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13.48Please respect copyright.PENANAUjDX3kDkRe
48Please respect copyright.PENANASpOXuOiH0Q
48Please respect copyright.PENANAXfh1gVxcvL
48Please respect copyright.PENANAzZmGTRrqQf
48Please respect copyright.PENANAE2p3Chho0w
只有漫無邊際的疼痛。48Please respect copyright.PENANA0arKb2tAKl
48Please respect copyright.PENANARNS9L12Rad
這是雷季倫對「性」唯一的感受。48Please respect copyright.PENANAY3UaPjoh6t
48Please respect copyright.PENANArwzSSTRiek
他也算是個健全的高中男孩,儘管對這方面的知識尚是懵懵懂懂,但在周遭同學的耳濡目染之下,也獲知了不少正確性未知的知識,當同學們正用手機傳播情色內容,或是將生豔惹目的寫真書刊帶來學校時,雷季倫也藉此看了不少……儘管滿多情況之下都是他無心而被拉攏的。48Please respect copyright.PENANAzBbROUKzos
48Please respect copyright.PENANAQJpeRCC26K
有了交往對象的男孩們總是讚揚著這件事的美好,無疑是與戀人結合的滿足,或是交換彼此心意後的充實,亦或者是生理上的抒發與快感,怎麼說都是讓人欽羨與幻想之事。48Please respect copyright.PENANAhcfeU0exES
48Please respect copyright.PENANAVl4DhQdDrX
但他連一點也感受不到。48Please respect copyright.PENANAiQYGhkOVcM
48Please respect copyright.PENANAErUwUQoUOZ
平日的自我發洩當然是有的,但他並未對於這件事有著過度的索求,依循自然的,總該到了無法再累積之時便會進行動作,因此,雷季倫當然還是知道能由此博取的快感與舒坦。48Please respect copyright.PENANAZlai05Wxmn
48Please respect copyright.PENANAlhesx7iWWS
那只是單方面的而已,他沒有想到,雙方面的性是如此讓人恐懼的事情。48Please respect copyright.PENANAMTwDPIorwy
48Please respect copyright.PENANAc3fWr30n5g
帶著緊張且忐忑的心進入浴室後,雷季倫仔仔細細地將自己洗了乾淨,而後,便待在浴室內部的門口猶豫了許久,不知道是否應該出去,最後才終於鼓起勇氣才打開了門鎖,僅圍著一條大浴巾的他顫抖地踏出了潮濕的隔間,外頭的乾燥空氣刺得他的腳踝一陣哆嗦。48Please respect copyright.PENANAtO5mFfN5fJ
48Please respect copyright.PENANABm7fMyR24o
低著臉龐,還未詢問下一步該如何是好的雷季倫,便接收到一道像是命令一般的話語,要他靠近臥室內的大床,緩慢而笨拙卻異常聽話的孩子也無他想,便照著做了。48Please respect copyright.PENANAJPkf22xaXS
48Please respect copyright.PENANA2nrM4UGqEI
一陣天旋地轉,而後能見著的景象便只有明淨而整齊的床鋪顏色,及室內刻意調暗的昏黃燈光。48Please respect copyright.PENANAYCfa41cUmH
48Please respect copyright.PENANA0XCHEvDgiF
之後所發生的事,雷季倫短時間內並不想再想起第二次……對他來說,那並不是一個多好的印象,但卻讓他產生了莫名的矛盾心理。48Please respect copyright.PENANAvpK1T2d8Q4
48Please respect copyright.PENANAC4a7OtGS38
「可以上床」,聽見這句話時,雷季倫連自己也不知道,臉龐上頭所露出的究竟是笑容還是悲顏。48Please respect copyright.PENANAnDWA1HT5yG
48Please respect copyright.PENANAmWCezDt1oa
那究竟是如何的複雜感受,雷季倫比其他人都還要更明白徐亦桓這個人,能被他在乎或惦記在心根本就是不可能的事,但如今,他卻給了自己這樣一個應諾,可以維持這樣的關係,擁有這樣更進一步的碰觸。48Please respect copyright.PENANAvsIaeP88Rd
