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我只想一个人，静静的坐一会。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHZ2gGYhFR
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身後的门突然打开，我听到裴大哥的惊叫声：“小雨，你怎麽在这里？”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzWZH9XY89
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我仰起头来，痴痴的看著他，眼中一烫，几乎要落下泪来：“裴大哥……”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8uwPb9LMd
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“小雨……”裴大哥正要和我说些什麽，病房的门却再次打开，那个女人走了出来。她低头瞧了瞧我，露出疑惑的表情：“你是谁？”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXB1ESaRol
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“我，我是……”我不知该如何介绍自己。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8Uan93Z0t
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她没等到回答，就不再理会，而是转过头对著裴大哥露出恬美的笑容：“靖书，裴妈妈今天就能出院了，我们晚上回家为裴妈妈庆祝吧？”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BAOLMLUY9
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裴大哥楞了楞，随即笑道：“你想的真周道，妈妈的身体确实要好好补补，今晚回家我一定做顿大餐。”接著低下头来看我：“小雨，你也来吧？”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaVc0o2BY5
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“是啊，小朋友，你也来我们家吃饭吧。”那个女人笑著看我。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfowIpSQ6Q4
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你们……的家吗？我低下头，咬了咬唇。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6itzbv76L
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虽然心中钝痛，但我还是想跟在裴大哥身边，还是想回家去看看，所以我点头答应了他们的邀请，尽管裴妈妈的神情看上去好像不太乐意。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpa3WMf1Gif
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裴大哥的厨艺一向是令人称赞的，回家没过一会，他就变出了一大桌子喷香诱人的饭菜来。为所有人盛好饭後，裴大哥在裴妈妈的安排下和那个女人坐在了一起，那景象有些刺眼，我连忙低下头不去看。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrFyUJjYNy
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“祝贺妈妈顺利出院！”裴大哥举起手中的杯子说道。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTVx9tj7hJ
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裴妈妈看上去兴致很好，也举起杯子喝了口，然後说道：“裴小子，你也不想想你老妈进医院是谁害的？”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgYnswoQGU
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裴大哥露出愧疚的神色，低声道：“以後再也不会了……”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKQfO8NSHp
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裴妈妈笑道：“那是当然了，你跟佳丽结婚以後，我就不操心了，再也不上医院了。”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnf1898WMv
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“妈！”被裴妈妈唤作佳丽的女人娇羞的叫了一声，然後不好意思的看了看裴大哥。一个女人再怎样端庄、大方，在谈到这种事情的时候，总还是有些不自在的。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dy8VTDfgD
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“佳丽啊，等过两天我和你家老爷子商量一下你们俩的婚事，让靖书把你娶进门，你就可以真的叫我‘妈’咯！”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJBdEPOjmF
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婚事？…… 47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QxIngd7TL
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眼神不自觉的游移到裴大哥脸上，只见他焦急的望著我，仿佛想说些什麽。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwDLldMtHW
47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ThMcme1zq
我匆匆忙忙的低下头扒饭，故意错过他的目光。本能的，我选择了做一只鸵鸟，躲起来不愿也不敢面对现实……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFk0PjO4dB
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吃完饭後又看了会电视，八点左右，裴妈妈问我：“小朋友，你住哪里？这麽晚了都不回家，爸爸妈妈不会担心吗？”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS8wmqKE1b
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我想我此刻的脸色一定很苍白，尽管知道裴妈妈并非有意，但我的心还是被生生刺痛了。她提醒了我，我是一个无父无母、无家可归的人。我曾经以为这里会成为我的家，可是现在，它就快不是了……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBnkrSbIa7
47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vF1zjlj4E
我用力眨了眨眼，然後抬起头来对著裴妈妈笑著说道：“是啊已经很晚了，我该回家了，爸爸妈妈一定会担心的。”自欺欺人，可眼角还是忍不住的湿润了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTEYVqSNpQ
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然後，我努力扬起最灿烂的笑容来：“那就不打扰了，我走了，大家晚安！”随即转身毫不犹豫的离开，我恐怕自己一停就再也狠不下心离开。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteYh32FZlG
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裴大哥送我到门口，脸色十分不好看，他张口想对我说什麽，可是在看到身侧走过来的佳丽後却又闭上了嘴巴。这个叫做佳丽的女人也出来送我：“小朋友，晚上回家要注意安全，有空再来玩啊。”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjaUWy8JfT
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我点点头表示明白，接著侧过头看向裴大哥：“裴大哥，你有没有什麽想跟我说的吗？”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZWgKUaNk8
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关於你那突如其来的婚事，这个从天而降的女人，还有那言之凿凿的誓言，你有任何话想跟我说吗？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKQY7stCxp
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裴大哥的眼眸闪了闪，却没说什麽，只是低声嘱咐我：“路上小心。”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BWZANPQm3
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……我再次失落的垂下了头，又暗自嘲笑自己的痴心妄想。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P2Wpa0yHM
47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtJmuSB71I
我迈著沈重的步伐，慢慢的走下了裴大哥的公寓，从楼梯转角最後一次回头，看到的是两人一同站在门边的画面，男的高大挺拔，女的温婉动人，实在是再合适不过……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejfZDWIb3I
