第五十九章:互許心意
冷月聽之一驚,訝然回首,看望心兒姑娘的心虛神色,茫然不解問道:「騙我?妳……妳為什麼要騙我?」心中更想:「心兒騙我?我一直都這麼相信她,她為什麼竟 要騙我?難道這段期間,她始終都在騙我?對我的好,把我當作朋友,也都是騙我而已麼?」且想且是面露難過,似乎無法平復。
他素來是個溫和善良之人,自小到大,親娘打罵、親爹拋棄加害,不知遭遇過多少人倫慘劇,也不知被多少狠心之人給無情對待過,他不怨恨不計仇,不去回憶計較那些人的罪過,也不為此而悲痛喪志。
但不知為何,這個心兒姑娘的欺騙,卻惹得他十分難過,這個小小謊言,比起這一生他所曾經歷過的迫害,那又算得什麼?但他卻感覺到一種難以言喻的傷心難過,好似被自己至親至愛之人所背叛的一種沉痛。
心兒見冷月面色沉然,似乎十分在乎自己欺騙他的事情,一時也慌了心緒,支吾說道:「我不是……不是有意騙你,只是我們城主,確實已經用盡方法,要去尋找那個吳秋硯,但卻始終沒有下落……我們怕你按耐不住,會非要離城不可,所以為了留住你,便只有先想些說詞,來對你交代。」
冷月不解原因,只更加覺得依照心兒之言,她的謊話是早就存在、是早就打算要欺騙自己的,不禁神色更加凝重,沉聲問道:「那你們又為什麼,非要留住我不可?為36Please respect copyright.PENANA79Nmrj2oEy
什麼要為了留住我,而一直說謊?一直用一些虛假的言詞來敷衍我?」他對心兒真誠無比,不曾騙她一句,他以為心兒若真視己為友,也該這樣以誠待己才對,所以 他才特別不能接受,心兒對於他的欺騙。
即使這個欺騙,其實也沒什麼,但冷月就是為此而無法承受,這是他未曾有過的一種感覺。
冷月其實尚不理解,自己對於心兒的感情,他不知道為什麼在這世上,會有這樣一個人的存在,三言兩語,聽似平淡無奇,卻能夠對自己的殺傷力如此之大。
心兒聽聞冷月質問,實是難以回答。
為什麼要留住你?那是因為我喜歡你……但難道我能這樣告訴你麼?
心兒亂了,她的真心難以啟齒,於是只有繼續瞎編言詞,硬著頭皮再道:「因為我們城主說……說你的武功太過厲害,若是讓你回歸到中原名門,你會與他們結為一 夥,可能禁不了其中有心人士的鼓吹,會與他們一齊回頭來……回頭來對付我們聖城,所以……所以不能任你離城。」她一向是個冷靜沉著,又聰敏非常之人,竟沒36Please respect copyright.PENANAQByYruUULP
想到如此時候,面對冷月的質疑追問,她居然不知所措,她居然會有一種前所未有的理智混亂。
心兒慌亂之下,信口雌黃,未經深思熟慮,卻不知如此說詞,聽在冷月耳裡,又另有一番自以為的恍然大悟,訝想:「是了,是了,『天外城主』城主憂心我身為二十36Please respect copyright.PENANAs6m3z3T6vF
位中原義士的徒弟,若要於正道及聖城二方勢力中,擇一而棲,肯定是偏心向著正派那邊,所以他怕我若離城,回到中原武林尋人,終究會加入那些名門宗派,成為 聖城敵營的一員……城主知道我的身手不凡,不願縱虎歸山,所以無所不用其極地,想要留住我,不惜派他妹妹來拉攏我,來親近我,來矇騙我……」
念及此處,冷月忽然一片心寒,突然有種意志消沉的負面情緒,儘在心頭打轉:「原來如此……原來如此,難怪心兒姑娘會待我好,難怪心兒姑娘當初會照顧我,她只 是為了兄長之命,為了她們聖城的生存利益,而在對我虛情假意,她與我相處融洽,只是為了要攏絡我,要我站向他們聖城一邊,而去對付那些中原敵人罷了!所以36Please respect copyright.PENANAF2uicaV1T4
心兒不是真心對我好……她的溫柔,她對我那總是甜甜的笑,也都是假的……」
冷月陡然間萬念俱灰,更心生起一股慚愧歉疚,自責想著:「冷月,你真糟糕,你忘了自己姓誰名誰,又是誰的後輩了麼?你是『乾坤正宗』的子弟,你是中原諸義士36Please respect copyright.PENANAz83cqBLOha
