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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidnSCgeO9i
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhKllPLQZn
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5clbDpV1v
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVZqLwbsF4
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfL5FN8VIB
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7quT2Y51he
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T8H57rgvD
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbJnD7zENK
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3HnP9at6x
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8k8HQ7cRI
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbPOmKhtZB
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我翻了個身。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8khg2Iv87R
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4nTWHUU8V
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1lLhIuB6x
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSK0pvCWXy
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhRGEJki78
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12PVjUkfzc
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「冰炎……不在家……」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiIDlpiPoF
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空蕩蕩的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDHUyGTyXi
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjNla7oKwM
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4zP6droh4
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRkv656aE2
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94qW2fomiV
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我想不懂。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyNKU8cFgQ
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXepLmk74V
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5HC8qROZP
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Te8NPDxoq
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eydPp75Wq
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sprDVTTWZ
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『！』我傻住了。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxtmCFkB2N
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8tcbCDqCz
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不夠。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88Z8zY40gL
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只是頭髮是不夠的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTMXzahRAU
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk8TZWXzPj
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「褚。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxVi559gwv
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAndSFWPWHn
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA8PZHjS6o
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO641P8mmpY
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv8iMsZPo1
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMrceEwxwJ
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLJRYGbdGT
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好幾天？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6oCDUyInV
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「三天。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacUwUY17JV
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欸？這麼久？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzIZjAQPuR
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「怎麼了嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ANYbowB9R
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什麼怎麼了？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMzzXgUP6n
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A4AYwo589
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPSqSSIF3E
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比重要更重要……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUbB92lDl1
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我腦中一片空白。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VYGU1xTDN
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比重要更重要……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV8d1JOADu
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「褚？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSJa89kcfo
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比重要更重要……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjQQOlpXXX
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSscJOz97Pe
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyswmdN3GF
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC6uWVC022
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwbK9w9I9P
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6UgFLsRam
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Mau5h3YWb
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AloWMJRW0
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoKRxfBRwZ
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aL7CZL0v2
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FmRaADqx2
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7s3OQGhiC
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIC5P6VxuE
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkbWacfLYm
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVaymeVd6Z
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPyvgg5HZ3
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkEpKs5Zig
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuslkEEhIEU
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTChkETzPO
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LwZ28OlHC
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmObdiVcv1m
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteClWicBg0
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemu3Z4kqyu
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI1BMcgmsC
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwFD20jLx1
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nH0VBfUhN
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNKQqexr8j
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5ppFmwEL8
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpY684T2qt
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcB5QI3Q3q
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFXBAdTFjV
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsyHvijvrP
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6Vm5ftSmB
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAY3y3FN9u
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbdHA7Co9k
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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidnSCgeO9i
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhKllPLQZn
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5clbDpV1v
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVZqLwbsF4
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfL5FN8VIB
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7quT2Y51he
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T8H57rgvD
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbJnD7zENK
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3HnP9at6x
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8k8HQ7cRI
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbPOmKhtZB
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我翻了個身。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8khg2Iv87R
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4nTWHUU8V
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1lLhIuB6x
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSK0pvCWXy
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhRGEJki78
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12PVjUkfzc
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「冰炎……不在家……」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiIDlpiPoF
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空蕩蕩的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDHUyGTyXi
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjNla7oKwM
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4zP6droh4
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRkv656aE2
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94qW2fomiV
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我想不懂。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyNKU8cFgQ
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXepLmk74V
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5HC8qROZP
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Te8NPDxoq
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eydPp75Wq
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sprDVTTWZ
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『！』我傻住了。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxtmCFkB2N
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8tcbCDqCz
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不夠。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88Z8zY40gL
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只是頭髮是不夠的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTMXzahRAU
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk8TZWXzPj
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「褚。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxVi559gwv
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAndSFWPWHn
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA8PZHjS6o
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO641P8mmpY
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv8iMsZPo1
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMrceEwxwJ
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLJRYGbdGT
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好幾天？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6oCDUyInV
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「三天。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacUwUY17JV
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欸？這麼久？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzIZjAQPuR
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「怎麼了嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ANYbowB9R
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什麼怎麼了？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMzzXgUP6n
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A4AYwo589
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPSqSSIF3E
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比重要更重要……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUbB92lDl1
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我腦中一片空白。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VYGU1xTDN
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比重要更重要……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV8d1JOADu
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「褚？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSJa89kcfo
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比重要更重要……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjQQOlpXXX
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSscJOz97Pe
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyswmdN3GF
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC6uWVC022
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwbK9w9I9P
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6UgFLsRam
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Mau5h3YWb
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AloWMJRW0
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoKRxfBRwZ
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aL7CZL0v2
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FmRaADqx2
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7s3OQGhiC
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIC5P6VxuE
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkbWacfLYm
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVaymeVd6Z
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPyvgg5HZ3
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkEpKs5Zig
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuslkEEhIEU
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTChkETzPO
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LwZ28OlHC
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmObdiVcv1m
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteClWicBg0
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemu3Z4kqyu
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI1BMcgmsC
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwFD20jLx1
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nH0VBfUhN
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNKQqexr8j
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5ppFmwEL8
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpY684T2qt
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcB5QI3Q3q
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFXBAdTFjV
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsyHvijvrP
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6Vm5ftSmB
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAY3y3FN9u
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbdHA7Co9k
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