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這個女生，其實在前年第一次光顧，之後一直沒見，直到去年年頭再光顧，一直維持了半年......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjk0jWoWxc
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還記得再次見面的時候，我倆都好像忘了對方似的，但又莫名其妙的去相認......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WAGycxGS0
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我：「其實這次我們算是第二次見面吧......🙄」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WpwhZnhIg
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女：「啊……又像是十一月吧……🤔」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbjk6zSsEE
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然後，我倆居然開始麻吉起來，當然我倆有做正經事的（色色的）；臨別時，我倆交換聯絡方式，不是Wechat，而是電話號碼；就這樣知道了她的名字——蝴蝶（化名）219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ8tLyx22M
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當然，我也不會因為一個人而停下來的，雖知世上那麼多美食，我也藏了好幾家店的吧，而我一向奉行每家店每個月光顧一次的態度......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpW1sHE1b6
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如果每家店光顧幾次，我的香港都巿病——荷包乾硬化、急性發錢寒、窮到褲穿窿——會一併發出來！219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bPoWvz9cM
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所以「蝴蝶店」也會一視同仁，每月一次......但......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKLn1tIRXp
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手機響......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0dsyBrzVT
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蝴蝶：「我今天上班......」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsol7NCMUh
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我：「真巧......我也在上班😂」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGkMS3nEl9
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蝴蝶：「哦......」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9GDalLoee
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我：「怎麼了，想我吧😏」（別回我：我想你爸幹嘛.....🤨我保證收綫）219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhrzW4XT4r
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蝴蝶：「好像好久沒有見到你......」（嘩塞！上個禮拜才見完好嘛！🤨）219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ554vsLrrKo
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我：「那是想我了嗎？想我甚麼了？」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2jfpoVr2q
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蝴蝶：「想你全部」（不知為啥......我覺得......好hea唄😑）219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQmbTzNgtB
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我：「那我今晚過來吧」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTtCJ0EXtP
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蝴蝶：「好」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AJVO1wKQ3
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就這樣，我的「每月一次」破戒了......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHOneQzBFW
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如是者，這個「互相主動」的遊戲玩了一陣子，期間也交換了Wechat，這讓我有機會知道她的日常；不過，發怖了一天就刪除是啥回事？限定追po嗎？（那麼秘密就別發吧🤨）219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSZ17tuIuC
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但財力有限真的是一個問題......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMV2YlbRmw
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所以，自私心作祟的情況下，我提議：「不如這樣吧，以後你主動找我，就不算我錢；我主動的話，我就給錢；這樣可以吧！😏」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wbas6Nzoy
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我當時也不知發啥瘟的，我居然說這種話來，一般也不會答應吧！219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4eoFmrQ4e
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但蝴蝶居然說：「好丫！那我約你下禮拜二見，我約你！」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtKa1NzSkZ
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居然答應🤨......這明白是坑你的吧......是手段還是......？219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWytjNHAbs
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別多想，去了才算！219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLnE7mlI0D
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所以禮拜二我去了，也沒把青蚨拿出來，而她也沒問我，我就這樣大搖大擺的離開......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDvYx5IviQ
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這個「主動埋單，被動免單」的遊戲，發生在八月，也玩了兩個禮拜；到第三個禮拜，她約我的那天......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeH1CVCWrp
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我問：「今天想我幾點過來？」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAe3QkZWXN
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蝴蝶：「啊......今天我不舒服，沒上班了......」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj1yblJG5L
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我：「喔！是啥不舒服？有看醫生嗎？好好休息吧！」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHmJIyW8IR
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蝴蝶：「不好意思......要不明天見吧」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu2Vdd7IEI
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我：「那好吧......明天見吧......好好休息！」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BULen7GrU
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話是這麼說，但總覺得......有些不對丫......看一看明友圈......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoR5KJa8lX
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蝴蝶的帖子：起床了！上班了！早起的鳥兒有蟲吃！219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3q9TG9eoC
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跟我說不舒服，朋友圈說上班，這是攪咋的？今晚去查查看！219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TcfkfErwY
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如是者，當晚就去查看；一樓一浪聲此起彼落是很正常的，但蝴蝶的房間也有聲音就不正常！219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFGlJPA7VP
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她說她不舒服沒上班，但房間為何有聲音？可能是替工？不可能！平常她不在，房間是丟空的；唯一解釋是她在裏面！219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJWSXFoUg0
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為免聽錯，我走近一些，確實是她的聲音！219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡandbhWxwco
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我拿起電話：「房間內有你的聲音」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLp3Pd9rVj
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蝴蝶：「不是我！我在家，你聽錯了」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9643QblYs5
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我：「沒有！確實是你的聲音沒錯！我在你門外，那會聽錯？」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrohKwQMV3
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就這樣，蝴蝶撒謊就這樣穿邦了......當然，她也不是省油的燈，而且態度也一百八十度轉變......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn9VpWyH1J
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蝴蝶：「你去找其他小姐！」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHq1KmuqsC
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我：「我沒有」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmtuvLyLx9
