一圈，唐嘉鈞於心不忍地將他攬進懷裡。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQXcGbbKgm
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlg2smHboM
「需要啊，不然我又不喜歡酒精。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvakVz4wGXK
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yJ31kXxnP
唐嘉鈞背起癱坐的吳詠青回房，途中腳步踉蹌了一下。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjIlrKhA6r
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「很重？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hWGaetFAH
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERSdpUAvRZ
「你雖然很輕，但你肩頭上的擔子太重了。我們吳董真是太了不起了。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLb7IUchj6
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2jklXygGD
「哪比得上唐候選人呢？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09y8314Af6
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兩人一如既往地打著嘴砲。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQNH2ZCwo5
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唐嘉鈞為吳詠青掖好被角，轉暗了檯燈，「好好休息。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmj3Yjynhu
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n3pR84ksq
「唐嘉鈞，小洪要結婚了。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FII1f92K0
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi25aYQDgvQ
在唐嘉鈞轉身離開前，吳詠青突然開口了。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iTvclEIXL
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWemw4DOSU
「你記得雷品承嗎？他最近也要結婚了。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ504KPTHZhX
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXjFXrfMjJ
「喔，記得啊。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPGYqbDEdU
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2N3kTt2em
唐嘉鈞當然記得雷品承，記得十年前的春日去陽明山賞櫻，記得一個吻落在吳詠青眨動的眼皮——記得他親手拍下，然後吳詠青被迫出櫃，被砸得頭破血流。記得青春期，記得一切始末記得一切震顫，記得日子如何過。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjIbQCkHrV
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因為記得，所以夜夜在夢裡搬演。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlLy9T1S8x
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tvgwf5Pfa
「那你呢？你打算幾歲要結婚？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVcVrEGFei
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOJXFdbH7K
夜夜在唐嘉鈞夢裡出現的男人向他問。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8sjJ5i3Eg
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「⋯⋯我不知道。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuSP0HuB39
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他真的不知道。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVunWT5FpPP
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vny99FFmD
「什麼時候能輪到我結婚呢？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidgx9tqCdh
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui13Js3rDn
「同性戀又不能結婚。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGcwhE8ZXN
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「我知道啊。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRYKCGMAxo
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喝醉的吳詠青彷彿特別脆弱，聲音已經染上了哭腔。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8vyZQX4sc
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDEsx4halA
「我以為小洪也是gay，但他今天跟我請了婚假。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgcRIxUSlW
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxIGusrP7j
說著，吳詠青的臉埋得越來越低，直到嗚咽聲也被埋進被子裡。唐嘉鈞則想起他打開家門，看到吳詠青把臉埋在洪銘安肩膀，像親人的貓咪一樣的蹭著洪銘安。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMgEbVHK4Z
288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNYasVPFmY
「我不想找一個女人假結婚，我想要真的跟男人結婚。我也想要被愛啊。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYSD4g6tMd
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吳詠青喜歡洪助理，然後他要結婚了，所以吳詠青才喝得那麼醉？288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwkcWhoPgw
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唐嘉鈞知道自己應該拍拍他的背、溫聲安慰眼前的男人，但手腳卻因發冷而微顫，無法受到支配。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0XDoj6vW9
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他想回答，你的家人愛你，但又清楚吳詠青的家庭狀況太過複雜。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPZeSpDztY
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於是他說了：「我愛你啊。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoCEZIFv3D
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「那不一樣啊，唐嘉鈞，那不一樣。」吳詠青的肩頭一抽一抽，「我們是最好的朋友。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eKerTqAaH
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唐嘉鈞只能乾巴巴地說，「有一天你會被愛，你可以辦婚禮，如果你們想要，你可以收養小孩。如果你收養小孩，我就當乾爸。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszwNlt3Qky
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吳詠青還是把自己埋在被子裡，悶悶地又問了一次。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE6GsMyYYP
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「那你呢？你想要幾歲結婚？」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU2JM6OVfV
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「我沒有結婚的對象。等我需要結婚的時候，就結婚吧。」288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl0njTVrly
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唐嘉鈞苦笑，爾後沈默。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB9Q2U7cGV
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半晌，吳詠青的呼吸漸趨平穩，他終於不敵酒意昏沉地失去意識。而直到唐嘉鈞的前襟也被浸濕了，他都沒有發出哭泣的聲音，只是任淚滴無聲地落下。288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7NyltexVq
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【作者的話】288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfaQKd6W3Z
順帶一提詠青現在是懷榮金控的子公司「懷榮創投」的董事XD（也有持股）現在兩個人已經28囉
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