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我只想一个人,静静的坐一会。51Please respect copyright.PENANAlnj8HkmXah
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身後的门突然打开,我听到裴大哥的惊叫声:“小雨,你怎麽在这里?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAiY8bQq4lUH
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我仰起头来,痴痴的看著他,眼中一烫,几乎要落下泪来:“裴大哥……”51Please respect copyright.PENANAgyO2PmTniu
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“小雨……”裴大哥正要和我说些什麽,病房的门却再次打开,那个女人走了出来。她低头瞧了瞧我,露出疑惑的表情:“你是谁?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAklfH6ndhfl
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“我,我是……”我不知该如何介绍自己。51Please respect copyright.PENANAkbsjgZTrGv
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她没等到回答,就不再理会,而是转过头对著裴大哥露出恬美的笑容:“靖书,裴妈妈今天就能出院了,我们晚上回家为裴妈妈庆祝吧?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAKcDxPZ6RNu
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裴大哥楞了楞,随即笑道:“你想的真周道,妈妈的身体确实要好好补补,今晚回家我一定做顿大餐。”接著低下头来看我:“小雨,你也来吧?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAE5jGIw3akR
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“是啊,小朋友,你也来我们家吃饭吧。”那个女人笑著看我。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7rEIcvHNUF
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你们……的家吗?我低下头,咬了咬唇。51Please respect copyright.PENANAL5QrMaJJzV
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虽然心中钝痛,但我还是想跟在裴大哥身边,还是想回家去看看,所以我点头答应了他们的邀请,尽管裴妈妈的神情看上去好像不太乐意。51Please respect copyright.PENANARNfWDTUZRm
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裴大哥的厨艺一向是令人称赞的,回家没过一会,他就变出了一大桌子喷香诱人的饭菜来。为所有人盛好饭後,裴大哥在裴妈妈的安排下和那个女人坐在了一起,那景象有些刺眼,我连忙低下头不去看。51Please respect copyright.PENANAK0XNUH1taD
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“祝贺妈妈顺利出院!”裴大哥举起手中的杯子说道。51Please respect copyright.PENANAmA8Y9w1nyP
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裴妈妈看上去兴致很好,也举起杯子喝了口,然後说道:“裴小子,你也不想想你老妈进医院是谁害的?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAYuqgKR1sX1
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裴大哥露出愧疚的神色,低声道:“以後再也不会了……”51Please respect copyright.PENANAvoFD7YG4gf
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裴妈妈笑道:“那是当然了,你跟佳丽结婚以後,我就不操心了,再也不上医院了。”51Please respect copyright.PENANAr4hJVtbYxh
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“妈!”被裴妈妈唤作佳丽的女人娇羞的叫了一声,然後不好意思的看了看裴大哥。一个女人再怎样端庄、大方,在谈到这种事情的时候,总还是有些不自在的。51Please respect copyright.PENANAfbKMEu1EMS
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“佳丽啊,等过两天我和你家老爷子商量一下你们俩的婚事,让靖书把你娶进门,你就可以真的叫我‘妈’咯!”51Please respect copyright.PENANAtTusrEqbUN
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婚事?…… 51Please respect copyright.PENANAxgACVlkM70
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眼神不自觉的游移到裴大哥脸上,只见他焦急的望著我,仿佛想说些什麽。51Please respect copyright.PENANAcIZstTIhfN
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我匆匆忙忙的低下头扒饭,故意错过他的目光。本能的,我选择了做一只鸵鸟,躲起来不愿也不敢面对现实……51Please respect copyright.PENANAxuiyK8k4iG
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吃完饭後又看了会电视,八点左右,裴妈妈问我:“小朋友,你住哪里?这麽晚了都不回家,爸爸妈妈不会担心吗?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAIizaSBRc9U