48Please respect copyright.PENANAGBJXQKtmJk
但,這也代表著他們「只有」這一道關係,其他的什麼也不是。說得難聽一些,他只是徐亦桓覺得好玩的「床伴」,何時要扔、何時要棄,也都是隨時有可能的事情。48Please respect copyright.PENANARSivbpYzcg
48Please respect copyright.PENANAVCDdFL0Nkj
多麼殘忍又不堪的話語,能夠待在他的身旁,擁有他的身體,這是比起任何事物都還要誘惑人的條件,然而反之,與他則無法變成情人,以往的人們都將虛幻的情感看得比物質擁有來得重,只有肉體上的歡求,沒有心靈上的交通,需要多久便能感到厭倦?48Please respect copyright.PENANAkxtaxrrCtn
48Please respect copyright.PENANAyV7fTsPIgo
48Please respect copyright.PENANAuGPeK1H4jW
他望著沖洗完後的徐亦桓自浴室走出,連瞧也沒有再瞧他一眼,逕自地走出了房間,而後外頭響起的便是電視的吵雜聲響,雷季倫的喉頭哽了哽,大致也知道這該是什麼意思。48Please respect copyright.PENANAzhHsBVvSLT
48Please respect copyright.PENANAJJnmUXCEUx
艱難地撐起了自己的身體,緩步地朝著浴室的方向走去,雷季倫雙手扶牆,走得相當緩慢,隱密處撕裂般的疼痛與黏膩不適感包圍著他,雙腿痠軟得幾乎無法支立,但他還是堅持住了,幾口深呼吸之下總算抵達了方才讓他躊躇不前的浴室。48Please respect copyright.PENANAlTm9Dh06aI
48Please respect copyright.PENANAiUuZOQE46n
溫熱的水花一灑下來,能見的便是那些鮮紅混雜乳白的模樣,不用再多看也能知曉,而雷季倫自己也無心去看,他只想趕緊將自己重新洗乾淨,然後,回到家去。48Please respect copyright.PENANALm1qFS48jC
48Please respect copyright.PENANAnVZDXh34ai
之後的情況他也記不大得了,在那之後有沒有再和對方說過話,而且是怎麼離開那個家的……雷季倫只記得自己沒有露出什麼苦悶的神情,是他自己告訴自己別表現出來的,在徐亦桓的面前還是試圖笑著,強顏歡笑還是苦笑都好。48Please respect copyright.PENANAVWL1AXMT15
48Please respect copyright.PENANAkRjRbWxmoK
別把自己傷心的模樣讓他看見。48Please respect copyright.PENANAUJLhplDgKt
48Please respect copyright.PENANA8bFYBUHGzP
雷季倫總覺得自己有幾分堅持的倔強,怎樣都好,就是不想讓徐亦桓看見他是傷心的、他是痛苦的,他想在對方的面前笑著,總是笑著。48Please respect copyright.PENANACKvkolyKdN
48Please respect copyright.PENANAUQ2iNQYR1V
笑靨能夠解決很多事情,他一直是這麼深信著,從許久許久之前開始……幫助人們重拾希望,脫離絕境;遺忘苦痛,獲得歡笑,由黑暗的深淵之中透出光明,毫無方向的迷霧之中突生路途,而在失了門的空間之中,另開一扇窗。48Please respect copyright.PENANAgzqX6d6uIo
48Please respect copyright.PENANA4q7ZdOkzFL
沒有什麼是過不了的困境,儘管是淌著淚水睡去,明日再次醒來,雙手拍一拍臉龐提振精神,又是嶄新的一日。48Please respect copyright.PENANAVm6w8V4qWC
48Please respect copyright.PENANAwksiMFWGHb
如同現在一樣,傷心的事將很快就被遺忘,很快就不痛了……48Please respect copyright.PENANAgJWBwkDMUf
48Please respect copyright.PENANAHDleo30tUu
這是自己所做的決定,從目光無法自那個人身上移開的那一天起,雷季倫便告訴自己得帶給他歡笑,帶給那個冷漠如冰的少年一絲溫暖,無論如何艱辛,都無法阻擋他的意志與信念。48Please respect copyright.PENANAUSA7S0hRzE
48Please respect copyright.PENANA9FNtAPRCjl
