I broke down. AGAIN. And i know it wont change. why is THAT GUY so difficult? my life was going all too well before him. they say that things get better and i dont know if that's true or not but if it is then i want it to happen with me. the sooner the better. I try remembering every sweet thing about him and believe me there are many but its hard not to forget how he broke up with me. SHATTERED ME. And here i am in my room lying to my mom about having cold when they saw my puffy eyes, lying to my big brother that i am all fine, lying to the world by saying that i'm all good and most importantly lying to myself for some peace that he is going to come back and that we are not over yet and that i still trust him.
It was not that hard for me to hide my tears in the movie hall because it was dark in their but it was harder for me to watch the movie with him sitting right behind me. i call it coincidence. San calls it destiny. aren just calls him an asshole. i couldnt say i didnt agree much but it hurts. so by now you could have got the idea of me being the emotional one, san being the immature hopeless romantic one and aren being the realistic one. well you are not all wrong about us.
I dont know which of taylor swift's song will help me in forgetting him. GOOD LUCK to me, i guess.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwHj640vwv