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我想我此刻的脸色一定很苍白,尽管知道裴妈妈并非有意,但我的心还是被生生刺痛了。她提醒了我,我是一个无父无母、无家可归的人。我曾经以为这里会成为我的家,可是现在,它就快不是了……51Please respect copyright.PENANAArf2fDQzK2
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我用力眨了眨眼,然後抬起头来对著裴妈妈笑著说道:“是啊已经很晚了,我该回家了,爸爸妈妈一定会担心的。”自欺欺人,可眼角还是忍不住的湿润了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAIRTaaZRR7h
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然後,我努力扬起最灿烂的笑容来:“那就不打扰了,我走了,大家晚安!”随即转身毫不犹豫的离开,我恐怕自己一停就再也狠不下心离开。51Please respect copyright.PENANAl3pd7lMuI5
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裴大哥送我到门口,脸色十分不好看,他张口想对我说什麽,可是在看到身侧走过来的佳丽後却又闭上了嘴巴。这个叫做佳丽的女人也出来送我:“小朋友,晚上回家要注意安全,有空再来玩啊。”51Please respect copyright.PENANArqxQNFnkKz
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我点点头表示明白,接著侧过头看向裴大哥:“裴大哥,你有没有什麽想跟我说的吗?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAc7tvuGCbyx
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关於你那突如其来的婚事,这个从天而降的女人,还有那言之凿凿的誓言,你有任何话想跟我说吗?51Please respect copyright.PENANAaFrKtViyGl
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裴大哥的眼眸闪了闪,却没说什麽,只是低声嘱咐我:“路上小心。”51Please respect copyright.PENANAJWpXLm1V61
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……我再次失落的垂下了头,又暗自嘲笑自己的痴心妄想。51Please respect copyright.PENANAvyp7OTmEw1
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我迈著沈重的步伐,慢慢的走下了裴大哥的公寓,从楼梯转角最後一次回头,看到的是两人一同站在门边的画面,男的高大挺拔,女的温婉动人,实在是再合适不过……51Please respect copyright.PENANAj4C7Ghjwv9
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一个下著冬雨的夜晚,陈大哥带了女朋友回家,他女朋友见家中有外人似乎很不高兴。我实在不好意思打搅他们的两人世界,说了声“抱歉”就出了门,将陈大哥投过来的感激的目光挡在了身後。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPcRnQsTsNu
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外面下著凄冷的雨,街上大大小小的店铺早已打烊,只有街边路灯那惨淡冰冷的灯光,透过细密的雨帘照了出来。51Please respect copyright.PENANAHEyXgJvd27
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去哪里好呢?我不知道……在这里,除了裴大哥和陈大哥,我并不认识别的人,而别的人也不可能邀请一个被雨淋透的陌生人进到他们的屋子里,弄脏他们美丽的地毯。51Please respect copyright.PENANACB3CZtv2rt
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因为出来的匆忙,我身上并没有足以御寒的衣物,被寒雨打湿後,身上更是冷的厉害。在寂静的街道上,我甚至可以听到自己嘶嘶的吸气声和牙齿上下打架的声音。将全身蜷成小小的一团,我缩在一家通宵营业的便利店的屋檐下为自己取暖。51Please respect copyright.PENANAmxkPWhs2IS
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过了一会,便利店内的收银员阿姨走了出来,心疼的看了看我,说道:“孩子,你看你全身都冻僵了,怎麽还不回家?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAizCbE30jET
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──家?!51Please respect copyright.PENANApojKLMAtKl
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乍一听到这个字眼,我的眼底一热,便再也忍不住的流下泪来。51Please respect copyright.PENANATcmmvjEp1F
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我忽然想起了,曾经也是在一个下雨天,我无处可去,身上揣著一张不能当作现金使用的支票在街头流浪。那个时候,我是多麽羡慕那些楼房里的灯光,虽然昏黄却很温暖。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZVbm2b57Fu
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我幻想著有一天,我也可以有一个家,可以遮风挡雨,有一盏灯,可以为我照亮回家的路,有几个家人,可以温柔的对我笑,问我吃的饱不饱,穿的暖不暖……51Please respect copyright.PENANACRpN9wKEmB