愛是可貴卻而盲目。48Please respect copyright.PENANAeQPVdY8uqY
48Please respect copyright.PENANA6acNvOu8k3
48Please respect copyright.PENANAfD4U1H8kwL
步行在那條熟悉的大道之上,已轉深的黑夜僅憑藉著路燈燈光指引,天上連一顆能見的星子都沒有,冰涼的空氣依攀著牆面與那稀少的人群,雷季倫也是其中之 一。他拖著緩慢而虛弱的腳步行進著,不斷不斷地尋找著家的熟悉身影,他無法在這裡停止腳步,儘管再怎麼難受也是如此……他總得見著那個庇護的場所,才能倒 下。48Please respect copyright.PENANAfOWeKxY1OL
48Please respect copyright.PENANA7MJp6khsAY
末秋的冽風,伴隨著他怎麼也不願落下的淚水,刺著他露出的腳踝生疼。48Please respect copyright.PENANAE5kySVyplS
48Please respect copyright.PENANATSlW5ZHkwL
48Please respect copyright.PENANAcGVDaKI5ea
48Please respect copyright.PENANAZZU0KBTzTZ
48Please respect copyright.PENANA2zZaZ0bErv
48Please respect copyright.PENANAW911qiQr8H
* * *48Please respect copyright.PENANAWdZj325xJ2
48Please respect copyright.PENANAop1q87ifM6
48Please respect copyright.PENANAOlV0DGcPWG
想揍亦桓的舉手。48Please respect copyright.PENANAiayUO746CS
48Please respect copyright.PENANAMG28GNvakU
我O_O/48Please respect copyright.PENANAowycDXVR1U
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ns216.73.216.94da2 48Please respect copyright.PENANALb5tKYpoax
48Please respect copyright.PENANAaxQIyKepnD
48Please respect copyright.PENANAQG1lTJD8D0
13.48Please respect copyright.PENANAUjDX3kDkRe
48Please respect copyright.PENANASpOXuOiH0Q
48Please respect copyright.PENANAXfh1gVxcvL
48Please respect copyright.PENANAzZmGTRrqQf
48Please respect copyright.PENANAE2p3Chho0w
只有漫無邊際的疼痛。48Please respect copyright.PENANA0arKb2tAKl
48Please respect copyright.PENANARNS9L12Rad
這是雷季倫對「性」唯一的感受。48Please respect copyright.PENANAY3UaPjoh6t
48Please respect copyright.PENANArwzSSTRiek
他也算是個健全的高中男孩,儘管對這方面的知識尚是懵懵懂懂,但在周遭同學的耳濡目染之下,也獲知了不少正確性未知的知識,當同學們正用手機傳播情色內容,或是將生豔惹目的寫真書刊帶來學校時,雷季倫也藉此看了不少……儘管滿多情況之下都是他無心而被拉攏的。48Please respect copyright.PENANAzBbROUKzos
48Please respect copyright.PENANAQJpeRCC26K
有了交往對象的男孩們總是讚揚著這件事的美好,無疑是與戀人結合的滿足,或是交換彼此心意後的充實,亦或者是生理上的抒發與快感,怎麼說都是讓人欽羨與幻想之事。48Please respect copyright.PENANAhcfeU0exES
48Please respect copyright.PENANAVl4DhQdDrX
但他連一點也感受不到。48Please respect copyright.PENANAiQYGhkOVcM
48Please respect copyright.PENANAErUwUQoUOZ
平日的自我發洩當然是有的,但他並未對於這件事有著過度的索求,依循自然的,總該到了無法再累積之時便會進行動作,因此,雷季倫當然還是知道能由此博取的快感與舒坦。48Please respect copyright.PENANAZlai05Wxmn
