"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 46Please respect copyright.PENANA8w4RziFmkt
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.46Please respect copyright.PENANAU3trl2EkO8
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAgg7K66p7V6
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 46Please respect copyright.PENANA9FSY00xXNq
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 46Please respect copyright.PENANAOqzGV0J1Wr
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 46Please respect copyright.PENANAthWVwqsFes
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAss3OOukqWD
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAqvOsCphmXo
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I guess he is a silent walker. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAEEmfnE2h2M
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAIsDUggVaDQ
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAp33yrrlHzt
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What the fuck? 46Please respect copyright.PENANAL39JERZqsH
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 46Please respect copyright.PENANARCIb0QGbwX
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What is he doing here? 46Please respect copyright.PENANAq8gyfgPRk7
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAGcv1L4DjXP
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"Cian" 46Please respect copyright.PENANAAjdQYsC1SC
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAv4IBLRctzh
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 46Please respect copyright.PENANAmsjPvZyGIB
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I looked at him even more confused46Please respect copyright.PENANATJkS0sKNH1
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".46Please respect copyright.PENANAgqCivH9DTE
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"46Please respect copyright.PENANAxkfcPhR5lZ
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAh9PSmjsdBU
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"Cian what are you-" 46Please respect copyright.PENANACB1Fcgcobu
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAWUkd29Dvy5
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAqITACbC5km
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 46Please respect copyright.PENANA1WDIad7vSL
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAawsIgHImVE
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAw2g4dbPq3n
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAwEPEdADS6g
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAV2LNhScwcS
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAoHquSmmJxd
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 46Please respect copyright.PENANA8cLmHZYDyo
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAKhMzWmV38G
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 46Please respect copyright.PENANASiLbFNwVyk
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 46Please respect copyright.PENANA8WMGNXIafV
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAxDXAJnQO01
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 46Please respect copyright.PENANANkl8D1Hu5r
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 46Please respect copyright.PENANAjzVxh8cPXE
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He looked down.46Please respect copyright.PENANAwZbVLeleoy
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 46Please respect copyright.PENANArn38lBhrkd
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 46Please respect copyright.PENANApeb7s1a27m
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 46Please respect copyright.PENANA1tpaGH4rpU
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I kneeled next to him. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAlGJpTF0VKR
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"Cian, why are you here?" 46Please respect copyright.PENANAyLWJ76dwbp
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He looked up avoiding my gaze 46Please respect copyright.PENANAUE7t8oA9vT
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 46Please respect copyright.PENANAFctelFWJEQ
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAxGzyaQXIrH
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Fuck it. 46Please respect copyright.PENANA7TQFy6sJWo
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"You can stay" 46Please respect copyright.PENANAdaIDkClGXq
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 46Please respect copyright.PENANA8c1TqGTZDR
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 46Please respect copyright.PENANA6pWym5CWJN
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I was teasing him at this point. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAEUpKicVaUt
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,46Please respect copyright.PENANA5kgwFcUi83
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 46Please respect copyright.PENANABX5FUXkL6D
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 46Please respect copyright.PENANABbiwrkoeav
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So why is he so cautious? 46Please respect copyright.PENANA0jecaQpgxc
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAtU0SdjcHw1
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 46Please respect copyright.PENANA3Vj3pr17Xr
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAObd3JxTjl0
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 46Please respect copyright.PENANApag69j8Xyc
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAAvcxQLpx1M
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 46Please respect copyright.PENANARl5QPqzQHA
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.46Please respect copyright.PENANAiqaobyvhSb
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.46Please respect copyright.PENANAHew1f7Q2Ns
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.46Please respect copyright.PENANA07aNXwNnOD
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.46Please respect copyright.PENANAJBokyy7GOh
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.46Please respect copyright.PENANAQmsrDHV7RD
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"Signy" 46Please respect copyright.PENANAiiVtdFZ6q3
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAT4xjQvgdxr
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He opened his arms 46Please respect copyright.PENANArMDCKkKvVi
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 46Please respect copyright.PENANALb5Q3Xi3Mv
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His cheeks tinted slightly,46Please respect copyright.PENANAoVpyIuoKlB
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAHPjXLyBjF8
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 46Please respect copyright.PENANAaeqgvbY7pL
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 46Please respect copyright.PENANA4CdzB54ibe
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 46Please respect copyright.PENANACgliQDH05L
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That's one hell of a sight to stumble upon 46Please respect copyright.PENANA3jTlkPzayp
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 46Please respect copyright.PENANA7UcZH2XNvN
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I'm not ready, 46Please respect copyright.PENANA3gdq4xkUkU
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I'm not ready to leave,46Please respect copyright.PENANAYLsH0epy8q
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