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後来,一个叫做裴靖书的人对我说,他会给我一个家,他会照顾我,不会再让我受苦……51Please respect copyright.PENANAUrcTkdnMnh
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裴大哥,我现在好饿,好冷,没有地方去……51Please respect copyright.PENANAONPGnga9bK
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裴大哥,我好想你,我可不可以去找你?51Please respect copyright.PENANAIusajWfZYt
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门没有锁,裴大哥应该在家里吧?51Please respect copyright.PENANAqRNxuREaFR
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推开门,我想呼唤裴大哥的名字,告诉他我想他了,回来看他。51Please respect copyright.PENANAhdpbMApdvE
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可是却及时的住了口。51Please respect copyright.PENANAEWVeC1rveB
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我呆愣的站在玄关处,浑身滴著水,嘴唇冻得发紫,鞋子已经被泡涨。51Please respect copyright.PENANAxFkIngTxtb
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──她的手轻轻搭在他的肩上,他闭上双眼,他们拥吻在一起……51Please respect copyright.PENANAhVjjn45ELy
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一分锺,也许更长,直到两人意犹未尽的分开,我依旧无法做出反应。心突然尖锐的刺痛起来,让我的脸色变的僵硬和苍白。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7A5noQFmOZ
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突然,我的双腿仿佛瞬间被抽去了支撑身体的力量,我狠狠的摔在了地上,发出的声响打搅了一室的旖旎。裴大哥抬头看到我,露出震惊和慌乱的神色,女人有些羞涩,别开了脸。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7N5JzlWg0b
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“小雨……”裴大哥站起来向我走来,探出手想抚开我遮住双眼的湿发,嘴巴微微张开仿佛想说什麽。51Please respect copyright.PENANAM69WrYSlj7
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我请求你,请你说一句解释的话,告诉我你不爱她,告诉我你爱的还是我……51Please respect copyright.PENANAij1Fgu7rhc
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我注视著他的眼睛,一分一秒都不敢错开眼。我等待著他的答复,他的解释和挽留。我从来没有这样的期盼过一句话,仿佛只要听到这句话,我的世界就可以得到救赎。51Please respect copyright.PENANAu3BDwli3q1
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──他的手伸过来,却错开了我的发,关上了我身後的门:“怎麽这麽晚了还不回家?小陈都不管你的吗?”51Please respect copyright.PENANArp9p2gIMN5
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连你,都要亲口告诉我,这里已经不再是我的家了吗?51Please respect copyright.PENANAq0Ay1wUTKR
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──我痛苦的闭上了眼睛。一切已经结束。51Please respect copyright.PENANAzLmFAFVDtb
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不顾身後那人的呼喊,我用尽全力冲入雨中。身体还没有回暖,双腿依旧麻木,可是我拼尽所有力气奔跑,只为了逃离那个曾经温暖如今却能让我呼吸停滞的地方。冰冷的冬雨打在脸上,模糊了我的双眼,天黑成一片,无月无光。51Please respect copyright.PENANAi4EoPADGGR
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分不清东南西北,我只是往前奔跑,跑了好远好远,身後的脚步声却没有停歇,反而越来越近。51Please respect copyright.PENANAmYRU2fJKPD
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“小雨,小雨,停下来!听我解释啊,听我解释啊!!”那人在雨中嘶吼。51Please respect copyright.PENANAnxARUk0Yg7
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我拐进一条漆黑的胡同,紧贴在墙上奋力的呼吸。侧过头看到那道熟悉的身影依旧朝著前方奔跑,离开我越来越远……51Please respect copyright.PENANAbWfWl4pI5X
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我含著泪,向著那背影,道了声:“永别了,靖书。”51Please respect copyright.PENANASEPH0bmgko
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