翌早突然下起傾盆大雨,但好勝的我,穿起了黃色雨衣,仍堅持踏車到她那裡,大雨冲走了翳熱,雨點滴滴答答打落我身,產生一種莫名的快感。
雖然小心翼翼,但還是跌了一交,膝蓋給弄損了,但沒有任何藥物膠布在身,也懶得到藥房購買,索性繼續行程。
Joyce看到我狼狽的樣子不禁失笑,她跟阿儀不同之處,是有著一種從容,換轉是阿儀看到了我現在的模樣,那種過分緊張症就會發作,她會當我如斷手斷腳般,強迫我要立即看醫生,覺得我隨時被破傷風食肉菌之類感染,這種無謂的擔憂,弄得我也變得神經兮兮。Joyce的性格理論上不容易患上情緒病,唯一可能的最大原因,就是過往的一段情,她用情太深,衷心希望她的抑鬱症不會再復發。
Joyce今天穿了一條碎花長裙,剛巧阿儀也有著差不多同一款式的長裙。
「你不是說過不喜歡穿裙子嗎?」
「我突然間想試試穿裙子,不好看嗎?」
「好看。」我不是故意奉承她,是真心覺得好看的。她跟阿儀都有著清純樸素的容貌,穿著這類碎花裙會很好看自然。
「今天我們唱足一整天。」Joyce原來已經一早預備好,譜架架起,結他譜已經放好。
在卡拉OK熱潮浸淫長大的我,很少跟隨真樂器伴奏唱歌,記得過往在校園參加的歌唱比賽,都是自備純音樂錄音帶伴奏。當我一看到Joyce拿出結他,我的心跳突然加快,害怕不懂跟隨,拍子拿捏不好,在她面前出醜。
不過Joyce很有耐性的指導我,她叫我一路看著結他譜,她自己就數著拍子,好讓我準確地入歌,之後再用她那纖細食指,逐個歌詞的指著,引領我準確地跟隨到拍子。
可惜我不知是否太緊張,總是有些甩漏跟不上,當她一聽到我的失誤,就會輕輕的用手打我大腿,兼輕嗔薄責兩句。
再聽她自己的獨唱,感覺到她對唱歌的熱情認真,以及我跟她在水平上的分野。
「其實你聲線不錯,唱得也有感情,但你不懂用腹式呼吸,太多喉嚨音了,高音你又衝不到上去。」Joyce突化身歌唱比賽評判,樣子更帶著嚴肅。
「不如你嘗試一邊踩滑板車一邊練歌,對你在運氣上會有些幫助。」想不到她這麼具創意。
之後我們繼續唱歌,但相對於先前的氣氛輕鬆,而我亦學會跟隨她的結他伴奏,不用她再提示。唱歌的時候偶然想起那一晚在土瓜灣海邊合唱的情景,她那晚的樣子跟現在比較,多了一重沉鬱。現在明顯多了笑靨和鬆弛,展現出本來到了這種年紀已一早被埋藏的少女心,和一點點的傻氣。
我們好像在公園那一晚,唱了不少我們那個年代的經典合唱歌,感覺到我們的身子靠得很近,還嗅到她秀髮飄散出的香味,她同樣束起了馬尾,一頭黑髮充滿光澤,更看不到任何白點。
那個年代有一首經典合唱歌,叫「愛到分離仍是愛」,原來她跟我一樣,是至愛金曲之一。我們反覆唱了又唱,意猶未盡。
Joyce道出她過往常與前度合唱這歌,還一起參加歌唱比賽,用它作參賽歌。
在我們合唱的過程中,常常四目交投,她目不轉睛的,眼神滲透出一種異樣的神采,而我起先想躲開,很來索性不躲了,手更不規矩的搭在她左肩,之後更向下游,碰到了她身體上聳起的部分。
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「誰再管應不應該,只要在這刻濃濃的愛…..」來到這歌的尾段,彼此已近乎面貼面,大家都被燃起了一些慾焰。但很戲劇性的,我的電話響起了。我下意識是阿儀,但掏出手機一看,卻是阿儀的媽媽…………
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