*現代paro93Please respect copyright.PENANAwPOkHNu4S4
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*無腦傻白甜93Please respect copyright.PENANA0wQOZjYUhE
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*兩個人都是社畜,不要考究他們是幹什麼的93Please respect copyright.PENANAIAQ581jvhw
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「親嗎?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAac3Wa0U79h
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低沉的聲音忽然從伊得對面傳來,在人聲鼎沸的週五燒肉店裡,就像隨口詢問要不要加一份餐後甜點一樣自然。伊得還在桌子底下給同事發line的手狠狠抖了一下,連帶桌上水杯裡的麥茶也晃了晃,差點灑出來。93Please respect copyright.PENANAMtV4gmXQUN
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「親……什麼?」伊得詫異地瞪大雙眼,不解,但又不是全然不能理解,用恰到好處的遲鈍等著對面的男人進一步把謎底揭曉。93Please respect copyright.PENANA7mqcb3xvyc
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崑西惜字如金,「那個。」93Please respect copyright.PENANA9KZBI7EsZ9
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他指著牆壁上的大海報,兩張大臉面對面塞在框裡,紅潤的唇貼在一塊兒,曖昧的粉紅色,粗體大字寫著:戀味牛五花。93Please respect copyright.PENANAUfQsPKWpRS
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伊得揚了揚眉,「欸我看看……加點一份牛五花是五百元,崑西前輩覺得不夠吃嗎?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAos7sjwfrnJ
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他支著下巴,打開菜單,一條一條掃過去。澳洲的,日本的,橫隔膜,五花肉……磨人耐心,嘴角翹著止都止不住。93Please respect copyright.PENANACH2H3mykus
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他很會撩人,興許是酒吧泡多了,被追求的經驗不計其數,崑西一副睜不開眼的睏樣,「夠了。」他歪了歪頭,「不過還可以吃,你吃飽了嗎?」93Please respect copyright.PENANASElGLZe4qN
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伊得舔了舔嘴唇,「還可以,前輩想吃的話……」93Please respect copyright.PENANAcdTIWVpuVA
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崑西半瞇著眼睛,像一頭沉睡在叢林裡的野獸,被拽到尾巴弄醒了。93Please respect copyright.PENANAmtM4mvYAVd
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實話說,伊得吃得七八分飽,對這個肉盤意興闌珊,最開始點餐的時候崑西就已經計算好了份量,那張海報因為是長期活動,始終貼在店裡很醒目的位置,有陣子也在年輕人之間流傳,崑西應該不是喜歡湊這種熱鬧的人。93Please respect copyright.PENANA0lRZDqxSsk
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伊得壞笑道:「如果是前輩想吃的話,我請客吧,那天真的很謝謝你救場,不然我就完蛋了。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAxu3cKeOk0q
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崑西晃了晃手上空了一半的啤酒杯,「不想吃就算了,也不是非吃不可。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAqf3o7QVXxY
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他把最後小半杯酒喝完,空杯子往桌上擱,剛吃飽飯氣力十足,伊得感覺那一聲彷彿砸在胸口上。正好,隔壁桌有人搶先一步舉手,年輕的男人紅著臉,在女朋友促狹的笑容裡把俐落穿梭在餐桌間的服務生叫了過去。93Please respect copyright.PENANA43f2KMvHnt
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「要一份贈送的五花肉。」男人說,「那個活動。」93Please respect copyright.PENANA02atx5kJyg
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天花板幾乎被強勁的音樂旋律掀翻,服務生臉上亮了一下,霎時間,整間店埋頭猛吃的人心有靈犀似的忽然靜默一瞬。93Please respect copyright.PENANAUn8hxJW83m
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接吻拍照就送牛五花一份——海報上是這麼寫的。93Please respect copyright.PENANA6F8jp8ThFs
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崑西的薪水不至於小氣到付不起一份五百塊的肉錢,需要用這種方式算計一盤免費的,況且他也吃這麼多了。不過就在所有人的注意力被隔壁桌拉去的十秒鐘裡,他面無表情地坐著,一點都看不出來剛才在想什麼。93Please respect copyright.PENANA82nH5E1uWv
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如果是想吃肉的話,應該會說「要不要再吃一份」。93Please respect copyright.PENANA6G6jxmUdDI
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如果不問要不要再吃一份,那至少應該是「想不想玩個遊戲」。93Please respect copyright.PENANAh8Nib3WNOn
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伊得擺弄著桌上的小筷架,該不會吃肉是佔了便宜,親他才是真的。93Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7O9rNK35N
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「在想什麼,」崑西揮手,把神遊的伊得拉回來。他才三十歲,已經搞不定現在的小朋友了,他又嘆了口氣,細不可聞的,「從進來就心不在焉的,上次聚餐我把最後一口鹽蔥醬肉吃掉,你不高興了?」93Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xu0QRLXDL
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「怎麼可能啊!」伊得吃了一驚,「再說,都多久之前的事了,我連那天吃什麼都記不得了!」93Please respect copyright.PENANAA7FoAZ23lx
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崑西素來對熱鬧的地方表現得興致缺缺,吃完了飯就呆坐在一邊,不看手機,也不出去和玖夜他們抽菸,伊得不曉得自己被默默觀察了多久,細思極恐又暗暗竊喜。93Please respect copyright.PENANAVYWt7vxEkE
