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我只想一个人，静静的坐一会。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJLimdMXmY
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身後的门突然打开，我听到裴大哥的惊叫声：“小雨，你怎麽在这里？”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RsRWZuGRU
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我仰起头来，痴痴的看著他，眼中一烫，几乎要落下泪来：“裴大哥……”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNtueKBcBr
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“小雨……”裴大哥正要和我说些什麽，病房的门却再次打开，那个女人走了出来。她低头瞧了瞧我，露出疑惑的表情：“你是谁？”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyunRf02eK1
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“我，我是……”我不知该如何介绍自己。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2xCIknTrs
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她没等到回答，就不再理会，而是转过头对著裴大哥露出恬美的笑容：“靖书，裴妈妈今天就能出院了，我们晚上回家为裴妈妈庆祝吧？”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9yksVdUVV
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裴大哥楞了楞，随即笑道：“你想的真周道，妈妈的身体确实要好好补补，今晚回家我一定做顿大餐。”接著低下头来看我：“小雨，你也来吧？”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNosSAwj09n
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“是啊，小朋友，你也来我们家吃饭吧。”那个女人笑著看我。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIQY1KVR8N
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你们……的家吗？我低下头，咬了咬唇。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSKvcV10hC
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虽然心中钝痛，但我还是想跟在裴大哥身边，还是想回家去看看，所以我点头答应了他们的邀请，尽管裴妈妈的神情看上去好像不太乐意。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDb2t1jjfm
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裴大哥的厨艺一向是令人称赞的，回家没过一会，他就变出了一大桌子喷香诱人的饭菜来。为所有人盛好饭後，裴大哥在裴妈妈的安排下和那个女人坐在了一起，那景象有些刺眼，我连忙低下头不去看。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9QyETChIJ
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“祝贺妈妈顺利出院！”裴大哥举起手中的杯子说道。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56fugWgV0L
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裴妈妈看上去兴致很好，也举起杯子喝了口，然後说道：“裴小子，你也不想想你老妈进医院是谁害的？”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSrXfRlJff
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裴大哥露出愧疚的神色，低声道：“以後再也不会了……”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGrOJZnrOH
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裴妈妈笑道：“那是当然了，你跟佳丽结婚以後，我就不操心了，再也不上医院了。”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOalkfgeNCJ
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“妈！”被裴妈妈唤作佳丽的女人娇羞的叫了一声，然後不好意思的看了看裴大哥。一个女人再怎样端庄、大方，在谈到这种事情的时候，总还是有些不自在的。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yoG7cZRVv
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“佳丽啊，等过两天我和你家老爷子商量一下你们俩的婚事，让靖书把你娶进门，你就可以真的叫我‘妈’咯！”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CEZzJ4J9C
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婚事？…… 50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpNUbHSJ15
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眼神不自觉的游移到裴大哥脸上，只见他焦急的望著我，仿佛想说些什麽。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntSd0hgj8C
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我匆匆忙忙的低下头扒饭，故意错过他的目光。本能的，我选择了做一只鸵鸟，躲起来不愿也不敢面对现实……50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT0Uv1hkox
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吃完饭後又看了会电视，八点左右，裴妈妈问我：“小朋友，你住哪里？这麽晚了都不回家，爸爸妈妈不会担心吗？”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoHgb3VB05
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我想我此刻的脸色一定很苍白，尽管知道裴妈妈并非有意，但我的心还是被生生刺痛了。她提醒了我，我是一个无父无母、无家可归的人。我曾经以为这里会成为我的家，可是现在，它就快不是了……50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dxv5aIF0Z
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我用力眨了眨眼，然後抬起头来对著裴妈妈笑著说道：“是啊已经很晚了，我该回家了，爸爸妈妈一定会担心的。”自欺欺人，可眼角还是忍不住的湿润了。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zyg2mEM18
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然後，我努力扬起最灿烂的笑容来：“那就不打扰了，我走了，大家晚安！”随即转身毫不犹豫的离开，我恐怕自己一停就再也狠不下心离开。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEtLlpUHYB
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裴大哥送我到门口，脸色十分不好看，他张口想对我说什麽，可是在看到身侧走过来的佳丽後却又闭上了嘴巴。这个叫做佳丽的女人也出来送我：“小朋友，晚上回家要注意安全，有空再来玩啊。”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1CwCaxSpi
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我点点头表示明白，接著侧过头看向裴大哥：“裴大哥，你有没有什麽想跟我说的吗？”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiEhOYqzeJ
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关於你那突如其来的婚事，这个从天而降的女人，还有那言之凿凿的誓言，你有任何话想跟我说吗？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8KCKdBnCQ
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裴大哥的眼眸闪了闪，却没说什麽，只是低声嘱咐我：“路上小心。”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxcEjY6LwQ
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……我再次失落的垂下了头，又暗自嘲笑自己的痴心妄想。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq2tmTLff3
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我迈著沈重的步伐，慢慢的走下了裴大哥的公寓，从楼梯转角最後一次回头，看到的是两人一同站在门边的画面，男的高大挺拔，女的温婉动人，实在是再合适不过……50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr2Ul4gl5F