們的徒弟,你一開始就與這個『天外聖城』組織,是成敵對勢力,你卻沒有認清此點,輕易被敵方女子所惑,不僅誤將敵人視作朋友,甚至還因此而耽誤到你師父們 的遺言使命,這幾個月來你沉浸在敵言蠱惑當中,卻把自己的師父們放到哪裡去了?你儘想著自己與這美麗姑娘,相處起來十分快樂,卻記得當初黑牢中的水深火熱36Please respect copyright.PENANAXDAdpxatAw
沒有?記得你的師父們,一個個悲慘死去,又將肉身奉獻給你為食的恩情沒有?」
冷月愈想愈是自疚,愈是情緒起伏激動,他握緊拳頭,咬牙說道:「原來妳只是在利用我?妳待我如此,並非真心……只是出於兄長命令,所以刻意拖延我的行動,讓 我無法成為你們的敵人,是不?我……我總算明白了,我要告訴妳……我雖無意成為你們聖城的敵人,但我也不會是你們的同盟,我不會加入你們,不會幫助你們去 對付中原陣營,妳就別白費心機了!」說到最後,更覺胸中升起一股極大酸楚,將頭一甩,轉身便走,直朝大門廳口,疾奔而去。
心兒突見冷月如此反應,知他誤會了自己的意思,正欲解釋,便見冷月頭也不回地,似欲奔去,她驚慌失措,忙提步追了上去,一路追出樓閣,追到她的華美大花園裡,且追且道:「冷月,慢著!你聽我說,我不是故意騙你,更沒有要利用你!我……我……」卻見冷月絲毫沒有停足意思,忙展「風飛沙」身法一躍向前,一手緊 握住了冷月之臂,續道:「你聽我說,我絕沒有要利用你,我不是為了拉攏你,更不是為了要你替我們聖城做事,請你相信我!」說話之時,眼眶泛紅,急得幾乎流36Please respect copyright.PENANAm8X0W9yKKe
出眼淚。
冷月內心誤會已生,只覺自己萬般對不起師父交代,正自難過悲憤,已不想聽心兒姑娘解釋什麼,大臂一甩,當場掙脫心兒的制握,厲聲斥道:「妳騙了我這樣久,我不會再相信妳的鬼話!」說罷,仍欲奔去。
心兒姑娘抵不過冷月的力氣,給他一甩脫制,眼見他已要一去不回首了,心急難過,簡直到了極處,情之所致,一時竟不顧理智矜持,本能性地便衝向前去,雙臂一36Please respect copyright.PENANApJ1rTYJQBj
張,將冷月的腰際,自後緊緊抱住,顫聲說道:「我留下你,是因為我已經……我已經愛上你。」說話之時,兩眼眼角,已難以自主地滑落下晶瑩淚滴。
冷月驟聽此語,霎停腳步,他瞪大眼瞳,愕然回首,看著這個正緊緊抱住自己的心兒姑娘,見她焦急落淚,感覺她的一身上下都在顫抖,絲毫不似作偽,不禁極是震撼,整個人像是傻住一樣,愣愣問道:「妳……妳說妳……妳說妳愛上我?」
心兒的這段言語,等同告白,雖然那是她慌張之下的一個直覺反應、一個真情流露,但一旦脫口而出,便再也掩藏不住,她紅著眼眶,顫動著音聲道:「是,我是愛上36Please respect copyright.PENANACsrKbK2I4i
你……不知道從什麼時候開始,我對你產生了特殊情感,讓我突然感到害怕……害怕你會離去,從此再也看不到你,所以我想盡辦法……想盡辦法要留下你,先是跟 你說,我的傷未痊癒,還需要你的照顧,再來是跟你說,我會設法替你找到師父之子……關於此事,我確實有去嘗試,卻始終沒有查到消息,我擔心你會不讓我找, 會嚷著要自己離城去找,所以才說謊騙你……騙你我其實有找到人,只是一時帶他不回……」
言至此處,心兒語音已經哽咽模糊,斷斷續續地道:「我之所以說謊騙你……不是他人的意思,更不是受了誰的指使……是我自己決定這樣做的……只因為要留下你……我不知道該怎麼跟你說……說我想留下你的原因,所以才編織一些理由,卻終究無法圓謊……你別氣我……別氣我好麼?」
冷月聽著心兒之言,只覺又是震撼、又是感動,看著她絕美容顏間不斷滑落的晶瑩淚水,更是莫名一陣揪心。
他知道這樣的言語,對於一個姑娘家來說,是多麼地難以啟齒;他也知道如此真情至性的表現,是半點虛假不了,是任何再高明的戲子,也都裝演不來的一個舉止。
於是他輕易地便被說服了,輕易地便相信了,相信心兒的言語為真,相信心兒愛著自己。
心兒說她愛我?那我呢……我難道……難道不也愛著她麼?