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一个下著冬雨的夜晚，陈大哥带了女朋友回家，他女朋友见家中有外人似乎很不高兴。我实在不好意思打搅他们的两人世界，说了声“抱歉”就出了门，将陈大哥投过来的感激的目光挡在了身後。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuLC0DzNIV
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外面下著凄冷的雨，街上大大小小的店铺早已打烊，只有街边路灯那惨淡冰冷的灯光，透过细密的雨帘照了出来。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3DkGofXWc
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去哪里好呢？我不知道……在这里，除了裴大哥和陈大哥，我并不认识别的人，而别的人也不可能邀请一个被雨淋透的陌生人进到他们的屋子里，弄脏他们美丽的地毯。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv84cHcVco2
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因为出来的匆忙，我身上并没有足以御寒的衣物，被寒雨打湿後，身上更是冷的厉害。在寂静的街道上，我甚至可以听到自己嘶嘶的吸气声和牙齿上下打架的声音。将全身蜷成小小的一团，我缩在一家通宵营业的便利店的屋檐下为自己取暖。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6lUJbIZwk
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过了一会，便利店内的收银员阿姨走了出来，心疼的看了看我，说道：“孩子，你看你全身都冻僵了，怎麽还不回家？”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaYqCkxqHL
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──家？！47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9OGdZ7WIw
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乍一听到这个字眼，我的眼底一热，便再也忍不住的流下泪来。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXjhDIaqIj
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我忽然想起了，曾经也是在一个下雨天，我无处可去，身上揣著一张不能当作现金使用的支票在街头流浪。那个时候，我是多麽羡慕那些楼房里的灯光，虽然昏黄却很温暖。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOYrb3rulK
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我幻想著有一天，我也可以有一个家，可以遮风挡雨，有一盏灯，可以为我照亮回家的路，有几个家人，可以温柔的对我笑，问我吃的饱不饱，穿的暖不暖……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68uRl5pJEp
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後来，一个叫做裴靖书的人对我说，他会给我一个家，他会照顾我，不会再让我受苦……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUALjOOqO0
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裴大哥，我现在好饿，好冷，没有地方去……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07puHFmmE8
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裴大哥，我好想你，我可不可以去找你？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbHBDYTvp5
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门没有锁，裴大哥应该在家里吧？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk2iAHjjv4
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推开门，我想呼唤裴大哥的名字，告诉他我想他了，回来看他。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhNqqQMqBM
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可是却及时的住了口。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdrleEyVZw
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我呆愣的站在玄关处，浑身滴著水，嘴唇冻得发紫，鞋子已经被泡涨。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJXfhVBwyo
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──她的手轻轻搭在他的肩上，他闭上双眼，他们拥吻在一起……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc0RNf7aeE
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一分锺，也许更长，直到两人意犹未尽的分开，我依旧无法做出反应。心突然尖锐的刺痛起来，让我的脸色变的僵硬和苍白。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2cSwSTiuE
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突然，我的双腿仿佛瞬间被抽去了支撑身体的力量，我狠狠的摔在了地上，发出的声响打搅了一室的旖旎。裴大哥抬头看到我，露出震惊和慌乱的神色，女人有些羞涩，别开了脸。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rWmInihdB
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“小雨……”裴大哥站起来向我走来，探出手想抚开我遮住双眼的湿发，嘴巴微微张开仿佛想说什麽。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49cPzlvhCi
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我请求你，请你说一句解释的话，告诉我你不爱她，告诉我你爱的还是我……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAbMnf5S3z
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我注视著他的眼睛，一分一秒都不敢错开眼。我等待著他的答复，他的解释和挽留。我从来没有这样的期盼过一句话，仿佛只要听到这句话，我的世界就可以得到救赎。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhsIH0KueV
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──他的手伸过来，却错开了我的发，关上了我身後的门：“怎麽这麽晚了还不回家？小陈都不管你的吗？”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfhzqfKjzO
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连你，都要亲口告诉我，这里已经不再是我的家了吗？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckWM20fGEW
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──我痛苦的闭上了眼睛。一切已经结束。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcXdblk5Ua
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不顾身後那人的呼喊，我用尽全力冲入雨中。身体还没有回暖，双腿依旧麻木，可是我拼尽所有力气奔跑，只为了逃离那个曾经温暖如今却能让我呼吸停滞的地方。冰冷的冬雨打在脸上，模糊了我的双眼，天黑成一片，无月无光。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJSgkz9SX1
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分不清东南西北，我只是往前奔跑，跑了好远好远，身後的脚步声却没有停歇，反而越来越近。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzLSEGxoMN
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“小雨，小雨，停下来！听我解释啊，听我解释啊！！”那人在雨中嘶吼。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WdwCC65Ty
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我拐进一条漆黑的胡同，紧贴在墙上奋力的呼吸。侧过头看到那道熟悉的身影依旧朝著前方奔跑，离开我越来越远……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUfLCTkl02
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我含著泪，向著那背影，道了声：“永别了，靖书。”47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJi6gtFzDa
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