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一个下著冬雨的夜晚，陈大哥带了女朋友回家，他女朋友见家中有外人似乎很不高兴。我实在不好意思打搅他们的两人世界，说了声“抱歉”就出了门，将陈大哥投过来的感激的目光挡在了身後。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIOwnQOtFV
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外面下著凄冷的雨，街上大大小小的店铺早已打烊，只有街边路灯那惨淡冰冷的灯光，透过细密的雨帘照了出来。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W1wzpe8G1
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去哪里好呢？我不知道……在这里，除了裴大哥和陈大哥，我并不认识别的人，而别的人也不可能邀请一个被雨淋透的陌生人进到他们的屋子里，弄脏他们美丽的地毯。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxgjyZXRlA
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因为出来的匆忙，我身上并没有足以御寒的衣物，被寒雨打湿後，身上更是冷的厉害。在寂静的街道上，我甚至可以听到自己嘶嘶的吸气声和牙齿上下打架的声音。将全身蜷成小小的一团，我缩在一家通宵营业的便利店的屋檐下为自己取暖。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nYKsQXpzg
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过了一会，便利店内的收银员阿姨走了出来，心疼的看了看我，说道：“孩子，你看你全身都冻僵了，怎麽还不回家？”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwSF5hfX7Z
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──家？！50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmLbAdduc7
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乍一听到这个字眼，我的眼底一热，便再也忍不住的流下泪来。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJU7ihveV6
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我忽然想起了，曾经也是在一个下雨天，我无处可去，身上揣著一张不能当作现金使用的支票在街头流浪。那个时候，我是多麽羡慕那些楼房里的灯光，虽然昏黄却很温暖。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6bBZUwYQR
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我幻想著有一天，我也可以有一个家，可以遮风挡雨，有一盏灯，可以为我照亮回家的路，有几个家人，可以温柔的对我笑，问我吃的饱不饱，穿的暖不暖……50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEU5p6ifq0
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後来，一个叫做裴靖书的人对我说，他会给我一个家，他会照顾我，不会再让我受苦……50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZnbQdnMBc
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裴大哥，我现在好饿，好冷，没有地方去……50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpiVvjWz29
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裴大哥，我好想你，我可不可以去找你？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTnsHpG4iP
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门没有锁，裴大哥应该在家里吧？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzPCZys8sE
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推开门，我想呼唤裴大哥的名字，告诉他我想他了，回来看他。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxhEp2FKxH
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可是却及时的住了口。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM1Bvns3Vr
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我呆愣的站在玄关处，浑身滴著水，嘴唇冻得发紫，鞋子已经被泡涨。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8joJA9RViJ
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──她的手轻轻搭在他的肩上，他闭上双眼，他们拥吻在一起……50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YNyYfBODb
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一分锺，也许更长，直到两人意犹未尽的分开，我依旧无法做出反应。心突然尖锐的刺痛起来，让我的脸色变的僵硬和苍白。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazB4tVkHx3
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突然，我的双腿仿佛瞬间被抽去了支撑身体的力量，我狠狠的摔在了地上，发出的声响打搅了一室的旖旎。裴大哥抬头看到我，露出震惊和慌乱的神色，女人有些羞涩，别开了脸。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ83OWvR907
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“小雨……”裴大哥站起来向我走来，探出手想抚开我遮住双眼的湿发，嘴巴微微张开仿佛想说什麽。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWer9VR067b
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我请求你，请你说一句解释的话，告诉我你不爱她，告诉我你爱的还是我……50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPklYLYFIM
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我注视著他的眼睛，一分一秒都不敢错开眼。我等待著他的答复，他的解释和挽留。我从来没有这样的期盼过一句话，仿佛只要听到这句话，我的世界就可以得到救赎。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSzaGIGVJ5
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──他的手伸过来，却错开了我的发，关上了我身後的门：“怎麽这麽晚了还不回家？小陈都不管你的吗？”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvUqUZgfgz
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连你，都要亲口告诉我，这里已经不再是我的家了吗？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9Cy9k5wLn
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──我痛苦的闭上了眼睛。一切已经结束。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXb1KU7z70
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不顾身後那人的呼喊，我用尽全力冲入雨中。身体还没有回暖，双腿依旧麻木，可是我拼尽所有力气奔跑，只为了逃离那个曾经温暖如今却能让我呼吸停滞的地方。冰冷的冬雨打在脸上，模糊了我的双眼，天黑成一片，无月无光。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zD6oqqmZH
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分不清东南西北，我只是往前奔跑，跑了好远好远，身後的脚步声却没有停歇，反而越来越近。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBZrfTMSJ1
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“小雨，小雨，停下来！听我解释啊，听我解释啊！！”那人在雨中嘶吼。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlN4ltPYW9
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我拐进一条漆黑的胡同，紧贴在墙上奋力的呼吸。侧过头看到那道熟悉的身影依旧朝著前方奔跑，离开我越来越远……50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hQnvGQSoH
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我含著泪，向著那背影，道了声：“永别了，靖书。”50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxAtEQ0qml
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