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我到今天才知道，原來班上不曾說過話的同學們如此討厭我。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGd2qBCHr7
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流言被其他八卦取代只是我一廂情願的錯覺。今天大家不再假裝，就在我面前談論當時人。也對，校服都夠膽偷了，還會不敢在我面前說話嗎？我只是有點兒安靜，不是聾子，能夠聽得到你們的說話。可以想想我聽到別人說自己是非時的感受？彷彿把事情搞得越難看，他們越興奮。在他們面前，我不是一個能夠享有基本尊重的人類。我只是一個娛樂大眾的小丑。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj1lIb8OlE
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同班同學遠離我卻又在遠處談論我，當中包括古榮。他明知道我剛剛見完訓導，也沒有過來跟我搭話或者問候。如果害怕與我交談被同學看到會尷尬，大可以發一個短訊，可是他沒有。這個行為充分體現了我在他心目中的位置，心照不宣。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpMIWtdhQO
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我帶著被背叛的憤怒和古榮對上眼神，他閃縮別過臉逃避。眼前的古榮陌生，難以想像他是曾經和我親近過，天天一起吃飯的好朋友。古榮主動邀請落單的我用餐、一起吃過許多頓豬油魯肉飯、在我和Kelvin意見不合之間調解。所謂的回憶只是一場自作多情的綺夢。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCRpOjKswo
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脆弱的友誼小船翻側，終於意識到一切好意屬於人情世故客套。就如葉瑞恩你的命運，無法擁有什麼，凡事何必太認真？我祈求自己胡塗，能夠偽裝懵然，一切如常。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeXwr4Cq54
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現實是，由察覺真相的一刻開始，剩下的只有唏噓和哀悼——我們的關係回不去了。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9Nosc1Ho5
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古榮逃離我眼神的畫面歷歷在目。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjOBTwTJb2
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是我天真、不夠城府。他日遇到友善的朋友，請記得建立一道厚厚的牆壁，不要再隨便交出真心信任。唯一慶幸的是我在年輕的時候上了人生寶貴的一課，在劣勢中找到一點自我安慰。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHsD64YM1i
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彷彿看不見，身邊就什麼事也沒有發生。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxknTsNjCVI
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這個故事教訓了我，如果你不勉強自己合群，就會落得如此下場。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsn2essOUe
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人類就是如此寂寞的個體。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67DNytWePt
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當訓導張說打電話告訴父母，他們大概能夠洋洋得意地叫訓導打阿，誰怕誰。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj5lGzAMOq
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搞不好人家的父母是律師、報館記者，可以把訓導張這教畜的職位拿掉。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwBLdxOqVq
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而我只是宇宙一粒微塵，無法改變任何事情，被人隨意輾壓。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxt7IKEcLp
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人生沒有希望。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcumH4H7w8L
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若我使用𠝹刀在手腕中割一下，鮮血會從傷口中溢出。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHEOiw0flx
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若我能感受到皮膚的疼痛，放鬆一點，使能享受傷口的快感。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNmtrdeluv
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若我能熟習刀片擱在皮膚裡的感覺，再放膽地進入深一點、再深一點。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIxNHBwunc
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很快便能到天堂。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOl1ripVJn
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當我幻想著把𠝹刀在手腕中一割，手腕竟真的感到有點痕癢。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlf05T6XPs
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沒法解釋原因，可是這個殘暴的念頭卻能讓我抒解了一點壓力。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8AgAu8CFR
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我把𠝹刀放在校裙袋裡，讓它成為我安全感的來源。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HNjMZBDUt
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若有一天有誰傷害我，我也有能力保護自己。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtQZ1wNbuL
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煎熬地等待分秒過去，下課的鐘聲終於響起。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D563bAzIY
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我以九秒九的速度直奔學校大門。229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7wISVvvCs
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