如果不是因為愛她,我又怎麼會對這魔門聖城如此留戀?如果不是因為愛她,當初又怎會因為她把我丟在後院、不理不睬,而難過地意志消沉、不吃不喝,幾乎要讓自己死在絕望當中呢?
如果不是因為愛她,我又怎會為了她的三言兩語,而一再擱置下我本來要做的事,把眾師父們的遺言囑咐,都擱在一旁,擱在與心兒姑娘的快樂相處之後?
如果不是因為愛她,我又怎會這樣難過於她的欺騙?在以為她是對我別有目的而虛情假意下,一霎時萬念俱灰,痛苦到全然無法自己?
原來我……原來我會有這樣大的反應,是因為心兒姑娘在我心裡,已是這樣重要的一個存在……
原來我早就愛上心兒了,在很早很早以前……
或許是,在她第一次餵我東西的那個時候;或者是,在她第一次將我扣上重鎖的那個時候;或者是,在她第一次以劍挑戰我的那個時候;或者是,在她像出水芙蓉一樣,沐浴於我面前的那個時候……
我一直愛著心兒,但我怎麼會傻到沒有發現呢?傻到沒有去猜想出,她之所以百般留我的用意;傻到去誤會她的真心、她的溫柔,讓她哭得如此傷心。
我真該死!我怎麼會讓自己如此深愛著的女孩兒,留下這樣多的眼淚?
冷月驟然明白了心兒情意,也同時明白了自己之心,他忽然間充滿歉疚,更心疼憐惜於心兒姑娘的淚如雨下。
於是他不自主地側低了首,憑著一股潛藏意識裡的直覺反應,情不自禁地將自己的兩片唇瓣,湊上了心兒的面龐去,輕輕柔柔地,吻在了心兒頰邊的淚滴處……
心兒亦呆了,一對美麗眼瞳,睜得圓圓大大,好似驚得傻了。
冷月……冷月怎麼會吻了自己的面頰呢?
這是……這是什麼意思?
心兒一時真愣住了,未能有任何回應,卻見冷月已然將唇稍離,主動出言,在心兒的耳畔,溫溫柔柔說道:「心兒姑娘……其實我……我也愛著妳,早就愛著妳了……36Please respect copyright.PENANAvcTnMLa12s
請原諒我沒有早點發覺此事,請原諒我的愚蠢與遲鈍,若我早點明白自己的心意,早點兒跟妳說,妳就不用這樣煩惱了……我不該誤會妳,不該這樣質疑妳,是我的36Please respect copyright.PENANAcDApCjAqrJ
錯,妳原諒我,別再難過了好麼?」言至最末,情之所致,伸手攬向心兒的腰際,將她一把抱在了自己懷裡。
冷月初識情愛滋味,其實不知如何應對,但他過去身處牢中,長年目睹他師父師娘的鶼鰈情深,及種種恩愛甜蜜舉止,所以他自然而然地如法炮製,親吻摟抱,以示自己對於心儀女子的情感深摯。
心兒聽了冷月表白,又給他一把摟在懷裡,登時由苦轉甜,雖覺十分錯愕訝異,但也感到自己這一時刻幸福無比,不僅停止傷心落淚,且於眼角眉邊,展露出甜美無盡的嬌羞笑意,將額首埋在冷月的胸膛前,心生一股難以言喻的溫暖滿足。
冷月摟著心兒,時不時輕撫她的髮絲,只覺懷中佳人嬌柔溫軟,攬抱起來的感覺,竟是如此叫人歡喜,他第一次嚐覺到兩情相悅的美好滋味,竟是幸福甜美至此,於是不忍釋手,緊緊抱著心兒嬌軀,久久不放。
不知過上多久,冷月終於稍微放開心兒嬌體,卻轉而去牽她的手,帶著她到花園裡的一座庭間長椅上,領著她一起坐下,伸手又輕輕攬住了心兒的肩,讓她依靠在自己的臂上。
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ns 172.70.178.125da2