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「……」崑西沉默一下,「這樣。你剛才都不說話。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAqTMfxvAFpZ
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是跟你單獨出來吃飯像中了彩券——啊,這話能說嗎?93Please respect copyright.PENANAd1HLBVMv4k
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伊得嘴角抽搐:「欸,可是你不是不喜歡話多的嘛?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAfmyk3gXszb
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「你又知道了?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAMnkE5vxMjl
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「你的臉上寫的啊。」伊得雙手拉著眼角,模仿他永遠沒睡飽的酷樣,「別吵老子。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAmG2s9kclEy
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「呵。」崑西扯開嘴笑了笑,「還好,你的分貝不高……不討厭。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAAEHRp1qRMb
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「是是是,我該謝謝你不嫌棄嗎。」伊得無奈地攤手。93Please respect copyright.PENANA5C0sMF5Ns8
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崑西勾著嘴角,光是坐在那裡看伊得自己表演就能夠看一個晚上也不膩。93Please respect copyright.PENANAE5GNA8Xb9O
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這才對嘛,他狠狠握了下拳頭,有點找回半年多前那種莫名的悸動。93Please respect copyright.PENANAmC47XL8dBp
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他們最後一次吃飯是月初的部門聚會,伊得到職半年多,在公司裡人緣已經不錯,整間辦公室的人都喜歡約他午飯,聚餐更不用說,經理欽點的統籌負責人,崑西在那種場合向來是能坐多遠坐多遠,一個人默默吃飯,默默看他們熱鬧,伊得經常分神去注意角落的地方,崑西總是在拒絕女孩子和在被女孩子搭訕的路上。93Please respect copyright.PENANAUWfUMW4rMe
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兩個人在伊得剛進公司新人培訓時熟絡過一陣子,崑西帶過他幾天,伊得每天早上第一個跟他打招呼,中午總務給新人叫便當,所有人都對著那個素得半點油水都沒有的健康餐愁眉苦臉,只有他吃得津津有味。93Please respect copyright.PENANAe6ouBNRzfw
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崑西那陣子的新任務就是批閱新人的培訓日誌,伊得老老實實寫日誌,末了還要附上一個新概念的手繪草圖,強迫崑西看他的設計腦洞。93Please respect copyright.PENANAfEK5mt9Axi
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崑西捏著眉心往後仰,思考人生,思考這個小鬼頭眼中的新世界,丟開一陣子之後再撿起來看,又一條一條認真寫下回覆。93Please respect copyright.PENANAX0buRr7bdQ
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培訓結束後,兩個人反倒生疏很多,彼時伊得在和前男友談分手,對方是個個性有點火爆的酒保,不喜歡伊得為了成為一個無趣的社會人,不能在凌晨兩點和他一起兜風。93Please respect copyright.PENANAq7keaZr5aR
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對方一頭銀髮,穿著皮褲和叮叮噹噹的大衣——說是酒保更像太保——堵在卡萊因大樓的門口等伊得,伊得和同事道別,剛走上前說兩句話,對方就撲上去咬他一口,「還給你的,不用找了。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAOlGIWCKXK5
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至於崑西,卡萊因集團話題度最高的王牌工程師,人帥,腿長,工作能力一流,一走進公司就被會計部圍著投餵的極品單身漢,伊得想想罷了,哪好真的湊上去參一腳。93Please respect copyright.PENANARoQaKLW7Yw
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前兩天的部門策略會議後他們才重新談上話,崑西在開始前五分鐘發現數據資料有漏,伊得為了那個精美的PPT通宵了一晚,其實壓根兒沒人在意,但是版面的美觀就是組長的顏面。他複製貼上機械性重複了幾個小時,自己都眼花撩亂了,沒想到崑西火眼金睛,臨門一腳把他救了。93Please respect copyright.PENANAYOdqFjxmta
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會後崑西說:「熬夜做這個,怎麼不告訴我一聲。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAdFaKsNXjY5
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也沒有責備他的意思,但基本模板是隔壁同事提供的,說陽春就真的很陽春,超連結還是有藍有紫的那種,伊得說:「對不起,是我自己的主意,結果還讓你幫忙了,下次我一定會檢查仔細的……還有,謝謝你。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAzmnDnsiOA0
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他鼓著臉頰像一朵蔫了的向日葵,又像垂頭喪氣的小松鼠,崑西忽然有個衝動,伸手揉揉他的腦袋,說不睡覺對身體不好,但話到了嘴邊,又嚥下去,改了改口,說:「不用熬夜做這個,要做的話我幫你。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAmn3kwEssfz
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「欸?」伊得瞪著眼睛不可置信,「不麻煩嗎?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAll3wd8XaWH
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崑西轉眼看窗邊的盆栽,「……麻煩。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAtDhXt1R8EG
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「那就不用了,我自己沒問題的,不就是個PPT,我還搞不定它嗎。」93Please respect copyright.PENANA2bLULyARAt
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「兩個人做有效率。」崑西一錘定音,「我核對資料。」93Please respect copyright.PENANA0p9MfOe1W2
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崑西拍了拍他的肩膀,轉頭就走。93Please respect copyright.PENANAtofJaCHa6C