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蝴蝶：「那你說，我明明都說了不在，你上來幹嘛？反正我不在你也會找其他人，直接拉黑吧！」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOQz50yptr
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我：「我沒找其他人！我是去找你！」（我在說啥......？）219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnAvgoOL3g
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蝴蝶：「那你說，明明已經說明天見，我也說了不在，你不是找其他人，還有甚麼原因？結束吧！」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPPyvhCKKM
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我：「你那麼大反應幹嘛？我就是知道你會改變主意，才上來看看......」（我又在說啥......？🤦♂）219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fQ2Aw0qiJ
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但這時候，說啥也說不清，解釋也不會聽吧；所以，我只好在外面一直等，每當有人出來，我便試試進去；當然是吃閉門羹，而她的客人也接二連三的進出；兩個小時後，我終於逮到機會進去她的房間......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOvNoWPLjU
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進了房間，氣氛尷尬......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TmOXZbpKg
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也不知到是誰開始講話，只知道雙方也不太友善，大概說了甚麼也不記得，只記得她說了......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdPlXYz0PN
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「你為甚麼跟我聊感情的事？......你觸碰到我的底線.......你憑甚麼？.......我是出來工作！你不給錢，找我幹嘛？」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7tmE52HcQ
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嘩！你這臭三八，翻臉比翻書還要快的！219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hL084eei1
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我：「我哪有跟你聊感情？而且是的答應免我的.......」算了，算了，反正我說啥也聽不進去，她先入為主甚麼的，我也不解釋了，反正我話已說了，我也不喜歡解釋那麼多......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpzmlP0dwo
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但在這情況，也約了第二天再見，當然也不出意外的被鴿子了，如是者便約了後一天——八月二十六日219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpBO2Cnj2Y
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八月二十六日，其實是我每年最討厭的一天，因為每年的生日是我最霉運的一天，而分別選在那一天，她也真會選......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7DWvsR2Vk
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當天見過以後，她說了：「以後不要見了，祝你幸福！」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdM8tafazC
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「一直以來，打擾了！」說完，我便直接離開......但那一晚，我抽了兩包煙也不能把心情平伏，而且她也把我的Wechat刪了，這就真的斷了......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsvPcwbhCX
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之後幾個月，我跟自己說：「她免我單的幾次，就當我欠她的，之後我一次過還她」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XJC4NeF0x
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當然，我也不會閒下來，除了上下班，我也會光顧其他店，也新加了新的店（就上星期五，我才送了一個女的回家，這是另一個故事），也跟其他職業女生談過跟蝴蝶的事，她們都不約而同說她很奇怪；其中一個更因着蝴蝶說的反問我：「你為甚麼不能去那？她又不是把那地方買了......」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdW7DVpK7p
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聽了這句，就當作自我安慰吧，心情也算好了一點......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdUpD3xfWp
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不過，我要還錢給蝴蝶，我也要確定她是否還在，所以這幾個月也定時上去查探......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWEFnqZHes
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在一月這個時候，我公司發了雙糧，我的錢算有鬆動，再加上我一直的查探，確定蝴蝶還在；所以在上星期日我偷偷把錢從她房間門縫塞進去......這樣就兩清了吧......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2nQ4KUxke
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但這個禮拜，不知道是習慣還是啥的，我也會不期然的去她那邊，不過不是站門外，而是樓層高一點的梯間，就站着抽煙，每次也是半小時，所以有時候有其他客人或是正常住客上來看到我，我也會眼神不太友善的看回去，心想：「看啥的？媽的！」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VJ3aLPnlH
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今天，我也不知到為啥又上了去那位置，本來只想着站一陣子抽完煙便走......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3d0uWtx7a
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之後，有一個女生走了上來，我以為是一般住客，所以一個眼神回了過去......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR7rgJRrn0
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「你......為甚麼會在這裏？」「你......為甚麼站在這裏？」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXTtgwDuPV
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那女生走了過來，抱了我一下......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1H8kkWbBw
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我：「你......跑上來幹嘛？」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtdWJCpCl5
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是......蝴蝶......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoviw4qknh
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「進我房間坐吧，不要站在這......」說着，蝴蝶便把我拉進了她的房間。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5VFws533V
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「你不是下班了嗎？」我問。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc5cyhDwzg
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蝴蝶：「是丫......先抽根煙吧」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAKz4y1SsF
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接着，我倆也抽着煙，在我感覺有點怪怪的，我也不知該說甚麼，也不知道現在是啥情況，只知道自己就這樣進了房間......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5oxVtUZCa
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「真的......好巧丫......好巧丫......」她笑着說。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALtGAVgjvy
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我：「喔......感覺......你沒有變......」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA2qXgudNo
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蝴蝶：「你也沒有變，感覺跟之前一樣......」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5X3OX5kvG
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然後，她站了起來，面對着面，看着對方，也吻了對方......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJNfv8lchc
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我：「你這樣......不怕我搞你嗎？」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9qEMHbRpW
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她再次吻了下來，之後把所有的束縛防線也解除，能感受到對方手心的溫暖、也能感受到對方脈搏的跳動，在這空間、這個時間，只有我倆在一起，天塌下來也只有對方的存在；在水乳交融的一剎，只想把對方抱得更緊，既已結合便不想抽身，生怕一鬆開便失去眼前人的......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl1R6eTEYU
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之後，我們聊了很多最近的經歷，而且也跟對方道歉；我跟她說不應該算計她的；她也跟我道歉說她不該發飊的，那天之後已很後悔的；而且她立馬把Wechat加回來......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MvfQ9POuR
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離開房間，我跟她買了一個外賣，送了她去地鐵站便各自離去......但隔着口罩的Goodbye kiss......算了吧......219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL2txJENWz
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算是和好了嗎？我也不確定......
儘管如此，我倆還是偶爾見面，也知道了對方很多過往；而以上的事情也時有發生，我也跟自己說：「再發生一次，就是永別……」可自己總是主動的上去找她、哄她，就是不能自拔的喜歡她……
我曾想過：如果我倆沒認識，會不會更好？
也曾想過：如果我倆在一起，會幸福？還是辛苦？
喜歡她，是對的嗎？她是我該喜歡的人嗎？
不過，這個世界沒有如果；喜歡一個人，也不該計較甚麼；我只知道，現在的我喜歡你就夠了……
我不懂甚麼甜言蜜語，也不懂甚麼浪漫的……
只知道……從認識……到現在，我喜歡的……
只有那個最亮的她……
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