48Please respect copyright.PENANAlhesx7iWWS
那只是單方面的而已,他沒有想到,雙方面的性是如此讓人恐懼的事情。48Please respect copyright.PENANAMTwDPIorwy
48Please respect copyright.PENANAc3fWr30n5g
帶著緊張且忐忑的心進入浴室後,雷季倫仔仔細細地將自己洗了乾淨,而後,便待在浴室內部的門口猶豫了許久,不知道是否應該出去,最後才終於鼓起勇氣才打開了門鎖,僅圍著一條大浴巾的他顫抖地踏出了潮濕的隔間,外頭的乾燥空氣刺得他的腳踝一陣哆嗦。48Please respect copyright.PENANAtO5mFfN5fJ
48Please respect copyright.PENANABm7fMyR24o
低著臉龐,還未詢問下一步該如何是好的雷季倫,便接收到一道像是命令一般的話語,要他靠近臥室內的大床,緩慢而笨拙卻異常聽話的孩子也無他想,便照著做了。48Please respect copyright.PENANAJPkf22xaXS
48Please respect copyright.PENANA2nrM4UGqEI
一陣天旋地轉,而後能見著的景象便只有明淨而整齊的床鋪顏色,及室內刻意調暗的昏黃燈光。48Please respect copyright.PENANAYCfa41cUmH
48Please respect copyright.PENANA0XCHEvDgiF
之後所發生的事,雷季倫短時間內並不想再想起第二次……對他來說,那並不是一個多好的印象,但卻讓他產生了莫名的矛盾心理。48Please respect copyright.PENANAvpK1T2d8Q4
48Please respect copyright.PENANAC4a7OtGS38
「可以上床」,聽見這句話時,雷季倫連自己也不知道,臉龐上頭所露出的究竟是笑容還是悲顏。48Please respect copyright.PENANAnDWA1HT5yG
48Please respect copyright.PENANAmWCezDt1oa
那究竟是如何的複雜感受,雷季倫比其他人都還要更明白徐亦桓這個人,能被他在乎或惦記在心根本就是不可能的事,但如今,他卻給了自己這樣一個應諾,可以維持這樣的關係,擁有這樣更進一步的碰觸。48Please respect copyright.PENANAvsIaeP88Rd
48Please respect copyright.PENANAGBJXQKtmJk
但,這也代表著他們「只有」這一道關係,其他的什麼也不是。說得難聽一些,他只是徐亦桓覺得好玩的「床伴」,何時要扔、何時要棄,也都是隨時有可能的事情。48Please respect copyright.PENANARSivbpYzcg
48Please respect copyright.PENANAVCDdFL0Nkj
多麼殘忍又不堪的話語,能夠待在他的身旁,擁有他的身體,這是比起任何事物都還要誘惑人的條件,然而反之,與他則無法變成情人,以往的人們都將虛幻的情感看得比物質擁有來得重,只有肉體上的歡求,沒有心靈上的交通,需要多久便能感到厭倦?48Please respect copyright.PENANAkxtaxrrCtn
48Please respect copyright.PENANAyV7fTsPIgo
48Please respect copyright.PENANAuGPeK1H4jW
他望著沖洗完後的徐亦桓自浴室走出,連瞧也沒有再瞧他一眼,逕自地走出了房間,而後外頭響起的便是電視的吵雜聲響,雷季倫的喉頭哽了哽,大致也知道這該是什麼意思。48Please respect copyright.PENANAzhHsBVvSLT
48Please respect copyright.PENANAJJnmUXCEUx
艱難地撐起了自己的身體,緩步地朝著浴室的方向走去,雷季倫雙手扶牆,走得相當緩慢,隱密處撕裂般的疼痛與黏膩不適感包圍著他,雙腿痠軟得幾乎無法支立,但他還是堅持住了,幾口深呼吸之下總算抵達了方才讓他躊躇不前的浴室。48Please respect copyright.PENANAlTm9Dh06aI
48Please respect copyright.PENANAiUuZOQE46n
溫熱的水花一灑下來,能見的便是那些鮮紅混雜乳白的模樣,不用再多看也能知曉,而雷季倫自己也無心去看,他只想趕緊將自己重新洗乾淨,然後,回到家去。48Please respect copyright.PENANALm1qFS48jC
48Please respect copyright.PENANAnVZDXh34ai
