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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYAI14Kk6s
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcylP09PqEg
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu44E7t1fkh
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6KHQEIzS4
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi5UTwNVih
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDBDLAtgVO
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT4Zd6zRFT
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3rhHZn83W
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nAKx4fX8V
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWh8teDzBf
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluS8jkHr09
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我翻了個身。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBOrIkhOlV
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jGqhlggLj
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVpBw2tpVb
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bDAALT4PI
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmv8eiXbMb
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsgzxCt9oQ
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「冰炎……不在家……」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z53JGaM0w
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空蕩蕩的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtIZjLlZbm
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUpixCSzNa
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVX5py0ZeX
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZFHbmvRZK
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1rBNaAwkk
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我想不懂。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf5puYZ2Xa
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0aoaJCNdh
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaCcEtfP6m
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3GTXFwmaS
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre3wtA0miI
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x5DNJ6DbW
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『！』我傻住了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiZfx46Lu7
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4rq07Gmpt
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不夠。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB713SRpiH
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只是頭髮是不夠的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRmUyNfSKU
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H8FB7R2J1
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「褚。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn6ZN1U2Zm
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6By5FWFS3t
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoOyx2Glqf
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgqSbkANwu
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6QrRvuFl4
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO7EPN7Jwd
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDhJ7WoTxs
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好幾天？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7RFEyxhrb
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「三天。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBqD4gLjQa
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欸？這麼久？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKOBGgpLGE
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「怎麼了嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6sJYCkRVa
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什麼怎麼了？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0eIlRig2a
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fclY5V5NK
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlFFy7VEVL
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比重要更重要……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhphPSOl8V
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我腦中一片空白。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqMDrS5Co1
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比重要更重要……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLTm6JyqQa
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「褚？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTdNwmlQXk
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比重要更重要……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm9gpVMrvu
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g9HElRWyw
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Hw2hgDbma
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RySjQKpy1
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FtDjpKqop
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWNkRACa8c
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOH4UonWgz
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iVQNyPqAE
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmEGiTPy04
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXJKmvU4cL
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6YuZQw6EU
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwqjHt3wtv
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujXAnaKZUj
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ8viWbbqN
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FgAMYgk6b
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx5XgHxvSA
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgikL2FfFM
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALwDoJmkK2
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhcRzo3mWZ
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvMuQZao0X
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z5l1OruuA
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g8DDAMjDZ
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVtM4atGta
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmlLWKel3l
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63qckKdWXI
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSCChGUBaP
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyndqgD3sbY
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgcAwAAUfy
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37VI6ga3e6
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMBYgfWLUn
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYFSwtWPMP
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4gTnSTQnM
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq8mpEA9qu
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv5YiyD0To
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOafug9euqq
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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYAI14Kk6s
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcylP09PqEg
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu44E7t1fkh
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6KHQEIzS4
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi5UTwNVih
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDBDLAtgVO
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT4Zd6zRFT
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3rhHZn83W
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nAKx4fX8V
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWh8teDzBf
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluS8jkHr09
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我翻了個身。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBOrIkhOlV
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jGqhlggLj
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVpBw2tpVb
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bDAALT4PI
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmv8eiXbMb
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsgzxCt9oQ
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「冰炎……不在家……」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z53JGaM0w
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空蕩蕩的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtIZjLlZbm
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUpixCSzNa
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVX5py0ZeX
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZFHbmvRZK
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1rBNaAwkk
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我想不懂。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf5puYZ2Xa
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0aoaJCNdh
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaCcEtfP6m
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3GTXFwmaS
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre3wtA0miI
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x5DNJ6DbW
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『！』我傻住了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiZfx46Lu7
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4rq07Gmpt
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不夠。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB713SRpiH
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只是頭髮是不夠的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRmUyNfSKU
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H8FB7R2J1
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「褚。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn6ZN1U2Zm
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6By5FWFS3t
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoOyx2Glqf
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgqSbkANwu
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6QrRvuFl4
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO7EPN7Jwd
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDhJ7WoTxs
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好幾天？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7RFEyxhrb
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「三天。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBqD4gLjQa
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欸？這麼久？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKOBGgpLGE
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「怎麼了嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6sJYCkRVa
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什麼怎麼了？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0eIlRig2a
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fclY5V5NK
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlFFy7VEVL
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比重要更重要……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhphPSOl8V
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我腦中一片空白。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqMDrS5Co1
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比重要更重要……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLTm6JyqQa
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「褚？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTdNwmlQXk
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比重要更重要……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm9gpVMrvu
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g9HElRWyw
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Hw2hgDbma
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RySjQKpy1
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FtDjpKqop
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWNkRACa8c
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOH4UonWgz
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iVQNyPqAE
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmEGiTPy04
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXJKmvU4cL
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6YuZQw6EU
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwqjHt3wtv
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujXAnaKZUj
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ8viWbbqN
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FgAMYgk6b
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx5XgHxvSA
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgikL2FfFM
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALwDoJmkK2
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhcRzo3mWZ
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvMuQZao0X
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z5l1OruuA
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g8DDAMjDZ
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVtM4atGta
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmlLWKel3l
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63qckKdWXI
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSCChGUBaP
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyndqgD3sbY
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgcAwAAUfy
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37VI6ga3e6
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMBYgfWLUn
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYFSwtWPMP
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4gTnSTQnM
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq8mpEA9qu
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv5YiyD0To
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOafug9euqq
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