Note: Since I didn’t have access to these Logs until she disappeared, I never really got information on how she felt during her incident. She never wanted to talking about her rape and when she did it was little to no information. Here is a recording I had with her discussing her rape. 45Please respect copyright.PENANAnLGZES6LBV
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L: Hello again Maria! How are you today?45Please respect copyright.PENANA5JwxqcwLqM
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M: I’m okay.45Please respect copyright.PENANASysHtO85Co
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L: Lovely, did you do anything while we haven't seen each other?45Please respect copyright.PENANAo4VATLhXsL
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M: I did the homework!45Please respect copyright.PENANACPZJwNJBU9
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L: Alright! I can’t wait to read them when you leave here.45Please respect copyright.PENANA75NTyWeGEU
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M: I wrote a lot, like a 5th grader!45Please respect copyright.PENANAtutadNve8f
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L: Oh right, what grade are you in?45Please respect copyright.PENANAOuZj6RfJ2f
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M: I am in 4th grade.45Please respect copyright.PENANA8KxPK4wzmr
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L: Ah, okay. Maria, we have been seeing each other for about 4 sessions now and we have not discussed your incident. Your rape.45Please respect copyright.PENANASwDgxlhiTk
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M: . . .45Please respect copyright.PENANA7MKGycTXl9
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L: Do you want to talk about it?45Please respect copyright.PENANAZsMRouxJMA
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M: . . .45Please respect copyright.PENANAJeVPuWytN3
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L: Well, what I’ve heard, you were raped by your uncle and have been touched in places you shouldn't be touched.45Please respect copyright.PENANAlASKpkrAH4
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M: Mhm.45Please respect copyright.PENANAYTKl5p71rY
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L: How do you feel about this whole situation?45Please respect copyright.PENANADnNtDJe8yC
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M: I don’t know.45Please respect copyright.PENANAqfH9aIws1r
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Note: This one recording is the only one I have of her really talking about her incident. But then suddenly she stops and looks very sad.45Please respect copyright.PENANARlC7ktXQvR
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L:Do you know what rape is?45Please respect copyright.PENANAh582QoGHT4
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M: Kind of.45Please respect copyright.PENANANvsLEPXw7V
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L: Okay, rape is when. . Do you know what sex is?45Please respect copyright.PENANAOzF3diCCwP
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M: No.45Please respect copyright.PENANA745G8hvpqM
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L: oh.. Well. I’ll leave that in your moms department of information. But rape is bad. He touched you in your private places even though he’s a grown man.45Please respect copyright.PENANAa7i2V7BW6V
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M: He said he wanted to play a game with me.45Please respect copyright.PENANAUPztcg6QeJ
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Note: I paused right here as my heart shattered for this little girl. She knew nothing about this. She thought that her uncle was only playing a game and was confused. She didn’t know what sex was, she didn’t know about rape. I thought I was prepared for whatever she had to tell me, I was wrong. 45Please respect copyright.PENANAUO8LWfKjM5
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L: What was this game?45Please respect copyright.PENANAAZZyoJSi6g
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M: I had to be quiet and he puts his hands on me and tickles me. And then if I laugh, I lose.45Please respect copyright.PENANA8qUiTImPAE
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L: Oh wow.45Please respect copyright.PENANA2yKLwEsJUN
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M: he was just playing though.45Please respect copyright.PENANAF0jjcEdO7C
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L: . . Maria. What he did was bad. 45Please respect copyright.PENANArCXlu1tK2F
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M: Why?45Please respect copyright.PENANAUidKdn2seA
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L: Well, you're only a child and he's a grown man, he cannot be touching your privates like that.45Please respect copyright.PENANAAIT5fDKQEs
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M: Oh, so he got in trouble because he did something bad?45Please respect copyright.PENANA3KTbmaBdKO
L: Yes. Now, did you do anything today?45Please respect copyright.PENANAIyGWsjgshp
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M: . . 45Please respect copyright.PENANAwDyydVTQ6W
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Note: I felt so sorry for Maria and her family. She doesn't even quite understand what's happening around her or what happened to her. Maria was a very sweet girl, it’s heartbreaking.45Please respect copyright.PENANAQVWQwPTS8q
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