之後的情況他也記不大得了,在那之後有沒有再和對方說過話,而且是怎麼離開那個家的……雷季倫只記得自己沒有露出什麼苦悶的神情,是他自己告訴自己別表現出來的,在徐亦桓的面前還是試圖笑著,強顏歡笑還是苦笑都好。48Please respect copyright.PENANAVWL1AXMT15
48Please respect copyright.PENANAkRjRbWxmoK
別把自己傷心的模樣讓他看見。48Please respect copyright.PENANAUJLhplDgKt
48Please respect copyright.PENANA8bFYBUHGzP
雷季倫總覺得自己有幾分堅持的倔強,怎樣都好,就是不想讓徐亦桓看見他是傷心的、他是痛苦的,他想在對方的面前笑著,總是笑著。48Please respect copyright.PENANACKvkolyKdN
48Please respect copyright.PENANAUQ2iNQYR1V
笑靨能夠解決很多事情,他一直是這麼深信著,從許久許久之前開始……幫助人們重拾希望,脫離絕境;遺忘苦痛,獲得歡笑,由黑暗的深淵之中透出光明,毫無方向的迷霧之中突生路途,而在失了門的空間之中,另開一扇窗。48Please respect copyright.PENANAgzqX6d6uIo
48Please respect copyright.PENANA4q7ZdOkzFL
沒有什麼是過不了的困境,儘管是淌著淚水睡去,明日再次醒來,雙手拍一拍臉龐提振精神,又是嶄新的一日。48Please respect copyright.PENANAVm6w8V4qWC
48Please respect copyright.PENANAwksiMFWGHb
如同現在一樣,傷心的事將很快就被遺忘,很快就不痛了……48Please respect copyright.PENANAgJWBwkDMUf
48Please respect copyright.PENANAHDleo30tUu
這是自己所做的決定,從目光無法自那個人身上移開的那一天起,雷季倫便告訴自己得帶給他歡笑,帶給那個冷漠如冰的少年一絲溫暖,無論如何艱辛,都無法阻擋他的意志與信念。48Please respect copyright.PENANAUSA7S0hRzE
48Please respect copyright.PENANA9FNtAPRCjl
愛是可貴卻而盲目。48Please respect copyright.PENANAeQPVdY8uqY
48Please respect copyright.PENANA6acNvOu8k3
48Please respect copyright.PENANAfD4U1H8kwL
步行在那條熟悉的大道之上,已轉深的黑夜僅憑藉著路燈燈光指引,天上連一顆能見的星子都沒有,冰涼的空氣依攀著牆面與那稀少的人群,雷季倫也是其中之 一。他拖著緩慢而虛弱的腳步行進著,不斷不斷地尋找著家的熟悉身影,他無法在這裡停止腳步,儘管再怎麼難受也是如此……他總得見著那個庇護的場所,才能倒 下。48Please respect copyright.PENANAfOWeKxY1OL
48Please respect copyright.PENANA7MJp6khsAY
末秋的冽風,伴隨著他怎麼也不願落下的淚水,刺著他露出的腳踝生疼。48Please respect copyright.PENANAE5kySVyplS
48Please respect copyright.PENANATSlW5ZHkwL
48Please respect copyright.PENANAcGVDaKI5ea
48Please respect copyright.PENANAZZU0KBTzTZ
48Please respect copyright.PENANA2zZaZ0bErv
48Please respect copyright.PENANAW911qiQr8H
* * *48Please respect copyright.PENANAWdZj325xJ2
48Please respect copyright.PENANAop1q87ifM6
48Please respect copyright.PENANAOlV0DGcPWG
想揍亦桓的舉手。48Please respect copyright.PENANAiayUO746CS
48Please respect copyright.PENANAMG28GNvakU
我O_O/48Please respect copyright.PENANAowycDXVR1U
48Please respect copyright.PENANA4L6LEsHrTf
48Please respect copyright.PENANA08nDDVHlnw