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一股厚實沈穩的木質後調冷不丁襲來。燻灼木的香,悄悄在嗅覺外敲了敲門。一瞬間,伊得被包圍在一座鬱鬱蔥蔥的迷霧森林裡,找不到出路。93Please respect copyright.PENANAHMoJ1cVlra
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他是一棵友善慈愛的參天大樹,他是一隻狂野難馴的猛獸。93Please respect copyright.PENANA6ayS6J8P74
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崑西走了兩步停下來,說:「下班有空的話一起吃個飯吧。」93Please respect copyright.PENANA1HawJ5L1i0
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伊得站在原地,僵硬地點頭,「哦,好啊,那有什麼問題。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAGn04Tt4kQ4
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他回到自己的位置,打開電腦螢幕,放在鍵盤上的手停頓很久。93Please respect copyright.PENANAsCE5dsDc8c
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這頓飯——崑西好像忘了半年?93Please respect copyright.PENANAVo8l60XJ9m
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伊得甩甩腦袋,事情太多記憶有點模糊了,可能崑西根本就沒約過他吧,卡萊因的男神,他是作夢夢到的。93Please respect copyright.PENANAo1gh9KlpgP
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伊得點開頭像是一隻黑色小蝙蝠的「今天也被老闆吸乾了血」,敲出一條line:「不好意思,今天不健身了,今天實戰去,祝我——旗開得勝。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAcotzD7wryZ
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大半年沒有穩定的交往對象,確實對心理和生理都不太健康。伊得打了個呵欠,看完第三個長達十秒鐘的kiss,店裡的氣氛被炒熱了一波,兩個主角受到一些祝福,店員快狠準掌鏡拍下了照片,後面一份油花分佈均勻的肉盤馬上送了上來。93Please respect copyright.PENANAzhrrr7fRou
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另一桌的兩個女孩子挨在一起,臉頰紅通通的,不曉得是酒勁上來了還是烤網太熱,也有可能是親來的肉真的有戀愛的味道,崑西和伊得看完了熱鬧,對坐著誰也沒有去搶那份帳單。93Please respect copyright.PENANAmrltfdoKry
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「我可以問個問題嗎?」伊得說。93Please respect copyright.PENANAu3jjs7k6OX
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崑西喉結滾動,「嗯。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAATfuG4P4xD
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「上次……就是培訓結束那天,你也說要跟我吃飯,怎麼後來沒約了?」伊得說,「不曉得你還記不記得,不記得就……算了。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAOVBozP4Fph
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崑西盯著他認真的臉,靠著沙發的腰慢慢滑下去,懶散散地坐著,「記得。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAigSEChwHEi
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那天他口頭約了伊得,吃個飯,但時間還沒定下來,他加班結束後走出電梯,正撞上不太光彩的一幕——有個不認識的男人穿得很騷,往伊得嘴上親了一口,再把人狠狠推開。93Please respect copyright.PENANAxRW68uEMX3
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崑西皺了皺眉,旋即恍然大悟。93Please respect copyright.PENANAlyHOR39Zoo
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伊得可能有個男朋友。93Please respect copyright.PENANAsVWvDKQUNE
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「那還可以告訴我嗎?」伊得一刻也沒有移開視線。93Please respect copyright.PENANATHm6ASQCBa
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一綹額髮遮住崑西的眼睛,模糊了那道暗紅色的視線,「不可以。」崑西說,「抱歉。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAWX9tNyY2Go
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他閉上眼,呼出的一口酒氣融入喧鬧之中。93Please respect copyright.PENANAPNyK8ynn86
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記憶裡,四周的景色已然模糊,但那一天,那個夜晚,夾著包包的背影走在五光十色的街道,有格格不入的落寞。93Please respect copyright.PENANAXsGRrjWEW3
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伊得嘴角的弧度大起大落,「好吧,那就當我沒問。」他起身拿過帳單,只花了一秒鐘,他又在笑,「怎麼樣,還想續攤嗎,前輩?」93Please respect copyright.PENANA32BvNZIUK4
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崑西搖頭,「我不想讓你難過。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAEkULFJ0Hvf
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飯局該結束了。93Please respect copyright.PENANAxGX5ozukw9
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伊得和崑西平靜地拆完帳,各自把找來的零錢塞進錢包,結束一頓客氣而友好的AA制交流,滋味不壞,但意猶未盡。93Please respect copyright.PENANAP6rjwtmxfZ
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崑西的車燈亮了一下,他為伊得拉開車門,說:「我不想讓你再想起他。」但話含在舌尖上,和那個男人給的離別吻一同埋葬。93Please respect copyright.PENANATQOFKVAjl2
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伊得聽見他又問了一遍「親嗎」,但這次周圍沒有看客。他茫然抬頭,再然後——他終於嚐到了一口只有他獨一份的戀味。93Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1gi3WCRWB
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